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Sara Seager: Search for Planets and Life Outside Our Solar System

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§01Transcript · 00:00–11:51

00:00The following is a conversation with Sarah Seager, a planetary scientist at MIT known

00:06for her work on the search for exoplanets, which are planets outside of our solar system.

00:12She's an author of two books on this fascinating topic, plus in a couple days, August 18th,

00:18her new book, a memoir called The Smallest Lights in the Universe, is coming out.

00:23I read it and I can recommend it highly, especially if you love space and are a bit of a romantic

00:29like me.

00:30It's beautifully written.

00:32She weaves the stories of the tragedies and the triumphs of her life with the stories

00:36of her love for and research on exoplanets, which represent our hope to find life out

00:43there in the universe.

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01:06to make contact with the unknown, with others like us, or maybe others that are very different

01:12from us, entities that might reveal something profound about why we're here.

01:18The possibility of this is both exciting and, at least to me, terrifying, which is exactly

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05:27And now here's my conversation with Sarah Seeger.

05:32When did you first fall in love with the stars?

05:34I think I've always loved the stars.

05:37One of my first memory is of the moon.

05:39I remember watching the moon and I was in the car with my dad who my parents were divorced

05:44and he was driving me and my siblings to his house for the weekend and the moon was just

05:47following me.

05:49Just had no idea why that was.

05:51So like looking up at the sky and there's this glowing thing, how do you make sense

05:55of the moon at that age?

05:57Like age five.

05:58There's just no way you can.

05:59I think it's one of the great things about being a kid is just that curiosity that all

06:03kids have.

06:04You know, I was thinking because there's these almost out there ideas of that our earth is

06:11flat, floating about on the internet.

06:14And it made me think, you know, when did I first realize that the earth is like this

06:21ball that's flying through empty space?

06:25I mean, it's terrifying.

06:27It's awe inspiring.

06:28I don't know how to make sense of it.

06:31It's hard because we live in our frame of reference here on this planet.

06:34It's nearly impossible.

06:35None of us are lucky to go to see the curvature of earth.

06:38I mean, do you remember when you realized, understood like the physics, like the layout

06:43of the solar system?

06:45Was it like, did you first have to take physics to really, like high school physics to really

06:51take that in?

06:52I think it's hard to say.

06:53I had this book when I was a child.

06:55It was in French.

06:56I grew up in Canada, where French is supposedly taught to all of us English speaking Canadians.

07:01And it was this book in French was about the solar system, and I just love flipping through

07:05it.

07:06It's hard to say how much, you know, you or I understand when we're kids, but it was

07:10really great book.

07:11What about the stars?

07:12When did you first learn about the stars?

07:14Like I do have this very incredible distinctive memory.

07:17And again, it had to do with my dad.

07:19He took us camping.

07:20Now, my dad was from the UK, and he was the type who you'd find wearing a tie on weekends.

07:26So camping was not in his sphere, his comfort zone.

07:29We had a babysitter.

07:31Every summer we had a babysitter, and one summer we had Tom.

07:34He was barely older than we were.

07:36He was 14.

07:37My brother was 12.

07:38I would have been 11 or 10 maybe.

07:40And we went camping because Tom said camping is the thing.

07:42We should try it.

07:43And I just remember I didn't aim to see the stars, but I walked out of my tent in the

07:48middle of the night, and I looked up, and wow, so many stars.

07:55The dark night sky and all those stars just screaming at me.

07:59I just couldn't believe that.

08:00Honestly, my first thought was, this is so incredible, mind blowing.

08:04Why wouldn't anyone have told me this existed?

08:07Can anyone else see this?

08:08Have you had an experience like that with anything?

08:12Yeah.

08:13I've had that.

08:14I mean, I don't know if maybe you can tell me if it's the same.

08:17I've had that with robots.

08:20There's a few robots I've met where I just fell in love with this.

08:23Is anyone else seeing this?

08:25Is anyone else seeing that here in a robot is our ability to engineer some intelligent

08:34beings, intelligent beings that we could love, that could love us, that we can interact with

08:39in some rich ways that we haven't yet discovered?

08:44Almost like when you get a puppy, instead of a dog, and there's this immediate bond

08:49and love, and on top of that, ability to engineer it, I had to just pause and hold myself.

08:58I imagine, I don't have kids, I imagine there's a magic to that as well, where it's a totally

09:03new experience.

09:04It's like, what?

09:05Well, yeah, the stars though, unlike kids or the puppy, it's only a good thing.

09:13So you felt, you weren't terrified?

09:15Like to me, when I look at the stars, it's almost paralyzingly scary how little we know

09:23about the universe, how alone we are.

09:26I mean, somehow it feels alone.

09:28I'm not sure if it's just a matter of perspective, but it feels like, wow, there's billions

09:34of them out there and we know nothing about them.

09:39And then also immediately to me, somehow mortality comes into it.

09:42I mean, how did that make you feel at that time?

09:45I think as a child without articulating it, I felt that same way.

09:48Just like, wow, this is terrifying.

09:50What's out there?

09:51Like, what is this?

09:52What does it mean about us here?

09:55You're a scientist, an exo world class scientist, planetary scientist, astronomer.

10:02Now I'm a bit of an idiot who likes to ask silly questions.

10:06So some questions are a little bit in the realm of speculation, almost philosophical

10:12because we know so little and one of the awesome things about your work is you've actually

10:17put data and real science behind some of the biggest questions that we're all curious

10:20about.

10:21But nevertheless, many of the questions might be a little bit speculative.

10:25So on that topic, just in your sense, do you think we're alone in the universe, human

10:33beings?

10:34Do you think there's life out there?

10:36Well, Lex, the funny thing is, is that as a scientist, I so don't even want to answer

10:40that.

10:41I will answer it though, but I just love to say, yeah, we naturally resist that because

10:46we want numbers and hard facts and not speculation.

10:49But I do love that question.

10:51It's a great question and it's one we all wonder about, but I have to give you the scientist

10:55answer first, which is we'll have the capability to answer that question soon, even starting

11:01soon.

11:02How do you define soon?

11:03How do I define soon?

11:05So much happened in the last hundred years.

11:07Right, right.

11:08And there's a difference, right, if it's 10 years or 20 years or a hundred years.

11:11Yeah, there's a difference in that.

11:14Well, soon could be a decade or two decades.

11:18Journalists usually don't like that or the people want like tomorrow, they want the news.

11:23But what it's going to take is telescopes, space telescopes, or very sophisticated ground

11:28or space telescopes to let us study the atmospheres of other planets far away and to look what's

11:35in the atmospheres and to look for water, which is needed for life as we know it, to

11:38look for gases that don't belong that we might attribute to life.

11:42So we have to do some really nitty gritty astronomy.

11:45So the promising way to answer this question scientifically is to look for hints of life.

§02Transcript · 11:51–23:36

11:51That's where like many of your ideas come in of what kind of hints might we actually

11:55see about this life.

11:57Right, right.

11:58That's exactly what we need to do.

11:59And I like the word you chose, hint, because it's going to be a hint.

12:02It's not going to be a 100% yay, we found it.

12:05And then it will take future generations to do more careful work to hopefully even find

12:12a way to send a probe to these distant exoplanets and to really figure this out for us.

12:17I mean, we'll talk about the details.

12:19Those are fun, but like the back to the speculation, the zoomed out big picture is, yes, I believe

12:26absolutely there is life out there somewhere.

12:30Because the vastness of the universe is incredible.

12:33It's so breathtaking.

12:35When we look at the night sky, if you can go to that dark sky, you can see many, many

12:40hundred or even if you have good eyesight and you're somewhere very dark, you could

12:43see thousands of stars.

12:44But in our galaxy, we have hundreds of billions of stars and our universe has hundreds of

12:51billions of galaxies.

12:53So think about all those stars out there.

12:57And even if planets are rare, even if life is rare, just because the number of stars

13:02is so huge, things have to come together somewhere, someplace in our universe.

13:06Yeah.

13:07So amazing to think that somebody might be looking up on another planet in a distant

13:14galaxy.

13:15I have to interrupt your reverie and get back to, in our lifetime at least, the short term.

13:22We only have the nearest stars to look at.

13:24It's true that there are so many stars, so many hosts for planets that might have life.

13:29But in the practical question of will we find it, it has to be a star quite close to Earth,

13:36like a few light years, tens of light years, maybe hundreds of light years.

13:40And by the way, you've introduced me to a tool of Eyes on Exoplanets, I think that NASA

13:46has put together.

13:47Eyes on Exoplanets.

13:48It's a great software.

13:49You can download it.

13:50It's so cool.

13:51But anyway, can you give a sense of who our neighbors are?

13:56You said hundreds of light years.

14:00How many stars are close by?

14:04What's our neighborhood like?

14:05Are we talking about five, 10 stars that we might actually have a chance to zoom in on?

14:12I'm talking about maybe a dozen or two dozen stars.

14:16And those with planets that look suitable for us to follow up in detail.

14:22For life.

14:23Right.

14:24But one thing that's really exciting in this field is that the very nearest star to Earth

14:29called Proxima Centauri, it's part of the Alpha Centauri star system.

14:34Cool name, by the way.

14:35Yeah, Proxima.

14:36Whoever names them.

14:37Nearby.

14:38Okay, but it sounds cooler than Proxima.

14:40Proxima Centauri appears to have a planet around it.

14:44It's about an Earth mass planet in the so called habitable zone or the Goldilocks zone

14:49of the host star.

14:50So think about how incredible that is.

14:52Like out of all the stars out there, even the very nearest star has planets and has

14:56a planet of huge interest to us.

14:58Yeah.

14:59Okay.

15:00So can we talk about that planet?

15:04What does it mean to be maybe possibly habitable?

15:12How does size come into play?

15:14How does you know what we know about gases and what kind of things are necessary for

15:21life?

15:22You know, what are the factors that you make you think that it's habitable?

15:26And by the way, I mean, maybe one way to talk about that is people know about the Drake

15:31equation, which is a very high level, almost framework to think about what is the probability

15:39that, correct me if I'm wrong, that there's life out there and intelligent life, I think.

15:46I don't know.

15:47But then you have a equation named after you now, which I think nicely focuses in on the

15:54more achievable and interesting part of that question, which is on whether there is habitable

16:01planets out there or how many, I guess.

16:04Right, right.

16:05So the funny thing is, was one time I met Frank Drake and I asked if he minded if I

16:11took his equation and kind of revamped it for this new field of exoplanet astronomy.

16:17He was totally cool with it.

16:18He's totally cool.

16:19He got total approval.

16:20Well, maybe.

16:21Okay.

16:22So sorry.

