Paul Rosolie: Amazon Jungle, Uncontacted Tribes, Anacondas, and Ayahuasca
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It was just like one of those moments where we saw it at the same time and we're standing by the tail and the snake was so big that, I mean, this must have been a 25 foot Anaconda dead asleep with a, with a, probably a 16 foot Anaconda, like sprawled across her and they're laying in the starlight and we're floating on top of a lake standing there in the middle of the Amazon.
And JJ, just, I just, I could feel the blood drain out of his face.
And as like a, however old I was, you know, maybe 20 years old, I just said, if I, if we could somehow show people, this will be on the front cover of national geographic and we can protect all the jungle that we want.
And so I tried to catch it.
Yeah.
So I jumped on the snake and the only measurement I have of this animal is that when I wrapped my arms around it, I couldn't touch my fingers.
Yeah.
And so I was, you know, my, my, my feet were dragging and to her credit, this Anaconda did not turn around and eat me because her head was, you know, this big.
And, and she went and she reached the edge of the, the, the grass Island and she starts plunging into the dark.
And so I'm watching the stars vibrate as this Anaconda is going.
And I had to make the choice of either going headfirst down into the black, which no thank you, or stopping and just keeping my hand on this thing as it raced by me.
And I just felt the scales and the muscle and the power go by and then eventually tapered down to the tail until it slipped away into the darkness.
And I was laying there just panting.
The following is a conversation with Paul Rosley, a conservationist, explorer, author, filmmaker, and real life Tarzan.
Since for much of the past 17 years, Paul has lived deep in the Amazon rainforest, protecting endangered species and trees from poachers, loggers, and foreign nations funding them.
He is the founder of Jungle Keepers, which today protects over 50,000 acres of threatened habitat.
And Paul is one of the most incredible human beings I've ever met.
I hope to travel with him in the Amazon jungle one day, because in his eyes, I saw a truth that can only be discovered directly by spending time among the immensity and power of nature at its purest.
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And now, dear friends, here's Paul Rosley.
In 2006, at 18 years old, you fled New York and traveled to the Amazon.
This started a journey that I think lasts to this day.
Tell me about this first leap.
What in your heart pulled you towards the Amazon jungle?
From the time I was, you know, three years old, I'd say, you know, it was dinosaurs, wildlife documentaries, Steve Irwin, you name it.
And like when my parents said, you know, nature versus nurture, they nurtured my nature.
I was always just drawn to streams, forests.
I wanted to go explore where the little, little creek led.
I wanted to see the turtles and the snakes.
And so I was a kid that hated school, did not get along with school.
I was dyslexic and didn't know it, undiagnosed.
I didn't read until I was like 10 years old, like way behind.
And so for me, the forest was safety.
Like I remember one time in first grade, they had you doing those, you know, those multiplication sheets.
That was pure hell for me.
And so I actually got so upset that I couldn't do it, that I ran out, the classroom ran out the door and went to the nearest woods.
And I stayed there because that was safe.
And so for me, like once I got to the point where I was like, high school isn't working out, I had incredibly supportive parents that were like, look, just get out, take your GED, get out of high school after 10th grade.
You got to go to college, but like start doing something you love.
And so I saved up and bought a ticket to the Amazon and met some indigenous guys.
And the second I walked in that forest, it was like, it's like the first scene in Jurassic Park when they see the dinosaurs and they go, oh, this is it.
Yeah.
I walked in there and just, I looked at those giant trees.
I saw leafcutter ants in real life.
And I just went, oh, it was like the movie just started.
You know, that was when, that was when like I came online.
Can you put into words, what is it about that place that felt like home?
What was it that drew you?
What aspect of nature, the streams, the water, the forest, the jungle, the animals, what drew you?
It's just, it's always been in my blood.
I mean, for any forest, I mean, whether it's upstate New York or India or Borneo, but the Amazon, it's all of that turned up to this level where everything is superlatively diverse.
You know, you have more plants and animals than anywhere else on earth, not just now, but in the entire fossil record.
It's the Andes Amazon interface.
There's just that's terrestrially that's, that's where it is.
That's the greatest library of life that has ever existed.
And so you're just, you're so stimulated.
You're so overwhelmed with color and diversity and beauty and this overwhelming sense of natural majesty of these, you know, thousand year old trees.
And half the life is up in the canopy of those trees.
We don't even have access to it.
There's stuff without names walking around on those branches.
And it's like, it just takes you somewhere.
And so going there, it was like, you know, the guys I met just opened the door and they were like, you know, how far do you want to go down the rabbit hole?
How, how, how much of this do you want to see?
You mentioned Steve Irwin.
Uh, you list a bunch of heroes that you have.
He's one of them.
And, uh, you said that when you're unsure about a decision, you ask yourself, uh, WWSD, what would Steve do?
Why is that such a good heuristic for life?
What would Steve do?
He's a human being that like everything we saw from Steve Irwin was positive.
Everything was with a smile on his face.
If he was getting bitten by a reticulated Python, he was smiling.
If he was, you know, getting destroyed in the news for feeding a crocodile with his son too close, he was trying to explain to people why it's okay.
And why we have to love these animals.
And everything was about love.
Everything was about, you know, wildlife and protecting.
And to me, a person like that, that where you only see positive things, that's, that's a role model.
And it's just like an endless curiosity and hunger to explore this, this world of nature.
Yeah.
And an insatiable madness for, for, for wildlife.
I mean, the guy was just so much fun.
I got, uh, if it's okay, uh, read to you a few of your own words.
You open the book, mother of God with a passage that I think beautifully paints a scene.
Before he died, Santiago Duran told me a secret.
It was late at night in a palm thatched hut on the bank of the Tampa Potter river, deep in the Southwestern corner of the Amazon basin.
Besides a mud oven, two wild boar heads sizzling, sizzled in a cradle of embers.
They're protruding tusks curling in static agony as they cooked.
The smell of burning.
Secropia wood and cinched flesh filled the air.
Woven basket containing monkey skulls hung from the rafters where stars speak through the gaps in the thatching.
A pair of chickens huddled in the corner conversing softly.
We sat facing each other on sturdy benches across a table hewn from a single cross section of some massive tree now nearly consumed by termites.
The song of a million insects and frogs filled the night.
Santiago's cigarette trembled in the aged fingers as he leaned close over the candle light to describe a place hidden in the jungle.
That line, the songs of a million insects and frogs filled the night for some reason hit me.
Um, what's it like sitting there conversing among so many living creatures all around you?
Every night in the jungle, you live in constant awareness of that out there in the darkness are literally millions of heartbeats around you.
And so like we exist in this, in this, you know, domesticated paved world most of the time.
But when you go out there past the roads and the, and the telephone poles and the hospitals and you make it out into earth, just wild earth.
And there's no, there's no, there's not, it's not like this is a national park.
There's no rescue helicopter waiting to come get you.
You are out there and you're surrounded at night by, I mean, there are snakes and jaguars and frogs and insects and all this stuff just crawling through the swamps and through the trees and through the branches.
And we put on headlamps and go out into the night and just absolutely fall to our knees with wonder of the things that we see.
It's, it's absolutely incredible.
And most of it doesn't make sounds like the insects do.
The insects do, the frogs do.
You have some of the night birds making sounds, but a lot of it, everything has evolved to be silent, invisible.
I mean, everything there is in the, on the list.
Like, like I, there's another line in mother of God where I said, like, you know, like life is just like a temporary moment of stasis and like the churning recycling death march.
That is the Amazon.
Like it's it's been called the greatest natural battlefield on earth.
I mean, if any, in any square acre, there's more stuff eating other things than anywhere else.
And, and you go through a swamp in the Amazon and there's like this tarantulas floating on the water, there's frogs in the trees.
There's, there's, there's tadpoles hanging from leaves waiting to drop into the water.
There's fish waiting to eat them.
There's birds in the trees.
You're sitting, you literally are surrounded by so many things that your brain can't process it.
It's, it's just overwhelming life.
Churning death march.
Some of the creatures are waiting and some of them are being a bit more proactive about it.
What do you make of that churning death march?
That the amount of murder that's happening all around you at all scales?
What is that?
You know, we, we dramatize wars and the millions of people that were lost in World War II.
Some of them tortured, some of them dying with a gun in hand, some of them civilians, but it's
just millions of people.
What about the billions and billions and billions of organisms that are just being murdered all
around you?
Does that, do you, does that change your view of nature, of life here?
I've always kind of wondered like that.
Like when you see like a, you know, a wildebeest taken down by lions and, and eaten from behind
while it's alive and it makes you question God, you know, you go, how could, how could,
how could they let this happen?
In the Amazon, I find personally that these natural processes make up almost a religion,
that it reminds you how temporary we are, that, you know, the, the, the bot flies that
are trying to get into your skin and the mosquitoes that are trying to suck your blood and the,
you know, when, that when you sweat, you see, you see the, you literally can like hold out
your arm and watch the condensation come off of your skin and rise up into the canopy and
join the clouds and rain back down in the afternoon.
And, and then you drink the river and start it all over again.
And it's like, it's flowing through you.
So the Amazon reminds me that, that there's a lot that we don't understand.
And so when it comes to that overwhelming and collective murder, as Werner Herzog put
it, it's just, it's just part of the show.
It's part of the freak show of the Amazonian night.
I see you, I, you, in certain moments able to feel one with a mosquito that's trying
to kill you slowly.
One with the mosquito is a stretch.
Is it always the enemy?
What I mean is like, you're part of the machine there, right?
Yeah.
And it's like fair play.
It's like fair play.
So like we have bullet ants and like, you know, you get, you get nailed by a bullet ant and
you just go, yeah, well, well done.
Today's over.
I'm going back to bed and I'm taking a pile of Tylenol.
And, you know, do you think in that sense, when you're out there, are you a part of nature
or are you separate from nature?
Is man a part of nature or separate?
I think that's, what's so refreshing about it is that out there you truly are.
And so whether we're bringing researchers or film crews or, or whether we're just out
there ourselves on an expedition, you truly are a part of nature.
And so one of the things that my team and I started doing when I became friends with
these guys, you know, this is a family of indigenous people from the community of
Inferno and they took me in and as we got close, they started saying, you know, you
can come with us on our like annual hunting trip.
And I went, okay.
And it's four guys in a boat and you don't want to get your clothes wet.
So we're all in like our boxers in a canoe with a motor going out past the places that
have names and you're out in the middle of the jungle.
And the thing is like, when your, when your motor breaks, you are so quickly reminded
of the inerrant truths, like the things that nobody can argue with.
And we live in such a human world where everything is debatable, religion and politics
and perspectives on everything.
And then you get down to this point where it's like, if we don't figure something out,
the river is going to rise and take the boat.
That's the truth.
And ain't nobody going to like argue with that.
And it's like, to me, there's a beauty in that truth because then all of us are united
there in that, in that truth against like the natural facts around us.
And so to me, I, that's, that's, that's a state where I feel very, very at home.
And the Amazon is more efficient than most places on earth at swallowing you up.
Oh God.
Yeah.
Okay.
So just to linger on that, because you, you've spoken about Francisco de Arellana.
He was this explorer in 1541 and 42 that sailed the length of the Amazon.
Yeah.
Probably one of the first.
And there's just a few things I should probably read.
I should probably find a good book on him because the guy seems like a gangster.
Yes.
There's some great books on him.
So he sailed, he led the expedition that sailed all the way from one end to the other.
There's like a rebuilding of a ship.
Which is insanity.
Yeah.
Yeah.
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So you, cause it speaks to the thing.
It's like, nobody's going to come and rescue you.
No.
You have to, if your boat dies, you're going to have to rebuild it.
Yeah.
So they came down the Andes, entered in the headwaters of the Amazon, constructed some sort of
raft, boat, craft, something, and made it down the entire Amazon basin.
Of course, his stories are the ones that led to the Amazon being called the Amazon
because he reported tribes of women.
He reported these large cities, places where the tribes lived on
farms of river turtles that they corralled and they lived off of that protein.
And then when they came out to the mouth of the Amazon, if I remember it correctly, that just
through navigation and the stars, they were able to calculate where the way was back to Spain
and make a boat seaworthy enough to bring them home.
Incredible.
Absolutely.
Do people like that inspire you, your own journey?
Like what gives you kind of strength that in these harshes of times and harshes of conditions,
you can persevere?
Yeah.
I mean, you look at the stories of people that are so...
These stories of people that have overcome incredible suffering like that, or like what
Shackleton did or something like that.
And so like when you're...
I've been...
Your tent gets washed away, you go to sleep and the river rises 20 feet and washes away your tent
and you crawl out and all you have is a machete and a headlamp, literally no bag, no food, no
nothing.
And you go, "Wow, the next six days before I reach back to a town is going to be just pure hell.
I'm going to be sleeping on the ground, covered in ants, destroyed by mosquitoes."
And then it becomes, "Am I in any capacity, any percentage as tough and resilient as the people
that I've read about that have made it through things far worse than this?"
And then that's the game you play.
What goes through your head when all you got is the headlamp and the machete?
So are you thinking at all?
Like I've gotten a chance to interact quite a lot with Elon Musk and he constantly puts out fires,
having to run several companies.
There's never a kind of whiny deliberation about issues.
You just always...
One step forward, how to solve, right?
This is the situation, how do you solve it?
Or do you also have a kind of self-motivating, almost egotistical, like, "I'm a bad motherfucker.
I can handle anything."
Almost like trying to fake it till you make it kind of thing.
There was a little bit of that.
With your machete and a headlamp.
I got a sword.
[laughter]
There may have been a little bit of that when I was like 14, 15 years old.
I'd have a hunting knife and my dog and I'd go out into the woods with the Catskills and
survive for a weekend.
My rule was one match.
You get one match and you got to make shelter.
And then I'd bring a steak and make a fire and stuff.
And at that point, there may be was some ego.
But in the Amazon, you get stripped down so completely that you...
It's like that thing, like, watch the atheism leave everyone's body when they think they're
about to die.
It's like when you find yourself staring up at the Amazon at night and you go, "There
is no hope of getting out of here."
I was once lost in a swamp where it took me days to get out of there.
And there was moments where I just said, "This is clearly it.
There's no ego there.
There's just hope."
You start realizing what you believe in and praying that you'll be okay.
And then trying to summon whatever you know about how to survive.
And that's it.
And so it's actually, again, it's kind of a blissful state if you can walk that line
between adventure and tragedy and keep yourself right at that very, very fine line without
going over.
Ever fear of death?
Fear?
Ever fear?
Terror?
No, I don't want to die.
I love the people in my life and there's a lot of things I want to do.
But every time I've been certain that I'm going to die, I've been very, very calm.
Very calm.
And just sort of like, "Okay, well, if this is how the movie goes, then this is how it
goes."
Almost accepting.
Yeah.
Which is reassuring.
You mentioned Herzog.
Just to venture down this road of death and fear and so on, there's been a few madmen
like you in this world.
He's documented a couple of them.
What lessons do you draw from Grizzly Man or Into the Wild?
Those kinds of stories.
Were you ever afraid that you would be one of those stories?
Oh, yeah.
I actually think that that's in Mother of God where I said I almost Into the Wilded
myself.
I went out there and really I got so lost and so destroyed that I said, "This is going
to be the next one.
This is going to be the next story of some idiot kid from New York who went to the Amazon
thinking he was Percy Fawcett and then vanished."
Because if you do vanish out there, your body's going to be consumed in a matter of
days, like two.
If we see an animal dead on a trail, you got dung beetles and fly larva and vultures and
there's a whole pecking order.
You get the black vultures, the yellow vultures, the king vulture, they all come in.
That thing is picked clean in a couple of days.
What would be the creature that eats most of you in that situation?
Probably the vultures.
Probably the vultures and the maggots.
It's really quick.
It's really, really quick.
Like even as far as like you can't leave food out.
If you have a piece of chicken, you say, "Oh, I'll eat it in the morning."
You leave it out.
You can't do that.
It's not good by morning.
"Grizzly Man," for example, like what...
Because that's a beautiful story.
It's both comical and genius and especially the way Herzog tells it.
First, do you like the way he told the story?
Do you like Herzog?
I do.
I love Herzog and I love his documentary, "The Burden of Dreams," which is in the Amazon,
not very far from where I work.
And the sheer madness that you see this man undergoing of just trying to recreate hauling
a boat over a mountain is wild.
And the extras that he hired to play the natives are the...
I think they're Machiganga tribesmen and they just look like all the guys that I hang out
with and it's like they're doing all this stuff in the jungle that...
Months and months and months and you can just see him deteriorating with madness because
the jungle, your boat...
You know how many times I've tied up a boat to the side of the river?
This just happened a year and a half ago.
I tied up...
Through COVID, I pretty much just lived in the jungle for a while and there was nobody
there and there was no support and I tied up my boat and the rain is just hammering.
Like the universe is trying to rip the earth in half.
The rain is just going and the river is rising and I tied up the boat.
But then you go to sleep and you got to wake up every two hours to go check the boat.
And the boat is thrashing back and forth.
And so all night, every two hours, I'd wake up barefoot in driving rain, like golf ball
raindrops and just go down and check the boat.
And then by morning I was like, I fell asleep, woke up, checked the boat and then I was like,
I'm just going to go make coffee.
I was so done.
I was so like at the end of my rope every time bailing the boat out and stuff.
And then we got 15 minutes of heavy rain that filled the boat, sank it.
So now I'm stuck up river with no boat.
And it's like that type of thing where it's like, no matter how hard you try, the jungle
is just like, listen, you're nothing.
You are nothing.
And so it's that constant reminder.
And so Herzog really threw himself into that in that film.
And it's brilliant to watch.
What do you think he meant by the line that you include in your book?
It's a land that God, if he exists, has created in anger.
Said in German accent.
Yeah.
Overwhelming and collective murder.
So that's, so you didn't really appreciate the beauty of the murder.
I think he appreciated it, but to him, it was very dark.
I think he saw the darkness in it and that's there.
It sure is.
As soon as you do ayahuasca, that door opens and you see the darkness because that brings
you right into the jungle, like the heart of it.
But I think that for him, it is, I think that darkness is something that he embraces and
that he loves.
There's another film of his, and I don't know if this is accurate, but my memory has
it that there's a penguin and I think it's in Antarctica and the penguin's going in the
wrong direction, away from the ocean.
And I feel like he goes on this monologue about how like, he's just had enough.
This one penguin is just marching towards, you know.
Yeah.
Because I remember that clip from that documentary and what Werner says is that the penguin is
deranged.
Yes.
He's lost his mind.
And I took offense to that.
Yeah.
Because maybe that's a brave explorer.
Like how do you know there's not a lot more going on?
It could be a love story.
Those penguins get super attached.
Maybe his mate was over there and he had to go find her.
Or it's a lost mate and he, last time he saw her was going in that direction.
Exactly.
So this is like the great explorer.
We assume animals are like the average of the bell curve.
Like every animal we interact with is just the average, but there's special ones.
Just like there's special humans.
Yeah.
That could be a special penguin.
It could have been.
And I had the same thought where I was like, I found it beautiful how he interpreted it.
What I took away from that was I found that Werner Herzog's monologue there was brilliantly
dark and also comedic, but maybe irrelevant biologically speaking towards penguins.
Which happens a lot with animals.
I find there's so many times where I'll find people be like, "Do you think that animals can
show compassion?"
And you hear a bunch of people that have never left the pavement talking about like, "Wow,
this one animal helped another animal."
And it's like, "Go ask Jane Goodall if animals can show compassion.
Go talk to anybody that works on a daily basis with animals."
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And so to me, there's always a little bit of frustration in hearing people
pleasantly surprised that animals aren't just these automatons of just, what's the word,
programmed nothingness.
First of all, what have you learned about life from Jane Goodall?
Because she spoke highly of your book and you list her as one of the mentors,
but what kind of wisdom about animals do you draw from her?
The wisdom from Jane is so diverse.
First of all, the work that she did at the time she did it was so incredible because
I mean, she was out there at a very young age doing that field work.
She was naming her subjects, which everyone said you shouldn't do.
She broke every rule.
She broke every rule.
She was assigning and everyone said, "You're anthropomorphizing these animals by saying
that they're doing this and that."
And she was like, "No, they're interacting.
They're showing love.
They're showing compassion.
They're showing hate.
They're showing fear."
And she broke straight through all of those things and it paid off in dividends for her.
Do you see the animals as having all those human-like emotions of anger, of compassion,
of longing, of loneliness from what you've seen, especially with mammals,
or different species out there?
Do they have all that?
It depends on the animal.
On the scale of a cockroach to an elephant, it's like a lot of these things.
And I wonder about this stuff all the time.
I'll have a praying mantis on my hand and just go, "What is going through your mind?"
Or you'll see a spider make a complex decision and go, "I'm gonna make my web there."
And you go, "How are you doing this?
'Cause he made a calculation there.
It's smart.
I was in the jungle not that long ago and I was walking and all of a sudden this dove
comes flying through the jungle right up to my face.
Lands on a branch right here, right next to me.
I look at the dove, dove looks at me and she's like, "Hey."
And she's clearly like panting.
And I'm like, "Why are you so close to me?
This is weird."
And she's like, "I know."
And then an ornate hawk eagle flies up 10 feet away, looks at both of us and just like
scowls and like sticks up its head feathers and then just like flies off.
And the dove was like, "Sweet, thanks."
And then flew in the other direction.
And I was like, "Dude, you just used me to save your life."
Yeah.
The dove knew.
See, this is what...
Because there's Mike Tyson and there's Albert Einstein.
Yeah.
And sometimes I wonder when I look at different creatures, even insects, like,
is this Mike Tyson or is this Einstein?
Yeah.
Like, 'cause one or other kinds of personality, like, is this a New Yorker or is this a Midwesterner
or is this like a San Francisco barista of the insects?
Like, there's all kinds of personalities you never know.
So you can't like project...
Like if you run into a bear and it's very angry, it could be just the asshole New Yorker.
Yeah, sure.
As opposed to...
What are you saying about New Yorkers, man?
Exactly.
Point well made.
