Nathalie Cabrol: Search for Alien Life
Guests: Nathalie Cabrol
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My friend is telling me that the volcano seems to be starting to erupt.
If that volcano goes off, we have nowhere to go.
That got my attention.
So if you say scared, I would say that I got the realization that what that meant.
I went cold for like a fraction of a second, but that meant that just my adrenaline started
to kick in.
And it was a very, very strange experience because now you have tunnel vision.
It's about survival.
The following is a conversation with Natalie Cabral, an astrobiologist and scientist at
the SETI Institute, directing the Carl Sagan Center for the Study of Life in the Universe.
She explores some of the harshest places on earth, including free diving and volcanic
lakes, all in the pursuit of understanding living organisms beyond earth.
For this, she holds the woman's world record for diving at an altitude, both scuba and
free diving.
She's amazing.
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And now, dear friends, here's Natalie Cabral.
You are the director of the Carl Sagan Center for Research at the SETI Institute.
SETI of course stands for Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence.
One of the things you do as part of that is travel to some of earth's most extreme and
dangerous environments in search of organisms that live in conditions analogous to those
on Mars.
First, let me ask what the job posting for the work you do looks like.
Is it like Shackleton's ad in 1900 that said people wanted for hazardous journey to the
South Pole?
Small wages, bitter cold, long months of complete darkness, constant danger.
And also, where do I apply?
That's funny because there was not really a job application.
In fact, when you're a scientist, you have questions in your mind and you have hypotheses
and you start to list the kind of thing you need to answer.
And then when you see the kind of thing you have to answer, then you kind of know the
places where you need to go to do that.
As far as science is concerned, I started with analyzing data from the Mars missions.
And I had written a PhD about water on Mars, first looking at channels and the history
evolution of water.
But then during my postdoc, I started to look where that water was ponding.
Interestingly enough, everybody was about channels and water and whether catastrophic
or wetland or seepage.
But when you are talking about ponding water like lakes or ocean, people started waving
their arms a little bit.
So it was a little bit of a battle, interestingly enough.
But that got us on track with my husband.
We were working together and we started developing the idea, the concept of lakes in impact craters.
So why an impact crater?
Because the Viking mission at the time, which is what we were working with, the resolution
and the topography were so poor that there was really no way of telling where you had
a real low in the topography.
The only thing you knew was a hole in the ground was an impact crater.
So when you saw valleys...
What was the Viking mission?
The Viking mission landed on Mars in 1976 and there were two landers and two orbiters.
So they were really our first feet on the ground on Mars, but they were lander.
They were not moving.
They were not going up.
And that was the data you were looking at?
It was already in the 90s, but we didn't have yet the Mars Global Surveyor and whatnot.
We still work for 20 years.
We worked on that.
I did my master and my PhD thesis on Viking missions.
You mentioned that the places you go to are defined by the questions you want to ask.
Let's just step back.
What questions have always tugged at your heart?
Well, that's the thing.
That's why I was looking at those images and saw some lakes.
And then came time where we started talking about sending landers and rovers on Mars and
looking maybe at the possibility that Mars was habitable.
And lakes are particularly good places to look for those questions.
So this is how it all ties up.
So you were always curious about life out there?
I have been always curious about life in the universe and about questions on how we got
to be here and the bigger question.
Now with 25 years more in that business, it's more about understanding the origin and nature
of life rather than whether there is life or not on Mars.
This was really for me a stepping stone to bigger questions, but they were definitely
important because they helped me frame my way of thinking about those questions.
And so looking at Mars, at lakes, understanding what the conditions were 3.5 billion years
ago or close to 4 billion years ago, then I knew the type of environment I needed to
explore here on Earth as analogous to be able to understand what type of life still survives
in those environment and what kind of instrument and what kind of resolution do I need to actually
detect it.
So this is how the whole thing started.
And it started with a small grant, literally 40K.
It was a discretionary fund.
And this is how I got started in my career.
And so many of these questions you can answer by looking at life in extreme conditions here
on Earth.
- Let's step back a little bit and look at Mars and lakes on Mars.
Just going back to your PhD and before, and maybe today, what do we understand about life
on Mars?
What do we understand about lakes on Mars?
Is there water on Mars?
What do we understand about the conditions from 4 billion years ago on Mars?
- Well, we've gone a long way.
Remember from the Viking where we had no resolution.
Well, we'll had a little bit more resolution than with Mariner.
- What did you think at that time?
Sorry to interrupt.
Just take us back to that mindset.
- It was really the exploration, like your first look at a planet.
You have to remember that the first mission that successfully snapped some pictures of
Mars was Mariner 4.