16:23I'm not sure if he'd actually read the stuff about my equation, but he was cool with it.

16:26He was cool.

16:27He was cool.

16:28Okay.

16:29So I just said like 15 different things, but maybe can you tell from your perspective,

16:33what is the Drake equation and what is, sorry, the Seager equation?

16:37Sure.

16:38Well, the Drake equation, as you said, it's a framework.

16:41It's a description of the number of civilizations out there of intelligent beings that are able

16:48to communicate with us by radio waves.

16:53So if you think of the movie Contact, you've seen Contact, right?

16:58We're listening in, actually.

16:59It's an active field of research, listening to other stars at radio wavelengths, hoping

17:03that some intelligent civilizations are sending us a message.

17:07And the Drake equation came like at the start of that whole field to put the factors down

17:12on paper to sort of illustrate what is involved to kind of estimating.

17:18And there's no real estimate or prediction of how many civilizations are out there, but

17:21it's a way to frame the question and show you each term that's involved.

17:25So I took the Drake equation and I called it a revised Drake equation and I recast it

17:32for the search for planets by more traditional astronomy means.

17:37We're looking at stars, looking for planets, looking for rocky planets, looking for planets

17:42that are the right temperature for life, looking for planets that might have life that outputs

17:49gases that we might detect in the future.

17:52It's the same spirit of the Drake equation.

17:53It's not going to give us any magic numbers.

17:55So I'm going to say, hey, here's exactly what's out there.

17:58It's meant to kind of guide, guide of where we're going.

18:01So the Drake equation did, I mean the initial equation proposed actual numbers for those

18:06variables, right?

18:07Oh yes.

18:08The equation proposed numbers and you can still plug your own numbers in.

18:12And there's this really cute website that lets you for both the Drake and my revised

18:15equation plug in some numbers and see what you got.

18:19So yeah.

18:20Okay.

18:21So what are, I mean, what are the variables, but maybe also what are like the critical

18:24variables?

18:26So in my equation, I set out to what are the numbers of inhabited planets that show signs

18:33of life by way of gases in the atmosphere that can be attributed to life.

18:37I could just walk through the terms as far as I'm aware.

18:39So the first thing I say is what are the number of stars available?

18:43And it's not that those trillions and trillions of stars everywhere.

18:47It's what are available to like a specific search.

18:51And so for example, the MIT led NASA mission TESS is surveying the sky, looking for all

18:57kinds of planets, but it can also, it also has stars.

19:01It has about 30,000 red dwarf stars.

19:04So we just take a number of stars that a given survey can access.

19:08So that's what the number of stars is.

19:11Then I wanted to know what kind of stars are quiet.

19:16I called it fraction of those stars that is quiet.

19:19In the case of TESS, the way it's looking for planets is planets that transit the star.

19:23They go in front of the star as seen from the telescope, but it turns out that some

19:27stars are very active, they're variable and they brighten and dim with time and that interferes

19:32with our observation.

19:33I apologize to interrupt.

19:35So it's a transiting planet.

19:37So you're really looking for a black blob, essentially that blocks the light.

19:42We're looking for a black blob that blocks the light and then trying to say something

19:45about the size of the planet from the frequency of that black blobs appearance and the size

19:51of that black blob, that kind of thing.

19:53Yeah.

19:54But let's just say that out of all the stars there are accessible to whatever telescope,

19:58some of them are just bad for whatever reason.

20:00You're not going to be able to find planets around them.

20:02So I need to know the fraction of those that are, that are good.

20:05So again, we have the number of stars, the fraction of them that we can actually find

20:09planets around.

20:10And by the way, is our sun one such, is our sun quiet?

20:16Our sun is quiet.

20:17Okay.

20:18So I have actually two terms.

20:20One describes how quiet they are and one is if we can find a planet around that star.

20:25These transiting planets, for example, not all planets transit because the planet would

20:30have to be orbiting that star in this kind of plane as viewed from you.

20:36But if a star is, for example, orbiting in the plane of the sky, it will never transit.

20:40It will never go in front of the star.

20:43So in that case, we have to have a fraction that takes into account of that kind of geometric

20:47factor.

20:48And hopefully, I mean, you can assume that it's uniformly distributed, hopefully.

20:52Yes, we can assume and there's evidence that it's uniformly distributed, yes.

20:56So then the next, so all of these factors so far, number of stars accessible to whatever

21:01telescope you're thinking about, how many stars are quiet, fraction of stars that are

21:06quiet, fraction that are observable, in this case for the geometric factor, those are all

21:10things we can measure.

21:11And there's one more term in the secret equation we can measure.

21:14I call it fraction of planets in the habitable zone.

21:18Because believe it or not, we have a handle on that for a certain set of stars.

21:23We know from our, the Kepler Space Telescope that operated for a number of years, we have

21:28estimates for how many planets are in the so called habitable zone of the host star

21:31for a certain type of star.

21:33So all those we have measurable.

21:34And then like the Drake equation itself, there are some terms we can not measure.

21:39And those ones, I call them FL, fraction of all those planets that have life on them.

21:46Because we don't know what that is.

21:47And FS, I called for spectroscopy, the fraction that have, we can use our telescope and instrument

21:55tools to look for light.

21:58The FS was the ones that, the planets that have life that actually gives off a gas, a

22:03useful gas that might accumulate in the atmosphere, so we could eventually observe it.

22:10How do the FL and FS interplay?

22:12So these are separate terms?

22:14Separate terms.

22:15And so?

22:16So for example, you could imagine, so for example, you could imagine life, like us humans,

22:23we breathe out carbon dioxide.

22:26And our planet Earth, we already have a lot of carbon dioxide on it.

22:29Well, we have hundreds of parts per million, but it has a really strong signal.

22:33So us humans breathing out carbon dioxide, it's not helpful for any intelligent beings

22:37that are looking back at Earth, because there's already a lot of, there's already enough carbon

22:41dioxide, we're not adding to it.

22:43So if there is life on a planet, and it's outputting a boring gas that's not helpful

22:47for us to uniquely identify as being made by life versus just being there anyway, then

22:54it's not helpful.

22:55So I separated those two terms out.

22:57Soon I think we'll have evidence that planets that can support life at least are common.

23:04So okay, this is such an awesome topic, I have a million questions.

23:11What okay, I know this is a little bit of speculation, but what's your sense about that,

23:16I think FS, which is like, that life would produce interesting gases that would be able

23:23to detect, like, is there, one, is there scientific evidence and, and second, is there some intuition

23:30around life producing gases with detectable hints in terms of chemistry?

§03Transcript · 23:36–35:01

23:36So interestingly enough, that entire question relates to, I'm going to say almost my life's

23:43work, the work I'm doing now and the work I'm doing for the next 20 years, and I wish

23:46I could give you a concrete number, like 1%, like on the worst days, it's 1%, let's say

23:51in my mind.

23:52You know, in the best days, it's like 80%.

23:54And I could actually go into a lot of detail here, but I'll just give you the simplest

23:58things.

23:59So first of all, we make an assumption that like us, and our life here on Earth, life

24:05uses chemistry.

24:07So we use chemistry because we eat food, we breathe air, and we have metabolism that to

24:13break down food to get energy to store energy, and then ultimately to use it.

24:18And all life here has some kind of byproduct in doing all that, some kind of waste product

24:22that goes into the atmosphere.

24:24So I like to think that life everywhere uses chemistry.

24:28Some people have imagined, like, let's imagine like a windmill, like mechanical energy, just

24:34getting energy and using it without storing it.

24:37And if there was life like that, it might not need to output a gas.

24:40So we make this basic assumption of chemistry, that's the first thing.

24:44The second more complicated thing that I and my team work on is what happens to the gas

24:47once it is produced by life, it goes into the atmosphere.

24:51And a lot of gas is just destroyed immediately, actually, by ultraviolet radiation or by oxygen.

24:59Oxygen is incredibly destructive to a lot of gases.

25:03So the gas can be produced by life, but it could be just completely destroyed by its

25:07environment.

25:08I guess we should pause on that, that you mentioned your life's work.

25:13This is just the beautiful idea that it's kind of paralyzing when you look out there

25:19and you wonder, is there a life out there?

25:22It's the first paralyzing, actually, before I encountered your work, I feel like an idiot.

25:27But you know, it feels like there's no tool to answer that question.

25:32And then what you kind of provided is this cool idea that it might be possible to answer

25:40that by looking at the gases.

25:41I mean, that's a really interesting, that's a beautiful idea.

25:45And yeah, so we could just pause on like, that's a powerful tool, I think, to build

25:55the intuition around, because I was totally clueless about it.

25:57And that was kind of exciting.

25:59I mean, I'm sure there's folks probably early on in your life who were very skeptical about

26:05this notion.

26:06Well, maybe I'm not sure, but generally you would want to be skeptical, it's like, well,

26:13all these kinds of other things could generate gases, you know, all those kinds of things.

26:17Oh, that's so true.

26:18And that's a big part of this growing field is how to make sure that this gas isn't produced

26:23by another effect.

26:24But I do want to, you know, again, pausing on that and going back a bit.

26:29It's incredible to think, but like, at least almost 100 years ago, there's a record of

26:33someone talking about the idea of a gas being an indicator of life elsewhere.

26:38That idea was floating about somewhere.

26:40Yes, it was totally floating about.

26:42And it comes down to oxygen, which on our planet fills our atmosphere to 20% by volume.

26:48And you know, we rely on oxygen to breathe.

26:50You know, when you hear about the people in Mount Everest running out of air, they're

26:54really running out of oxygen, well, they're running out of oxygen because the air is getting

26:57thinner as they climb up the mountain.

27:01But without plants and bacteria, there's bacteria that also photosynthesizes and produces oxygen

27:08as a waste product.

27:09Without those, we would have virtually no oxygen.

27:13Our atmosphere would be devoid of oxygen.

27:15So yeah, if you were to analyze Earth, is oxygen the strong indicator here?

27:21Oxygen is a huge indicator.

27:22And that's what we're hoping, that there is an intelligent civilization not too far from

27:26here around a planet orbiting a nearby star with the kind of telescopes we're trying to

27:31build.

27:32And they're looking back at our sun and they've seen our Earth and they see oxygen.

27:36And they probably won't be like 100.0% sure that there's life making it.

27:41But if they go through all the possible scenarios, they'll be left with a pretty strong hint

27:45that there's life here.

27:46Yeah.

27:47Okay, but how do you detect that type of gases that are on the planet from a distance?

27:55And that's going back to that, that's what people were skeptical about.

28:00When I first started working on exoplanets a long time ago, people didn't believe we

28:04would ever, ever, ever study an exoplanet atmosphere of any kind.