So speaking about communicating with a dove, you first met the crew in the Amazon.
You talk about JJ as somebody who can communicate with animals.
What do you think JJ is able to see and hear and feel that others don't,
that he's able to communicate with animals?
When I say this is the most skilled jungle man I've ever seen,
and I know so many guys in the region, he has libraries of information in his cranium
that we cannot fathom.
It's just stunning.
I have seen him use medicinal plants to cure things that Western doctors couldn't cure.
I've seen him navigate in such a way that he's not using the stars.
He's not using any discernible...
It's like when elephants...
Sometimes you'll watch a herd of elephants and they'll be like, "Yo, let's go.
We're going this way."
And you'll see them sort of communicate, but there's no audible sound.
They'll just decide that they're going that when they all do it.
JJ has this way in the jungle of he'll stop and he'll go, "Wait."
And you go, "What is it?"
And he goes, "There's a herd of peccary coming."
And I'm like, "Where?
Based on what?"
And he's like, "Just wait, you'll see."
And he'll sit there.
You think that's just experience?
It's incredible experience.
It's growing up barefoot in the Amazon.
And the gift is that he can speak fluent English.
And so when I bring tourists and scientists or news reporters down there, he can communicate
with them.
He's actually good on camera because he doesn't care about cameras.
And for instance, we were walking up a stream a few months ago and I went, "Hey, look, Jaguar
tracks."
And he went, "Oh."
And I was like, "What?"
"Jaguar tracks."
And he's like, "No, look.
Look harder."
And I was like, "The toes are deeper than the back?"
And he was like, "Uh-huh.
And where are they?"
And I was like, "By the water."
And I was like, "The Jaguar is drinking."
It was leaning to drink.
And he was like, "That's right."
He's like, "Now look behind you."
I look behind me.
And there's scat.
There's a big log of Jaguar shit sitting there.
It's got butterflies all over it.
Fresh?
Pretty fresh.
And then there's another one that's less fresh.
And so he's teaching me as he does.
He's going, "Look at this.
Look at this.
Is that one as fresh as this one?"
"No."
And then he goes, "Now look up.
Look up.
There's three vultures above us.
The kill is near us.
The Jaguar has been coming multiple times to the river to drink as it's feasting on whatever it
killed."
And he's going, "It's within 30 feet of us right now."
And it's like, I'm like, "Oh, look.
Impressions in the sand."
He's like, "I just drew 19 conclusions from that."
It's like watching Sherlock Holmes at work.
It's just-
It's constructing the crime scene.
Incredible.
Does that apply also to be able to communicate with the actual animals?
Read into their body movements directly, into their, whatever that dove was saying to you,
you'd be able to understand?
Or is that all just kind of taken in the complex structure of the crime scene, of the interactions
of the different animals, of the environment and so on?
What is that, that you're able to communicate with another creature, that he was able to
communicate with another creature?
He knows the intention of pose.
He knows the habits.
He knows the perspective.
When he talks about animals, he'll talk about each species as if it's a person.
So he'll say, "Oh, the jaguar, she never likes to let you see her."
And so he'll come back from the jungle and he'll go, "Oh, I was watching monkeys and
this jaguar was also watching the monkeys, but I was being so quiet.
She didn't see me."
And then when she see me, she feels so embarrassed and she'd go.
And he'll tell you this story as if he had this interaction with his neighbor.
And he'll be like, "Oh, the puka konga, it never does that.
You won't see it do that."
And so one time he caught a fish and I was such a big fish.
It was this big, beautiful pseudoplatystoma, this tiger catfish, this amazing old fish,
and they're all excited to eat it.
And I felt so bad watching this thing gasp on the sand.
And I went, "You know what?
We don't need this.
This is for fun."
I threw it back.
Oh no.
And then I took my hand and I went, and I made like drag marks, so I could say, "Oh,
it snuck back in the water."
And so he walks up, he looks at it and he was like, "I hate you."
And I went, "What?
No."
I said, "It must've just..."
He went, "That's not what happens."
He goes, "It goes like this when it goes..."
He knew the track of a fish.
And I was like, "All right, JJ, I'm sorry.
I'll catch you another fish."
So stepping back to that way you open Mother of God.
Yeah.
Who was Santiago Duran and what secret did he tell you?
JJ's father was...
At some point he was a policeman.
At some point when he was a teenager, he was working on the boats that before this little
gold mining city of Puerto Maldonado grew, the only way to get supplies in was to take
canoes up the Tambopata River up to the next state, which is Puno, and where mules would
come down from the mountains with supplies and then he'd pilot the boats down, but they
didn't have motors at that time.
So he would be pulling the boat.
So he became this physically terrifying man.
And I met him when he was in his 80s and he was still living out in the jungle by himself.
And he's seen an anaconda eat a taper, which is a cow-sized mammal in the Amazon.
He'd seen uncontacted tribes face to face.
He once killed an 11-foot electric eel, opened the back of the thing's neck, removed the
nerve that he says was the source of the electric.
Then he cut his forearm, placed that nerve into his forearm, wrapped it with a dead toad
and claimed that it would give him strength through the rest of his life and continued
to be a jungle badass until the day he quietly leaned back at a barbecue and ceased to be
alive.
The man was incredible.
But the secret that he told us was that if you want to find big anacondas, if you want
to see the Yakumama, he was like, you have to go to the Bawayo, the place of boas, the
place that we came to call the floating forest.
And so he sent us there and it became like this pilgrimage.
And in the Amazon, a lot of the creation myths are based around the anaconda coming down
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from the heavens and carving the rivers across the jungle.
And if you look at the rivers, it looks like that.
It looks like the path of an anaconda crawling through the jungle.
It's even the right color.
And so from the reference to the tribes of women, the Amazons to the anaconda mother,
everything in the Amazon is very feminine based.
Even the trees, the largest trees in the jungle, the mother of the forest, the Madre de la
Selva is the Kapok tree.
And it's just this monster tree, these beautiful ancient trees.
And that was the beginning of the transition that we made from me being like, I hate school.
I want to go on adventures.
You know, Jane Goodall got to do all this amazing stuff.
I'm just a kid stuck here to eventually becoming something that had to do with where my identity
became the jungle, where my life became the jungle.
The secret that he told us opened that door because when we started working with these
giant snakes, it started getting attention.
It started getting people to go, what are you doing?
And it started allowing me to have experiences that solidified and nailed down the fact that
this wasn't just like a weekend retreat.
This was something that I was born to do.
- And gave you more and more motivation to go into these uncharted territory of the Yakumama.
Which, just to step back, what nations are we talking about here?
Is there some geography?
What are we talking about?
Where is this?
- So I'm in Peru.
- Yeah.
- We're in Peru.
- Which is a South American nation.
- Peru is a South American nation.
Brazil has 60% of the Amazon, which is unfortunate because anything that happens politically in
Brazil has a massive impact on the Amazon.
Peru has the Western Amazon and Ecuador has a little bit of the Western Amazon.
And the Western Amazon is where the Andes Mountains, the cloud forests, which is a mega
biodiverse biome, falls into the Western Amazon lowlands.
And so you have the meeting of these two incredible biomes, and that's what makes this superlative,
incredible, glowing moment of life on earth.
So yeah, we're in Peru in the Madre de Dios, which is the mother of God, which I always
thought was such a beautiful, the jungle is the source of all life.
And so we were with the Ese-Eja people, and they belong to a community that's called Inferno,
which was given by the missionaries who, when they tried to go bring these people to Jesus,
got so many arrows shot at them that they just called it hell.
And so Santiago Duran helped unite these tribes that were sort of scattered through the jungle
and get them status, government-recognized status as indigenous people.
So he was sort of a hero.
He was sort of a legend for a lot of the stuff he'd done out barefoot with just like a rifle
and a machete in the jungle.
He had 19 children, and the last one, I think the 20th child that he adopted was a refugee
from the Shining Path that floated down the river, and he just took him in.
And this is just a guy that was a, everything he did, like when he died, the whole region
showed up.
He was somebody.
So just the fact that I know him gives me street credit.
Like the fact that I knew him, I can go like, "Oh, I knew Santiago," and people are like, "No."
I'm like, "Yeah, yeah."
So you had to get integrated to the culture, to the place, in every single way, which is
tough for you for being from New York.
Yeah.
Yeah, it could have been tough, but I took to it.
The jungle, they were very, JJ's teaching me about medicines, and we were doing bird
surveys and taking data on macaw populations.
And JJ was just like, "You really wanna," he goes, "You gotta sleep."
And I was like, "I only have a few weeks here.
I don't know if I'm ever gonna come back.
I'm never going to sleep."
So we'd be out every night looking for all the wildlife we could.
I wanted to take photos.
I wanted to see things.
And then the exchange came with that.
He was like, "I'm terrified of snakes."
And I said, "Well, I've always worked with snakes."
I said, "I'll teach you how to handle snakes."
And then we just had this little exchange.
And when I left after my first time back in 2006, I said, "How can I help?"
And they were like, "Look, we're out here trying to protect this little island of forest
that is going to be bulldozed.
And the more people that you can bring, the more knowledge and the more awareness that
you can bring to this, it'll help."
And so really at that age, at 18 years old, I sort of started dabbling with the idea of
that I could be part of helping these people to protect this place that I loved.
And of course, at that time, that idea seemed like too large of a dream or too large of
a challenge so that I could actually impact it.
- So what was the journey of looking for these giant snakes, of looking for anacondas?
- Well-
- What are anacondas?
- Anaconda is the largest snake on earth.
So you have reticulated pythons in Southeast Asia, they're actually longer.
But anacondas are these massive boas.
They give live birth.
And unlike a lot of other species, so an anaconda starts off, a little two-foot anaconda,
just a little thicker than your finger, a little baby.
And they're food for cane toads, herons, crocodiles, you name it.
They're pretty harmless, defenseless.
But as they grow, they're eating the fish, they're eating the crocs, and then they grow
a little more and they're eating things like capybara and they're eating larger prey.
And then at the end of their life, a female anaconda, you're talking about a 25, 30-foot,
300, 400-pound snake with a head bigger than a football.
And these things, that means that they impact the entire ecosystem, which is very unique.
- So it moves up the food chain to become basically--
- An apex predator.
- The apex predator.
- Yeah, the apex predator of the rivers.
- That's how interesting, it's just eating your way up the food chain.
- Eating your way up the food chain, if you can survive.
And they're constantly at war with everything else.
So I showed up in the Amazon, I was like, "So where are the anacondas at?"
And they were like, "Oh, no, no, no, it's not like that."
They're like, "You have to find these things.
"They're subterranean, they're living in the special swamps.
"People kill them."
And so we went to the floating forest after we'd come back from an expedition.
We'd caught like a 12-foot anaconda.
And now it's become like this classic photo of me and JJ with this anaconda over our shoulders.
And we were like, "We 12 days out in the jungle on a hunting trip."
And we came back and we showed his dad.
And Santiago looked at us and he was like, "That's the smallest anacondita I've ever seen."
He's like, "You guys are pathetic."
- Oh, man, 12 foot.
- And he was like, "Look, you go to the...
"Go."
He was like, "Go."
He's like, "I'm giving you permission.
"Go to the buoy, go to the floating forest."
And so we went to this place and we reached there at night.
And it was me, JJ, and one of his brothers.
And his brother took one look at it and was like, "I'm out."
And he started walking back.
And me and JJ get to the edge of this thing.
And this is our friendship.
It's both these two idiots pushing each other farther and farther.
And I put a foot on the ground and it all shook.
And the stars are reflecting on the ground.
And what we realized is that it's a lake with floating grass on top of it.
- Yeah.
- And there's islands of grass floating on this lake, very life of Pi.
And the tops of trees are coming out of the surface of the water.
And so we start walking across this and JJ's going, "These are big anacondas."
And I'm going, "JJ, that's a two foot wide, smooth path snaking through the grass.
"There's no anaconda that big."
- Yeah.
- He was going, "Shh, they're listening."
I said, "They don't have ears."
He goes, "They're listening."
And he's like, "We're walking and we're walking."
And then it's like, maybe it's like 1 a.m. or something.
And it was just like one of those moments where we saw it at the same time.
And we're standing by the tail.
And the snake was so big that, I mean, this must've been a 25 foot anaconda dead asleep
with probably a 16 foot anaconda sprawled across her.
And they're laying in the starlight and we're floating on top of a lake,
standing there in the middle of the Amazon.
And JJ just, I could feel the blood drain out of his face.
And as I go, however old I was, maybe 20 years old, I just said,
"If we could somehow show people this,
"we'll be on the front cover of National Geographic
"and we can protect all the jungle that we want."
And so I tried to catch it.
- Yeah.
- So I jumped on the snake.
And the only measurement I have of this animal is that
when I wrapped my arms around it, I couldn't touch my fingers.
- Yeah.
- And so I was, my feet were dragging.
And to her credit, this anaconda did not turn around and eat me
'cause her head was this big.
And she went and she reached the edge of the grass island
and she starts plunging into the dark.
And so I'm watching the stars vibrate as this anaconda is going.
And I had to make the choice of either going headfirst
down into the black, which no thank you,
or stopping and just keeping my hand on this thing
as it raced by me.
And I just felt the scales and the muscle and the power go by.
And then eventually tapered down to the tail
until it slipped away into the darkness.
And I was laying there just panting.
And then I turned around and went, "JJ, what the fuck?
"Where were you, man?"
And he was just like completely white circuits blown.
And I had to go then like, kind of like take care of him.
I was like, "Are you okay?"
And he was like, "No."
You know, he just couldn't.
And so we came back with that.
And then after that, we were like, "Okay."
- We have to.
- Clearly the parameters of reality that we thought were possible
are just a tiny fraction of what's out there.
Like we now, that sort of recalibrated us.
We were like, "Okay, we're rubbing up against things
"that are bigger than we thought were ever possible."
And so we were like, "Okay, now we need to concentrate on this."
- So how dangerous is that creature?
To humans?
- To humans, not at all.
I mean, our cook's father-in-law was eaten by an anaconda,
but like, you know, then again like--
- Look at the way you say that story.
Sometimes it happens.
- It happens.
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I mean, come on, every now and then somebody gets stung by a bee and dies.
Like, you know, once in a while it happens.
But you gotta have a really big anaconda, really hungry.
And like anybody that works in the wild, I mean, just, you know,
if you walk up to a crocodile, even a giant Nile crocodile,
you walk up to them, most of the time they're gonna run into the water.
They don't want confrontation.
They hunt in their way, on their terms, sneaky.
You're not gonna see 'em.
And so with an anaconda, it's like, yeah, if you're, I mean, the guy who got eaten,
like if you're drunk and you go to the edge of the water
and you go for a midnight swim by yourself in an Amazonian lake,
I mean, whose fault is that?
- But if you jump on an anaconda and try to hold on, then you're safe.
- Yes, apparently.
I mean, I think at this point, we've, you know, the research we've done,
I think I've handled or caught, you know, over 80 anacondas in the field.
And not one of them has bitten me.
They always choose flight over fight.
They're like, just leave me alone, let me go.
I'm just gonna crawl under this thing.
They're not an aggressive animal.
I mean, no snake, no, I actually like, I kind of like,
the only time I get particular with like, you know, the words is like,
people go, that's an aggressive, black mambas are aggressive.
And I go, no, no snake is aggressive.
A rattlesnake is gonna rattle to say, hey, back up.
A cobra is gonna stand up and show you its hood.
And people go, oh, look, he's being aggressive.
No, he's not being aggressive.
He's going, don't step on me.
Don't make me do this.
They're actually being very peaceful.
That's the way I look at it.
'Cause if there was a cobra in the corner of this room right now,
he would crawl under the curtain and we'd never see him again.
- Yeah, it's like Genghis Khan, before conquering the villages,
he always offered for them to join the army.
- Doesn't need to be like this.
- Yeah, join us, nobody gets destroyed.
- There you go.
- If you want to be proud and fight for your country, then--
- Then oblige him.
- Exactly, okay.
So how do you catch, actually, let's step back
because there is, in part, you are a bit of a snake whisperer.
So what is it that others don't understand
that you do about snakes?
What's maybe a misconception?
Or what have you learned from the language you speak
that snakes understand?
- I don't know, it's an animal that has many times in my life,
I've been responsible for helping.
I started catching snakes when I was very young.
I'd watch Steve Irwin and go out and catch a garter snake
or a black rat snake in New York.
And then I had a rule, I said,
I have to catch 100 non-venomous snakes
before I'm allowed to handle a venomous snake,
if I ever need to handle a venomous snake.
And then I was on a trail one time,
I think in Harriman State Park,
and some guy, like some big hero, he tells us,
he's like, "Back up, I'm gonna get this."
And he picks up a stick and he goes to assault
this poor copperhead that's sitting on the trail.
And so at 16 years old, I had to go and shoulder
this guy out of the way.
And I got the thing by the tail and used a stick
to very gently just put it off the trail.
Copperhead was not gonna do anything to him,
but he wanted to beat his chest
and show his wife that he was tough.
But then in India, I've lived in India
for five years at this point, in and out, periodically.
And snakes are always getting into people's kitchens.
One time we had a king cobra get into someone's kitchen,
an 11-foot snake, like a monster, like a god of a snake.
This thing stood up, it would stand up,
it'd be able to look at you over the table.
(Lex laughing)
And this terrifying monster thing,
giant gorilla dog thing,
we caught it with one of the local snake catchers
and we brought it out and he goes,
"You know, I wonder why it was in the kitchen."
Yeah, looking for food.
And they go, "No, they eat snakes.
"King cobra, Ophiophagus hannah, they eat snakes."
And he goes, "She's thirsty."
And so we got a bottle of water and we got footage of this.
And she's standing up, she's going,
"Don't make me kill you, don't make me kill you.
"You're scaring me right now, I don't wanna kill you."
We took the bottle of water and we poured it on her nose
and she started drinking.
You could see her just drinking.
And the snake just took this long drink,
she drank a whole water bottle
and then said, "Thank you so much," and crawled off.
And it's like, to me, the fact that people are scared
of snakes, they have symbolic hatred of snakes.
Someone's evil and sneaky, we call them a snake.
And to me, it's like, when I take volunteers or researchers
or students out into the jungle and we find an emerald tree boa
or an Amazon tree boa or a vine snake,
and it's like, it's one of the few animals,
like you can't really catch a bird and show it to people.
You're gonna scare the bird, its feathers are gonna come out,
you might give it a heart attack.
Snakes, you can lift up a snake.
If there's a snake in the room right now,
I could lift it up and say, "Lex, here,
"this is how you hold it."
And we could interact calmly with this thing
and then put it back on its branch and then it'll go.
And I've seen what that does to people.
I've seen how, the wonder in their eyes.
And so to me, snakes have always been this incredible link
to teach people about wildlife, about nature.
Because they have naturally a lot of fear
towards this creature and to realize
that the fear is not justified, is not grounded,
or is not as deeply grounded in reality.
Of course, there's always New Yorker snakes, right?
There's always gonna be an asshole snake here and there.
- You're coming for me, man.
(Lex laughing)
- Well, okay, so back to the anaconda.
How do you catch an anaconda?
Like what, how do you handle,
'cause it's such a 25 foot or even 12 foot,
these giant snakes.
How do you deal with this creature?
How do you interact with them?
- We had to learn how to do that.
'Cause one of the first ones we caught that I would say,
maybe like a 16 footer, which is no joke of a snake,
girth of a basketball, let's say.
We're on the canoe and this is the early days.
Like now we're at a whole different level,
but this is back when we were barefoot and shirtless
and just guys in the Amazon.
And JJ's like, "Get out."
I would just listen to him.
He'd be like, "Get off the boat.
"You come from the top, we're gonna come from the bottom."
I was like, "Oh, okay."
I just did as I was told.
I came in, the snake is all curled up, dead asleep.
She's got some butterflies on her eyes,
trying to get salt and stuff.
And all of a sudden I see the tongue, zoom, zoom.
And I'm like, "She's awake."
And I'm like, "Guys, guys, guys."
And they're paying attention to not crashing the boat,
to getting over there.
And we're all trying to run.
Snake starts going into the water.
So I run ahead, grab this snake, get her by the head.
So you got her by the head.
You think, "Okay, she can't get me."
I got her right behind the head.
And it's about this thick, the neck.
- What's that feel like, sorry to interrupt,
like grabbing this thing with his giant head.
- It's exciting, it's amazing.
It's scary.
- How hard is it to hold?
- It's not that hard to hold.
The scary part is the moment of,
it's like if you've ever done a cliff dive or something,
it's that moment where you go, "Do it, do it."
The time, like, "Do it."
And your body's going, "Do not do that."
And then you're like, "I gotta just do it."
And you do it.
- Because you can't just gently flirt with it.
You have to grab the thing.
- No, and it's like crossing the street
when there's a bus coming.
It's like, if you hesitate, it's more dangerous.
So you just, you go for it and I got her.
And I was like, "I got her."
And then a coil goes over my wrists.
And all of a sudden my wrists slap together.
And you feel this squeeze that can crush the bones
out of an animal bigger than me.
And the next coil comes very quickly over my neck.
And now I'm on my knees with my arms tied.
If I wanted to let go of the snake, I couldn't.
And my shoulders are coming together.
My collarbone is about to break.
And I tried to yell for JJ and all that came out was,
(JJ burps)
There was nothing.
And so that's what they do to their prey.
So I attacked, as far as the snake knows, I attacked.
She doesn't know that.
I just want to measure her.
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- You started off as the big spoon,
but then the snake became the big spoon.
- The snake very much became the big spoon.
And I would say I was 15 seconds away
from having my entire rib cage collapsed.
And then JJ showed up and grabbed the tail
and just started unwrapping this thing.
And then we got, but now we have a system.
Now we know, I've gotten more head catches than anybody.
So I'm usually point guy.
- You're the first, the point guy.
- I'm the point guy.
- Okay, taking the big risky first step.
- Yes, although it could be argued
that there's a similarly large risk for the tail guy
because anaconda's defense
is to take a giant projectile shit.
And so the person that gets the tail
is gonna smell like anaconda
for like at least a week.