And then everybody at that time was still under the spell of, you know, H. Wells and
the idea that Mars looked with telescope so similar to the Earth.
Polar caps, we could see them with a telescope and we knew it had season.
The actual tilt is pretty much the same as the one for Earth.
So when Mariner 4 left, everybody, not everybody, but a lot of people thought that we would
see the crystal cities and domes and stuff, that another civilization might have evolved
in parallel to us in the solar system.
And of course, when the first images came back and Mars looked with that kind of resolution,
it had like the moon, it was a huge disappointment.
Then Mariner 9 came and that changed everything.
There was a little bit of drama because Mars started one of the biggest dust storm it ever
experienced.
And so for three months, we had an orbiter circling around Mars and not seeing anything.
But then when the dust cleared, all of a sudden we started discovering volcanoes, valleys,
ancient channels, dune fields, polar caps, and see what I'm talking to you, I don't
need to invent any words to describe Mars.
And although the myth of extraterrestrial civilization on Mars was gone, all of a sudden
the imagination of the scientists started to pick up because right away we're seeing
something that was familiar that we could describe.
So right away, Viking would put on the fast track and the idea was so Mars looks so much
like Earth could have been, although it's arid and there is little atmosphere, et cetera,
could there be life?
And of course, behind this, at the time, there were people like Klein and Sagan, Carl Sagan,
just thinking about how can we test the idea of biology of life on Mars?
So this is what Viking did.
But of course, at the time when the two landers arrived on Mars, we didn't have the context
of the geology of the environment.
We didn't have much data at all.
So the data that Viking sent back was very confusing.
Some people still think today that we discovered life on Mars at the time, because some of
the experiment turned out to show a strange signal.
But most of the community think that it can be explained by chemical reaction that we
see today.
So it was so confusing that NASA decided to say, okay, if we want to be serious about
looking for life on Mars, we have to understand the environment because life and environment
co-evolve.
So as cause or effect, a planet is going to give you the physical chemical environment
for life to happen.
These are the boundaries.
But once life is here, it's going to change everything.
One of the biggest impact of life was to inject oxygen into the atmosphere of the Earth two
billion years ago.
And that changed everything, including our signature in space.
So there is this co-evolution.
So if you want to understand one, you have to remove the other from the equation.
It's kind of a two or none equation.
So even though oxygen changes our signature today, what if all life on Earth died and
now we fast forward a billion years, what would be the traces left?
So the question I'm trying to ask is, if life had existed on Mars, what would be the signs
we would look for?
That's a very good question.
The thing is that if you draw the parallel with Earth, it took 82% of Earth's history,
geological history, to go from very simple life, microbial life, to complexity.
And when I'm saying complexity, I'm not even talking about us, I'm talking about animals.
So Mars is smaller, lost its magnetic field very fast, and lost its atmosphere very fast.
Life also appeared on Earth very fast.
So the condition being quite similar at that time between the Earth and Mars, let's assume
for a moment that life appeared on Mars.
It would have been simple life when conditions started to degrade, which was less than a
billion years after the planet had formed.
So everything at the surface would have disappeared, except maybe for morphological traces of the
interaction between life and its environment.
So on Earth, the best example are what we call stromatolites.
These are rock formations that are built by microbes.
So we know that, we know how to recognize them.
You could have chemical traces as well.
There is some interesting question marks right now about carbon isotopes at Gale Crater,
because we found an abundance of C12, which normally is used by life on Earth, but it
can be produced by other things.
So it's not that it's a real biosignature in itself, but it's intriguing.
We have now the C12 and we have methane.
But going back, it's a time on Mars 3.5 billion years ago, where you have lots of destructions,
where you have lots of impact cratering, etc.
But we still have very old rocks that survive from that time.
So these are good places.
That's why we're sending the rovers in those places, ancient lakes and impact craters,
and places where you have very old rocks.
So when you say ancient lakes and impact craters, the simple question, so impact crater is a
crater created by a giant rock hitting the planet?
And yes, a big rock that can be metal or rock, or it can be a comet as well, mostly ice.
So is that good for life or bad for life?
For creating life and destroying life?
Both.
It's actually both.
Interestingly enough, the building blocks of life, the bricks, the stuff we are made
of, carbon, hydrogen, oxygen, nitrogen, and phosphorus, they were included on our planet.
They were built in just because our planet is made of these kinds of rocks, asteroids
and comets coming together by what we call accretion.
So they were built in.
When an asteroid comes, there is a lot of destruction going on.
But at the same time, those rocks, they bring with them those bricks of life, and they create
lots of energy.