28:09And now dozens of them are studied.

28:11There's a whole field of people, hundreds of people working on exoplanet atmospheres

28:14actually.

28:15Wow.

28:16But first there was a point where people didn't even know there was exoplanets, right?

28:20When was the first exoplanet detected?

28:23The first exoplanet around a sun like star anyway was detected in the mid 1990s.

28:27That was a big deal.

28:29Kind of vaguely remember that.

28:30Well, at the time it was a big deal, but it was also incredibly controversial.

28:34Because in exoplanets, we only had one example of a planetary system, our own solar system.

28:41And in our solar system, Jupiter, our big massive planet, is really far from our star.

28:48And this first exoplanet around a sun like star was incredibly close to its star, so

28:53close that people just couldn't believe it was a planet actually.

28:56So maybe zoom out, what the heck is an exoplanet?

29:00An exoplanet is our name, like is the name that we call a planet orbiting a star other

29:05than our sun.

29:07Right.

29:08Extrasolar, I guess is another.

29:09You can call it extrasolar.

29:10Okay.

29:11Exoplanet is simpler.

29:12But I think it's worth pausing to remember that each one of those stars out there in

29:17our night sky is a sun.

29:18And you know, our sun has planets, Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, etc.

29:23And so for a long time, people have wondered, do those other stars or other suns have planets?

29:29And they do.

29:30And it appears that nearly every star has a planet, has a planet we call exoplanet.

29:34And there are thousands of known exoplanets already.

29:37So there's already, yeah, like, there's so many things about space that it's hard to

29:42put into one's brain, because it starts filling it with awe.

29:47So yeah, if you visualize the fact that the stars that we see in the sky aren't just stars,

29:54they're like, they're suns.

29:57And they very likely, as you're saying, would have planets around them.

30:03There's all these planets roaming about in this like, dimly lit darkness, with potentially

30:11life.

30:12I mean, it's just mind blowing.

30:14But maybe can you give a brief, like, history of discovering all the exoplanets?

30:23So there's no exoplanets in the 90s.

30:26And then there's a lot of exoplanets now.

30:28So how did that come about?

30:29So many planets.

30:31How did it come about?

30:32Well, maybe another way to ask is, what is the methodology that was used to discover

30:37them?

30:38I can say that.

30:39But I'd like to just say something else first where, so exoplanets, you know, the line

30:43between what is considered completely crazy.

30:47And what is considered mainstream research, legit, is constantly shifting.

30:51This is awesome.

30:52Yeah.

30:53So before, when I started on exoplanets, it was still sketchy.

30:56Like, it wasn't considered a career, a thing, a place where you should be investing.

31:01And right now, now, today, it's so many people are working in this field, a good, I don't

31:06know, at least 1000, probably more.

31:08I don't know if that sounds like a lot to you, but it's a lot.

31:10No, it's a legitimate field of inquiry.

31:13Yeah.

31:14Legitimate field of inquiry.

31:15And what's helped us is everything that's helped everyone else.

31:18It's software, it's computers, it's hardware.

31:21It's like our phones.

31:22You have a fantastic detector in there.

31:23Like, they didn't always have that.

31:25I don't know if you remember the so called olden days.

31:28We didn't have digital cameras.

31:29We had film.

31:30You take a film camera, you send the film away, and eventually it comes back, and then

31:33you see your pictures.

31:34And they could all be horrible.

31:35Yeah.

31:36So yeah, I mean, digital.

31:37It just changed everything.

31:38Data changed everything.

31:39Yeah, and so one thing that really helped exoplanets were detectors that were very sensitive.

31:45Because when we're looking for the transiting planets, what we're doing is we're monitoring

31:51a star's brightness as a function of time.

31:53It's like click, taking a picture of the stars every few seconds or minutes.

31:58And we're measuring the brightness of a star, like every frame.

32:02And we're looking for a drop in brightness that's characteristic of a planet going in

32:06front of the star, and then finishing its so called transit.

32:11And to make that measurement, we have to have precise detectors.

32:15And the detectors that are making the measurement, can you do it from Earth?

32:22Are they floating about in space, like what kind of telescope?

32:25So on the ground, people are using telescopes, small telescopes that are almost just like

32:30a glorified telephoto lens.

32:32And they're looking at big swaths of the sky.

32:35And from the ground, people can find giant planets like the size of Jupiter.

32:38So it's about 10 to 12 times the size of Earth.

32:41We can find big planets, because we can reach about 1% precision.

32:46So not sure how technical you want to get.

32:48Well, how many pixels are we talking about?

32:53You mentioned phones, there's a bunch of megapixels, I think.

32:56So for exoplanets, you want to think about it as like a pixel or less than a pixel, we're

33:01not getting any information.

33:03But to be more technical, our telescope spreads the light out over many pixels, but we're

33:08not getting information.

33:09We're not tiling the planet with pixels.

33:12It's just like a point of light, or in most cases, we don't even see the planet itself,

33:16just the planet's effect on the star.

33:17But another thing that really helped was computers, because transiting planets are actually quite

33:22rare.

33:23I mean, they don't all go in front of their star.

33:25And so to find transiting planets, we look at a big part of the sky at once, or we look

33:29at tens of thousands or hundreds of thousands, or even in some cases, millions of stars at

33:34one time.

33:35And so you're not going to do this by hand, going through a million stars, counting up

33:39the brightness.

33:40So we have computer software and computer code that does the job for us and counts the

33:47brightness and looks for a signal that could be due to a transiting planet.

33:51And I just finished a job called Deputy Science Director for the MIT led NASA mission test.

33:59And it was my purview to make sure that we got the planet candidates, the transiting

34:05light curves, out to the community so people could follow them up and figure out if they're

34:10actual planets or false positives.

34:13So publish the data so that people could just, all the data scientists out there could crunch

34:19and see if they can discover something.

34:21They can discover something.

34:22And in fact, the NASA policy for this mission is that all the data becomes public as soon

34:26as possible.

34:28It's not as easy as it sounds, though, to download the data and look for planets.

34:33But there is a group called PlanetHunters.org, and they take the data and they actually crowdsource

34:38it out to people to look for planets.

34:40Yeah.

34:41And they often find signals that our computers and our team missed.

34:44So we mentioned exoplanets.

34:46What about Earth like, or I don't know what the right distinction is, is it habitable

34:51or is it Earth like planets, but what are those different categories and how can we

34:55tell the difference and detect each?

34:57Right, right.

34:58So we're not at Earth like planets yet.

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35:01All the planets we're finding are so different from what we have in our solar system.

35:06They're just easier planets to find, but like...

35:08In which way?

35:09For example, there could be a Jupiter sized planet where an Earth should be.

35:14We find planets that are the same size as Earth, but are orbiting way closer to their

35:20star than Mercury is to our sun.

35:24They're so close that, because close to a star means they also orbit faster.

35:29And some of these hot super Earths we call them, their year, their time to go around

35:33their star is less than a day.

35:36And they're heated so much by their star, they're heated so much by the star.

35:40We think the surface is hot enough to melt rock.

35:42So instead of running out by the bay or the river, you'll have like liquid lava.

35:47There'll be liquid lava lakes on these planets, we think.

35:51And life can't survive.

35:53Way too hot.

35:54The molecules needed for life just wouldn't be able to survive those temperatures.

35:59We have some other planets.

36:00One of the most mysterious things out there, factoid, if you will, is that the most common

36:07type of planet we know about so far is a planet that's in between Earth and Neptune size.

36:12It's two to three times the size of Earth.

36:15And we have no solar system counterpart of that planet.

36:19That is like going outside to the forest and finding some kind of creature or animal that

36:24just no one has ever seen before and then discovering that is the most common thing

36:27out there.

36:29And so we're not even sure what they are.

36:30We have a lot of thoughts as to the different types of planet it could be, but people don't

36:34really know.

36:35I mean, what are your thoughts about what it could be?

36:37Well, one thought, and this is more when we want to be rather than might be, is that these

36:43so called mini Neptunes, we call them, that they are water worlds, that they could be

36:48scaled up versions of Jupiter's icy moons, such that they are planets that are made of

36:54more than half of water by mass.

36:57And what's the connection between water and life and the possibility of seeing that from

37:02a gas perspective?

37:03Okay, so all life on Earth needs liquid water.

37:07And so there's been this idea in astronomy or astrobiology for a long time called follow

37:12the water, find water, that will give you a chance of finding life, but we could still

37:16zoom out and the community consensus is that we need some kind of liquid for life to originate

37:24and to survive because molecules have to react.

37:28You don't have a way that molecules can interact with each other.

37:31You can't really make anything.

37:32And so when we think of all the liquids out there, water is the most abundant liquid in

37:38terms of planetary materials.

37:39There really aren't that many liquids.

37:40Like I mentioned, liquid rock, way too hot for life.

37:44We have some really cold liquids, like almost gasoline, like ethane and methane lakes that

37:49have been found on one of Saturn's moons, Titan.

37:52That's so cold though.

37:53And for exoplanets, we can't study really cold planets because they're just simply too

37:57dark and too cold.

38:00So we usually are just left with looking for planets with liquid water.

38:05And to your point, remember as we talked about how planets are less than a pixel in that

38:12way to say, so we can't see oceans on planet.

38:15We're not going to see continents and oceans, not yet anyway, but we can see gases in the

38:19atmosphere.

38:20And if it's a small rocky planet, and this is going into some more detail, if we see

38:26a small rocky planet with water vapor in the atmosphere, we're pretty sure that means there

38:31has to be a liquid water reservoir because it's not intuitive in any way, but water is

38:37broken up by ultraviolet radiation from the star or from the sun.

38:42And on most planets when water is broken up into H and O, the H, the hydrogen will escape

38:47to space.

38:48Because just like when you think of a child letting go of a helium filled balloon, it

38:53floats upwards and hydrogen is a light gas and will leave from the planet.

38:58So ultimately if you have water, unless there's an ocean, like a way to keep replenishing

39:03water vapor in the atmosphere, that water vapor should be destroyed by ultraviolet radiation.

39:08Got it, so there's a, okay, so there's a need for liquid, I mean, I guess it was water.

39:16Is water essential or are the liquids, I mean, the chemistry here is probably super complicated.

39:21It does, but you know, there's not an infinite number of liquids.

39:24There's maybe like five liquids that can exist inside or on the surface of a planet.

39:28And water is the one that exists for the largest range of temperatures and pressures.

39:32And it's also the easiest type of planet for us to find and study is one with water vapor

39:37rather than a cold planet that has ethane and methane lakes.