- Yes, it's the least pleasant.
You're taking the most dangerous one there.
They have the least pleasant job.
This is fascinating.
- But what's really fascinating though
is that because they're the apex predator,
they're eating the fish, they're eating the birds,
they're eating everything.
And everything in this riparian ecosystem
is absorbing the mercury
that's coming off the gold mining in the region.
And so anacondas can be indicative for us
of how is mercury moving through this ecosystem.
And this is a region where we've lost
hundreds of thousands of acres to artisanal gold mining
where they use mercury to bind the gold.
They cut the forest, burn the forest,
and then they run water through the sand.
And the sand particles have bits of gold in it,
not chunks, but just little,
almost microscopic flecks of gold.
And then they use the mercury to bind that.
And then they burn off the mercury.
And that vapor goes up into the clouds,
just like everything else.
It's all connected down there.
And then rains down into the rivers.
And so the people in the region are having birth defects
from the amount of mercury that's in the water.
And so we were starting at one point
when we were doing most of our anaconda research,
we were learning things like these animals
actually aren't just ambush predators,
which is what most of the literature would tell you
is that anacondas are ambush predators.
No, they actually go hunting.
They'll go find clay licks and salt deposits
and they'll wait there.
They'll actually pursue animals.
And we were trying to take tissue samples
to find out if anacondas could be used
to study how mercury is moving through the ecosystem.
And so that was really, it became,
can we use these animals not only as ambassadors
for wildlife because everybody wants to see the anacondas,
but also what can we learn from studying
this very, very little understood apex predator?
- And one of the things you can learn
is how mercury moves through the ecosystem,
which can damage the ecosystem
in all kinds of different ways.
- Yeah, it's brutal, man.
The gold mining that's happening down there is,
it's funny 'cause we've been hearing a lot,
recently, about the cobalt mines in Africa.
And it's like where we are in the Amazon,
we were down there with ABC News,
I wanna say like a year and a half ago
with my friend, Matt Gutman,
who's the chief correspondent for ABC.
And he wanted to see the Amazon fires.
He wanted to see some wildlife.
He wanted to see the areas that we're protecting.
And then he goes, "I wanna see the gold mining areas."
And I'd never gotten in so deep,
but we met these Russian guys.
You can't go with the Peruvian.
They will kill you.
Our lawyer's father was assassinated
for standing up to the gold miners.
There was two Russian guys though
who had a legal mining concession somehow
way out past the machine gun guarded limit of the Pampas,
which is where they do all this gold mining.
And we got in there and took footage
of the desert that is forming
in what used to be the headwaters of the Amazon rainforest.
And it's like, there is a massive global scale
ecological crime happening down there
that you can see from space
from this unregulated gold mining.
And the cops can't go there
'cause they will be murdered.
It's completely lawless.
- What's the machine gun limit exactly?
- It's the border of this area
that they call the Pampas,
which is where the rainforest has been cut
and completely destroyed.
And it looks like Mars.
It's just sand.
And inside of this area are gold miners.
And we tried to get in there to film years ago.
And there's just a lot of guys with machine guns
who don't let that happen.
- And what the Russian guys have access to?
- The Russian guys had access somehow.
They'd come down with a bit of money
and they had a new system.
Yeah.
And actually what was interesting is
while I was in there, they're very friendly
and really, really two friendly gold miners.
And one of them while I was there,
he kind of tapped me on the shoulder.
He was like, "Look at those guys."
He was like, "Those guys over there?"
He goes, "I just heard them say your name."
And he goes, "That's not a good thing."
He goes, "They know exactly who you are."
And he goes, "I wouldn't keep posting to Instagram
about gold mining in the Amazon."
And I was like, "Okay, thanks for the warning."
And then in June, somebody pulled up beside me
on a motorcycle and I got a more stern warning.
- Do they pay attention to the flow of information?
'Cause they don't want the world to find out.
- Oh, the last thing they want is to be shut down.
But the gold miners are notorious for
just whacking people and throwing them
in a pile of gold mining leftovers.
It's really like the Peruvian government
has to get the military to go after them.
Like the work we've done with gold miners,
converting them into conservationists has all been like,
I mean, I've seen the Peruvian Navy come down
and literally blow up gold mining barges.
And it's a war.
It's a war being fought in the Amazon.
- So it's possible to convert them into conservationists?
What's that process like?
Or is that like, you say that in jest?
- No, I say that in absolute sincerity.
We went upriver, up the Malinowski River several years ago,
I think it was 2018,
and everyone was like, "You are going to die.
"You will be shot and killed."
And the reason we were able to do it with relative safety
was that the gold miner that we were going with
was the brother-in-law of one of my closest friends
down there, our expedition chef
and one of the directors of Jungle Keepers.
And they said, "Look, you can go, just keep a low profile."
And so I went up with a photographer
and we spent a week there and dead animals everywhere,
deforestation everywhere.
I mean, the things that we saw were so horrible.
And we're living with these gold miners that are,
you know, they're getting their gold,
they're burning off the mercury.
I watched a guy smoking a cigarette,
burning the mercury off of his gold
with the vapor going straight into his face
with his child right there.
I mean, unbelievable negligence of just sanity.
And then towards the end of the week,
the Peruvian Navy comes down the river
and everyone starts scrambling.
And I was like, "I'm just going to sit here
"with my hands up 'cause," you know.
And they didn't even stop.
They found the gold mining barge.
You know, they have a floating thing in the river
that just plumbs the bottom of the river,
just sucks all the sediment up.
And they stopped and they strapped a bunch of explosives
to this motor.
And good Lord, the sound of this explosion.
And there was just hot metal raining down
all over the place.
And then they just went, a bunch of guys in fatigues.
And they just kind of like looked at us like, "Peace."
And I sat there with this gold miner and I went, "Now what?"
And he went, "Well, now I got to go get a new motor."
And I went, "Why don't you just do something else?"
And he goes, "What else is there?"
And I went, "Look what we do."
And I sat there with my phone and I was like,
"See this?
"These are pretty tourists and we feed them food
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"and we show them tarantulas and macaws."
And he looked at this and he went, "Wow."
He goes, "That looks like so much fun."
And I went, "It is so much fun."
I said, "We show people, we bring students to the jungle."
He goes, "So you're saying if I build you a lodge,
"you'll bring people?"
I said, "Yeah."
And I came back a year later and he sat there
with a chainsaw, a handsaw and some nails.
And he cut down like 17 palm trees
and he built an ecotourism lodge.
- So you give them another channel of survival.
- Yes.
- Of making money.
And that's what we've been doing through Jungle Keepers
for loggers and for all kinds of extractors
is just saying, "Look, what do you make?
"You make $15 a day destroying the ancient trees
"of the jungle.
"What if we paid you $35 a day to have a uniform
"and a job and health insurance and security
"and you just protect it and use all of the jungle knowledge
"you've gained as a logger to protect this place?"
- Who are the loggers trying to destroy the Amazon?
Can you say a little bit more about it?
Is that as a threat to the Amazon rainforest?
- A lot of them are really close friends of mine.
They're people that need to make a living.
And they're jungle people who, you know,
the rainforest is a very challenging,
especially the Amazon is a very challenging environment.
So you have these people who, they have a chainsaw,
they have a job opportunity,
they go out and they cut the trees.
And a lot of these guys grew up fishing,
they grew up in the jungle, they know how to do it.
And so for them, it's a way to like, they also love it.
So this is the thing, these are outdoorsmen.
These are guys that love the jungle.
And so they, you know, in the '90s,
we had the mahogany boom
where they went out after the mahogany
and you almost can't find a mahogany tree
in the jungle anymore.
And if you wanna talk about like carbon sequestration
in the rainforest, the ancient hardwoods hold like 60%
of the carbon of the whole rainforest.
They have an outsized disproportionate mass
from that ancient density of the wood.
And so these loggers go out
and they cut the wood that's most valuable
and then they bring it back to town and they sell it.
And then people like us buy it
and put it on our kitchen floors.
And, you know, and so the thing is,
when I got to the Amazon, it was, you know,
loggers are the bad guys.
And if you talk to, you know, a lot of like the PhDs
that I worked with down there were, you know,
always very at odds with the miners,
at odds with the loggers.
And then I'd be with JJ and JJ would sit down
and he'd be like, "Hey, let's pour a drink.
"Oh, they have masato, let's all sit down."
And like, we'd all be chilling and throwing them back
with a bunch of loggers.
And then the opportunity through not vilifying these people
came to be like, "Oh, these guys are great."
You know, and then of course out in the wild,
every now and then something will happen.
You'll see somebody's boat flipped over
and you go help them out.
And then that creates a certain type of kinship.
- So they're ultimately people who love,
who love the same thing you love.
- Often, yeah.
Even if they don't love it,
they're people that aren't necessarily
looking to destroy it.
I've met loggers who have looked at trees
they're about to cut and gone, "Ah, this is a shame.
"Start it up."
You know, they're just like,
"This is where the paycheck comes from."
- Let's come back briefly to anacondas.
Can you tell me this whole situation
with Discovery's eaten alive?
There's some drama and controversy around that.
Can you explain that whole saga with Discovery,
with your whole effort?
Maybe outside of even the drama, the initial thing,
which I now feel you're sufficiently insane
to actually do of being eaten by an anaconda.
Is that actually possible to survive something like that?
- I mean, if an anaconda swallows you
while you're wearing the suit that they made, maybe.
But that was, in hindsight, that was the result of,
look, I go to the jungle
and you start seeing these beautiful places,
these incredible species.
You start developing a relationship with these animals
and then you watch it get destroyed.
Every year we watch it burn.
Every year, places that are crucial to my soul,
I have seen leveled and turned to ash.
And at some point we started going,
someone has to do something about this.
And you look to your right and you look to your left
and there is no one 'cause it's the middle of the Amazon.
And the rainforests have been being destroyed
since the '70s, it's a cliche.
And so we started trying to do something about it.
And so I started putting a little bit more emphasis
on publicity, a little bit more emphasis
on getting the message out there.
And so I started trying to see what was gonna work.
You just start firing shots in the dark and seeing,
and JJ's going, you have to help us do something.
And I'm going, okay.
And so from 18 years old, now I'm 23 years old.
And all of a sudden, this place isn't foreign to me anymore.
It's home.
And so-- - You're trying to think
of all the different ways you can bring attention
to this place that you care about that's being destroyed.
- Yeah, you're standing next to a boulder of progress,
of destruction, and it's about to roll onto the forest
and just destroy it and snuff out all that life.
And no one's there to do anything about it.
And so you go, is there any way that I could put myself
in front of this boulder and hold it back?
And you're talking about the global economic reality.
It's just such a massive, it's systemic.
- So what's the most dramatic possible thing I could do?
- Exactly.
So when you find yourself flown to LA
as a 23-year-old dude, and you're sitting there
with some guy who's spinning a pen
and got his feet up on the desk,
and going, what can you show us down there?
And you go, I could show you the biggest anacondas
in the world, and we could talk about mercury
and bioaccumulation, and we could show people
how these animals are misunderstood.
And we go on a big expedition,
and we could be the coolest show ever.
And he goes, yeah, not good enough.
And you go, okay.
And so that cycled through a bunch of times.
And someone at some point in one of those meetings said,
what if we show people that anacondas
really can eat humans?
And I went, how is that a good show?
You want me to feed someone to an anaconda?
And I said, I mean, I kind of joked,
like, what if, you know, I was like,
the only way that's feasible is if you like make a suit
with a breathing apparatus and let the snake eat you,
and then come back out safely,
and make sure you don't hurt the snake.
And they were like, kid, you're on.
And I was like, oh, shit.
- So I should mention a small tangent.
I think I mentioned to you offline,
due to travel troubles,
where I traveled to the totally wrong part
of the United States on my way to Boston.
And on my way to Boston,
I did a conversation with Mr. Beast, Jimmy.
And I got a chance to hang out with him for the day.
And one of the things we did is have
a lengthy brainstorm session with his team,
or I was observing it.
- Sure, sure.
- But it was interesting because he's probably way better
at that conversation that you had with the guy in LA,
than the guy in LA, obviously,
because he's made, he's revolutionizing entertainment.
And he's also doing philanthropy,
which he's trying to figure out how to help the world
with that kind of stuff.
So I would love to actually,
I'll send him a message to see what his thoughts,
just brainstorm.
He's so strong at this.
Literally take the situation you're facing.
Here's the place that I really care about
is being burned down, is being destroyed.
What's the sexy video?
- Yeah, well, how do you get people to watch something
that's, you know, we all change the channel
when they show us the kids in Africa
with the swollen stomachs, nobody wants to see it.
And it's like, with the rainforest,
like we know, we know, we know.
And I'm going, I could give data all day long.
I could show photos of burning forest.
And so I was looking for what would do it.
And so the Eatin' Alive thing,
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without spending too much time on a massive misstep was,
I agreed to do it.
They paid me at the time more money than I had made before,
which I very much needed
'cause nobody pays you to be a conservationist.
So I was a very poor 23 year old.
It was like, yes, I would love that, please.
And I thought, you know what?
This is the start of a TV career.
We got shafted so bad.
I mean, they used, somehow they changed our voices.
They changed the things we said.
They changed the message of the film.
There was one point where we had caught a 19 foot snake
and I was holding her head.
And I said, this is such a beautiful animal.
The queen of the Amazon.
This is such a great moment for me.
I kissed her on the head.
I said, she's made so many babies.
Look at the scars.
I was talking about just the poetry
of this incredible dragon.
And then the producer goes, yeah, yeah, yeah, that's great.
Listen, if that was to bite you, what would happen?
And I was like, oh, well, if it bit you, you'd bleed out
'cause it would lacerate down to the...
That's what they put in the film.
And so day of, they didn't show me the film
until the night before I went on Matt Lauer's show.
And I said, I am not endorsing this film.
And they had called it Expedition on the call sheet.
They'd called it Expedition EA, Expedition Amazon.
All of a sudden they changed it to Eaten Alive.
And I went, wait guys, wait, wait, wait.
I said, you're gonna make people think
that it actually happened, not that we're attempting it.
And I say, I'm not.
And then they called me and they said,
you better, you're going on live TV tomorrow.
They said, you let us know what level of control
we need to show for you, right?
It was a very threatening phone call.
And so I had to go out and smile for the cameras
and endorse something that was a train wreck.
And the scientific community was like, you're an idiot.
We don't wanna ever see you again.
I lost a lot of opportunities.
PETA came, which, you know, PETA, whatever.
But PETA came out, people were like,
you were trying to hurt a snake, which I would never do.
And then the American public was like, you know,
you said you were gonna get eaten by a snake and you didn't.
And so everyone was pissed.
I basically had to exile myself to India for like six months.
And just, I mean, I had death threats
coming through all my messages.
People were furious with me.
- What gave you strength to that?
How difficult was that psychologically?
Just everything you care about
being completely kind of flipped upside down.
- I've spent so much time on the ground
with the local people, learning from the wildlife.
It's such a devout and important thing to me.
And it got turned into a sideshow.
It got turned into a joke.
And then not just a joke, it got turned into that
I'm somehow bad to animals.
I'm irresponsible scientifically.
Jimmy Kimmel told me to have sex with a hippo
as my next stunt.
Like, it was like, it got really ugly
and it misfired so bad.
And when you hear these like motivational speakers
talk about, you just gotta keep trying.
And sometimes you're gonna fail hard.
It was like that one, I got hit in the head
with a baseball bat.
That one was tough.
And at the time I was like, I'm fine.
And I was like, I'm gonna go away for a while.
And I learned a lot though.
Like at this point, I'm still glad I did it
because man, did I learn a lot about
what a room full of people that you don't know
who could look you in the eye and shake your hand
and say, trust us.
Ooh boy.
- Do you have on a human level of resentment
towards discovery, towards the people involved,
be able to forgive them?
- I don't care.
It literally, that's what they do.
You know, they literally put out a documentary
saying that mermaids were real.
You know, it's--
- Wait a minute, wait a minute.
They're not?
Listen.
(laughing)
No, I said that, I'm not even touching that one.
- It is true.
- The document, there is a--
- There is a documentary where they duped
a bunch of scientists who are like oceanographers
and they like showed them ancient footage of,
you know, mariners saying that seals were mermaids.
Who cares?
I was young, I got brought to Hollywood
and I got spit out the other side.
And that's on me.
That's not their fault.
You know, there's that parable about the frog
who gives the scorpion a ride across the water.
And then at the end, he says, I'll give you a ride.
Just don't sting me.
And they get to the other side
and the scorpion stings him.
And the frog goes, why did you do that?
And the scorpion goes, I'm a scorpion.
- Yeah.
- That's, it's not their fault.
- It's in my nature.
But now that you've become much more well-known
and much more successful what you do,
you have a platform.
Can you return to those people and use it,
the machine to get more and more attention?
Is that something you work on?
Or do you prefer to work completely outside?
- I think that most of the success that we've had now
in protecting the rainforest
and the levels that we've reached are so far.
I think back to those barefoot days
of catching snakes with JJ and the boat.
And now the massive ecological reserve we have
and the team of rangers and the converted loggers.
And all of that is because of the ability to communicate
and to show people.
But that's all been through social media.
And so I'm open to the fact, you know,
if somebody came and gave a sort of like Bourdainian pass
where they said, look, you can be yourself.
You can swear, you can fart.
You can smoke, you can do whatever you wanna do.
Go out there and show us the real thing.
I would love to.
But now I know how those contracts need to be.
I need to have right to refusal and they can't change them.
And so I'd almost rather just do it
like the way I think like Mr. Beast does stuff
where it's like, you get a crew guys and some seed money
and go film the episodes and put it out.
I mean, a committee never helped real art be better.
It has to come from the source of inspiration.
So I think, you know, you get JJ and a crew of people
or the guys in Africa that I'm working with right now
doing elephant conservation and like,
but you gotta show real.
I mean, look, that's why Joe Rogan is important right now.
That's why you're important right now
is because it's not being filtered through
this ridiculous system of polishing it and dumbing it down.
- Yeah, that's why Joe has been an inspiration.
You don't need a crew of a bunch of people.
You don't need a crew period.
All you need is one or two other people and that's it.
And in my case, you don't need anybody.
I've been doing this by requirement.
I just need to be by myself.
There's a few other folks now
that help with the editing and so on,
but it's just, they make life more awesome
as opposed to a boss that's a creative director.
Somebody told me actually, I was visiting LA.
I think it was in LA.
They were saying that now for all intimate scenes
in Hollywood movies, there's an intimacy director.
So when there's two people having sex,
there's a third person that ensures that,
on film, so it's not real, but there's still intimacy,
there's a third person that ensures
that everyone is comfortable.
And the actors say that this always ruins
the chemistry of the scene.
- Yeah.
- And so it's a very Hollywood thing.
I understand there's creepy people and so on.
- I understand.
Thanks, Harvey Weinstein.
(laughing)
- It's usually, I think, comes from the director
pushing things too hard.
If you just leave it to the actors,
they know their boundaries,
they can control their own boundaries.
So the intimacy director is more for the director
pushing things, you know, there's Werner Herzog.
- I understand the logic.
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Let's make sure that we don't have anything happen here
that shouldn't be happening.
I get it, but I, yeah.
But no, I think that authenticity is the greatest currency.
And I think that in order for me to tell the stories
that I can tell, like, you know,
what changed the game for me was,
I wanna tell you this story.
- Sure.
- So in 2019, the Amazon Fire started popping off
and we had just gone to film, like a month earlier,
we'd filmed like a small documentary.
And they'd been following me as if I was on a solo,
which, you know, we did the best we could.
I lived on my own.
But as we were driving, we passed a spot
where the flames were 70 feet tall.
The forest was being destroyed.
And I went out there with my phone,
which overheated in like two minutes
and said, you can't use it.
But for a second, I was out there in the flames,
picking up animals and throwing them off
to try and just get them cooled off.
I was trying to get snakes out of there.
Everything was, the birds are flying
and I fucking lost it.
I was red-eyed, I was crying and I was going,
this is happening every fucking day.
I was screaming.
And it's the first time that I'd done that.
'Cause I've seen the burning so many times
and I just lost it that day.
And I don't know what made me pull out my phone
'cause usually in those intense moments,
I say, forget the documentation, this is real life.
We got stuff to do and I'm doing, I'm not documenting.
And then a month later, I'm home and I'm in New York.
And all of a sudden I see these articles like,
the Amazon's burning worse this year
than it was last year and blah, blah, blah.
And I was like this, you know, fucking.
And I threw it up on Instagram, like eight o'clock at night.
And I'd never, like I'd never cursed on Instagram.
I don't know why, I just never did.
And my phone was on a hundred percent
and I put it on top of the refrigerator and I went to bed.
And I woke up in the morning
and my phone was on the floor on 2%
and it was ringing off the hook and it was like the news.
And they were like, are you the guy
that posted that viral video about the Amazon?
And I was like, what?
- Yeah.
- And that was the start, that's where it broke.
And that's where we went from barefoot in the Amazon
to all of a sudden, I was a talking head for three weeks
and going around on all these news stations.
And all of a sudden I was like the spokesperson
for the Amazon and JJ's calling me
and he was like, go, go, go, go, go, like get us that support.
And it was just, so communicating with people
and bringing them into that reality.
And whether it's rhino poaching and elephant poaching
or the Amazon being destroyed, it's like, to me,
it's like being able to take people into that
is something that I would love to do.
- Yeah, and you do it directly
with authenticity on your Instagram.
People should definitely follow your Instagram.
I think Rogan follows your Instagram too.
- Well, the end of that story actually kind of involves him
because yeah, 'cause I went to all these news outlets
and I was living in green rooms and traveling around
and I was all strung out and I hadn't seen anybody
I actually know in a few weeks,
which was starting to get to me.
And I finally got home and I went to like a family party
and everyone's like, dude, it's been crazy.
And I was like, yup.
And then I left and my cousin Michael calls me
and he's screaming and I'm going, what, what, what, what?
And he goes, Joe Rogan just shared it.
Joe Rogan just shared it.