And if the environment around is favorable, you might possibly have some seeding going
on.
That's one of the aspects of what we call panspermia, which is the fact that comets
and asteroids have the building blocks of life embedded in them, and that given favorable
conditions, they might be able to seed planets.
This is a theory.
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What percent of you, when you're looking up at the stars and wondering about this stuff,
thinks that panspermia is what happened on Mars or on Earth, which is the building blocks
of life came from elsewhere?
Well, but, you know, that's the thing.
Panspermia is a vector, potential vector, which means that it actually distributes the
stuff of life left and right, but it doesn't explain the origin of life.
It's not the environment itself.
It just promotes maybe, and we still have to prove this.
And what we know is that the stuff we are made of is very abundant all over the place,
including in interstellar medium.
So it's all over.
It's all over.
The idea is that maybe it just waits to have the proper environment, and we know what it
needs here on Earth.
It needs water, it needs energy, shelter, and nutrients.
So you're fundamentally interested in the origin of life and the big leaps in evolutionary
history that could be like an origin of something, origin of eukaryotes, origin of photosynthesis,
origin of whatever.
I just think if we're a civilization here on Earth and we survive another few hundred
years, I think it would be a good idea to take a big gun and just shoot life out there,
like a life gun.
Basically try to create panspermia.
That's a good backup solution.
So one way is to actually copy our brains and actual humans, some complex information,
and send it out there.
Another way to preserve life is just to send the basic building blocks.
Send a bunch of bacteria, a bunch of whatever the rugged organisms are on Earth.
Just send a bunch of those.
- These are not the building blocks.
They are actual organism.
- Right, but isn't that a nice shortcut?
Do we want to...
Because you said building blocks are everywhere.
- Yeah, the bricks of life, the carbon, hydrogen, et cetera, they were produced by the death
of previous stars.
So this is how they were produced.
Stars like our sun started to form 10 billion years ago.
That doesn't mean that the sun is the only kind of star that produce life or enables
life, but actually was produced 10 billion years ago.
Now what you're talking about is a little different.
Right now there are many, many efforts to do the type of thing you are talking about,
which is to put our DNA on whatever kind of substrate and preserve it in vaults, either
in different place on Earth or on the moon.
Some people are already thinking about putting DNA on the moon.
As far as brains concerned, it's drawing towards transhumanism, which is the enhancement of
who we are through AI and machine learning.
Of course, having backups is a good thing.
For me, I would say that taking care of our planets and going back to a place where we
are in equilibrium with our environment would be also maybe the best backup possible.
And let evolution do its things.
Right now we are like teenagers with enough brain to create cool tools, but we don't have
enough brain to understand yet the consequences of what we are doing.
And right now we are paying for this.
So the question is whether we are going to be able to move forward and learn from the
mistakes we are making to become a mature civilization.
You probably heard of the Drake equation, that would be the L at the very end, the duration.
The duration of intelligent civilization.
Exactly.
Or at least the length of time a civilization remains detectable.
It can disappear from the radar screen literally for a number of reasons.
The first one is destroyed itself or being destroyed by external events.
Or it can become so in tune with the universe and so advanced that it disappears because
it melts really in the background and it's not visible anymore.
There are some wild theories out there saying that civilization might be so advanced that
you cannot distinguish them from physical processes.
And that was an example.
It doesn't say that this is the case, but some people say, imagine that in fact all
the dark matter that we see or we theorized about is in fact some sort of a biological
process.
So you can think about a number of things.
Personally, I believe that what you talk about, about preserving our information, is kind
of what life does.
We need to look at ourselves as not different of what the little self that started off was.
And this is what tells you not about the origin of life, but in fact the nature of life, which
is a lot more interesting to me.
It is.
The nature of life is really what is going to give you some universal signature to look
for it all over the place.
And not only around ponds of water for life as we know it.
But the nature of life is telling you that life wants to get the most information possible
around its surroundings.
And complexity is in fact the ability to gather and exchange and preserve the most information
possible.
And so what you're saying is kind of preserving the kind of information we have.
So in the things that we are doing, as life happened, and I say happened because we don't
know what life is, we have 123 definitions of life and some people are saying we don't
have any definition, we only have descriptions of life.
And that's true.
And that's true.
So think about it for two minutes.
We are looking for something we don't know it is.
But we have a few clues about the nature of life.
There are some really good theories.
The first one was Schrodinger, right?
In the 40s.
Right now there is a guy named Jeremy England.
It's another biophysical theory of life.
It says life is the inevitable result of thermophysics.
This is the best way to beat entropy, to fight entropy.