39:41What's your personal, in terms of solar systems and planets that you're most hopeful about

39:48in terms of our closest neighbors that you kind of have a sense that there might be somebody

39:57living over there, whether it's bacteria or somebody that looks like us.

40:02I'm hopeful that every star nearby has a planet.

40:06That has some life.

40:07Because it almost has to for us to make progress.

40:09We have to have that dream condition.

40:12So the dream condition is like life is just super abundant out there.

40:16Yeah, the dream, yes, the dream condition is that life is super abundant and it's based

40:21on the thought that if there is a planet with water and continents, that it also has the

40:27ingredients for life and that the kind of base kernel thought is that if the ingredients

40:36for life is there, life will form.

40:37Life will form.

40:38That's what we're holding on to.

40:39With a relatively high probability.

40:41Yes, that's it.

40:43Okay, let's go into land of speculation.

40:46What about intelligent life?

40:49Us humans consider ourselves intelligent, surprisingly or unsurprisingly.

40:56Do you think about from your perspective of looking at planets from a gas composition

41:02perspective and in general of how we might see intelligent life and your intuition about

41:10whether that life is even out there?

41:12I think the life is out there somewhere.

41:14The huge numbers of stars and planets.

41:17I like to think that life had a chance to evolve to be intelligent.

41:21I'm not convinced the life is anywhere near here, only because if it's hard for intelligent

41:26life to evolve, then it will be far away by definition.

41:29Well, the sad thing is maybe from the artificial intelligence perspective is it makes me sad

41:36there might be intelligent life out there that we're just not like the pathways of evolution

41:43can go in all these different directions where we might not be able to communicate with it

41:47or even know that or even detect its intelligence or even comprehend its intelligence.

41:52I'm convinced cats are more intelligent than humans that we're just not able to comprehend

41:59the measures, the proper measures of their intelligence.

42:04My dog is so funny.

42:06He's a golden doodle.

42:07His name's Leo.

42:08We joke that he's either a really dumb dog and sorry, he's not here to defend himself,

42:12but he's either really dumb or he's a super genius just pretending to be dumb.

42:16Yeah.

42:17And it's possible he's a multidimensional projection of alien life here monitoring one

42:25of the top scientists in the world trying to find aliens just to make sure that humans

42:33don't get out of hand.

42:34That's funny.

42:35Oh, I'm definitely going to go in and ask him about that when I get home.

42:39She's onto something.

42:40Yeah.

42:41What might we look for in terms of signs of intelligent life?

42:46From your toolkit, do you think there are things that we might be able to use or maybe

42:54in the next couple of decades discover that would be different than life that's like bacteria,

43:00that's primitive life?

43:03I still love SETI, Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence.

43:06I like to hope that if there is a civilization out there, they're trying to send us a message.

43:10I think, like, think about it, I don't know.

43:13What are your thoughts?

43:14Like, if you think about our Earth, there's no structure we've built that intelligent

43:18civilizations could see from far away.

43:20There's literally nothing, not even the Great Wall of China.

43:23And so to think, like, why would this other civilization build a giant structure that

43:27we could see?

43:28Yeah, so with SETI, the idea is that we're both trying to hear signals and send signals,

43:33right?

43:34Well, we haven't sent one.

43:35They call that METI, messaging.

43:37And there's a big kind of fear over METI, because do you want to tell them you're here?

43:42It's kind of this, like, let's wait till they call us.

43:45Yeah.

43:46It's like a dating game, you have to, like, how many days do I wait before I call, kind

43:51of thing.

43:52Yeah.

43:53But the funny thing is, if no one's sending us a message, if everybody's only listening,

43:57how do you make progress?

43:59That's right.

44:00And, I mean, but there's also, there's the Voyager spacecraft that we have these little

44:04pixels of robots flying out all over the place.

44:09Some of them, like the Voyager, reach out really far.

44:13And they have some stuff on them.

44:15Okay, I just...

44:16We do, we have the Voyager, but they're not really going anywhere in particular.

44:19And they're moving very, very slowly on a cosmic scale.

44:21Yeah.

44:22And me saying they're far is kind of silly.

44:24Yeah.

44:25It's all relative in astronomy.

44:26It's all relative.

44:27Yeah.

44:28Yeah.

44:29I just...

44:30So from the, if you look at Earth from an alien perspective, from visually and from

44:36gas composition, I wonder if it's possible to determine the degree of maybe productive

44:44energy use.

44:45I wonder if it's possible to tell, like, how busy these Earthlings are.

44:51Well, let's zoom out again and think about oxygen.

44:55So when cyanobacteria arose like billions of years ago and figured out how to harness

45:00the energy of the sun for photosynthesis, they reengineered the entire atmosphere.

45:0520% of the atmosphere has oxygen now.

45:09Like that is a huge scale.

45:11You know, they almost poisoned everything else by making this, what was apparently very

45:15poisonous to everything that was alive.

45:17But imagine...

45:18So are we doing anything at that scale?

45:19Like, are we changing anything at like 20% of the Earth with a giant structure or 20%

45:23of this or 20% of that?

45:24Like we aren't actually.

45:26Yeah.

45:27Yeah.

45:28That's humbling to think that we're not actually having that much of an impact.

45:32I know.

45:33But we are because in a way we're destroying our entire planet.

45:35But it's humbling to think that from far away, people probably can't even tell.

45:40But from the perspective of the planet, when we say we're destroying, you know, global

45:45warming, all that kind of stuff, what we really mean is we're destroying it for a bunch of

45:51different species, including humans.

45:54But like, I think the Earth will be okay.

45:55Oh, the Earth will be, the Earth will remain, whatever happens to us, the Earth will still

46:00be here.

46:01And it'll still be difficult to detect any difference.

46:03Like it's sad to think that if humans destroy ourselves, except potentially with nuclear

46:09war, it'd be hard to tell that anything even happened.

46:12Yeah.

46:13It's hard to tell from far away that anything happened.

46:15What about, what are your thoughts now?

46:17This is really getting into speculation land.

46:21You've mentioned exoplanets were in the realm of, you know, this is beautiful edge between

46:28science and science fiction.

46:31That some of us, a rare few are brave enough to walk, I think in academia, you were brave

46:37enough to do that.

46:39I think in some sense, artificial intelligence sometimes walks that line a little bit.

46:47There is so much excitement about extraterrestrial life and aliens in this world.

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46:52I mean, I don't know what, how to comprehend that excitement, but to me, it's great to

46:59see people curious because to me, extraterrestrial life and aliens is at the core, a scientific

47:06question.

47:08And it's almost looks like people are excited about science.

47:11They're excited by discovery, discovery, right?

47:16And then the possibility that there's alien life that visited earth or is here on earth

47:21now is, is a excitement about discovery in your lifetime, essentially.

47:29I mean, what do you make, what do you make of that?

47:33There's recent events where DARPA or DOD released footage of these unmanned aerial phenomena.

47:44They're calling them now UAP.

47:46They got everybody like super excited.

47:48Like maybe there is like what, what, what's, what's here on earth.

47:52Do you follow the, this world of people who are thinking about aliens that are already

47:58here or have visited?

48:00I don't really follow it.

48:01They follow me.

48:02Because in this field, if you're a scientist of any kind, you get, people contact us, me.

48:11There's a lot of them about, Hey, I have stuff you should see, Hey, the aliens are already

48:15here.

48:16I need to tell you about it.

48:17And I know there are people out there who really believe there's a psychology to it.

48:22There's a psychology to it and it's fascinating, but okay.

48:25So it's similar to artificial intelligence, but I still, but like you, I'm still enamored

48:29with the point that it is out there and that people believe so strongly.

48:32And that's so many people out there believe, believe.

48:37And I don't know, I I'm not as allergic to it as some scientists are because ultimately

48:44if aliens showed up or do show up or have showed up you know, these are going to be

48:50very difficult to study scientific phenomena.

48:55Like in, in fact, like going back to cats and dogs, like I just, I think we should be

49:01more open minded about developing new tools and looking for intelligent life on earth

49:08that we haven't yet found.

49:10Or even understanding the nature of our own intelligence because it kind of is an alien

49:15life form, the thing that's living, you know, in our skull.

49:19It's so true.

49:20And we don't understand consciousness.

49:21Yeah.

49:22It's true.

49:23We don't understand how biology is hard, you know, unpacking it and working it all out.

49:28It's a stretch.

49:29And they say too that our thinking mind is like the tip of a pyramid and that everything

49:34else is happening under the hood and, but what is happening?

49:37But the thing with, so the typical scientist response to, you know, are there aliens here

49:42is that we need to see major evidence, not like a sketchy picture of something.

49:50We need some cold hard evidence and we just don't have that.

49:53That's exactly right.

49:54Yeah.

49:55But from my perspective, I admire people that dream and I think that's beautiful.

50:00The thing I don't like, there's two sides of the, of the folks that probably listened

50:05to this, this podcast is, oh, those that dream, I think is beautiful, that, that wander what's

50:12out there, what's here on earth.

50:14And then the other ones who are very conspiratorial and thinking that stuff is being hidden and

50:19it becomes about institutions.

50:20Right, right, right.

50:21Okay.

50:22I got it.

50:23I have a funny thing to talk about that.

50:24So one of my colleagues had a really good answer to that and it's not me saying this,

50:28so I can say this, but he said, look, he works with NASA, not at NASA.

50:32He works with government, not in the government.

50:35It's kind of mean, but he'd say, trust me, they couldn't hide it if they tried.

50:37Do you know what I'm saying?

50:39Like, we're not smart enough or good enough.

50:42Not we or not me or not you, but whoever to cover it up.

50:45It just, it's sort of a myth.

50:47Yeah.

50:48It makes it sad because the people at NASA, the people at MIT, the people in academia,

50:57the people in these institutions and yes, even in government are often trying, they're

51:03like just curious descendants of apes.

51:06They're just, they, they want to do good.

51:08They want to discover stuff.

51:09They're not trying to hide stuff.

51:11In fact, most of them would, in terms of leaks, would love to discover this and release this

51:18kind of stuff.

51:19There's a, did you ever watch the show called The X Files?

51:23Yeah.

51:24Scully and Mulder.

51:25Yeah.

51:26And what I love actually, I used to put it up during my talks, my public talks.

51:29There's a picture of a UFO or what looks like UFO and it says, I want to believe.

51:35So that's, that's where I think a lot of us are coming from.

51:38I want to believe.

51:40And it's so great.

51:41And one time I put that up and this very, very nice couple approached me really nervous

51:46afterwards and they said, Hey, can we take you out for lunch sometime?

51:49And I said, sure.

51:50And they were like the nicest people.

51:52And just one of many who has an alien, alien abduction story and the woman, um, could never

51:59have kids.