- Oh, nice.
- And everyone was losing their shit
and it was so amazing.
And it was like, that's when it really took off.
And what happened as a result of all of this
is that a Canadian entrepreneur who started Lightspeed
reached out and several months later after COVID,
after that boom, I'd been in the game
for maybe 13 years or something.
I had no money, no savings, no job, no nothing.
And after that great publicity thing, nothing happened.
The waves came and everything got real exciting.
Everybody reached out and they said, we care so much.
Nothing happened though.
We can run into battle,
but if we don't have our arrows in the quiver,
what can we do?
And I actually, I made a phone call to my friend Mohsen
right at the start of COVID and I was going through a divorce
and I was broke and I said, I'm gonna get a job.
I said, I give up.
So this is stupid.
I said, the ecotourism business is done.
Jungle Keepers has dried up.
We're done.
And then this guy Dax De Silva called me on the phone
and said, listen, I'm in, what do we gotta do?
And so if the analogy was me and JJ
and a few other people trying to hold this boulder back
from just destroying the rainforest,
all of a sudden Dax comes in like a Titan
and just puts his arm out and just goes, I'm gonna help.
And he gave us the funding to start actually developing
a ranger program, to start actually bringing loggers
to be protectors of the forest,
to be supporting smaller conservation things.
And now we're protecting 50,000 acres of rainforest.
We're protecting entire streams and ecosystems that I love.
And we're soon gonna double that.
And it's like this whole thing.
So yeah, the communication of these things is crucial.
And I actually think it's incredible
that social media has played such a big role in it.
- Well, I mean, just 'cause I know Joe well
and I love him so much, I definitely think
you should do his podcast, but also just be friends with him.
I think you guys, he's one, not to meme,
but he's one with nature and I'm much more with the,
I'm one, while I do appreciate and love nature,
I also love technology and robots and so on.
So in that meme type of way, we're very different.
- Well, either way, at some point,
make sure you tell the guy, thank you,
because it definitely really helped push us over that limit
where if enough people see it, you get someone like Dax
who says, I can help and I have the resources to help.
And that changed our whole lives.
- Changed everything.
Back to the jungle, you had a bunch of interactions
with jaguars.
- How are you still alive?
- Man, dude, jags aren't the, I'll tell you this,
jags are not the danger, the falling trees are the danger.
I'll tell you some elephant stories
and then you'll wonder why I'm still alive.
But jags, I've, so JJ started and Santiago, his dad,
started challenging me to do solos,
go out alone into the wild style.
I'd have a hammock, a headlamp, three days worth of food,
some fish hooks, a machete, that's it.
And so like one of the stories that happened early on
was I was out there and it was raining and I was lost
and this is how we test your jungle knowledge.
Can you survive out there?
Do you know how to find food?
Have you listened to the things that we taught you?
And there was one night that I was in a hammock
and a jaguar came up and I was asleep when it happened
and she came up right next to my head
and she was, and I could hear her smelling me.
And then my first instinct was to turn on my headlamp
and just the sound of my arm moving against the material
and she just, like she just right here,
I could feel her breath and I just laid there in the dark.
And that's one of those moments where you go,
you really learn a lot about yourself
because I wasn't scared.
I felt like I understood the intentions of the cat.
If she was hunting, I'd already be dead.
She was curious and I was lost
and I didn't know if I was ever gonna get out of that jungle
but what she did was energize me
'cause it was an experience like the giant anaconda
where I said, this is so wild
that it's so almost cinematically outside the realm
of what I thought my life could be like,
that it made me like, wait,
'cause the previous day I was lost, tired, confused,
kind of devastated, tail between my legs.
After that, I was like, man,
you've been waiting for this your whole life, go get it.
And I like woke up and I was like, I am gonna navigate,
even though I've been in this swamp for three days,
I'm gonna find my way out of this swamp.
And like, she just like breathed fire into me
where it was like, it was like, if that's possible,
if I could be six inches away from a jaguar's face,
then I got that energy from her.
- So you're able to start to really hear
and feel the jungle around you.
- Yeah.
- That was a sign that you know what you're doing.
- It really felt like a sign, it really did.
- How do you survive on a solo hike through the jungle?
What are the different components?
What are the different dangers?
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So you said you had a hammock, you had some food.
What kind of food, by the way, are we talking about?
- Nuts, stuff that won't go bad.
'Cause you can't, so you can't really start a fire
in the Amazon.
Like I'm a good, I mean, I camp all over the place.
I'm a wilderness guide.
Starting a fire in the Amazon is futile.
In fact, a lot of survival manuals will tell you,
don't do it, 'cause if you're really lost,
it'll break your spirit.
You're not gonna be able to do it.
- That's dark.
- Yeah, they're like, don't even try it.
But you can still get like hyperthermia from,
if you get wet and you lay out in the jungle,
you could still, exposure can still get you.
So you want fire.
I even, in the beginning, I used to bring like ramen noodles,
which is, nutritionally is irrelevant.
And so I started bringing like nuts
and then supplementing that with fish,
which forced me to become a very good fisherman.
And now of course, JJ knows that he can like,
they can cut certain roots and they bash it up
and they put it in the stream
and the fish just float to the top and they take with them.
So like, he's got like, he's got all the cheat codes.
- Yeah.
- Whereas like, I'm sitting there with a hook
and then he's like, he'll go, now find bait.
And I go, bait, in the most competitive ecosystem on earth,
good luck finding a worm.
You can't do it.
What does JJ do?
He takes the machete, looks at his foot,
cuts a slug of callus off of his heel
'cause he's got this thick rhino skin.
- Nice.
- Puts that on the hook, catches a six inch fish,
chops it in half, puts it on a bigger hook.
- Oh, that looks big.
- And in 15 minutes, he's got a four foot giant catfish
that could feed a family of 16 and he's happy.
I'm sitting there and I'm like,
I'm gonna try to like stick a beetle on a fishing hook.
And like, you know.
- Do you have just a line and a hook or is there a rod too?
- Just a line and a hook.
And then you just chop a rod and tie it to the,
you know, you just chop a little sapling.
- So are you still able to start a fire or no?
- I like for the food that I bring to not be fire dependent.
- Sure.
- And so if I have some nuts, I can shove in a few,
enough calories to get me through the night
or like and leave a fishing line out
and there'll be something there in the morning.
But yes, I can start a fire.
But a lot of times what I'll do is I'll bring a flask
and not with like alcohol, but with diesel.
And so you have a tuna can and you put the diesel.
This is what the local guys do.
Everything I do, you know, I'm sure there's gonna be
someone listening to this and they're like,
how could you do that?
And it's like, yeah, this is what we do down there.
Sorry.
It's a tuna can, you pour a little bit of diesel in it.
It burns slow, you light it and you put your sticks,
you make your pyramid over that.
And eventually that will burn through the moisture.
And finally you'll get a very reluctant little fire,
enough to burn, you know, to make yourself like a cup of tea
or to pour that into the noodles, something, something.
Or you just eat a fish raw.
- How important is it to stay dry?
Is it basically impossible?
- It's impossible to stay dry.
You're wet all the time.
You're wet all the time.
- What does that mean?
That means infections are more efficient?
- Yeah.
So yeah, I don't know if you saw the picture in my book
where I have the--
- The yellow spots?
- Yeah.
- So yeah, there's a picture with your like entire face
consumed with yellow spots is basically, I guess that's MRSA.
- Yep.
- Oh boy.
- Yeah.
- So how did that happen?
What was the infection like?
And yeah, and how crazy are you for letting that infection
stay in you for a prolonged period of time
without treating it or you had no choice?
- No, I did have a choice.
I was 19 years old and I was taking care of a giant anteater
that was orphaned and this is like my dream animal.
- Yeah.
- And she was mine and my job was to teach her the jungle.
And so when I started like noticing that I had an infection
and that I was, I had, I think I had dengue at the time too.
I went back to town, probably picked up MRSA in the hospital
where I got tested, came back into the jungle
and then got progressively sicker and sicker
and weaker and weaker as I was two weeks,
three weeks in the jungle.
And then it got to the point where my vision went black
and white and I passed out one day.
And I don't know why, but at the time I had shaved that day.
And when I woke up the next morning,
I couldn't open my eyes because the pus had come out
of my eyes and out of my, the pores in my face,
all those little micro cuts and the pillow was stuck
to my face and I was stuck up river with no help
at 19 years old.
And also when you, when you see that picture,
you can imagine that I assumed that my life was over
because I didn't know what it was.
And I also didn't assume that, or at the very least,
I figured I'd be disfigured the rest of my life.
I didn't think there was any getting better from that.
And so I remember sitting by the side of the river,
praying that a boat would come by,
but it was the rainy season and there aren't going
to be any boats because the river is psychotic.
And so it was a long time before I got back to town
and I didn't want to leave the anteater,
but it became like, I was like, I realized I was dying.
And then I finally got a boat with some loggers,
a death boat, just loaded with, these guys were,
had gone into the jungle and shot everything they could
and taken all the babies and they were going to go sell them.
And so it was like baby monkeys and toucans and birds
and cages and pieces of crocodiles and Anaconda skins.
And Jaguar skins rolled up.
And it was just like, I was just laying there
with all these dead animals in the boat
with all the flies on my face and got back to the hotel,
called my mother, said, please book me a flight out
like today, like today.
And then I sat on the plane and somebody sat next to me
on the plane and I had a hood on.
And I do remember that in the haze,
at this point I was having trouble staying conscious,
but I do remember that she like looked over,
like trying to see what was sitting next to her.
And then she got up and never came back.
And when I got to immigration in New York,
the cop, he like takes my passport and he goes,
"Yeah," he goes, "So what were you doing in Peru?"
He's looking down and he goes, "Yeah."
And he like holds up the passport, looks at the passport,
looks at my face, he goes, "Bo, buddy."
(laughing)
I was like, what the fuck?
And I said, no, that's what, I was like,
I'm trying to get home to go to the hospital.
He goes, he stamps it, he goes, "Go, go, go, go,
God bless, God bless."
He's like, oh shit.
And then they put me in the room in the hospital
with like the hazmat suits and they didn't know what it was.
And I spent like five days on IV antibiotics
with like four different things running through my veins.
And the doctors were like, don't let it go that close.
They're like, you went real close on that one.
- Yeah, that's what that picture, I mean,
people should check out the book just to see the picture.
Because I imagine you just laying there,
unable to see, have a fever probably.
So you're like half hallucinating.
- Yep.
- And there's no boat, there's no way out.
- There's no help coming.
- Plus there's this creature who you've become a parent of.
- Yeah.
- That you love.
- Yeah.
- Boy, that's a dark place to be as a 19 year old.
I mean, most people will never be in a place like that.
Like where did you find strength in that place?
- I don't know, I just remember writing like a goodbye letter
to my parents 'cause I said, if I die out here.
It was really dark, like it was terrifying.
It really felt like it was the end.
And I was writing, if you find me out here, I'm sorry.
And all that type of stuff.
And it was, I don't know about strength.
There was no strength, it was just like move forward.
And at some point it was like, if you'll take me down river,
take me down river.
- And you just got lucky with the loggers,
with the death boat that they found you.
Well, how did the infection start by the way?
- I don't know, I really don't know.
I mean, we always have some sort of little shit.
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But the thing is now JJ taught me
that there's like three different trees
that can cure infections.
I didn't know this at the time.
I didn't know the cheat codes.
Now, if you have a small infection,
you can use Sangre de Drago and it'll cure it right away.
Like let's say you have a bot fly
and it gets a little pussy.
There's a fly living in your skin.
You put that on there, not only will it kill the fly,
but it'll heal the infection.
Now, if you have a worse infection, you can go to Oje,
which is Ficus Incipita and you can use that.
And that will completely heal, that will murder.
It's like crocodile blood, it will murder infections.
So like forget Neosporin, that's a joke.
These are heavy chemical compounds
running through these trees and they know all about them.
And so whatever it is.
So now at this point, that's no longer an issue
because we know how to handle it,
which at that time, if JJ had been there,
I would have been fine.
- Well, learn the hard way.
So these are open wounds and then there's creatures
that start living in them.
It's basically, what is it?
- Well, that's separate, that's bot flies.
Yeah, there's a creature that unfortunately,
very, very, very unfortunately,
likes to make its home inside the flesh of mammals.
And so the flies attach their eggs to mosquitoes.
The mosquitoes go and seek out warm-blooded animals.
The eggs, microscopic eggs fall into your skin
and then begin to grow.
And sooner or later you feel a twitch
and it's a worm living inside of you
that's like vertical down in you.
And it's eating you.
And at first it's not a problem,
but when they get to about as thick as that pen,
it starts to hurt 'cause you got a hole in you
and they have a little breathing tube that comes up
and they breathe and they go back in
and then they eat and they come back up to breathe
and you have a friend living in you.
- Yeah.
- And it's-- - You've had one of those?
- I've had lots of those.
It's tough to take them out.
They have hooks.
(laughing)
- How do you, do you have to?
(laughing)
Oh man, you gotta love the junkies.
So how do you take it out?
- You have to come.
- Yeah, 100%.
- You gotta put an irritant.
So like a lot of times what we'll do down there
is someone will take a massive drag of a cigarette
and then they'll spit the, they'll power like exhale
and get some of the tar,
which also shows you how much tar you get out of a cigarette
and then with a knife, you put that right over the hole
and then you slap some Vaseline or something on top of that
so they can't breathe.
And eventually over the course of a few hours,
they'll come up enough looking for air
and then you gotta grab them with a tweezer
and try not to rip them
'cause then you're gonna get an infection
and you gotta squeeze from the, it's a whole ceremony
when people have bot flies, we're all like,
oh, it's bot fly time, let's go.
And then like JJ will squeeze,
he's got like pliers for thumbs.
- Yeah.
- He can like take a piece of your neck
and you think he's going to break your skin,
he'll just squeeze until this thing comes out.
- And you don't wanna,
I guess there's an open wound right there.
- Yeah, you don't wanna bathe for a day or two after
until that closes 'cause otherwise you're gonna have like
water sloshing around in like a little pocket of yours,
it's just kind of gross.
- And that water might have other organisms in it.
- Yeah, water in your skin tends to, yeah.
I mean, the jungle water's clean, we drink it like,
I drink the water fresh out of the stream.
- Oh, that's interesting.
- Well, it's just a giant filtration system,
all those roots,
the whole jungle's constantly purifying everything.
- People might be thinking about that with the jungle,
there's insects probably all over you all the time.
- It's not as bad as you think.
Like I've been to Finland, Lapland in the summer
and the mosquitoes are horrendous, like devastating.
The Amazon in our area,
if you're sitting in a hammock reading a book out,
you know, our research stations don't have walls or anything,
you're good for about one mosquito every half hour,
which really is not a lot.
I mean, it's worse than New Jersey,
like it's really not that bad.
- Tell me a little more about the little baby anteater,
Lulu.
- Lulu.
- Who you've rescued and had to sadly leave behind.
- Yeah, I just was always fascinated with giant anteaters,
or this, you know, German shepherd sized thing
with Wolverine claws and these giant Popeye forearms,
and they excavate and termite mounds,
and they have this long tongue,
and their baby's right on their back
for the first six months of their lives.
And so they actually have this incredibly intimate
relationship with their young.
And it just so happens that this animal
that I was wildly fascinated with,
there was an orphan on the river,
and JJ was like, "You love these things."
And I was like, "Yeah."
And so he went and he was like, "Hey, my friend,
he got me the baby."
And we were like, "We're gonna rewild her."
And so I spent like weeks and weeks and weeks
just like with this thing on my back,
crawling through the jungle,
teaching her to find ants, giving her milk,
falling asleep with her on my chest.
And their tongue is like 11 inches long at that age.
And so when she wanted me to wake up,
she'd fired up my nose and it would come out my mouth.
And then if I tried to get her off me quick,
she'd stick the claws in and all my clothes,
I have old, now they're like museum pieces
with rips in them from Lulu's claws.
- So it's able to also communicate emotion
and feeling and all that.
- She needed it.
She needed it.
So if this animal didn't have the physical touch,
if I didn't hold her all day long,
she'd throw tantrums.
She'd go shred something.
She'd go pull down the curtain.
She'd go ruin the woods.
She'd start literally having a traumatic response
to not having intimacy, which was shocking.
'Cause again, on the scale of a cockroach to an elephant,
you go, I didn't know that giant anteaters
had such intense emotions.
But she did.
And also taking care of her forced me
to explore the jungle from the perspective of an animal.
So I got to be an animal.
And so there's only a few times in my life
where I've gotten to do that.
One was with her.
Another time was living with a herd of elephants
where I had to walk with them through the forest
and see how they interacted completely natural.
And it's different.
It's very different.
And you realize just like a person's public persona
when they're out on the street in Manhattan
is gonna be very different
than when you're on the couch with them on a Tuesday night.
And with wild animals, it's very much like that.
If you see a bobcat on a trail
and it's gonna look at you and glare at you
and then go off and it's like,
yeah, but what's it like when it's in the den
and it's playing with its cubs?
- Yeah.
So that when it's looking at you,
that's like the Instagram post it's making.
- It's doing duck face.
- So you've, besides Amazon,
you spent a lot of time in India.
Can you tell me what you learned
hanging out with a herd of elephants?
- Yeah.
- What do people not understand about elephants
that's beautiful to you, that's interesting to you?
- First of all, I think that elephants
should have government representation
as like a subset of society.
Like actually they--
- They have intelligence?
- They are so intelligent.
And when you look at an elephant,
so there's this question that keeps coming up of,
are we smart enough to know how smart animals are?
Can we interpret the intelligence that we're seeing?
And I've lived with a semi-wild herd of elephants
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in India for a while.
And some of the things that I saw like changed
how I view reality, to be honest with you.
'Cause you watch a matriarch of an elephant herd
walk up to someone that none of us knew was pregnant
and her trunk goes to her stomach.
And then she calls all the other ones over
and they're interested in this little human
that they know that there's something in there.
And they're all conversing about it.
And you go, whoa.
Or that every morning we'd wake up
and the elephants didn't want the stream water
they didn't want the lake water, they didn't want puddles.
They wanted the water from our well.
We had like a stone well, like a traditional.
And every morning we'd like run out of bed
'cause all the elephants were gonna come
and they were gonna rip the bucket off
and destroy everything.
But they wanted that nice, cold, clean water.
And so it was like caring for elephants that were wild
that were sometimes getting shot at by farmers
'cause if they went to try and rob some bananas.
So these are sort of like delinquent elephants
that were half wild in the forest department
and was thinking about getting rid of them,
which whatever that meant.
And I made really good friends with this one elephant
and his name was Dharma.
And Dharma had the stuff doesn't...
It's hard to write the book I'm writing right now
because none of it sounds real.
He grew up around people because he was a tuskless male.
So he couldn't hang out with the females
'cause he was a grown up male.
And he couldn't hang out with the males, the bulls
because he couldn't defend himself
when they roughhoused and everything.
So Dharma would be like wandering around the forest
not knowing who to hang out with.
And so like there was one night there was a tiger calling
and we just heard (imitates tiger roaring)
You could hear it echoing over the hills.
And what does Dharma do?
2 a.m. we hear Dharma show up.
And he's same thing.
He starts throwing a tantrum.
He starts pulling shit over.
He says, takes a chair, throws it.
We had bananas in the truck.
Dharma walks up to the truck.
It's like a Jeep.
He walks up to the Jeep, smells it.
He looks at me and he's like,
"Are you gonna get out of bed?"
I'm like, "No, I'm not gonna get out of bed."
I was like, "Dharma, you're a grown ass elephant."
The tiger does his thing again.
And he's like, "I need bananas to feel better."
Pushes the truck up on two wheels.
- Oh wow.
- Looks at me.
Is this how you want it to be?
And so I'm up, I'm up.
And I go and I'm like, "Please, please, please, please,
please Dharma, give me a," I'm rubbing his face.
And he's like, he puts it down.
He's like, "All right, well then, then hit me."
I didn't do it.
So he lifts it up again.
And so in the end, there was no way for me
to outsmart the elephant.
He wins.
There was nothing I could do.
And so a lot of my job was taking him out into the forest
and spending a little bit of time with him.
I have this beautiful, one time I set up the tripod
and I went and I was just journaling.
And he would come and he would just like play with my hair.
And he'd be like, "Hey, what's up?"
And he just, he wanted someone to interact with
on an emotional level.
And when you think about elephants
in terms of the fact that people go,
"Oh, they use medication to induce labor."
It's like, yeah, that's not that surprising.
They hold the bones of the dead.
It's like, yeah, they have the best smell
of pretty much any animal.
That's also not surprising.
They probably know exactly who that was, that bone.
But they can navigate to water holes
and communicate in ways that we cannot really figure out.
And so when you hear about people measuring
elephant intelligence, you'll hear about scientists
being like, "Oh, well, we gave it a bucket
with a hole in it and then it had like a key
and there was a rope."
And you're like, "Bro, this is all human stuff."
Can you go walking with them for three weeks in the wild
and watch how they deal with the problems
that they encounter in the forest?
And so elephants have become,
especially recently with the work that's been going,
that I've been doing in Africa with Bett Pa,
I've just become so fascinated with elephants.
And the African elephant population right now
is down at 2% of what it was a few hundred years ago.
We're really putting them on the brink of,
there's some elephants that are being born tuskless
because poaching has taken down the great tuskers
to the point where now it's actually beneficial
for some elephants to not have tusks
'cause then they won't have humans.
But that's like we've created deformed elephants.
And so like now I'm very concerned with issues of elephants.
- And tusks are fundamental to the interaction
between elephants.
- Absolutely, I mean, with males compete with each other,
but also elephants use their tusks,
they'll break a branch and they'll be like,
"This is a good branch.
"I'm gonna eat the hell out of this."
And they'll like hang it on their tusk
and they'll like grab a bunch of other stuff.
They'll like hold it,
ripping a tree up out of the ground.
I just watched it two weeks ago,
I was watching an elephant.
He got down on his knees and stuck his tusk into the ground
and like leveraged up.