But when you look at what we are doing, if you want to know what the nature of life is,
look at our languages.
And they can be very different languages, but they all have the same purpose, right?
Exchange information, understand, you know, store information, and also whether it is
with somebody at the outside or thoughts in yourself.
That's the same thing the cell was doing.
But now when you're looking at life and at the structure of our languages, life started
with an atom.
So it's an atom.
They got together to create inorganic molecules.
Then you have complex inorganic molecules.
Then you get to organic molecules, complex inorganic molecules, and then you have RNA,
DNA, etc.
Look at the structure of our language.
We created alphabets, letters.
That's your atom.
Then we put them together to create syllables, right?
The syllables get together to create words.
Words tell you something, but they are nothing without a verb that gives the direction.
That's RNA and DNA.
And then you can put all the complements you want.
Our languages are built exactly as life is built.
We are repeating patterns.
I call this the Mandelbrot universe and the fractal universe because this is exactly what
it is.
I would say that as much as I do believe to sending probes to explore the universe, I
say we should also look inward to find the answer to some of the profound questions of
who we are, what's life, what's the nature of life, because we are expressing life.
So searching not for life, but for the nature of life.
The nature of life, absolutely.
I am more interested in that because the day we understand the nature of life, then we
have a universal biosignature.
And it doesn't matter whether this life responds to the same kind of biochemical processes
as we do, although it makes sense.
I told you about the generational aspect of the bricks of life, the stuff we are made
of.
The sun is part of the youngest generation of stars.
And the first two generations of stars didn't produce the kind of elements we are made of.
They were stars that were either without metal, just made of helium and hydrogen, or poor
in metals.
So the stars died off and stars like the sun were born from those.
And this is why we have elements like carbon, hydrogen, oxygen, etc. now.
And that's the life we are built on.
So I think it's not stupid to be looking for something that looks like us, because right
now in the universe, this is the stuff that's the most abundant.
And we see with the exoplanets, with Kepler, with TESS, and now with James Webb, we see
that there are many, many different types of planets that may be habitable in the habitable
zone of their stars.
There are countless stars like the sun.
But more interestingly enough, there are other types of stars where you do have habitable
zones as well, and where the duration of the stars is sometimes a thousand times more than
our sun.
So you can imagine all sorts of things.
And you can imagine what type of life would be around those stars.
The biochemistry might be quite similar, in fact, and especially for the simple life,
because simple life starts really quickly on Earth.
So my take on this is that the universe is full of cyanobacteria, but as far as intelligent
life, it takes more time.
So that can take different aspects.
LR: So you think it's possible that the universe is full of bacteria, and even those stars
that last a thousand times longer than the sun, even on the planets that orbit those
stars, maybe it's bacteria, for billions and billions and billions of years?
HA: We actually don't know what triggered the evolution to complexity on Earth.
That's still a big question mark.
LR: Is that the most impressive invention on Earth to you?
HA: That Cambrian revolution is really what took us towards what we are.
And in the meantime, there were the dinosaurs, etc.
The dinosaurs were wiped out, so the evolution could have taken a completely different turn.
It's always, I would say, mass extinction that are going to drive what's the end game.
But yeah, you take two planets and you change those asteroid impacts, all those big geological
events that wipe out like 90% of life at any time.
The thing that seems to be interesting, there are two things.
The first one is where you are located on our galaxy matters a lot.
We actually are in the habitable zone of our galaxy.
And if you are too close to the center, then it's a lot denser.
And remember, we have the Oort cloud around our solar system.
And if you are in the region of the galaxy that's too populated, then you're going to
run gravitational interaction with all these stars.
And since it's more dense, you will have more of the comets that are living in the Oort
cloud being ejected from the Oort cloud and coming towards the inner solar system and
collide with planets.
So you will have more of these impacts if you are too close to the center of the galaxy,
not to mention the radiation.
There is a place in our galaxy where it's a really bad neighborhood.
You don't want to be there.
You wouldn't be able to have life.
But what really matters is extinctions, but also the climate history of a planet has a
role to play.
And it seems that it's a theory.
It still has to be backed up by more observation, but there is a good correlation between not
only the passage of the solar system towards the center of the galaxy, there is one place
where we get hit by asteroids because of the interaction I was telling you about.
But the other one is the climate.
During the Milankovitch cycles, big jumps in life's evolution seem to be associated
with snowball earth episodes.
We don't know why yet.
Snowball episode, intuitively you would think that they are connected to a decrease in life
because the whole earth is covered in ice.
But for some reason, there were big jumps in evolution right after each of those episodes.