52:00They were older, but they didn't have kids, which for them was a real source of regret.

52:02But it was because the aliens who had abducted her had made it so that she couldn't have

52:06kids.

52:07And she had apparently something implanted behind her ear, which was somehow unimplanted

52:12later.

52:13And they're just so sincere and they're such a lovely couple and they just wanted to share

52:18their story.

52:19That's a, that's a real, whatever that is, that's the real thing.

52:23The mystery of the human mind is more powerful than any alien or, I mean, it's as interesting

52:30I think as the universe.

52:32And I think they're somehow intricately linked, maybe getting a sense of numbers.

52:38How many stars are there in, um, maybe, I don't know what the radius that's reasonable

52:46to think about.

52:47I don't know if the observable universe is like way too big to think about, but in terms

52:52of when we think about how many habitable planets there are, what are the numbers we're

52:56working with in your sense?

52:58What are the scale?

52:59Honestly, the numbers are probably like billions of trillions of stars.

53:03Yeah.

53:04You know, in the UK, I think, I don't know if we do that here, but they will call a billion

53:07trillion where you put like one billion followed by a trillion.

53:10Yeah.

53:11It's kind of weird, but here, I don't even know how to say the number 10 to the 20.

53:14Like if you know what that is, that's one followed by 20 zeros.

53:17That's a big number.

53:18We don't have a name for that number.

53:20There's so many per star.

53:22I think we kind of mentioned this.

53:23Is there a good sense, there's probably argument about this, but per star, how many planets

53:30are there?

53:31We don't have that number yet per se, you know, we're not really there, but some people

53:35think that there's many planets per star.

53:38There's this analogy of filling the coffee cup, like, you know, you don't usually just

53:43pour one drop, you fill it.

53:45And that planetary systems, we see stars being born that have a disc of gas and dust and

53:51that ultimately forms planets.

53:53So the idea, this kind of concept is that planets, so many planets form too many.

53:58And eventually some get kicked out and you're left with like a full planetary system, a

54:02dynamically full system.

54:04And so there have to be a lot because so many form and a bunch survive.

54:08I mean, that makes perfect intuitive sense, right?

54:11Like why wouldn't that happen?

54:12Right.

54:13Well, there's other thoughts too, though.

54:16These big planets that are really close to the star, we think they formed far away from

54:20the star where there's enough material to form and they migrated inwards.

54:25And some of these planets migrating inwards due to interaction with other planets or with

54:28the disc itself, they may have cleared it out.

54:32And kicked other planets out of the system.

54:34So there's a lot of ideas floating around.

54:36We're not entirely sure.

54:39And what about Earth like planets?

54:41That's another level of uncertainty.

54:43It's a level of uncertainty.

54:44If we think of an Earth like planet being an Earth around a sun in the same orbit, an

54:51Earth like planet being an Earth sized planet in an Earth like orbit about a sun like star,

54:55we're not there yet.

54:56You know, we're not able to detect enough of those to give you a hard number.

55:00Some people have extrapolated.

55:03And they will say as many as one in five stars like our sun could be hosting a true Earth

55:08like planet.

55:09Wow.

55:10On the topic of space exploration, there's been a lot of exciting developments with NASA,

55:15with SpaceX, with other companies successfully getting rockets into space with humans and

55:23getting them to land back, especially with SpaceX.

55:27What are your thoughts about Elon Musk and SpaceX, Crew Dragon, while working with NASA

55:33to launch astronauts?

55:35What's your sense about these exciting new developments?

55:39Well, SpaceX and other so called commercial companies are only good news for my field,

55:46because they're lowering the cost of getting to space by having reusable rockets.

55:50It's just been it's incredible.

55:52And we need cheaper access to space.

55:53So from a very practical viewpoint, it's all good.

55:56Without getting people, there's this dream that we have to go to Mars, boots on Mars.

56:01Boots on Mars.

56:03What do you think about that?

56:04You mentioned probes.

56:06What's the value of humans?

56:08Is that interesting to you from both scientific and a human perspective?

56:13Human mostly.

56:14I think it's such in our desire to explore because part of what it means to be human.

56:19So wanting to go to another planet and be able to live there for some time.

56:23It's just just what it means to be human.

56:26You know, oftentimes in science and engineering, big, huge discoveries are made when we didn't

56:32intend to.

56:33So often this kind of pure exploratory type of research or this pure exploration research,

56:37it can lead to something really important like the laser, we couldn't really live without

56:41that now.

56:42At the grocery, you scan your foods, there's surgery that involves lasers, GPS, we all

56:46use our GPS.

56:47We don't have GPS because someone thought, hey, it'd be great to have a navigation system.

56:53And so I do support, I do, I just, but I really think it comes primarily just from the desire

56:58to explore.

56:59Do you think something, there's a lot of criticism and a lot of excitement about Mars.

57:06Do you think there's value in trying to go to put humans on Mars, first of all, and second

57:12of all, colonize Mars?

57:15Do you think there's something interesting that might come from there?

57:18I'm convinced there will be something interesting.

57:20I just don't know what it is yet, but I don't think, I don't think having some commercial

57:24value or value in the metric of something useful is really what's motivating us.

57:29So really, you see, exploration is a long term investment into something awesome that

57:33eventually will be commercial value.

57:35I do actually.

57:36Yeah.

57:37I do.

57:38So what about visiting, okay, I apologize, but Amy, there's an exciting longing to visit

57:48Earth like planets elsewhere.

57:51So what's the closest Earth like planet you think is worth visiting and how hard is it?

57:59Wow, it is very hard.

58:01I mean, our nearest, call it Earth mass planet, it's orbiting a star very different from

58:05our own sun, an M Dwarf star, a small red star, Proxima Centauri.

58:10It's over four light years away and we can't travel at the speed of light.

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58:15We can't even travel, I mean, it would take tens of thousands of years to get there with

58:18conventional methods.

58:19So, you know, the movies like multigenerational, yeah, this movie Passenger, have you seen

58:23that movie?

58:24Passenger.

58:25No.

58:26It's about a big spaceship that is traveling to another planet and everyone's hibernating.

58:30I won't give you the spoiler alert because one person wakes up and then it's kind of

58:33a problem.

58:34Okay, got it.

58:35But yeah, the multigenerational ships, I mean, when you think about where we're headed as

58:40a species, maybe we don't send people, maybe we end up sending raw biological materials

58:48and instructions to print out humans, it sounds kind of farfetched, but already we're printing

58:54like liver cells in the lab and beating heart cells, we're starting to reconstruct body

59:01parts.

59:02I mean, the thing is, it is so hard to get to another planet that this thought of printing

59:06humans or printing life forms actually could be easier.

59:09Yeah, that's somehow so sad to think, to think of the idea that we would launch a successful

59:16spaceship that has multigenerational, like non human life and it's going to reach other

59:23intelligent life and by the time they figure out where it came from, human civilization

59:30will be extinct.

59:31Wow.

59:32Yeah, that is really, I mean, that's, so that's one, there's a, there's a tempting thing to

59:36think about.

59:37What are the possible trajectories?

59:38So, you know, Elon keeps talking about multi planetary, us becoming multi planetary species.

59:47I mean, sure, Mars is a part of that, but like the dream is to really expand outside

59:55the solar system.

59:57And it's, it's not clear, just like, as you said, like what the actual scientific engineering

60:02steps that are required to take, it seems like so daunting, so daunting.

60:08So like this, the smart thing seems to be to do the most achievable near daunting task,

60:15even if there doesn't seem to be a commercial application, which I think is colonizing

60:20Mars.

60:21But like from your perspective, is there some Manhattan project style, huge project in space

60:30that we might want to take on and you've had roles.

60:34You had scientists hat roles and then you also had roles in terms of being on like committees

60:39and stuff, determining where funding goes and so on.

60:42So like, is there a huge like multi trillion, we've been throwing the T word around recently

60:48a lot, but these huge projects that we might want to take on?

60:52Well, first of all, we want to find the planets like earth first, like just even finding those

60:56earth like planets is a billion dollar endeavor, billions of dollars endeavor.

61:01And that's so hard because an earth is so small, so less massive, and so faint compared

61:06to our sun.

61:08It's the proverbial needle in a haystack, but worse.

61:10And we need very sophisticated space based telescopes to be able to find these planets

61:15and to look, look at them and see which ones have water and which ones have signs of life

61:19on them.

61:20Yeah, the, the star shade project that you're part of, star shade, star shade, yeah, this

61:24is probably the most badass thing I've ever seen.

61:26Right.

61:27You know what's interesting?

61:28Can you describe what it is?

61:29So what's amazing about star shade is it was first conceived of in the 1960s.

61:34Imagine that and revisited every decade until now when we think we can actually build it

61:38and star shade is a giant specially shaped screen.

61:42It is about, there's different versions of it, but think about 30 meters in diameter.

61:47So you're blocking out the sun.

61:49You're effectively blocking out the star so that you can see the planet directly and star

61:54shade would have a spacecraft attached to it and it would fly in space far away from

61:58Earth's gravity and it would have to formation fly with a space telescope.

62:03So the idea is that star shade blocks out the starlight in a very careful way and it

62:08has to block that starlight out so that the planet that is 10 billion times fainter than

62:13the star, that only the planet light goes to the telescope.

62:17Yeah.

62:19So in formation, meaning the telescope flies in, you gave a presentation on this, but like

62:24it, it would fly like in, um, this is extremely high precision endeavor.

62:30Yeah.

62:31We had this analogy like asking a friend to hold up a dime five miles away perfectly.

62:37Like at the perfect line of sight with you.

62:40And the shape of it is pretty cool.

62:41I mean, uh, I don't know exactly what the physics of that, like what the optics are

62:45that require that shape.

62:47I can tell you, it turns out that if you block out a star, imagine blocking out a star with

62:51a circle circularly or a square shaped screen, you wouldn't actually be blocking it because

62:57the star acts like a wave.

62:58The starlight can act like a wave and it would actually bend around the edges of the screen.

63:03And so instead of blocking out the light, you're expecting to see nothing.

63:06You would see ripples and the analogy that I love to give, it's like throwing a pebble

63:11in a pond.

63:12You know, you get those ripples, you get these concentric ripples and they go out and light

63:16would do something quite similar.

63:18You'd actually see ripples of light and those ripples of light, they're actually way brighter

63:23than the planet we'd be looking for.

63:26So they would introduce this noise that's a noise.

63:29And so the star shade, it's like a mathematical solution to the problem of diffraction it's

63:33called.

63:35And this is what the first person who thought about star shape in the 1960s worked out the

63:39mathematical shape or one salute, one family of solutions.