He like Archimedes to this root out of the ground
and then was like, "That's a sweet root."
And then when he left, I went and I tasted the root
and it was like sweet ginger.
And I was like, "I have no idea what this is."
But he knew it was good.
- Do they use tusks for sexual selection,
like to impress the ladies or no?
- It's certainly involved in who has mating rights.
- Oh, who wins in the competition.
- Who wins.
I mean, if you got the big tusks
and there are elephants out there,
like the mammoth big tuskers
that have tusks down to the ground, like huge.
And when you see them,
it's like seeing something unique on earth,
unique in history,
'cause we're at a point where we might lose those.
There are only a few of them left
and then they're so prized by hunters.
- Yeah, it's interesting 'cause I forget
what the actual conclusion on that is,
'cause there's some studies of the use of,
the value of beauty in evolution,
like birds and peacocks and so on,
that there's no actual value to it,
but it plays a role in sexual selection.
Meaning value, like it's much easier
to understand competition.
Like a tusk helps you defeat the competitor.
- Sure, it's a tool.
- But I bet you there's a component to the tusk
where the ladies go, "Goddamn, that's a nice tusk."
Like there's a visual, beautiful component.
Maybe not, I don't know.
- But what if beauty though,
as we're defining it though,
is symmetry and the absence of yellow spots on your face
and healthy looking hair.
And so I think to us, beauty is sexually appealing traits
that look good to mate with.
- So that 19 year old with Marissa,
everybody in the world would swipe left on that.
- Yeah.
- At least sexually desirable objects in the universe.
Okay, speaking of elephant intelligence,
and something I think and work quite a bit on
with artificial intelligence,
is what the philosophical question that comes up is,
what is intelligence?
What is intelligent?
Humans, homo sapiens are often thought
to be highly intelligent.
That's the reason they stand out.
In your understanding of different species,
like the elephant,
what stands out to you about humans?
Or are they just another animal
with different kinds of intelligence?
- Well, we're certainly unique
because we have altered the entire planet.
- Yeah.
- You know, the term the Anthropocene.
I mean, it's like we've literally created
a geological layer of us,
whereas other animals don't.
And going back to elephants,
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it's like they also engineer their environment.
If you're in a forest,
like if you drop me in a forest on Earth,
I can tell you in two seconds
if there's elephants there,
because there's twisted branches and excavated Earth,
and they're constantly gardening.
But I mean, look at us.
I mean, we're clearly unique in nature,
which makes me not understand
the anti-human sentiment
that so much of environmentalism has
about like, you know, like we're bad,
we're damned, we ruin everything.
And it's like, I've seen the worst.
I've seen the burning Amazon,
and I'm still like,
I love being able to share ideas with you
and travel to places and FaceTime my family
when I'm not around them.
And it's like, I celebrate a lot of what makes us human.
And it's almost like reality is this crazy video game.
And it's like, if we could just figure out the right keys,
we can pretty much do anything we can think of.
And it's like, I mean, poetry, art.
I mean, you know, I'm the biggest animal lover in the world,
but we are different.
We really are.
- Yeah, the ability to puzzle solve, create tools.
What do you think is the coolest invention
humans have come up with?
Is it fire?
What's the most impactful?
- I feel like fire is kind of a gimme.
I feel like the--
- They didn't really invent it.
They probably--
- Like the wheel.
- Flying.
I mean, flying.
I mean, think if you could go back in time
to someone that never flew.
- Yeah.
- You know, a Sultan, an Egyptian King, George Washington,
you know, and be like, you can fly.
I mean, this just on my way here.
- Yeah.
- And I fly way too much,
but I was looking out the window at the clouds and going,
this is unbelievably spectacular.
It's just stunning.
You know, as a kid, you look at a cloudy day
and you go, this is, the world is like this today.
And then you get in a plane and you fly above the clouds
and it's sunny up there and you go, oh.
It just, it changes your perspective.
It's like when people go to the moon
and they come back and they tell you the pale blue dot,
you know, just, I say flying.
I think the ability to fly.
I mean, the fact that I could get on a plane
and be in India and, you know, 20, 22 hours is shocking.
- In terms of its usefulness,
I would argue that's not in the top five,
but in terms of its ability to inspire.
- Yeah.
- There's somebody I forgot who told me this idea
that there's something about the atmosphere,
Earth's atmosphere that allows you to look up
and see the stars.
Like if we didn't have that,
human civilization would not have happened.
Meaning like being able to look up
and see something out there would fill our,
like something that allows you to look up
versus just look down.
Like first looking at your local environment.
- Yeah.
- Be able to like wander and see,
holy shit, there's a big world out there.
I don't know anything.
If you're able to look up and see that,
that kind of humility combined with the ability to dream
about exploring, maybe it just inspires the exploration.
It's kind of an interesting thought.
Given how inspiring, for example,
the extra upgraded, super cool version of flying,
which is flying to other planets.
I mean, there's going to be, hopefully it's possible,
this century, a child born, no, not this century,
maybe this century, a child born on another planet
that looks up, that looks back at Earth.
- I think so.
- And has to be educated by his, her parents
that like, there's another place.
There's another place where life is way easier.
- Oh God, it's so easy.
There's water everywhere.
- Yeah, exactly.
People complain about Earth, man.
Earth is really, really nice.
- It's really, really good.
It's really, really good here.
- Water everywhere, anything.
- Oh man, I wouldn't even leave, given like right now,
like if somebody said like, oh, you could like,
you could go to the moon, I'd be like, no, I'm good.
If I died in space, I'd be so pissed.
I love it here.
- Yeah, but you're still, there's a longing to explore
for you.
- There's a longing to explore, but I really think I'm such a,
like my longing to explore is like rivers, streams, oceans,
jungles, like to me, yeah, I would watch the hell out
of the live stream of Elon touching down on Mars.
Like, I'd be like, this is incredible.
It's amazing that I get to be around to see this.
I'm staying where?
I'll be right here.
- Yeah, but it's good that the human spirit pushes us
to do what's possible.
And it does that for you.
Just out there questions, what's the most dangerous animal
in the Amazon, would you say?
Mammal, let's go with mammal.
- Dangerous mammal?
- Like dangerous in terms of you walking around,
doing the solo hike.
- I'm gonna disappoint everybody with this,
but it's humans.
It's nothing, there's no, if I'm out in the Amazon,
there's nothing that's going to attack me.
You know, and in India, you might have an old leopard
or a tiger that's missing a tooth that decides your prey,
or you might have an angry elephant that's in must
that just decides to flatten you.
In the Amazon, you're not, there's real,
jaguars won't even let you see them.
- Yeah.
- And there's really nothing else.
One of my friends, a brilliant scientist friend of mine,
Pat, got attacked by a rabid ocelot once,
but that's like a dieseled house cat just having a fit.
You know, it wasn't the worst thing in the world.
- It's just the assholes of the animal kingdom.
Okay, what, in terms of humans, you've said
that the tribes, some of them uncontacted,
can be exceptionally dangerous.
What's your experience with them?
What should people learn?
It's such a fascinating part of life here on Earth
that there's tribes that don't have much or any contact
with the quote-unquote civilized world.
- Most of the people that I meet
don't actually really understand
how isolated these people are,
or how weird it is that we're sitting here
and that we have iPhones and airplanes and all this stuff,
and these people are living naked in the forest
at this moment.
And so the thing, though,
and I also was recently, somebody told me,
there's like Paleolithic tribes,
and it's like, no, no, no, just by default,
they're modern tribes living now.
They just happen to be living out in the jungle,
and there's a huge debate about,
do we try and contact them and bring them in?
And there's two camps of people on this
who they say that it was the trauma of the rubber boom
that sent them out that far into the forest
and made them terrified of the outside world.
And so that's also what made them so hyper-violent.
I mean, there's one of the guys we work with on our team,
Victor was in, I think it was 2004.
He was coming down river,
and he had a load of mahogany wood,
and he's piloting this boat.
And he sent two people, husband and wife,
ahead to go start cooking breakfast on the beach
so they could put the little kitchenette thing down
and put the propane.
He sent them ahead.
He's going nice and slow with the barge
coming down the river.
They go ahead, reach the beach, they get out.
He starts cutting some cane to start making a fire.
Tribe comes out, no warning.
They just start screaming, they start shooting arrows.
The man instantly gets an arrow through the leg,
and it pins his leg so he can't run.
He tells his wife, "Go, save yourself."
And she does.
She jumps in the water,
there's arrows falling around her too.
And as she's floating down the river,
she looks back, and the last thing she sees
is these guys getting to her husband
and beginning to rip him apart.
As Victor comes down the river,
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this is a guy we work with every day.
He comes down the river and sees his friend
disemboweled, opened up, dissected.
His parts are all over the beach.
The beach is red.
And they only found out what happened
because they found her later on
holding onto a stick in the river.
And they were like, "What happened?"
And she was like, "They just attacked.
"They don't want people on their land."
On the sort of the underground WhatsApp
chain of the Amazon,
in August, this was not internationally known,
some loggers went up and tried to steal a few trees
from where the tribes were.
And then everybody sent the pictures
of what the loggers looked like after a few days
because the tribes porcupined them with arrows.
They were laying there on the ground
with just arrows sticking out of their bodies.
And then eventually the authorities came out
and looked and there was just these white body,
I'll show you the pictures later.
There's just these white puffy bodies
with like the skulls sticking out.
And it was like, you don't mess with these tribes.
- I wonder what's the mythology around
that they construct around who these outsiders are.
Are they gods?
Are they demons?
Are they humans?
Who are they?
Who are we to them?
- Well, you gotta go back to the rubber boom.
The rubber barons went down there
and at the start of the industrial revolution,
the only way to get rubber
was to mine it from the trees that were out in the forest.
And so the only way to do that,
'cause you can't make a rubber plantation in the jungle.
The rubber, when it's in plantation form,
when it's a monoculture, it gets this leaf blight
and it all dies.
Henry Ford tried it, it didn't work.
And so what they did was they sent these people down
who just whipped, burned, enslaved,
raped and pillaged the people.
It's one of the worst periods in human suffering
that I've ever read about.
One missionary said they were killing the locals
the way you or I would kill a mosquito.
They just went nuts.
And so they sent them out
and they would come back with rubber
and this would go to fuel the industrial revolution
for hoses and gaskets and tires
and all this stuff that suddenly we needed.
And it was during that time that these gangs of foreigners
would go into the jungle to enslave the natives
that these uncontacted tribes went back into the jungle
and said, "Not us."
And they have six foot bows
and seven foot arrows with bamboo tips.
They make the bamboo tips into razor blades.
And so when those things fly,
actually one of my rangers,
one of the jungle keepers team was present
when the tribes had come out onto the river
and he tried to help them
'cause they're nomadic and they live out there.
And so there's an element of like brother,
like they're trying to be like,
"You don't need to be like this.
We're friendly."
So they sent a canoe across the river with bananas.
And so he's up to his waist in the river
and the tribes are right across the river
and they shot.
And he sees the arrow coming right at his head.
And as he moved to the side,
it hit him at the temple
and sliced him back towards the ear,
opening him to the skull.
He's fine.
But let me tell you something,
when he goes and gets a crew cut,
it's the most badass skull.
The scar you've ever seen, man.
And so he always keeps it real short on that side.
But even if you try to help them,
they're not necessarily friendly.
- That's a tough lesson.
- Yeah.
- I suppose they have a point.
- They have a point and protecting them is a default of,
now that we're protecting all this ecosystems
and all these other indigenous communities,
it's like we all sort of live with this knowledge
that they're the hermanos, the brothers are out there
and that's the way they wanna keep it.
And so we just have to be respectful of like,
you don't camp on certain beaches
at certain times of the year
because we know that they might be there.
You really have to be careful about that.
- Have you yourself interacted with any?
- My interaction with them came on a solo
where I pushed it a little bit too far.
And I was planning to do a three week,
this was like the big one.
And I got dropped off by poachers up a river
and I went past the point where they were like names there.
I said, "What tributary are we on?"
And they were like, "Tributary."
And I was like, "Okay."
And I said, "Leave me here."
And I remember the guy being like,
"Are you committing suicide?"
And he didn't understand that.
I was like, "No, I have a backpack and I have like food
"and I'm gonna like take videos and I have a tripod."
And I was like, "We're cool here."
And they looked at me like they were like, "Goodbye."
And I was like, "All right."
And I went up this river and again,
like you just, you learn these things like,
it was only when I'd been alone for a week
that you realize you're, what's that saying?
They're like, "Oh, you're born alone and you die alone."
It's like, no, you're not.
You're born into a room full of people usually.
At the very least, your mother's there for everybody.
And so you've been around people probably,
if you're a normal person, every single day of your life.
You've seen dozens, if not hundreds of people.
And all of a sudden you realize what a social creature we are
because on day six, it gets weird.
For me, it got weird.
I know there's people that can do it longer.
- So what does that mean?
Like longing for contact, like are you lonely?
- Longing for contact, the distortion of reality
in the sense that like, you wake up
and there's no one there and you start to,
you're going up a river.
So I kept looking back down river
and almost thinking of my life as something,
it was almost like I had already died
and I had gone to somewhere else.
And I was looking back on that life as like
something that I had experienced.
And then there came this panic of what if it's gone?
Or like, what if World War III broke out
and I just don't know about it?
My family in New York is vaporized.
And something, just you're--
- So actually your ability to comprehend
and interpret reality kind of requires other people.
It's not just that you're lonely.
You need that contact to actually just perceive the world,
make sense of it, all of that.
So you start basically hallucinating in a certain kind of way.
- I started feeling very uncomfortable.
And it doesn't help also that like Santiago
told me these stories where he's like,
if you hear Capuchins sounding not quite monkeys,
if you hear Capuchin monkeys sounding
not quite like Capuchins, he goes,
it's the tribe and they're coming to get you.
And then the guy who was shot, Ignacio,
they showed me videos where we saw them on the beach
and they're communicating in monkey calls.
They're using it as code so that we don't understand them,
even though we don't speak their language.
But they're using animal calls.
And so every night you go to sleep and then you go,
did that Tinamu sound off?
And you're like, shit.
And it's really hard to fall asleep.
And then like one night I messed up and I left a fish.
I like cleaned this fish.
I ate like this huge fish.
I just ate it to my face.
You're putting out like marathon levels of energy every day.
Like Goggins would love solos.
He'd be like, this is awesome.
- Yeah.
You eat the fish raw?
- This one, I actually cooked it.
But the skeleton was laying there,
right outside my tent, stupid.
And in the middle of the night I wake up
and I just could tell there was something there.
You know, and then like, you almost don't want to look.
It's like when you're a kid at the basement door
and you're like, is there a ghost?
It's like, I like unzipped the tent and I like open it up.
And there's like 27 black caiman outside of my tent
all looking at me like this.
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And like, some of their heads are this big.
And they're like, there's fish there.
Can we have it?
And I'm like, holy shit.
And like, you know, I was like, do I,
I kind of like had to like scooch the tent back
and like move back and let them have their fish.
And there was a host of crocodiles outside of my tent.
- Yeah.
- But no, so then there was--
- Oh, wait, how many?
- Like 27, maybe.
There's a lot, big ones, small ones,
medium sized one, every type.
They were all there and their eyes glow in the night.
You know, you shine a light at animals
and they have a tapetum lucidum.
And so their eye shine comes back at you.
If you shine a headlamp at a jaguar or a frog
or almost every animal has a tapetum.
- These are croc, there's a whole lot of them.
- Yeah.
- I thought, can we go back to the part of the conversation
where you said the jungle is not dangerous?
The humans are the most dangerous thing.
- Well, did they eat me?
No.
- Why didn't they eat you?
- They wanted the fish.
- Is there some way of you interacting with them
that shows that you're not a source of harm?
- I don't believe so.
I'm sure there's someone out there
that thinks they can talk to crocs, but--
- 'Cause there's a story of you grabbing a croc by the tail.
- Yes.
- What did you learn from that?
- Learned to not always listen to JJ.
- So JJ was testing you to--
- Yeah, to see how stupid I was.
- How do you hold the crocodile exactly?
- You have to get him by the head,
like an anaconda like this.
- So you're one of the world experts
at grabbing creatures by the head?
- I wouldn't say world expert, but I've done a lot of it.
I also have, you see how there's kind of a ball there?
- Mm-hmm.
- That's where a crocodile tooth went in that side
and came out that side of my arm.
That was a really good chomp.
And the watch I was wearing at the time saved me
'cause that, ka, like that.
- Just real fast, just chomp.
- Just whack.
Like somebody took a sledgehammer,
you put your hand on the table and I just went, bah!
Really hurt.
Shouldn't have been doing that.
- How did that come up?
- 'Cause I caught a croc that was too big.
So usually when we catch little caiman in the streams
and we measure them to monitor the populations,
you get it by the neck
and then I tuck the tail under my arm and I hold it.
And you're talking about a little four foot croc, nothing.
And this one, I dove into a swamp
and I caught like a six foot spectacle caiman.
And her head was big and I had her by the neck
and I realized I couldn't get her tail under my arm
'cause her tail was all the way back there
and she started thrashing.
And it was like probably croc number 375 that I'd caught
and I just got a little cocky and I said,
"Ha ha, I just grabbed her by a leg.
"I was like, I got this."
And she just came back and tagged me
and I went, "Okay, gonna go back to being safe."
- Just to linger on it,
what, is it one of the bigger predators in the Amazon?
What, and it's, is it going,
are they going extinct, black caimans?
- Black caiman were,
I believe they were critically endangered for a while
because for a while the fashion industry loved their skin.
It's soft and it's black.
They're bouncing back a little bit now.
You know, like most animals,
if you leave them alone, they'll be fine.
I mean, crocs have been through, you know,
how many millions and millions of years on earth before us.
I mean, that's even the joke with, the joke,
but that's the grim reality of tiger conservation.
It's, there was a hundred thousand tigers in 1900.
Now there's 4,000 tigers left on earth.
It's not rocket science.
All you have to do is not bulldoze their forest
and allow there to be some deer and tigers will be fine.
That's it.
It's so simple.
And that's like sometimes where I feel like
I have the dumbest job in the world.
I'm like, guys, please stop killing the things
that keep us alive.
The Amazon regulates our global climate, produces medicine,
is home to indigenous people.
It's beautiful.
Rainforests only cover 3% of the planet's landmass.
Like it's not that much to ask.
- If you leave their home untouched,
they'll figure out how to have sex and multiply,
except for pandas, apparently.
'Cause pandas you have to convince.
- Yeah.
Humpbacks, humpbacks, they went down to,
they went from 130,000 down to, I think, about 8,000
at whaling times.
And then when we banned whaling, since that time,
where I think we're back up to over 100,000 humpback whales,
they've bounced back.
It's a success story.
We're not gonna lose them.
- Okay, so you're on the solo with Crocs looking at you.
- See, this is why you're good at this.
You know, I would have lost.
We would have been tangent forever.
- No, that's pretty epic with the fish.
That was your mistake.
- That was my mistake.
- I mean, I mostly, I don't understand how you're still alive.
I mean, it's really inspiring.
- When you come, we're gonna, I'm gonna show you.
- You told me you're coming already.
- Yeah, 100% coming, but you know.
(laughing)
If there's any place, I mean, sort of a grim joke,
but if there's any way to die, that's a good one,
if I'm being honest.
- It's a cool one.
- It's a pretty cool one.
- You'll become part of the--
- Part of, yeah.
I mean, there's, I'm not even like joking.
There's a oneness to the whole thing.
All the stories, just reading your work,
looking at your work,
it seems like you're a part of this machine that is nature,
this incredible machine.
We all die, and we're all part of this big thing
that humans do have the capability to also construct narratives
and stories and myths and tell them to each other
and share them with each other
and have more sophisticated ways, therefore,
to communicate love to each other.
But animals do as well.
They communicate love, maybe more simply,
maybe more honestly.
Anyway, so you were with the crocs and the fish.
- Yeah, so I messed up.
I left the fish out.
Crocs showed up outside my tent,
but in the end, it was fine.
I backed off.
They had their way with the fish,
and then they all started biting each other.
It was fun to watch.
- Is there a general, sorry to interrupt,
is there a general rule you wanna not leave?
- Yeah, just like if you're camping in the Northeast,
you don't leave, like, you do a bear bag.
Or a bear canister.
You don't wanna invite the wild animals.
I really did mess up.
I kinda was just like, you know, whatever.
I do this every now and then.
I get a little too cavalier.
And the ocean has almost taken me down for that a few times.
But yeah, so the crocs.
And then you keep going for a few days.
And my plan was to get to a point
where I reached the end of the tributary.
And this had a very...
You know, again, for me, this is like a pilgrimage.
This is like me going into the heart
of the very center and soul and essence
of everything that I am fascinated with,
like as close to God as you can get.
Because you're leaving every type of security,
every human relationship.
You're also pushing all your chips in.
And so it's...
You know, every step I took further upriver,
it got weirder and weirder and more intense.
And every day and every moment it changed.
And I brought pictures at the time.
There's no way to keep a phone charged.
I didn't have like a power bank or anything.
You know, I brought pictures from home.
I brought a National Geographic magazine,
something just to, you know.
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And there came a day,
right when I was getting to the end,
like to the point where the river was so shallow
that it was just a trickle.
And I was walking on the rocks
and the Andes Mountains were in front of me.
And I was like reaching the place
and the music was swelling.
And then all of a sudden I saw smoke around the next bend.
And I, like my spine is reacting right now
as I talk about it.
Because I knew what I was gonna see.
'Cause I knew that it was impossible
for loggers to be out there.
There's no motor that could take you.
The boat would have run aground miles ago.
And so I went...
And this is the other idiot thing.
It's like, just turn around.
- Yeah.
- Just do it.
I'm that kid though, when you see like a wet paint sign,
like I walk by and I touch the wall.
- Yep.
- And so I went around the bend
and I see a few naked people on the beach and they see me.
And we're like a good distance apart.
They're on the other side of the river.
But, you know, arrow in hand, bow in hand,
the intention of pose, they're looking at me.