63:43And the idea is that when the star shade, this very special shape, like a giant flower

63:48with petals, when it blocks out the light, the light bends around the edges, but interacts

63:53with itself in a way to give you a very, very dark image.

63:57It would be like throwing a pebble in a pond and instead of getting ripples, the pond would

64:02be perfectly smooth, like incredibly smooth to one part in 10 billion.

64:06And all the waves would be on the outer edges, far away from where you drop that pebble.

64:11And so this camera would be able to get some signal from the planet then.

64:19Yes, and it would be hard because the planet is so faint.

64:22But with the star out of the way, the glare of that bright, bright, bright star, with

64:25that out of the way, then it becomes a much more manageable task.

64:30So how do we get that thing out there?

64:32We're working with unlimited money.

64:34Okay, we're working with unlimited money.

64:35We have some more engineering problems to solve, but not too many more.

64:39We've been burning down our so called tall pole list.

64:43What kind of list?

64:44We call it technology tall pole.

64:47It's the phrase where you have to figure out what are your hardest problems and then break

64:51those down to solve.

64:53So the star shade, one of the really hard problems was how to formation fly at tens

64:57of thousands of kilometers.

64:59It's like, wow, that is insane.

65:02And the team broke that down actually into a sensing problem because of the star shade.

65:06How do you see the star shade precisely enough to control it?

65:10Because if you're shining a flashlight, you know the beam spreads out.

65:13So the star shade has a beacon, an LED or a laser, it's going to spread out so much

65:17by the time it gets to the telescope.

65:19The problem wasn't how do you tell the star shade how to move around fast enough to stay

65:23in a straight line.

65:24The problem was how are you able to sense it well enough?

65:27So problems like that were broken down and money that came from NASA to solve problems

65:32is put towards solving it.

65:34So we've got through most of the hard problems right now.

65:37Another one was that star shade, even though it's looking at a star, light from our own

65:41sun could hit the edges of the star shade and bounce off into the telescope, believe

65:46it or not.

65:48And that would actually ruin it because we're trying to see this tiny, tiny signal.

65:52So then the question is how do you make a razor thin edge?

65:55Those pedal edges would have to be like a razor.

65:58What materials can you use?

65:59So there's a series of problems like that.

66:01Wow.

66:02So there's a materials problem in there?

66:03Some of them.

66:04Mm hmm.

66:05Wow.

66:06And there's one.

66:07So we almost finished solving all those problems and then it's just a matter of building one

66:12and testing it in a full scale size facility and then building the telescope.

66:18It's just a matter of time to build everything and get it, get it up for launch.

66:22So this is an engineering close engineering project.

66:26It's a real engineering project.

66:28I actually can tell you about two other projects that are not mine.

66:32I like to call, call star shade mine because it was my project that I helped make it mainstream

66:38without line is constantly shifting.

66:40When I started, when I got this leadership role on star shade, I remember telling people

66:44about it and it was definitely not on the mainstream okay line.

66:47It was on the giggle factor side of the line and people would just laugh like that's dead.

66:52Like you can never formation fly or they'd say, why are you working on that?

66:55That's just so not, it's not so awesome.

66:58There's a, there's a few things you've done in your life and that's when I first saw star

67:01shade, I was like, what, really?

67:04And then like it sinks in.

67:07I mean, it's the same thing I felt with like Elon Musk or certain people who do crazy stuff

67:11and like, and then, and they get, they actually make it work.

67:15I mean, if you get star shade information flying to like together, I mean, how awesome

67:22is that if you actually make that happen, even like from a robot, I'm sorry, from the

67:27robotics perspective, even if it doesn't give us good data, that's just like a cool

67:31thing to get out there.

67:33I mean, it's really exciting.

67:34Really cool.

67:35So there's two other topics that aren't mine, but I still love them.

67:39One of them, let's just talk about it briefly because it's not a probe, but it's the idea

67:43to send a telescope very far away to 500 times the earth sun distance.

67:47And this is way farther than the Voyager spacecrafts are right now.

67:51And to use our sun as a gravitational lens, to use our sun to magnify something that's

67:56behind it.

67:59It's got to sink in for a minute.

68:00Exactly.

68:01But I mean, I don't know what the physics of that is, like how to use the sun.

68:05In astronomy, and Einstein thought about this initially, we can use a massive objects, bend

68:11space.

68:12And so light that should be traveling like straight, it actually travels around the warped

68:16space.

68:18And somehow you figure out a way to use that for magnification.

68:23You have a way to use that for magnification.

68:25That's right.

68:26There are galaxies that are lensed, so called gravitational lens by intervening galaxy clusters

68:33actually.

68:34And there are microlensing events where stars get magnified as an unseen gravitational lens

68:40star passes in between us and that very distant star.

68:43It's actually a real tool in astronomy.

68:45Yeah, using gravitational lensing to magnify because it bends more rays towards you than

68:49normally you'd normally see.

68:52And again, we're trying to get more higher resolution images that are basically boiled

68:58down to light.

68:59Well, it boils down to light.

69:01And then you can maybe get more information about.

69:04Well, in this case, you would ask me, let's say, if this thing could get built, it would

69:10take like something like they like to say 25 years to get from here to there, 25 years

69:15and then it could send some information back to us.

69:18And then you'd say, so Sarah, how many pixels?

69:20And I wouldn't say one or less than one.

69:21I'd say, you know, it could be like 10 by 10 pixels, it could be 100 pixels, which would

69:26be awesome.

69:27I mean, that's still crazy that we can get a lot of information from that.

69:30Crazy, right.

69:31And it's crazy for a lot of other reasons, because again, you have to line up the sun

69:34and your target.

69:35You'd only have one telescope per target, because every star is behind the sun in a

69:39different way.

69:42So it's a lot of complicated things.

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69:43What about the second?

69:44The second one, it's called star shot.

69:48You know, star shot means like big dreams and it's an initiative by the Breakthrough

69:53Foundation.

69:55And star shot is the concept to send thousands of little tiny spacecraft, which they now

70:02call star chip.

70:03So instead of star ship, it's star chip.

70:06And there's a little chip and the star chip, so like sending like thousands of little turtles

70:13being born, they're not all going to make it.

70:15The idea is to send lots of them, and each of these star chips, once they're launched

70:20into, I guess, low Earth orbit, they will deploy a solar sail that's a few meters in

70:26diameter.

70:27And the idea is that on Earth, we would have a bank of, this one is still a bit on the

70:34other side of the line, but we'd have a bank of telescopes with lasers that would be like

70:40a gigawatt power and these lasers would momentarily shine upwards and accelerate, they'd hit these

70:48sails.

70:49They'd be like a power source for the sail and would accelerate the sails to travel at

70:54about a 20th the speed of light.

70:57Is that as crazy as it sounds?

70:59Well, like any good engineering project, it has to be broken down into the crazy parts.

71:05And the Breakthrough Initiative, like to their huge credit, is sponsoring, you know, getting

71:11over these, actually, they've listed initially, they listed 19 challenges, so it's broken

71:16down to concrete things.

71:17Like one of them is, well, you have to buy the land and make sure the airspace is okay

71:21with you sending up that much power overhead.

71:24Another one is you have to have material on the sail where the lasers won't just vaporize

71:29it.

71:30So there's a lot of issues, but anyway, these sails would be accelerated to 20th the speed

71:33of light and their journey to the nearest star would no longer be tens of thousands

71:38of years, but could be 20 years, okay, 20, so it's not as bad as tens of thousands.

71:45And these thousands or whatever, however many make it, they'll go by the nearest star system

71:52and snap some images and radio the information back to Earth because they're traveling so

71:57fast they can't slow down, but they'll zoom by, take some photos, send it back.

72:01Hi, Rez.

72:02See, just what I want you to pause on for a second is that just by making that a real

72:06concept and the money given won't make it happen, but what it's done is it's planted

72:11the seed and it's shifted that line from what is crazy to what is a real project.

72:15It's shifted it just ever so slightly enough, I think, to plant the seed that we have to

72:20find a way to somehow find a way to get there.

72:23That is, again, to stay on that, that is so powerful.

72:26Make a big, crazy idea and break it down into smaller, crazy ideas, order it in a list,

72:34and knock it out one at a time.

72:38I don't know, I've never heard anything more inspiring from an engineering perspective

72:43because that's how you solve the impossible things.

72:46So you open your new book discussing Rogue Planet, PSO, J318, I never said this out loud,

72:55PSO 1.522, so a Rogue Planet, which is just this poetic, beautiful vision of a planet

73:03that, as you write, lurches across the galaxy like a rudderless ship wrapped in perpetual

73:10darkness, its surface swept by constant storms, its black skies raining molten iron.

73:18Just like the vision of that, the scary, the darkness, just how not pleasant it is for

73:27human life, just the intensity of that metaphor, I don't know.

73:32And the reason you use that is to paint in a feeling of loneliness, I think, and despair.

73:43And why, maybe on the planet side, why does it feel, maybe it's just me, why does it feel

73:53so profoundly lonely on that kind of planet?

73:57Like what...

73:59I think it's because we all want to be a part of something, a part of a family, or a part

74:06of a community, or a part of something.

74:10And so, our solar system, and by the way, I only, it's sort of like when you treat yourself

74:16to like eating an entire tub of ice cream, like I sometimes treat myself to imagine things

74:21like this and not just be so cut and dried.

74:25But when you imagine that, this planet's not part, because I don't want to give emotions

74:28to a planet per se, but the planet's not part of anything.

74:31It's somehow, it's just all on its own, just kind of out there without that warm energy

74:37from its sun, it's just all alone out there.

74:40To me, it was this little discovery that I actually feel pretty good being part of this

74:45solar system.

74:47It felt like we have a sun, we have like a little family, and it felt like it sucked

74:52for the rogue planet to just floating about, not floating, flying rudderless.

74:59By the way, how many rogue planets are there in your sense?

75:04We don't know totally.

75:05I mean, there's some rogue planets that are just born on their own.

75:08I know that sounds really weird to be, how can you be born an orphan?

75:11But they just are, because most planets are born out of a disc of gas and dust around

75:17a star.

75:18But some of these small planets are like totally failed stars.

75:21They're so failed, they're just small planets on their own.

75:24But we think that there's probably, honestly, there's another path to a rogue planet.

75:29That's one that's been kicked out of its star system by other planets, like a game of billiard

75:33balls.

75:34It just gets kicked out.

75:35We actually think there's probably as many rogue planets as stars.

75:39No flying out there, fundamentally alone.

75:44So the book is a memoir, is about your life, and it weaves both your fascination with planets

75:56outside the solar system and the path of your life, and you lost your husband, which is

76:05a kind of central part of the book that created a feeling of the rogue planet.

76:15By the way, what's the name of the book?

76:17The name of the book is The Smallest Lights in the Universe.

76:21What's up with the title?

76:22What's the meaning?

76:23The title has a double meaning.

76:25On the face of it, it's the search for other Earths.

76:27Earths are so dim compared to the big, bright, massive star beside them.

76:32Searching for the Earths is like searching for the smallest lights in the universe.

76:38It has this other meaning, too.

76:42I really hope that you or the other people listening never get to the place where you've

76:49fallen off the cliff into this horrible place of huge despair.

76:56And once in a while, you get a glimmer of a better life, of some kind of hope.

77:01And those are also the smallest lights in the universe.

77:03Well, maybe we can tell the full story before we talk about the glimmer of hope.

77:11What did it feel like to first find out that your husband, Mike, was sick?

77:17It was incredibly frustrating.

77:19Like, lots of us have had some kind of problem that the doctors completely ignore.

77:25Just that they kept blowing him off.

77:27It's nothing.

77:28Are they paid to just say it's nothing?

77:30I mean, it's just insane.

77:32I was just so angry.

77:34And we finally got to a point where he was really sick.

77:37He was like in bed, not able to move, basically.

77:41And it turned out all the things they ignored and not done any tests, he had like a 100%

77:47blockage in his intestine.

77:48Like 100%.

77:49Like nothing could get out, nothing could get in.

77:53And it was pretty, pretty shocking to even hear then that it could be nothing.

77:58What was the progression of it in the context of the maybe the medical system, the doctors?

78:03I mean, what did it feel like?

78:05Did you feel like a human being?

78:08I felt like a child.

78:11Like the doctors were trying to water down the real diagnosis or treat us like we couldn't

78:19know the truth or they didn't know.

78:21You know, I felt mixed like, it's not a good situation if you think the doctor either has

78:24no idea what he or she is doing, or if the doctors purposely, let's just say lying to

78:29you to sugarcoat it.

78:30Like, I didn't know which one of it was, but I knew it was one of those.

78:34What were the things he was suffering from?

78:37Well, initially, he just had a random stomach ache.

78:39I hate to say that out loud because I know a lot of people will have a random stomach

78:43ache.

78:44But so he just had a bad stomach ache and then, hmm, this is weird.

78:47A few days later, another bad stomach ache, kind of gets worse.

78:50Might go away for a few weeks, might come back.

78:52And at the time, all I knew was my dad had had that same thing.

78:56Not the same identical system, but he had these really weird pains and he ended up having

79:01the worst diagnosis.

79:03One of the worst diagnoses you can get from a random stomach ache is pancreatic cancer

79:07because the time, the pancreas, like you can't feel anything, so by the time you feel pain,

79:12it's too late.

79:13It's spread already.

79:14So I was just like, beside myself, I'm like, this is like, wow, this guy, he's got a random

79:19stomach ache.

79:20All I know is another man I loved had a random stomach ache and it didn't end well.

79:24How did you deal with it emotionally, psychologically, intellectually, as a scientist?

79:30What was that like, that whole, because it's not immediate.

79:34It's a long journey.

79:35It's a long journey and you don't know where the diagnosis is going.

79:38So anyone who's suffered from a major illness, there's like always branches in the road.

79:44So he had this intestinal blockage.

79:47I can't imagine someone in their 40s having that and that be normal.

79:50But the doctor is like, it could be nothing, could just cut it out.

79:54You don't need most of your intestine, it's a repeating pattern.

79:56Just cut that out, it could be fine.

79:57But it ended up not being fine and he was diagnosed as being terminally ill.

80:01Well, it really changed my life in a huge way.

80:04First of all, I remember immediately one summer, the summer when this happened, I started asking

80:09everyone I knew.

80:10I would ask you, I don't know if it's smart of my job to put you on the spot, I'd say,

80:15you have one year to live or two or three, what will you do differently about your life

80:19now?

80:20Lex, you have one year to live, what would you do?

80:26I mean, it's hard.

80:27I don't know if you want to answer that.

80:28No, no, no.

80:29I think about it a lot.

80:30I mean, that's a really good thing to meditate on.

80:33We can talk about maybe why you bring that up, if it is or not a heavy question.

80:41But I get, I think about mortality a lot and for me, it feels like a really good way to

80:52focus in on is what you're doing today, the people you have around you, the family you

80:57have, does it bring you joy?

81:04Does it bring you fulfillment?

81:07And basically, for me, long ago, try to be ready to die any day.

81:19So like today, I kind of woke up, look, if I was nervous about talking to you, I really

81:27admire your work and the book is very good and it's super exciting topic.

81:33But then, you know, there's this also feeling like, if this is the last conversation I have

81:37in my life, you know, if I die today, will this be, will this be the right, like am I

81:43glad today happened and it is, and I am glad today happened.

81:48So that's the way.

81:49And that's so unique.

81:50I never got that answer from a single person.

81:54The busyness of life, there's goals, there's dreams, there's like planning, plans.

82:00Very few people make it happen.

82:02That's what I learned.

82:04And so a lot of these people.

82:05Oh, like you run out of time.

82:07It's not so much you run out of time, but I'd come back later and be like, okay, why

82:09don't you do that?

82:10And if that's what you would do, if you're going to die a year from now, why don't you,

82:14why don't you make it real?

82:16Simple things.

82:17Spend more time with family.

82:18Yeah.

82:19Like why, why don't you do that?

82:20And that's what I had an answer, it turns out, unless you usually, unless you have,

82:24you really do have a pressing end of life, people don't do their bucket lists or try

82:29to change their career.

82:30And some people can't.

82:31So we can't, like for a lot of people, they can't do anything about it.

82:33And that's, that's fine.

82:34But the ones who can take action for some reason, never do.

82:38And that was one of the ways that Mike's death or at the time his impending death really,

82:44really affected me.

82:45Cause you know, for these sick people, what I learned, he had a bucket list and he was

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82:48able to do some of the bucket lists.

82:50It was awesome.

82:51But he got sick pretty quickly.

82:54So if you do only have a year to live, it's ironic cause you can't do, you can't do the

82:58things you wanted to do because you get too sick too fast.

83:01What were the bucket list things for you that you realized like, what am I doing with my

83:05life?

83:06That was the major concept of him.

83:08After he died, I didn't know.

83:09Like I, I was just lost because when something that profound happens, all the things I was

83:16doing, most of the things I was doing were just meaningless.

83:20It was so tough to, to find an answer for that.

83:23And that's when I settled on, I'm going to devote the rest of my life to trying to find

83:28another earth and to find out, to find that we're not alone.

83:37What is that longing for connection with others?

83:42What's that about?

83:43What do you think?

83:44Why is that so full of meaning?

83:45I don't know why.

83:46I mean, I think it's how we're hardwired.

83:48Like one of my friends some time ago, actually when my dad died, he never heard someone say

83:54this before, but he's like, Sarah, you know, why are we evolved to take death so harshly?

84:01Like what kind of society would we be if we just didn't care people died?

84:05That would be a very different type of world.

84:07How would we as a species have got to where we are?

84:11So I think that is tied hand in hand with why do we, why do we seek connection?

84:16It's just that what we were talking about before, that subconsciousness that we don't

84:20understand.

84:21Yeah.

84:22A couple, you know, the other side, the flip side of the coin of connection and love is

84:28a fear of loss.

84:31It's like that was, again, I don't know, that's what makes you appreciate the moment is that

84:36the thing ends.

84:37Yeah.

84:38It's definitely a hard one.

84:40The thing ends, but, and it's hard to not, you wouldn't want to limit.

84:45Like it's like my dog who I love so much, I'll start to cry.

84:49Like I can't think about the end.

84:50I know he'll age much faster than I will.

84:52And someday it will end.

84:53Right.

84:54But it's too sad to think of, but should I not have got a dog?

84:57Right.

84:58Should I have not brought this sort of joy into my life because I know it won't be forever.

85:02It's

85:03well, there's a, there's a philosopher and his Becker who wrote a book, Denial of Death

85:08and just, and warm with the cores.

85:11And there's another book talks about terror management theory, Sheldon Solomon.

85:16I just talked to him a few weeks ago.

85:18It's a brilliant philosopher, psychologist that their theory, whatever you make of it

85:24is that the fear of death is at the core of everything, everything we do.

85:32So like you're that you think you don't think about the mortality of your dog, but you do.

85:40And that's what makes the experience rich.

85:42Like there's this kind of like in the shadows lurks the, the knowledge that this won't

85:49last forever.

85:51And that makes every moment just special in some kind of a weird way that the moments

85:58are special for us humans.

86:01I mean, sorry to use romantic terms like love, but what do you make, what did you learn about

86:12love from, from losing it, from losing your husband?

86:18Well I learned to love the things I have more.

86:21I learned to love the people that I have more and to not let the little things bother me

86:28as much.

86:30What about the rediscovery or like the discovery of the little lights in the darkness?

86:41So you, the book, I think you've brilliantly described the dark parts of your journey.

86:52But maybe can you talk about how you were able to rediscover the lights?

87:00They came in many ways.

87:02And the way like to think about it is like grief is an ocean, you know, with tiny islands

87:09of the little, like, like the little lights.

87:10And eventually that ocean gets smaller and smaller and the islands like become continents

87:15with lakes.

87:17So initially it'd be like the children laughing one day or my colleagues at work who rallied

87:22around me and would take me away from my darkness to work on a project.

87:28Later on it turned out to be a group of women my age, all widows, all with children in my

87:33town.

87:35And it would be, even though it was a bit morose getting together, still very joyful

87:40at the same time.

87:42What was the journey of rediscovering love like for you?

87:47So refinding, I mean, is there some, by way of advice or insight about how to, how to

87:57rediscover the beauty of life?

88:00Of life.

88:01It's a hard one.

88:02I think you just have to stay open to being positive and just to get out there.

88:09Do you still think, do you still think about your own mortality?

88:13So you mentioned that that was a thing that you meditate on as a question when it was

88:19right there in front of you.

88:22But do you still think about it?

88:23I think I will after talking to you.

88:26But no, it's not really something I think about.

88:28I mean, I do think about the search for another earth and will, will I get there?

88:33Will I be able to conclude my search and is there one?

88:38Like as time goes by, you know, that window to solve that problem gets smaller.

88:45What would bring you, again, I apologize if this makes concrete the fact that life is

88:51finite, but what, what would bring you joy if we discovered while you're still here?

88:58What would bring me joy?

88:59Finding another earth, an earth like planet around a sun like star, knowing that there's

89:04at least one or more out there, being able to see water, that it has signs of water and

89:09being able to see some gases that don't belong.