They're clearly conversing.
And that moment lasted for a long moment where I said,
this is the part of the story
where they are going to rip me apart,
dissect me to see what I eat.
I mean, every other story in the region that we've heard,
that's the ending of it.
If you're alone with these people,
it's not gonna go well.
And I have nothing to defend myself with.
And I just, I turned and I ran for like three hours
and I got in the river and I swam for a while
and all my food got wet.
I mean, everything, I just, you know, all systems go.
- Just ran for dear life.
- Just ran for dear life.
And my get out plan, the thing after I crossed the mountains
and came down into the next tributary
was I had a pack raft.
It's a tiny little inflatable raft,
good enough to handle rapids.
And I inflated the pack raft.
Once the river was like six inches deep,
I inflated the pack raft and I went
and I went for the rest of that day into the night.
I went into the point that my headlamp died
and I was just floating in a raft down the Amazon
and hitting into things.
And I was like, okay, I'm gonna pop this raft.
So I got out of the raft, set up my tent
and I was like, I need some sleep.
I was freaking out.
I hadn't had food in hours and hours and hours.
As soon as I fell asleep,
my asshole brain comes up with the dream of
that I hear voices, they're right outside the tent.
I just, you know, sleeping was worse than being awake.
So I woke up, got back in the tent.
And then at one point it was really cool
'cause one of those, one of the same black caiman
that had come for the fish as I'm going down river,
he came right up next to me
and the two of us were going
and he was just like motoring down river,
this giant, like 16 foot crocodile.
He just like came up to me
and like looked at me as I was going.
And it was funny 'cause I wasn't scared of him.
I was scared of them.
And yeah, it took me like a week to get back to town.
And again, the things you learn in these moments,
the appreciation for your parents,
what a hug feels like,
when you are faced with pretty much certainty
that you're not gonna get those things again,
whether it's from MRSA or uncontacted tribes or,
I find that it brings you this new joy for life where you--
- Just being that close to death.
- Yeah, you go, "My God, this is all a miracle."
- It's sad because they're human just like you.
Actually, how different are they?
Like if you were forced to interact for a week together
where they can't, they're not allowed to kill you.
- They're not allowed to kill me.
- Would they, are they,
how fundamentally different are they, do you think?
- I don't think they're that different.
I think they're like any other Amazonian natives.
They're tall, they seem to have tall genetics.
And there's places, again, there's what is known
and then there's what we know down there.
Like there's one community where,
I don't know whether it was like a bad rainstorm or something
but some kid from the uncontacted tribes
did end up in a village.
And so he learned Spanish
or he learned whatever dialect they speak in that village.
And so he's told us a little bit
about what life was like with them.
But like, they're just people.
They're just people, they have their own culture.
They know about medicines that we don't know about.
They definitely have hunting practices
that we don't understand.
They can hit a spider monkey out of 160 foot tree
with a bamboo arrow.
We can't do that.
I mean, they are incredible hunters.
And also like living naked in the jungle
with the bot flies and the mosquitoes.
I don't know how they do it.
Like sometimes at night, and again,
we don't have night vision
whereas almost every other animal does.
And sometimes we'll be sitting at the research station at night
and we'll be just drinking and like looking out
and we'll scare each other.
We'll go, you realize if they were out there right now
they could be looking at us.
And it's like, the truth is,
is that when it's dark out there, they can't see.
It's not easy to start a fire
with matches and a lighter and gasoline.
They do it with friction.
They have some beads on survival
that we could really learn from.
Not to mention that then you have people
that believe that they are actually the guardians
of the extinct giant ground sloth.
And what they're doing is, you know,
living out there because they're protecting
a secret population of previously extinct megafauna.
But there's all kinds of, I mean,
it's like you go into the crypto world so quick.
I've heard so many people be like.
- But then again, you have to be humble
at how little we know about that world.
About the world of life.
Like you said, there's so much of life in the Amazon
that we don't, a creature with no names.
- Tons of them.
We could go out on a night walk right now
and I could show you something that, you know,
I've done it.
You pick up a bug and you go, that doesn't look right.
(Luke laughing)
That's not right.
He's got three heads.
- Yeah.
- And then you send it to the greatest expert
on that genus of insects and they go, look,
I got no idea.
And you're talking to a world expert.
And it's like, that's it.
And then 50% of the life is up in the canopy.
And so like we started climbing the trees,
like rock climbing, like what Alex Honnold does.
Like, well, like I'll climb up 50 feet
and then I'll put a safety.
Like I'm basically trad climbing
and then I'll climb up another 50 feet
and I'll have JJ belaying me from below.
And then I'll be like, ooh, look, a snake.
I'm like, JJ, pay attention.
Like you get up there and the branches
are as thick as this table.
So you can like walk around freely.
- Oh.
- It's like total like avatar
when they're in the floating islands.
Like you can go run around if that's what you wanna do.
Bromeliads, orchids, cactuses,
because up there it's against the sun.
So it's a different environment up there.
- Oh, wow.
- Yeah.
- Interesting.
- And then you start seeing lizards and snakes and birds
and things that aren't down on the ground.
And so how many scientists have actually gotten
to really spend time up there
and really inventory the life?
And that's why when you hear about,
you like get into like a taxonomical discussion
of how many species there are on earth.
They're like between 10 and 30 million.
And it's like, well, that's a big swing.
- What about stuff on the ground?
So you mentioned some insects.
What about bullet ants?
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So it's supposed to be the most painful bite in the world.
Have you been bitten by one?
- Seven or eight times, yeah.
- Come on, what does it feel like?
- Okay, so the first time that we ever did bullet ants,
JJ said, okay, this is what we're gonna do.
He goes, it's bullet ant roulette.
We're gonna get a bullet ant.
And you can get like chopsticks.
You like pick up this bullet ant and they're big.
They're big and they're tough.
He goes, we're gonna put our forearms together
and we're gonna drop the bullet ant
and clamp our forearms together and just rub.
And whoever it takes, it takes.
Of course, JJ did not get stung and I did.
And it hurts every bit as much as they say it hurts.
It really let me have it.
And then I was like hitting my arm against the table
to try and like kill it or get it off.
But it was holding on and just like
really injecting the venom and yeah,
really letting you have it.
And then it travels up and it goes into your like lymph nodes
and into your here and you get a headache.
And I think the brilliant thing about the venom of a bullet ant
is that it makes you feel like this feeling of alarm.
It makes you feel like something's wrong.
You don't just go, oh, this hurts.
Like it's like a bee sting where you go,
oh, this really hurts on my hand.
It's like, no, no, no, no.
Your whole nervous system is freaking out
and you start sweating and then you get cold
and then you're tired and then you get a little blurry vision
and it's like, that's actually that bad.
I mean, now after six or seven, I get bitten
and I'm like, kind of okay.
- So it's a full body, full mind experience.
- It's a full body, full mind experience.
But then there's places in the Amazon where they,
you know, stick their hand in a glove with like 70 of them.
- Right.
- And I think Steve-O did that, which I just don't understand
how you could do that without going into complete
anaphylactic shock and dying 'cause one really sucks.
- Well, just like we said, with animals and with humans,
there's different kinds.
- There's different kinds.
- Steve-O's definitely a special, unique kind of-
- The first of his species.
- On the point of uncontacted tribes,
it's interesting to think about
what kind of civilizations have there been.
- Yeah.
- This is something that you've talked about a little bit.
Graham Hancock has written about ancient civilizations
as sort of challenging the conventionals
or the mainstream thinking about the civilizations
that have been there in the Amazon.
Can you steel man and criticize the idea,
so the pro and the con of the idea
that there've been advanced ancient civilizations
in the Amazon?
How much do we know?
What are all the possibilities of what's in the Amazon
in this past?
- So like when Oriana went down the Amazon,
the reports were that there was great civilizations
in the Amazon.
And then a few hundred years later,
when people got to actually check up on this stuff,
it was all gone.
And so was that because of disease that we wiped out
all these civilizations and these communities of people
potentially, probably, was he just wrong?
Probably not.
This is a guy that navigated by the stars back to Spain
after building his own boat.
Like, or did he, or was he trying to just, I don't know.
I don't know.
But there clearly is a long history
of complex civilizations in the Amazon, 100%.
There's no one that can deny that.
The thing that I reacted to was that I've heard videos.
I've seen moments in podcasts where the narrative becomes
not there's more ancient civilization information
in the Amazon than we previously thought.
True statement.
We're discovering with LIDAR.
And this is what Graham Hancock is talking about
that we're discovering constantly
that there was more civilizations
than we thought in various places.
The place where I take offense is where
they start to say that the Amazon,
there's actually articles that are titled this,
that the Amazon is a man-made garden, which is not true.
So the actual, which I think is a really different idea,
that the entire ecosystem,
everything we've been talking about, all the species,
all the forestry and the different, just life, life,
one of the most diverse ecosystems on Earth
is initially created by humans.
It's ridiculous.
Well, it's not, first of all, it's unlikely,
but it's not ridiculous.
So we can't, there's no ridiculous in science.
(laughing)
No.
But the complexity of life is very difficult to engineer.
The more you study about biological systems and so on,
it's very difficult to create the kind of things
that nature is able to do.
That said, I don't know if you've heard,
but the entire Earth,
the world has gone through a pandemic recently.
And everybody said, of course, it's natural origins.
Viruses mutate all the time.
And nevertheless, it seems more and more likely
than this particular case, it was of an artificial origin,
leaked from a lab.
So humans are able to create stuff.
- Sure.
- At least modern technological, genetic engineering.
- Made golden retrievers.
(laughing)
Come on.
- You can't be that nice and that good looking.
(laughing)
I used to be a wolf, yeah.
But so that bothers you because it allows you to think that
we don't need to preserve the Amazon,
we can always engineer it.
- Yeah, exactly.
Then just this is just to me, that's a slippery slope.
Like I totally, it's just, it's so quick from,
I'm a fan of expeditions to find ecological ruins
and to learn more about the ancient civilizations to,
which I don't think is what he's putting out,
is that then sort of like news articles,
which I think they're trying to bait you,
where they're going, was the Amazon man-made?
And it's like, yeah, you know,
because then you get,
you're gonna get a Brazilian president to go,
see, see what they said?
It's man-made.
So we might as well continue to engineer it and manage it.
And it's like, there's such complex systems
and interactions and such a giant web of life there that,
at least in my opinion,
is clearly one of the most authentically natural things.
And again, are there things that we've engineered?
The uncontacted tribes,
sometimes they have banana plants that they've stolen
and we could see it from the air,
that they have banana plants.
We made banana plants, that's engineered by us.
We know for a fact.
- So agricultural engineering.
- Agricultural engineering and stuff like that.
But suggesting that the Amazon basin,
it's just a weird way to think about it.
I've just heard people dismiss the conservation,
the protection of the Amazon based on the fact that like,
oh, well, if people made it and it's such a giant leap
from zero to a hundred,
is there slash and burn that the ancient civilizations did?
Of course.
Are there areas that were affected by people?
Of course.
I just get worried when we start talking about
it was a man-made thing.
- Yeah, hear you loud and clear on that.
And I personally think that's completely separate
from wondering about what the ancient civilization
have been able to accomplish.
- Oh, sure.
- It's almost really sad
because if all the humans on earth die now,
how long does it take before all signs of humans
ever existing disappear for the most part?
- From an alien perspective.
- What timeline are we talking about?
I mean, like a hundred thousand years?
- It could be less, it could be less.
It could be like a few thousand
'cause a hundred thousand is complete destruction.
- A hundred thousand is like nothing.
- But then it could be in just a few hundred years.
It starts becoming,
the government of the alien civilization
is gonna have to pay quite a bit of money
to do the research and to find,
'cause they're gonna find other life first.
They're gonna find the dolphins and the fish and so on.
They're gonna find the trees.
Maybe the trees are the interesting thing.
- Sure.
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- The buildings are not that interesting.
- They crumble.
- The humans, they crumble.
- But there must be examples of cities
that have been left unattended for a few decades
and like how quickly the plants push up through the street
and everything starts to get broken down.
- If you really look, you'll be like,
oh, there's some interesting geometry here
for the buildings and so on.
But most of the computer stuff,
all the stuff of the past hundred years,
the airplanes, all that, all the technologies,
all of the paperwork, all the hard drives
that store all the information.
- I wanna actually know how long it takes
like a 747 to biodegrade.
If you just leave it there, sitting on the runway,
society stops.
- Yeah.
- How long does it take for that thing to disappear?
- Completely versus to a point
where it's unidentifiable, it might be different.
- Sure.
I mean, the point I'm trying to say here
is as you've brilliantly put, the Amazon churns.
- Yeah, oh yeah.
- And the fact that I wonder throughout its history,
what are the peaks of the awesomeness?
- Oh yeah.
- How many banana, how many agricultural,
Einstein's of bananas were there?
They're creating different kinds of ideas,
different kinds of geometry, different kinds of tools.
- Well, yeah, look what the Incas did.
I mean, the Incas, Machu Picchu,
I mean, when Hiram Bigum found Machu Picchu
it was covered in jungle, you could hardly see it.
And I mean, the stonework they did
much like what the Egyptians did with the pyramids,
a lot of it, we don't really understand how they did it.
If you come to the jungle, you gotta go to Machu Picchu
'cause it's not far from there.
And I usually, like I'm the person,
like I don't usually go see like the,
you know, like I've never been to see the Taj Mahal
after living in India for five years.
Like I'm just not, but when you look up
and you see Machu Picchu, you go,
either they were communicating with the gods there
or these people were so smart that they knew
that anybody they brought, they were gonna impress.
They've built something there
that when you look up at that mountain, you go, whoa,
with those giant stones, the beauty of it,
you know, it's just stunning to imagine
that there was this culture of people
that could achieve this.
And so through the Amazon, I mean,
that's sort of up in the Andes,
but there's all kinds of stuff in the Amazon.
There are places where they say there's pyramids
beneath the canopy that we just don't know about.
I mean, it's endless.
- If you had billions of dollars, trillions of dollars,
what would be the efforts in the Amazon
for both conservation and for exploration?
- All right, well, first thing is--
- Which are tied together, I'd probably--
- Yeah, exactly.
First, arrest the deforestation
so we don't have an ecological crisis on our hands.
We don't wanna keep losing species,
losing indigenous cultures,
losing the climate-stabilizing services
that the Amazon provides as a whole.
Stop that.
That's my first mission.
Next, then we can play.
And then it's like, let's go find,
I mean, I've flown over the Amazon and Assessna
and it's like, you see things where you go,
we have to go see what that is.
You know, weird lakes or shapes in the jungle
that don't make sense, that are strange.
And like--
- So even at that level, you can see weirdness.
You can see different signs of possible awesomeness.
- Oh, the jungle is so weird.
And here's the other thing is that most,
so like the region I've been working in,
you see where the researchers go.
There's certain biological stations,
there's certain places where like,
oh, like this university has a relationship
with this, this university is this.
So everybody goes to the same few study sites
and then they walk on the same trails
and they have the same guides.
When you fly in Assessna and you fly
a few hours away from all that
and you see a tiny little tributary
and then you fly for 40 minutes over unbroken green,
just wild before you reach another tributary.
Even if somebody could survive going up that tributary,
had the expeditionary expertise
and the ability to survive getting shot at by arrows,
if they could get up that tributary,
now go cut perpendicular into the jungle,
which I don't do on the solos,
you can never, don't ever leave the river.
But you're telling me that in that span of 70 miles
between tiny tributaries at the edge of the world,
no one's been there.
None of us have been there.
Maybe somebody 10,000 years ago was there,
but we don't know what populations of things are there.
We don't know what ruins are there.
And so there's so much undiscovered stuff in the Amazon
that is just waiting, just waiting.
- What is the process of exploring that?
So how does money get converted towards exploration?
Is there safe ways of doing that?
- There's places where, you know,
we found out about things that have to be explored,
but where you come up with,
well, how do we do this without getting shot?
And not only without getting shot,
but also without endangering them too.
'Cause how stupid are we if we go in there
to people that are living in the jungle,
not bothering us,
and we go insert ourselves into there
because we're curious about some rocks.
That doesn't seem fair for the loss of life.
And so like, yeah, that's something that we're working on.
And like one thing of course is like LIDAR and stuff,
but eventually, eventually at the end of everything,
it comes down to boots on the ground.
- Yeah.
As somebody who has to ask that very question
about how to deal with uncontacted tribes,
they're going to kill you,
but you also don't want to disturb their environment.
If you were an intelligent alien civilization,
- Oh boy.
- And you came about Earth,
how would you interact with it?
Can you put yourself in the mind of an alien civilization?
'Cause there seems to be some parallels here.
- It is actually, right.
It's like a microcosm of-
- We're very aggressive.
Human civilization is very aggressive.
So if we were easily, we get threatened easily.
- Yeah.
- For stupid reasons, 'cause we start,
like American military probably thinks
it's like the Chinese or the Russians.
If we see any kind of flying objects,
it gets very on edge.
- I don't know.
I mean, 'cause part of it is like,
you just want to ask,
like that's the thing, I just want to ask questions.
- Yeah, but you don't know the same language.
- Yeah, you're gonna get, first of all-
- You send a boat of bananas.
- You send a boat of bananas, you get shot.
I mean, picture if aliens landed in New York,
how long would it take for one of them to get shot?
It'd be minutes.
It'd be a matter of minutes.
- Yeah, that's 'cause it's New York.
- Everywhere else, look where we are right now.
- Yeah, that's true.
It'd be even worse here, yeah.
But it makes me really,
makes me wonder what is the right way to interact
with intelligent life that's not like our own?
I dream of in our lifetime,
we would interact with possibly life on Mars
or on one of the moons of Jupiter or Saturn.
And how do you interact with that thing?
There's very technical, biological, chemical processes,
but also if there's any kind of intelligence,
how do you try to communicate with that intelligence?
- Yeah, so we're not talking about a cockroach,
we're talking about something that's clearly
doing things, making things.
- Or a cockroach possibly.
How do you know the difference between a cockroach?
Like how do you know,
we were just talking about the elephants.
- Just like a hyena, yeah.
- We don't know, we don't know.
- Just like a race of philosopher cockroaches
just chilling on the rocks.
- Well, here on Earth, we kind of,
there seems to be a strong correlation
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between size and intelligence.
Like it seems like the bigger things
have bigger nervous systems and brains,
and so they're usually smarter,
but that doesn't--
- I think it's brain, it's the ratio, brain to body.
- Sure.
- 'Cause you have like crows that are up
among the most intelligent,
and it's like the size of the brain
to the size of the body.
- But there also could be kinds of intelligence
where we're completely--
- That we have no idea.
- We're not appreciating.
Maybe cockroaches, they've survived the longest.
They're talking shit about us right now, dumb humans.
- They're like, dude.
- They got--
- These rocks are so great.
- Couple of hundred years, exactly.
- Did you ever hear that Kurt Vonnegut,
where the two space travelers get lost?
This really impacted me as a kid
'cause my dad was an English teacher,
so he's always quoting Dostoevsky and Kurt Vonnegut.
And there's this, these two space travelers
get like crash landed in a cave,
and on the walls of the cave are the harmoniums.
And there's these kite-shaped animals,
and they feed off the vibrations of the cave,
and that's all they do.
They don't hurt each other, they just do that.
And so for like two years, these travelers are stuck,
and they're trying to fix their ship,
and one of them starts playing music for the harmoniums.
And the harmoniums love him for the music,
and they all come around him,
and he plays this music for them.
And finally, they fix the ship.
And the one guy is like, all right, let's get out of here.
And the other guy's like, you know what, I'm staying.
He goes, I found a place where I can do good.
I'm not hurting anybody, and they love me.
I'm staying right here.
- Yeah, this whole ambition thing we got going on,
always trying to build a bigger boat, bigger thing,
that might not be the ultimate conclusion
of a happy existence as a civilization.
That's one of the possibilities
why we haven't met the aliens yet at scale.
It's 'cause once you get good enough at technology,
you realize that happiness lies
in a peaceful coexistence.
It's possible.
- So where do you stand on like aliens now?
Like there's a lot coming out about the pilots
and the things people have been seeing.
And again, like I kind of come in and out of this stuff.
Like I'll be in the jungle for three months.
I miss a lot, so like update me.
Or are we being contacted right now?
- Of course, nobody knows,
but I tend to believe my intuition says
there's aliens everywhere, even our galaxy.
- Sure.
- That's a bigger leap, but I believe our galaxy
has probably billions,
hundreds of millions of planets with life on it,
like bacteria type of life.
- Sure.
- And I believe there is, I don't know,
thousands of intelligent alien civilizations
that exist or have existed.
The problem is there's a lot of time
and it's very difficult to contact each other.
So to achieve a kind of civilization
that's able to actually send out enough signal
or radiate enough energy where we would notice,
I think that's really tough.
That said, statistically speaking,
it seems like that should have been possible
inside our galaxy or maybe nearby.
And so I suspect that
once an alien civilization is just many orders of magnitude
smarter than us humans,
the way it would contact us
is going to be very difficult for us humans to understand.
We're very egocentric.
We want the message to be sent as like in English
versus I think consciousness itself, emotion,
thoughts could be like fingertips,
could be words in the story that the aliens are telling us
or things that are just like a low dimensional projection
of a much higher dimensional message
that's being sent by aliens.
And it may be our striving to create technology
is to create the kind of sensor
that's actually able to hear some of the message.
Maybe that's what AI is trying to do.
So I think bridging that barrier of communication
between us and cockroaches,
I think that's the biggest challenge.
- Interesting.
- Like the messages are all around us.
They're here.
I suspect the alien messages are here.
The aliens are here.
We're just too dumb to see it.
- So first of all, the imagining planets where there are
like just picturing like a, not a silent planet,
but just like a planet of alternate life forms.
You know, maybe it's not something that we can communicate
and have a conversation with,
but just like a planet of like butterflies and centipedes
and weird, you know, things.
- Unfortunately, bacteria for billions of years,
it was bacteria, single cell prokaryotes and eukaryotes,
but they're not, they're boring.
But yeah.
- Yeah, but animals of some sort
in an environment of some sort,
imagine that would just be such an interesting,
beautiful, amazing thing.
And I'm sure they're out.
Now that I'm, yeah.
- The kind of viruses they got going on.
- Ooh.
- It's, but they could also not be biologically based.
There could be different chemistries.
So you have to be humble to that too.
- Sure.
- But then, you know, it depends on the day.
Like I think you caught me on that day today,
an optimistic one.
Sometimes I think we're all, this is all there is
because you start, you ask that question,
the Fermi paradox, like why aren't they here?
You can't imagine an advanced civilization
that would not be explorers because we're explorers.
- Why is that depressing to you?
That the idea that, let's just say you found out right now
that there isn't anything else.
Let's just say that for example's sake,
that the earth is the earth and the universe is the universe
and it's sort of like the backdrop of a video game
and it's just what's out there.
Would that be tremendously depressing to you?
- I think it's exciting for an engineer.
It's probably exciting for an explorer,
but I would equate that to your going out,
hiking for three days with one match.
It kind of terrifies me that we only got one match.
- Really?
- Yeah.
- Really?
- Yeah, all you got is one match.
This, no, no, no, hold on a second.
Hold on a second.
- Wait.
- Paul, wait a minute.
You're going out, there's no more matches.
- But this is the only match you got.
- You've extinguished the planet.
As far as we know, there's no meteor coming.
I'm saying, do you live in a...
So I'm saying is your worry then
that we need to have a backup plan?
- Yeah.
- Really?
- Well, there has--
- So what if we do mess it up so bad
that we can't live here anymore?
- Well, there's different ways to mess it up.
There's ways to mess it up to make life really difficult.
- Mad Max type of thing.
- But there's nuclear war.
- Yes.
- With the further and further advancement of technology
that can destroy all of Earth,
it just feels like that's going to be exponentially growing.
- Yes, it's gonna get worse.
- And that, it's, listen, I'm very optimistic,
but it's a heck of a Russian roulette we're playing.
- Okay, so I'm still curious about your intention though,
or like where your passion for this comes from.
Are you, is your, or maybe it's both,
but is it the need to have a backup plan for humans,
which is admirable for your intense love of humanity
and our consciousness and love and art and everything?
Or is it also just that the raw fascination
of imagining what's out there?
Because I just, the way you said that about like,
oh, you caught me on a positive day where I think it's,
there was something in there that made me think
that you need there to be.
- Ah, yeah, yeah, there's,
I think I'm the kind of person that sees beauty
in everything, but to me, a universe full of diverse life
is more beautiful than one where it's just humans.
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It's just the Earth life.
- Interesting.
- There's more beauty.
I mean, I'm not egotistical about the awesomeness of humans.
I like if humans are not the smartest in our galaxy
or not even close to being the smartest.
And that to me is, I don't know,
that to me is exciting about the possibility
of what the universe can create.
- Yes, I'm with you on that, that it's wildly exciting to,
like if we found, even if it was just a distant inkling
that we found out that there is a planet that has life,
there's no communication coming from it,
but we know for a fact there's stuff going on there,
it would just change how we think about our entire reality.
We know now.
- And it could be, to me, I guess the little inkling
of a thing that is depressing, if all there is is Earth
and humans destroy it,
then we're the coolest thing
that the universe has ever created.
(laughing)
- It's over.
- I'm interested to have this conversation.
I'm really, I'm saying like,
I would be interested to bring you to the jungle.
And now I'm also wondering,
I'm wondering what your wilderness experience is,
'cause I feel like for me, I'm so Earth-centric
to the point where I'm like, we differ in that.
For me, this is like, it's a curiosity.
I feel wonder and I feel it's fun to talk about
like what's at the edge of space.
There's the conundrums of space-time.
But I'm so, to me, I'm like,
what if the aliens are watching us
or what if the aliens aren't watching us?
But what if the challenge here is we've been put on Earth
as the most intellectually complex of these creatures
and we're being observed to see how we manage it.
And it's like, we haven't made a good job
of managing each other.
Before Oriana went down the Amazon,
I mean, they showed up and just sacked the Incas.
I mean, our history, I don't have to tell you,
you just got back.
But sometimes I wonder,
is there a grand narrative
with what we're doing to wildlife?
'Cause it's like, we have all these other species
and we're struggling even here in this conversation
to sort of quantify.
And I think that most people don't think
outside of the human framework.
You know what I mean?
Just driving around, for me, living outside of the jungle,
even just for a few weeks, I get,
you don't even think about the fact
that there's other species around us.
We really don't day-to-day.
You look at TV and you listen to the radio
and it's not very consequential
to the average person living in a city
that there are these islands covered in walruses
and that there's rainforests filled with birds
and frogs and all these things happening
and that the salmon are contributing to our fresh water
and that life is literally given to us
and made possible by these ecological systems.
To me, that's where the whole essence
of my existence comes from.
And so like--
- Yeah, thank you for that reminder
because you're basically saying
the alien civilizations you dream about are here on Earth.
Those worlds are here.
- For me, yeah.
- Yeah, no, I agree with you.
I think I agree with you.
I think that's actually the way I think most of the time.
I think I'm on mushrooms all the time,
genetically somehow, because when I go out in nature,
it's just the beauty, even of,
not that you talk about the Amazon,
man, just basics of nature fill me with awe.
The other thing that fills me with awe
is our own mind, like the biology of these things firing.
Basically, not our own mind,
but biology of any living organisms
'cause it's like an ecosystem.
These cells came together, they somehow function.
They delegate, they mostly operate in a local way,
but they, first of all, it's just like you said
with the anacondas, you start out as a tiny snake
and you become giant.
When you're a tiny snake, you're prey for everything.
When you're a giant snake, you're a predator
or you're prey to no one.
Just that whole process, starting with a single embryo,
single cells, human, and through the embryogenic process,
constructing this giant human that's able to have limbs,
move about the world, think about things,
write books and so on.
Just that is incredibly beautiful
and all of that is here on Earth, yes.
Actually, I was being sort of poetic about aliens and so on.
I think I can spend 99.99% in terms of filling my mind
with awe and beauty just looking down here on Earth,
for sure, I agree with you.
- Yeah, and they shouldn't cancel out.
I think it's beautiful that there's people
that are fascinated and obsessed
with looking out into space and that will travel there.
I mean, just to me, the idea of,
I mean, I have a little piece of meteorite at home
that I hold and it does amazing things to my mind
'cause I'm like everything I've ever touched
is from this Earth and I'm holding this thing
that's been places that we can't even think about
and it blows my mind and I love it.
But when it comes to intelligence, I think it's like,
I'm so concerned with the fact
that we're at this moment in history
and it's interesting to me that we had the internet
and now with the emergence of AI and more and more,
I feel like we are starting to resemble an ant colony
where there's more and more connection
and there's more and more interaction globally
between everybody.
In the next 10 years, we're gonna have to decide,
are we gonna let our ocean ecosystems just collapse?
Are we gonna just take that 3% of rainforest
and just let them log the shit out of it until it's gone?
And it's like, we're gonna be
in a very different reality then.
Then it's gonna be very dystopian future
or can we keep the good things about Earth,
transcend that, realize that we have
these incredible alien species around us
that are animals that we grew up with,
that we wouldn't be here without, that we owe something to.
And I feel like at that stage,
then the outward look becomes something else.
It's almost like we've proven.
Then if aliens came up to us, that's when I'd feel good.
Aliens would come up to us and they said,
Louis has the thing where he goes,
God comes back and he goes, what did you do?
He goes, the polar bears are brown.
He's like, I left food for you.
It's like if the aliens came and were like,
and they interviewed the elephants and they said,
how are you feeling?
And the elephants would be like,
listen, fuck these little primates.
You know what they've done to us?
And it's like, I mean, I've seen people break an elephant.
I've seen it all with that stuff.
And it's like, if anybody was to ask them,
they'd be screaming.
And so like, to me, it's just, I have trouble,
trouble looking out into space.
I have trouble looking out into normal life as a human
because I'm so concerned with trying to make sure
that they're okay, because not enough people are doing that.
- Well, the interesting thing about all the development
with AI and just that we're living more
and more of our life online,
I think we're actually learning
what's missing when it's online.
Like, I think people realize that online interaction
is shallow, but we're just learning
that that's a reality, that we need that human connection.
And I think there's going to be the swing back
to like, sadly, AI systems of the future
might be able to live fulfilling lives online,
but us humans have to have a deep connection with Earth.
And like with each other, physical connection.
I think there's going to be a phase somewhere
in the century where we go back
to deep physical connection.
And there'll be a digital world that we visit
that will be separate.
And you have a discussion with that,
with Twitter, with Instagram,
with all of these social networks,
that they seem to be dividing us,
they seem to not be bringing happiness.
And you have to try to figure out like,
okay, so how do we use them in a way
that does connect us, does educate us,
grow our knowledge base, but also keeps us,
keeps our lives fulfilling in a deep human way
that we're, for good and for bad, genetically designed.
That we can't overcome, that we can't escape
these meat vehicles.
- Yeah, but to me that's so reassuring.
- Yeah.
- It's like when you would like,
I have, you know, we all have those friends
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that are like, you know, we got to live forever.
And it's like, I don't know, man, do you?
- Yeah.
- I don't know, is it that bad that this is how it works?
Like that we don't understand it?
- Yeah, it's often from the tech sector,
the discussions about immortality and so on.
- Yeah.
- I think that's somehow trying to escape
the beauty of this earth, for sure.
That there's something beautiful.
- It's too bright to look at, like.
- Yeah, and I, perhaps like you,
I'm worried about the unintended negative consequences
of trying to escape the way things are on this earth.
Because this is an incredible mechanism.
- How many times in the past has new technology come out
that people have hailed as, you know, blasphemy,
or it's not gonna work, or it goes against nature,
and now, well, heart transplants are pretty cool.
- Yeah.
- You know, and you could say what you want
about like television, and like, oh, it rots your brain.
It's like, yeah, but also how many times
have you sat in a room full of people being entertained
and all laughing and interacting and eating popcorn
because of the televisions there?
It's not one or the other.
And so I feel like with AI, we'll learn our way through it.
- There's like with the legged robots, especially,
and humanoid also, so anything on legs,
four legs or two legs.
I remember like the first time I interacted
with a legged robot, I saw magic there.
Like that this too can have consciousness.
This too can have this lifelike quality
that a human being loves about other human beings,
about other living creatures.
Now, while I'm still, I grew up in a place
with no internet, in a time with no internet,
so I still like biological dogs better.
I noticed the magic in robotic dogs,
and it makes me wonder.
The same way we're just talking about aliens looking up,
it makes you wonder about other alien civilizations.
Now, the deep love is for dogs, for other humans,
but there's still this wonder.
- Oh, I struggle with that.
Like you said, whatever's going on in here,
the idea, and there's so much talk about the fact,
like at what point does an artificially intelligent robot
become something that has,
and it's like, I get very uncomfortable with that.
It makes me, I don't know how to handle the things
'cause I don't know enough about it probably,
but it's like, I don't know how to handle like--
- I don't know how to handle it either.
Nobody knows anything about it
because it's really, everything is terrifying here
'cause it could be as simple as consciousness is easy to fake
so what if you live in a world 10 to 20 years from now
where your toaster, there's a bunch of robots in your room
that are faking consciousness,
and then you fall in love with them,
and you have a deep connection with them,
and then you actually have a deeper connection
with your toaster than you do
with any romantic human partner you've ever had.
- Ooh. - And you start to--
- I was upset about the dogs.
(laughing)
I was like, at least the robot
doesn't take a shit on the floor.
(laughing)
I was like, you just took it way worse.
- Yeah, yeah, and then they start to,
I don't know if you've seen AI porn,
but it gets pretty intense.
- Like fully AI porn. - Fully AI, yeah.
- Like they're fake people.
- Fake people.
Fake people that can-- - Things I've missed in the jungle.
- Things you, boy, do I have a lot to show you.
(laughing)
Or not, not show you.
Let me ask you about a touchy topic.
- Uh-oh.
- Climate change.
- Oh boy.
- What's the effect of climate change on the Amazon?
Maybe species diversity.
What is something that people should think about?
Because there's different views on,
I think most people believe that climate change
is human-caused and that it's happening,
but there is different perspectives on the degree of damage
that it's going to do over the next several decades
and what our response should be as a society.
And so it would be amazing to hear your perspective on it
in small slices of your experience or in large.
- To me, there's no denying the fact
that we are experiencing changes.
I think anybody that doesn't agree with that
hasn't been outside in the last 20 years
or hasn't interviewed old farmers
who will tell you that it changed.
I think a lot of us can agree with that.
Where I deviate is that I am not a climate scientist.
I am not qualified.
And so I, just like everybody else, am listening.
And what happens to me is I see that someone
like Santiago Duran, JJ's father,
will tell me it's totally different
than it was when I was a kid.
The seasons have changed and moved.
In New York, when I was a kid,
we used to get white Christmas.
We used to get snow.
I was in shorts.
I came off the plane right before coming here
and I was in shorts for a second.
I was like, this is a different reality.
But my ability or my interpretation of climate change,
I feel like is just as dumb as those people that go like,
"It's really cold.
"I thought they said it was getting warmer."
It's a very rudimentary thing.
And so as someone that's fighting
for the preservation of biodiversity,
I don't feel like I'm any more qualified
than the average person to,
I can only provide anecdotal evidence
of the stuff I've seen.
What I do do though,
and I always make a strong delineation here,
is that I can speak to the fact
that I've been places where the ocean fisheries
have been depleted.
And the local fishermen can tell you,
and the scientists can tell you,
there's no more fish here.
I've been to the places where the rainforest line
is being pushed back in Borneo
and it's getting smaller and smaller and smaller.
And I've been in the Amazon
and I've walked through the killing fields
and through the fires
and I've burnt my lungs on it.
And I'm a big believer personally,
and instead of trying to take on all of it,
I've tried very hard in my life to pick one thing.
And to me, that one thing is protecting
as many wild heartbeats as I can,
because they're under constant fire.
And so climate change,
there's so much arguing over it.
And like you said, the degree to which we affect it
and how do you, you know what I mean?
I like to have provable data points.
Like I can show you tropical deforestation.
I can show you the decline in tigers
over the last hundred years.
I can't prove, you know what I mean?
I can't answer that question.
I don't think, probably you can better than I can.
- No, I think one of the criticism,
I'd love to get your opinion on,
is one of the criticisms that somebody
like Jordan Peterson provides,
is that the climate is such a complex system.
There's so many variables that making conclusive statements
about what's going to happen with the quote unquote climate
in the next 10, 20, 50 years is a nearly impossible task.
Therefore, as he would say,
as people like Bjorn Lomborg would say,
the kind of fear mongering that is done,
saying we should spend humongous amounts of money
to change the trajectory of everything we're doing
in terms of energy, in terms of infrastructure and so on,
in terms of how we allocate money is not justified
because predicting is very difficult.
And instead it's better exactly what you're saying,
which is focusing on local problem, local,
saying we need to protect the Amazon.
What are the things attacking the Amazon this year,
in the next five years?
How can we stop the deforestation?
How can we stop different things?
And then humans are exceptionally good
at coming up with solutions for that,
especially when you put money behind it,
you put attention to it,
and that's the way we solve all the different problems
that are going to,
that are projected for the climate change
in its worst case scenarios to be realized on this earth.
So that's kind of the case he would make.
And I should also mention that one of the reasons
I was fortunate enough to discover your work
is first a friend mentioned
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that I should definitely talk to you,
and I Googled you,
and I saw that somebody recommended
that Jordan Peterson absolutely must talk to you
on his podcast.
- Wow.
- I think there's like a Reddit post.
- Thank you for Reddit poster, that's great.
- I was like, oh, interesting.
And then I looked and Jordan hasn't yet.
And I thought, my goal is for you to talk to Rogan
and to Jordan Peterson for different reasons,
but for the same reason,
they get connected to a human being
that deeply cares about this earth.
And I think that's probably the right lens
through which to look at the effects of climate change
in terms of focusing on the different things
that are threatening the diversity of species
in this most magical place on earth,
which is the Amazon.
But also, as you'll talk about
with elephants and tigers in India,
and focusing on how to solve those problems.
I don't know if there's any comment you wanna make
on folks like Jordan Peterson
who are sort of raising questions
about how much do we really understand about the climate?
- First of all, I'm such a Jordan Peterson fan,
and I think the guy is heroic for a number of reasons.
And I find his use of language
and his use of theology
and the message that he puts out wonderful.
I cringe a little bit when he says,
I feel like, and I might not even be accurate on this,
but I cringe a little bit when I feel like he dismisses
that there is an ecological emergency happening right now.
Now, I'm not talking about climate change specifically,
but I've heard him say,
"Environmentalists upset me."
And he goes, "Well, what do you mean by the environment?
"Everything?"
And it sort of seems to outrage him.
And I kind of agree with him there.
Because, so are you telling me
that we need to halt our global process
and progress and economies and everything?
I don't know.
I don't know.
And so to me, that doesn't bother me
because he's exploring
what the hell are these people talking about?
When you say, I personally have friends and students
and people filling my inboxes.
I have young kids telling me
that they've become vegan and they ride a bicycle.
And sometimes they don't watch TV
'cause it uses electricity.
And I mean, they're just becoming so, so terrified
of that they're killing the earth.
And so it's this doomsday, anti-human,
sentimentist thing that we're evil.
It's almost like a new religion about you're evil.
And so to me, it almost makes me,
in a totally different camp,
where like climate change and the right-left politics.
And I consider it a bad thing.
And I consider it a family,
I consider Thanksgiving dinner
and listen to the climate thing go back and forth.
And I'm like, I'm not even here.
And that might actually annoy some people
in the environmental field
that might feel betrayed by me saying that.
But I don't care.
My job, and it's not just the Amazon.
And that's one note that I wanted to make,
is that my career has taken place largely in the Amazon
and also in India.
And now a lot in Africa.
But it's not even just these exotic places either.
It's people realizing that the salmon runs in Canada
and the butterfly gardens in our backyards,
that there's biodiversity everywhere.
And I strongly feel like the idea of jungle keepers,
the idea of stewards of nature.
And so for me, my job, my one thing,
and I try to tell this to these kids that message me
and that my inboxes are full of this,
where they go, the climate is burning
and elephants are in decline and tigers and this and that.
I'm like, guys, look, first of all, calm down, first of all.
Like go outside, go get laid, do something, have fun.
Next, pick something that you can affect.
And it doesn't have to be with the environment.
Do something good on earth.
Go help somebody that needs food.
Go help your elderly neighbor, whatever it is.
Practice with being effective at one thing at a time.
And so for me, like I said, from those early days
of sitting there with JJ on the side of a river and going,
someone has to protect this.
My concern is that we've lost 70% of the wildlife
on this planet in the last 50 years.
That's a huge problem.
Wildlife maintain the ecosystems.
And so I have a very clear cut, very definable,
very measurable and provable thing
that I'm fighting against.
And it's a very, to me, it's a very like small ask.
Don't cut down the 3% of the world
that has 50% of the biodiversity in it.
Maybe let's keep some wild tigers for future generations.
And because tigers have their own inherent right to exist here.
That's my thing in terms of when we get to,
you know, I get attacked for, you know,
you should be a vegan.
Okay.
You have me roll into a village in the Amazon
when they offer me spider monkey
and you tell me that I should be a vegan
and you see how much they respect you
and you tell them that you're a vegan.
Like, but no, so for someone like Peterson,
I think it's actually good that he's,
first of all, telling everyone to make their damn beds
and exploring it through a different lens.
You know, he's coming at it from a totally different thing
and saying, you know, are we just being alarmist here?
Are we, what, I mean, again, imagine if, you know,
imagine if there isn't a problem
and they're making one out of it
and all the implications that that could have for progress.
So I think what he's doing is perfectly reasonable.
There is a podcast though where he's,
it was a great one though,
where he's discussing animal intelligence.
- Mm-hmm.
- And I could really see that, you know,
the human psyche and theology and religion
is so much his world that really the idea
of animals being intelligent was novel
and it was fascinating.
- Yeah, that's why I would love for the two of you to talk.
Just, I don't know, and hopefully I'm not out of line here,
but he is so focused on the human mind
that I think he forgets that there's other life out there.
- A lot of people do.
- There's this whole machine of intelligence,
of a kind of intelligence out there,
this entire trillions of species,
tiny and big, just--
- Crawling.
- Just moving everywhere.
- Everywhere.
- And we're actually part of it.
So like to look at a human psychology
as distinct from that is missing at least some of the picture.
- Some of the picture.
I do believe though, I would agree with him on that,
humans are unique.
- Yeah.
- Human psychology is unique.
We just are.
But I also, you know, he's in such an interesting place
because usually you have environmentalists
who are like, you know, nature, nature, nature,
and then it's very anti-human.
And then you have the other side,
and it's like he's on this path
where he's starting to explore
what those diverse intelligences mean.
And that to me is really amazing
'cause I love hearing what he'll do with that.
- And I think also on top of that,
I think if you're aware of nature,
deeply aware of nature,
it gives you another perspective
on the evolutionary history of humans.
It's one thing to be an evolutionary biologist
and kind of study it from a philosophical perspective,
and it's the other to really, I think, experience it
and deeply know it to see, I don't know,
the fact that we came from fish.
- Sure.
- And really be cognizant of that.
That's something else.
That's like, I don't know,
to realize that we're part of a computing machine
that created intelligence.
We're part of the thing that started bacteria
and is now creating AI.
- Yeah.
- And I don't know, Dunkin' Donuts.
I don't know what else is impressive.
- The other great human achievements.
- The other great, I was thinking,
well, what's interesting about Boston?
- But I feel like we keep scratching up against this thing
in this conversation that it's so easy.
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I think something like 50 or more percent
of the humans on this planet live in cities.
And I think it's so easy for people to forget
that we share this planet with so many other things.
And I think that that sort of,
that we're, in a way, we're almost like ecological orphans
and that we've left the things
that actually make us feel at home.