89:12So I know that the search will continue after I'm gone enough to fuel the next generation.

89:18So just like opening the door and there's like this glimmer of hope.

89:24What do you think it will take to realize that?

89:25I mean, we've talked about all these interesting projects, star shade, especially, but is there

89:29something that you're particularly kind of hopeful about in the next 10, 20 years that

89:36might give us that, that exact glimmer of hope that there's earth like planets out there?

89:43I have to, I stand behind star shade in all cases, so, but there is this other kind of

89:48field that I, that everyone is involved in because star shade is hard.

89:53Earths are hard, but there are, there's another category of planet star type that's easier.

89:58And these are planets orbiting small red dwarf stars.

90:02They're not earth like at all.

90:04Think like earth cousin instead of earth twin, but there's a chance that we might establish

90:08that some of those have water and signs of life on them.

90:11It's nearer term than star shade and we're all working hard on that too.

90:15Let me ask by way of recommendations, I think a lot of people are curious about this kind

90:20of stuff.

90:21What three books, technical or fiction or philosophical or anything really had an impact

90:27on your life and, and or you would recommend besides of course your book.

90:35There's one book I wish everyone could read.

90:38I'm not sure if you've read it.

90:39It's actually a children's book, like a young adult book.

90:42It's called the giver.

90:43Yes.

90:44And it is the book that kids in school read now.

90:48And I only, sorry, that's not, that's wow.

90:52Sorry, that, that caught me off guard.

90:57So when I first came to this country, I didn't speak much.

90:59It's really what made me, it had a profound impact on my life and a really important moment

91:05because they give it to kids.

91:07Like I think middle school, I think, or maybe elementary, something like that.

91:10I'm so surprised you've even heard of this book.

91:12Yeah.

91:13So they give it, but like it's the value of giving the right book to a person at the right

91:17time.

91:18Wow.

91:19I was, I was, cause it's very accessible.

91:22Do we want to share what the story is without spoiling it?

91:25Oh yeah, you can without spoiling, right?

91:28It follows this boy in this very utopic society.

91:32That's like perfect.

91:33It's been all clean cut and made perfect actually.

91:35And as he kind of comes of age, he starts realizing something's wrong with his world.

91:41And so it's part of that question.

91:42Are we going to evolve as, I mean, this isn't what's there, but it made me wonder, you know,

91:45are we evolving to a better place?

91:47Is there a day when we can eliminate, you know, poverty and hunger and crime and sickness

91:52in this book, they pretty much have in a society that the boys in and sort of follows him.

91:58And he becomes a chosen one to be like a receiver.

92:01The givers, the old wise man who retains some of the harshness of the outside world so that

92:06he can advise the people as a sort of boy comes of age and is chosen for the special

92:11role.

92:12He finds the world isn't what he expects.

92:13And I don't know about you, but it was so profound for me because it jolts you out of

92:17reality.

92:18It's like, Oh my God, what am I doing here?

92:19I'm just going with the flow with my society.

92:22How do I think outside the box and the confines of my society, which surely carries negative

92:26things with it that we don't realize today.

92:28Yeah, and also in the flip side of that is if you do take a step outside the box on occasion,

92:36what's the psychological burden of that?

92:39Like is that, is that a step you want to take?

92:42Is that the journey you want to take?

92:44What is that life like?

92:45I don't know.

92:46I felt like from the book, you have to take it.

92:48I found from the book, I never thought like now that you're saying it, I see what you're

92:52saying.

92:53The burden is huge, but I always felt like the answer is yes, you absolutely want to

92:56know what's outside.

92:57But you can't do that if you're very, it's hard to be objective about your own reality.

93:01Yeah.

93:02I mean, it's a very human instinct, but, uh, it also, the book kind of shows that, uh,

93:08it has an effect on you and this, it's a really interesting question about our society and

93:14taking a step out.

93:16It's by, uh, Lois Lowry, I think is how you pronounce it.

93:20I really do hope everyone created it and it is a young adult book, but it's still, it's

93:24incredibly, I'm really glad I only read it cause my kids got it for school.

93:27I just thought, okay, well, why don't I just see what this is about?

93:29And I just, wow.

93:31Yeah.

93:32Yeah.

93:33I think it's also the value of education.

93:35I think I'm surprised you mentioned, I've never really mentioned to anybody.

93:38I'm sure a lot of people had the similar experience like me and maybe it's a generational thing

93:44though, because like the book came out, I think in the nineties.

93:46So if you're older than like me, that book didn't exist when we were in middle school.

93:50So I just do think a lot of people won't have heard of it, but it's an interesting question

93:54of like those books.

93:58I mean, I'm reminded often, I suppose the same is true with other subjects, but books

94:03are special at the early age, like middle school, maybe early high school, those can

94:09change like the direction of your life.

94:11And also certainly teachers, they can change completely the direction of your life.

94:17There's so many stories about teachers of mathematics, teachers of physics, of any kind

94:24of subjects basically changing the direction of a human's life.

94:27That's like not to get on the whole, almost like a political thing, but you know, we,

94:36we undervalue teachers.

94:38It's a special, it's a special position that they hold.

94:42That's so true.

94:43Yeah.

94:44Well, I do have two other books or two other things.

94:46One is something I came across just a few days ago, actually.

94:50It's actually a film called Picture a Scientist.

94:54And when you picture a scientist, you probably don't picture the women and women of color

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94:59in this film.

95:01And it is a way to get outside your box.

95:03I really think everyone interested in science, even just peripherally should watch this because

95:09it is shocking and sobering at the same time.

95:12And it talks about how, well, I think one of the messages across is, you know, we really

95:17are like, I don't know if we're hardwired to just like people like ourselves, but we're

95:22excluding a lot of people and therefore a lot of great ideas by not being able to think

95:27outside of how we're all stereotyping each other.

95:30So it's, it's, it's hard to kind of convey that and you can just say, oh yeah, I want

95:34to be more diverse.

95:35I want to be more open, but it's a nearly impossible problem to solve and the movie

95:38really helps open people's eyes to it.

95:42This book I put third because unlike The Giver, people may not want to read it.

95:46It's not as relevant.

95:47But when I was in my early twenties, I went to this big, this like 800 people large conference

95:56run by the Wilderness Canoe Association in my hometown of Toronto.

96:00And there was a family friend there who I met and he said, read this book, it'll change

96:04your life.

96:06And it actually changed my life.

96:08And it was a book called Sleeping Island by an author, PG Downs, who just coincidentally

96:13lived in this area, lived in the Boston area and he was a teacher, I think at a private

96:17school and every summer he would go to Canada with a canoe often by himself.

96:23And he wrote this book maybe in the forties or fifties about a trip he took in the late

96:271930s.

96:28And it was, I was just shocked that even at that time, although that was a long time ago,

96:32there were large parts of Canada that were untouched by white people.

96:37And he went up there and interacted like with the natives.

96:40He called the book and had a subtitle that was called, there's something like Journey

96:45in the Barren Lands.

96:47And when you go up North in Canada, you pass the tree line, just like on a mountain, if

96:50you hike up a mountain, you get so far North there aren't any trees.

96:53And he wrote eloquently about the land and about being out there.

96:56There weren't even any maps of the region, like in that time.

97:00And I just thought to myself, wow, like that you could just take the summer off and explore

97:04by canoe and go and see what's out there.

97:07And it led to me just doing that, that very thing.

97:10Of course it's different now, but going out to where the road ends and putting the canoe

97:14in the water and just, well, we had to have a plan.

97:16We didn't just explore, but go down this river, rivers with rapids and travel over lakes and

97:21portages and just really live.

97:25So just really explore, screw it.

97:27That doesn't like, it doesn't explore just use from a topo map, from a topographical

97:31map from the library.

97:33There were scary elements about it, out of it, but part of the excitement or the joy

97:41or the desire was to be scared, like it was to go out there and have live on the edge.

97:45And persevere.

97:46Yeah.

97:47And persevere.

97:48Yeah.

97:49Do you have a advice that you would give to a young person today that would like to help

97:56you maybe on the planetary science side, discover exoplanets or maybe bigger picture, just

98:03succeed in life?

98:04I do have some advice just to succeed.

98:06It's tough advice in a way, but it is to find something that you love doing that you're

98:11also very good at.

98:13And in some ways the stars have to align because you've got to find that thing you're good

98:17at or the range of things, and it actually has to overlap with something that actually

98:21you love doing every day.

98:23So it's not a tedious job.

98:26That's the best way to succeed.

98:27What were the signals that in your own life were there to make you realize you're good

98:33at something?

98:35What were you good at that made you pursue a PhD and it made you pursue the search?

98:44I mean, that was the one sentence version.

98:46In my case, it was a long slog and there were a lot of things I wasn't good at initially.

98:51But so initially, I was good at high school math.

98:53I was good at high school science.

98:55I loved astronomy and I realized those could all fit together.

98:58Like the day I realized you could be an astronomer for a job, it has to be one of my top days

99:02of my life.

99:03I didn't know that you could be that for a job and I was good at all those things.

99:08And although my dad wanted me to do something more practical where he could be guaranteed

99:11I could support myself was another option, but initially I wasn't that good at physics.

99:16It was a slog to just get through school and grad school is a very, very long time.

99:21And ultimately, when faced with a choice and I had the luxury of choosing, knowing that

99:26I was good at something and also loved it, it really carried me through.

99:29Now, I asked some of the smartest people in the world the most ridiculous question.

99:34We already talked about it a little bit, but let me ask again, why are we here?

99:42I think you've raised this question in one of your presentations as like one of the things

99:47that we kind of as humans long to answer and the search for exoplanets is kind of part

99:52of that.

99:53But what do you think is the meaning of it all, of life?

99:57I wish I had a good answer for you.

100:02I think you're the first person ever who refused to answer the question.

100:07It's not so much refusing, I just, yeah, I mean, I wish I had a better answer.

100:11It's why we're here.

100:12It's almost like the meaning is wishing there was a meaning, wishing we knew.

100:20I love that.

100:21That's a great way to say it.

100:24Sarah, like I said, the book is excellent.

100:27I admired your work from afar for a while and I think you're one of the great stars

100:33at MIT.

100:34It makes me proud to be part of the community.

100:37So thank you so much for your work.

100:40Thank you for inspiring all of us.

100:41Thanks for talking today.

100:42Thank you so much, Lynx.

100:45Thanks for listening to this conversation with Sarah Seager.

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101:14And now let me leave you with some words from Carl Sagan, somewhere something incredible

101:20is waiting to be known.

101:23Thank you for listening and hope to see you next time.

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