And that's a bit of a stretch
'cause I don't know if everybody feels that way.
But for me, I mean, professionally as an expedition guide,
when I take people into nature,
I see what happens to them.
And they leave going,
I mean, it doesn't have to be the Amazon.
It could be upstate New York.
But it's like, if you do it the right way,
if you remove the fear of breaking an ankle,
seeing a snake, being bitten by a mosquito, all that stuff,
if you can get people to a peaceful moment
and you're fly fishing,
a lot of times they'll take that moment
and they'll talk about it the rest of their life.
If they don't live in that,
then there's those of us who spend our lives doing that.
But for a reason,
because it's the only place we feel sane.
- And you were kind enough to suggest
that we might travel together for a time at some point.
If we do that, if we journey together,
where would you recommend we should go?
- So what I would wanna show you is sort of,
I'd wanna take you to church.
I'd wanna take you to see the giant trees,
take you to meet the old gods, really.
There's places when you walk in off the river
that are so deep in the forest.
And again, now we do this, we have the boats,
we have the rangers,
we protect this ecological corridor now.
And so it would be taking you to meet some of those loggers
that we converted.
It'd be taking you,
we'd have to go to the floating forest,
meet some of the trees that I love the most,
go piranha fishing and really just spend,
my ideal trip for you would be to spend five days
of airplane mode phone,
completely living out comfortable.
I'm not saying, I don't wanna torture you.
I'm saying go and live comfortably
on an expedition in the Amazon.
And that means a few days at this research station,
maybe go up river three days and camp up here
just on the edge of where the uncontacteds are,
and then come back and then see the Jungle Keeper Station.
But along the way, seeing all the special sacred places,
it would be almost like saying,
let's go see all the treasures of Italy.
It's like, this is one of the most beautiful things on earth
and I've had the incredible, almost unbelievable fortune
to be responsible for protecting it.
And I don't, I think it's a privilege
to be able to share that with people.
- To be able to witness what this earth has created,
just, and it's been just a gift
just even to follow your Instagram.
The window you create on this part of the world
is just really beautiful.
I do wanna ask on that,
maybe it's like behind the scenes a little bit,
but how do you keep the equipment dry?
Like how do you, how hard is bringing equipment
to the cameras?
You're an incredible filmmaker and photographer,
so how do you make it work?
- I don't know, it's not that hard.
We, it's not that bad. - It's wet.
- It is wet.
The new iPhones are waterproof.
And if they don't get, I'm telling you, dude,
it's been such a weapon, it's been awesome.
If you drop it in the river,
my one thing is you gotta have a tether
'cause I drop it all the time.
And so I'll be hanging off a boat
and I'll be trying to take a video
and I'll be like, here we are in the Amazon
and you can see the line, and thunk.
That's the biggest thing.
But the, we shoot on cannons and I don't know,
it's worked out, it's not that bad.
- Oh, really, so you can keep the equipment dry.
- I keep the equipment dry and I actually don't,
a lot of people put their shit in silica at night
and like keep it dry and then they take it out.
And I find that when you do that,
the temperature change creates moisture inside the camera.
So what I do is I never do that.
I just keep my cameras in my backpack with a zipper.
So they're more or less exposed to the elements.
- Yeah. - And so it sort of
always has a little bit of equilibrium and that's it.
I mean, I shoot on some pretty fancy equipment sometimes
and it's great.
But I mean, the awesome thing though now is that
with a cell phone, I mean, I put my phone down
on the ground a few weeks ago
and let this rhino walk up to it and stuff.
And it's like, you can get video footage
that you can literally put on Netflix.
It's getting really exciting.
And that's where I deviate from the nature people
that are like, "We need to go back and live in cabins."
I'm like, "Dude, this is awesome."
And I love taking slow-mos, like no way.
- It makes you reappreciate, but just by yourself,
just reappreciate over and over and over.
And then you can also share it with the world.
- Well, that's the thing is sharing it with people.
There's nothing better than teaching a kid to catch a fish.
And in a way, Instagram has allowed us to do that
where it's like, I can have this crazy-ass moment
that is so unique and then put it up for people to see.
I mean, I remember one of the most recent things
that got people, you never know what's gonna get people excited.
I literally just like, there was like 3,000 butterflies
on the beach and they were all like black, red, and blue.
Beautiful butterflies.
And I just like panned the phone across it
and then like jumped in the river and swam away.
And like threw that up on Instagram
and people went berserk.
They're like, "This is the most amazing thing."
And like four different accounts reached out
to try and share it.
And I was like, "Butterflies, they're everywhere.
"There's 4,000 species of butterfly in the Amazon."
But sharing that with people is beautiful.
- How do you find the thing to shoot?
How do you come up with the butterflies?
How do you notice the thing that's beautiful
and say, "I'm gonna, wait a minute, like pause.
"This is beautiful.
"Let me take a picture of this."
'Cause like sometimes you might get used to the beauty, right?
- Yeah, yeah.
- Or like sometimes simple, crazy things
like leaf cutter ants, they're just walking by.
They become, it becomes pedestrian.
It's like, well, I mean, just like when you're, you know,
you're living at the elephant camp
and it's like the elephant comes out
and he starts like trashing the water bucket.
We're all like, "We just stop.
"We're trying to watch Peaky Blinders here.
"Just leave us alone."
It becomes normal after a while.
- Yeah.
- But no, in the jungle, I don't, that's never a struggle
for me because as a photographer, it's like,
whenever my eye hits on something, I want,
I've never seen that many of those butterflies,
all the same species together.
And like this, oh yeah, I'm trying to get this one thing
that the butterflies do is in the dry season,
the salt deposits, you'll get like three or four,
maybe 5,000 butterflies all coming onto this one area
of sand 'cause there'll be like some leaching.
There'll be some salt deposit there or something.
And they'll all be wings flat against the ground
with their proboscis on the sand.
And if you go walk near them, they will vortex up.
And you have a rainbow vortex of butterflies
and you can like go run through that.
And it's surreal.
And I want to, what I wanna do is get the shot
where I, I guess, leave the phone recording
in slow-mo facing up and leave it there for an hour.
Let the butterflies come in and settle
and then disturb them so I get the bottom
of the vortex of the bug.
I'm like, these are the ways I think where I'm like,
how can I show people the absolute mind-blowing perfection?
- With an iPhone.
- I mean, that's what I have.
I'm sure that somebody else could do it with a Red
and nail it, but it's like, that's what I have in the jungle
because I have to travel light and I, you know.
- Yeah, I think that really, that works.
I have the same thing when I was traveling in Ukraine.
The equivalent was just the suitcase,
that suitcase over there with the foam.
- Yeah.
- And you just shove it full of equipment
and who cares? - Do the best you can.
- You can go to war zone, it doesn't matter.
- Yeah.
- It doesn't, like, it has to do with the,
you're talking about like with the,
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like protecting your camera or not.
It feels like the more you protect stuff,
the more it's gonna get damaged.
- Yeah, like, so like, see, like my cameras,
they're all missing.
This is like, this is amazing to me.
So all my cameras are missing the,
they all, you can see the metal through the paint.
- Nice.
- So all this, and so like, they're all,
because I'm constantly like, I'll like slide in
and like take a picture and like, they're banged up.
But these, they're good, they're good machines.
- I think they get tougher over time if you put them through.
It's like the immune system, it's like muscles.
It's like David Goggins cameras.
If you gotta, you gotta make them suffer every day.
(laughing)
- Yeah, all right, what's your view on hunting?
So you really hate poachers.
- I really hate poachers.
- How do they operate?
Who are they?
What are they up to?
What do they do?
- Poachers to me are the people that are going in
and annihilating wildlife for profit without any,
you know, the people that are going in
and machine gunning an elephant to take its tusks.
- Yeah.
- The people that are sneaking into protected areas in Africa
and shooting rhinos so that they can cut off their horns
before the animal's even dead while its baby is beside it.
- Yeah.
- So, and there's a difference between a poacher
and a hunter.
I'm a hunter.
JJ's a hunter.
I work with an organization called Vet Paw in Africa
and they use United States veterans who have come back,
post 9/11 veterans who have come back from the war
and have these skills.
And they've been using these guys
to protect the last black rhinos, white rhinos, elephants.
And so I've gotten to see this play out
on a private reserve in Africa
where these incredible people have decided
to protect zebras, wildebeests, all types of impala, giraffes,
several herds of elephants, white rhinos, black rhinos.
All of this stuff is protected.
And what's interesting is it's a hunting preserve.
And so it's been very interesting and challenging
sharing my work there with the public
because for instance,
I went to a very high profile photographer recently
and I said, "You have to get over here and see this.
"It's amazing what these people have done."
It's this reserve called Buffalo Clouf
and they've, you know,
there's rescued families of elephants
and they have, you can see a black rhino every day
if you want to.
This is, they're critically endangered.
And it's because of the work that Vet Paw does
protecting these animals from poachers.
But what people don't understand is that hunting
happens all the time on the reserve.
Not for the elephants and the rhinos.
Those are special and they will never be hunted there.
But things like an impala, things like an anyala,
a wildebeest, a zebra,
there aren't as many predators as there used to be.
So if you leave those animals
unhunted, you know, without the wolf to chase the herd
to thin off the ones that are old and dying or sick,
well, then you just have animals
that are old and dying and sick walking around suffering.
And so on reserves like this, they hunt
and they take the old ones
and they use the funding from hunting.
No one's going to pay you $30,000
to take a picture of a buffalo,
but they'll pay you $30,000 to hunt a buffalo.
And so these reserves responsibly and ethically on foot
can go hunting and manage.
And again, if they were hunting rhinos
or if they were hunting elephants,
I'd be out in a second.
- They're hunting non-endangered species.
- They're hunting non-endangered species,
they're hunting game species.
And the difference is that a poacher is gonna,
and so those are responsible hunters
that are ecologists and conservationists.
Whereas a poacher is someone that will come in
and kill recklessly and murder an animal
for no reason for a part to sell.
- I would love to travel together actually.
So we'll talk offline.
I would love to make that happen if you allow me.
- I'm 100% serious, man.
I have tremendous respect for your work
and I've been watching you since the beginning.
I would love to do that together.
- I've been, I've talked to Joe quite a bit about it.
I really love the idea of eating the meat that I've hunted.
It's mostly what I eat is meat, not for dietary.
I don't have any weird constraints on my diet and so on.
I just really enjoy eating meat.
(laughing)
- It's really good.
- And there is a part of me that's bothered
by factory farming.
- Yes, sure.
- That it's very easily accessible meat,
but there's something deeply wrong with it.
Part of the reason I love fishing
and eating the fish that I catch,
it just seems to be more ethical,
but also a more intimate, deep connection,
honest connection with nature.
You get to see the killing of the food
that you're consuming versus removing that from the picture,
not even thinking about it,
not thinking about that this came from the meat.
Yeah, I love the idea that I kill one animal
and I eat that animal basically for the whole year.
- Yeah, an ethically slaughtered animal,
whether it's a fish or a deer or whatever else.
To me, that's, oh God,
I'm gonna use the wrong religious term here,
but there's a, I feel like I wanna use the word sacrament,
but it's like, there's a deeply profound ritual.
And honestly, if you teach a kid to grow a vegetable,
you show a kid how to grow a carrot
and the miracle of like, wait,
I put a, this thing just grew in there,
it just appeared because there was sunlight.
And it's like, yeah.
To me, yes, when you feel that fish tug on the line,
to me, it does something that awakens
a deep primal something, this satisfaction.
And then when you eat that, you feel good.
And so I think the other thing,
like sort of functionally speaking is that
aside from the fact that I think it's one of the original,
we were so disconnected, like we should be hunting.
We should be gathering, walking more.
I mean, look at like what we discussed now,
like people are like,
oh, you gotta get your steps in for the day.
And it's like, that never used to be a problem.
You know, people like, well, should we be eating animals?
And it's like, what do you think we do here on earth?
Like, I'm not sure how you got so confused,
but Walmart did it to you.
Like, I don't know, like what, living where I've lived.
And I mean, from 18 to 35, I feel like I've grown up.
I've lived more outside than I have inside.
And I've, it just to me, like showing people these things,
I can see this miraculous wonder in their eyes
when they realize that they can reach out into the world
and interact with something.
And so when I hear these like frantic people talking about,
you know, whether or not it's right,
it's like, no, of course it is.
Then again, factory farming is awful,
but I try to stay, I try and walk the line.
I'm worried about wild animals.
I'm worried about wild ecosystems.
The other thing that's sort of important about hunting
is that if people's livelihoods depend on salmon and elk
and ocean fisheries,
well, then they'll fight to protect it naturally
because it's part of their life.
And it's, if everybody's going to Burger King
and everybody's getting chicken wrapped in plastic,
they forget that the fish are there
because they're too busy watching sitcoms.
And so then when the conglomerate comes in
and builds a dam, nobody really cares.
And then you just end up with a few hippies and signs
standing next to the river and it becomes silly.
We forget the meaning.
- You mentioned that
ayahuasca reveals-
- Oh boy.
Oh boy.
Oh no.
- The darkness that's there in the jungle.
There's beauty, but there's darkness.
So what is it that ayahuasca reveals?
What is the heart of darkness?
- Fuck, it opens the heart of darkness right up.
I'm going to show you a picture of our shaman
and then I'm going to ask you
if you want to do ayahuasca here.
Not here in that sense.
It can only be done in the jungle.
Anybody that tells you, I've heard people be like,
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"Oh, I did ayahuasca in Brooklyn last week."
And I'm like, "No, you didn't."
I actually told that to my native friends.
I went, "Hey, guess what?"
I said, "A bunch of gringos keep thinking
they're doing ayahuasca in Brooklyn."
And they were like howling, laughing.
They're like, "You can't do it outside the jungle."
And I was like, "Exactly."
- I've never done ayahuasca.
I would love to have done or eaten whatever, mushrooms.
- Sure.
- It's a wonderful experience.
- I think it's wonderful.
But ayahuasca, oh man, yeah.
See, I had done mushrooms.
I thought I was like, okay.
Yeah, I was like, I got this.
I had my notebook.
I was like, I'm going to journal a little bit.
But I quickly, quickly realized how out of my depth I was
and how unprepared I was for what was happening
'cause you sit in a circle with these native guys
and there's one, he's got the feathers and he's old
and he's got a face like the map of the world
and he's smoking this fat old tobacco thing
and he calls you forward and you kneel before him
and you're going, "Is it too late to back up?"
And everyone's, there's one candle
and he blows smoke over the cup and he hands it to you.
And you're like, again, it's these things
that you can't argue with.
It's these facts.
So you're like, as soon as this goes down, I'm gone.
I know it.
And this is a moment in my life that I have
to either embarrass myself in front of everybody
or I'm going forward with this and then I went and sat.
And you're sitting in the dark and it's, again,
so we're on a platform with palm thatched roof
and the jungle is all around you.
So all those tens of millions of frogs and insects are,
and I'm like, all right, cool.
And I remember I tried to light a cigarette or something
and I went, "Oh, that's not gonna happen."
And then I put my hands on the floor
and my experience, I mean, we've done mushrooms,
it's interesting, it's introspective.
No, this was like somebody unzipped the universe.
I spent a lot of, without boring people with it,
I spent a lot of time in unconstructed dream space,
floating between nebulas.
There was a long period where there was no physical shape,
where I lived without a name.
And so it's like you get brought so deep down,
so elementally lost in the universe
where I truly felt like I was experiencing
moving through places like that asteroid that I have.
It's like a piece of,
your piece is something detached from the earth.
And so I got back from it
and had an interesting new appreciation for life.
I strongly suggest that people just do mushrooms
like a normal person, unless you're ready.
- So it was really intense.
- It was really intense, but to be fair,
the shaman who did it was like the old school guy.
And he was getting up there in years
and he had forgotten and overboiled the brew.
And so we came back and it was like four in the morning
and I had all this crazy shit.
I'd been on journeys and years down there.
And so when I came back and I had like hands,
I started crying.
I started absolutely weeping.
- Gratitude or what?
- Gratitude that I was alive.
I was gonna get to see my people again.
I was like, I'm gonna have to see my parents again.
- Yeah.
- I'm gonna get to talk to humans.
- So you kind of thought you might be gone.
- I was gone.
I was gone.
I was a dimly conscious something floating in dark space
and spent what felt like years down there.
And so when I really did feel like being reborn,
which I was like cheap trick, like, yeah.
(Luke laughs)
But no, the way it moves you through the jungle,
the way the jungle moves through your skin,
there are moments of absolute majesty
and incredible discovery that happen along the way.
And on the way up, the jungle brings you up
and the shaman brings you up
and you get to move through the forest in a way that
it's almost like you're inhabiting
the consciousness of animals.
Very, very, very like,
I didn't think that hallucinogenics could do this
to a brain, you know?
Mushrooms, you're like, oh, I feel like I can feel music.
Like, cool.
- Right, right.
- You know, you guys wanna watch "March of the Penguins"?
- This is transformative.
Like, did that change you?
- I don't know.
I think it definitely, I almost feel like it showed me
the thing that I was scared the most of.
And it was like, that it's all just cold, dark, nothing.
It like brought me to like the basement of the universe.
And I felt like the point of that was to come back
to this place where there's all this life and light and love
and all this amazing stuff that we experience
on a day-to-day basis and don't take for granted.
And so just like almost dying, this was like fully dying.
But the great part is, is that usually it's not that intense.
This guy had overboiled the brew.
He'd also, I saw the vine afterwards.
Most ayahuasca vines are like as thick as your arm.
This one was like as thick as a garbage can.
It was like the oldest ayahuasca vine you can imagine.
And at like four in the morning,
I like crawled over to my friend, Chris,
who's a tough New York City firefighter.
And we were like holding each other, just like weeping,
just like, "Thank God we're back."
And then we had to go looking for the shaman.
Where the hell is this guy?
He's gone.
We found him in the morning
and he was laying in the stream naked, like ET,
at the end when he's like laying like in the...
Yeah, he kicked his own ass with that brew.
And he retired after that.
Oh shit.
So we really got like, somebody turned the dial
all the way up on us.
And so we got blasted.
So it's not supposed to be that bad.
But I think you're somebody who's fearless
in sort of diving into those kinds of places.
I think I also retire from ayahuasca.
I could be fearless with other things,
but I think I'm good.
It sounds kind of, to me personally, kind of exciting.
- Well, I think that you have a severely fearless aspect to you.
I mean, when you come up with something that intrigues you,
like if somebody told you right now
that you could go physically into deep space,
I feel like you would do it.
- Yeah, if go to Mars, yeah.
- Right.
- And some of it is, I don't even know if you have that.
Some of that is more Goggins-like.
I want to see where my mind breaks
by pushing it to tough places.
There's a curiosity of exploring the mind,
the limits of the mind.
I feel like you're-
- It's not a cold plunge.
That's like, you're not coming back.
- Right, right.
And that's okay.
- No, I have, I do.
I have, I'm with you on that.
I love seeing my limits.
I absolutely love seeing my limits.
I love getting my ass kicked.
I love being shown how insignificant I am.
But when it comes to something like that,
where you got to push your chips in,
it's got to be something for me.
It's got to be a hill that I believe in before I die on it.
And it's like, to me,
the promise of exploring space isn't enough.
But like, even just the way, I mean, you said,
you're like, I'm going to Ukraine.
Here I go.
You know, there's a certain
dedication to curiosity
at any expense.
And I think that that is something
that maybe we share in different directions.
- Something tells me,
with those crocodiles outside,
I would have gotten eaten.
(laughing)
Something tells me,
there's something trying to preserve you in this world.
I'm not sure exactly what that is.
Somehow you keep surviving.
What do you think is the meaning of this whole thing?
Why are we here?
Do you ever ask yourself that question?
- I feel like that's every day.
I feel like I'm someone that lives with that a lot.
And I think that it actually takes me away
from the human world a little bit.
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I feel like I've always been a little bit apart
because I think that other people do,
you know, mushrooms and they go,
wow, it really made me think about how amazing it is here.
And I feel like on a daily basis,
I find myself where I'm like,
I can't believe that any of this is possible.
And that goes from how delicious something tastes
to being able to talk to someone in your family
or have a phone.
There's times where I'm in the Amazon and I miss home
and I even just FaceTiming with someone.
I go, this is possible.
- Yeah.
- Like people were rubbing sticks together
to try and survive saber-toothed tigers not that long ago.
And I'm over there like, yo, mom, look at this.
It's wild.
Like I'm in a constant state of awe.
And so I actually hope that this is a testing ground
and whether it's aliens or God or whatever it is,
that this is something crucially important.
That would be nice because it feels like it is.
- Yeah, I hope that too,
that the universe almost created us to see what's possible.
And that I'd like to believe that beauty and good is possible.
- And those are the things that make me say that it's not,
it's impossible for it to just mean nothing.
And I'm very, and just like you said,
there could be life forms that we can't even understand.
I'm very open to the idea that there's meanings
that we have no idea about.
The few things I know are the things that I love
and some of the things that I love are being pushed to extinction.
So I try to protect them, but that's my mission.
But I'm saying like, in terms of what are we doing here?
I'm just always amazed at the simplest things.
I mean, that we can sit here doing this, exchanging.
- Yeah, using our imagination to fill in the gaps,
exchanging feelings, experiences, images.
Yeah, it fills you with awe.
And every once in a while,
you get a little glimpse of something,
like a deeper meaning that might be there.
You don't really know what it is, but you get a glimpse.
- Every now and then.
- You keep searching.
And then it's over before you know it, Paul.
Hopefully for you, you got many more years.
- It was dark, man.
- You're an important, important and a beautiful man.
Paul, thank you so much for talking today.
Thank you for being who you are, for everything you're doing.
I hope to see you again soon, many times,
and maybe one day soon in the jungle.
- I hope that happens.
Thank you, Lex.
Thanks for listening to this conversation with Paul Rosli.
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And now let me leave you with some words from Jane Goodall.
"If we kill off the wild,
then we're killing off a part of our souls."
Thank you for listening and hope to see you next time.
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