And today there are other things like why all of a sudden you have mutation that seems
to be responsible for a big jump in evolution.
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We are not clear yet.
So all of those things, when you're thinking about life elsewhere, are going to come into
play.
And I cannot tell you that a planet that remains habitable for much longer than the earth will
have an evolutionary path that's the same or different.
Depends on extension, depends on climate, depends on whatnot.
It's a little bit surreal that we're two descendants of apes.
Well, I think that some people...
Trying to figure out what the heck is going on.
And I mean, we're very biased, even as...
So you...
We're biased as humans, you're less biased as a scientist.
But we still love earth.
We still don't know anything but this earth.
And so even though you try to get escape from thinking of what life is, in the search for
the nature of life, we're still kind of connected to the way we understand the nature of life
here on earth.
So I think that it's a little different than that.
We are biased when it comes to the origin of life.
Because well, we are the only model we know.
And as I said, it makes sense because it seems that a lot of stars like the sun appeared
10 billion years ago.
And there are lots of worlds that really resemble the earth and lots of water out there and
lots of conditions that could be a repeat of what we know.
And we know that this biochemistry works.
So as again, as I mentioned, what is going to change is really the evolution of a planet,
extinction, geology, etc.
But our model is probably very abundant.
I'm not saying that the endgame is going to resemble us because of all these extinction,
etc.
But this is a good bias.
It's one that has the number for it.
You know, the principle of mediocrity.
I think that in that case, it really applies where the earth is representative of an abundance
of other worlds.
Now, of course, there can be other biochemistry.
We have some examples in our own solar system.
Titan might be a representative of that.
We are not very clear of the kind of biochemistry that can come out of a world where you have
hydrocarbon lakes and rains and things like that.
But we are going there.
So we will learn something about this.
So the bias is right there.
The nature of life is different.
If really life is the best way the universe has to fight entropy, there is no bias there.
Because physics is the same all across the universe, at least the universe we know.
There might be other universes, but the one we know works with the same physics.
So if life is the best way to fight entropy, you can imagine that life permeates the entire
universe.
And then the question might change to like flavors of ice cream.
What are the flavors of complexity that this process, this nature of life leads to?
And there we might have bias about what complexity looks like, what beautiful complexity looks
like.
We look at humans that operate a certain physical scale and time scale, and we think this is
intelligence.
We have another problem.
We don't know what life is.
We don't know what intelligence is, and we don't know what consciousness is.
But we are trying to tackle the big question.
Do we know what complexity is also?
You don't know.
I think that we have to be honest.
And as a scientist, and I'm going to step back and talk about intelligence.
For me, a bacteria that has survived, like cyanobacteria, that has survived just like
us four billion years in one incarnation or another, and actually they are very similar
to the one that they were 3.5 billion years ago, it has some intelligence about its environment.
So for complexity, it might be that we need to take the world literally, which is an assemblage
or additional capacity to gather, collect, store information.
Maybe this is something like that, or actually use that information to do something with
it.
But I do completely agree with you when you talk about flavor of ice cream.
I think this is exactly it.
And I have a basic education about what physics is doing right now.
And I look at quantum physics and what it says about the universe, and about the connection,
about an atom here and an atom there, a photon here and a photon there.
And I am starting to put maybe wrongfully two and two together.
But in my mind, and of course it's nothing until I can prove it, but in my mind, the
universe is connected everywhere in all different places.
So this life connection is something that, as you said, permeates the universe.
And the way to find life might be very different than to look for the origins of life.
I think it's a good thing to go out there and look for the origin of life somewhere
else, because it's the manifestation of the nature of life that all of a sudden becomes
apparent, evident to our eye.
But what I think would be our greatest achievement is that if we can find that process of life,
because at that point, in my mind, the universe all of a sudden is going to illuminate itself
with actually its living force.
But I can only call it a living force.
To me, this is what we are looking at, a universe that becomes more and more complex with time,
more and more able to gather information, and interestingly enough, why?
To understand itself.
So Sagan was right when he was saying, "We are the universe trying to understand itself."
And the more we go, the more the universe becomes alive, maybe intelligent, and maybe
also conscious.
- Conscious, self-aware.
- Exactly.
- Through us.
It does make me a little bit sad as a human, just watching all the breakthroughs on the
artificial intelligence side when applied to natural sciences, now more and more to
physics, that the creatures that will solve the question of the origin of the nature of
life or just the process, the nature of life, will be AI systems.
It makes me a bit sad to--
- I don't think so.
- You don't think so.
You think humans will.
- At this point in time, remember, it was behind AI.
You know, I'm not buying in the singularity thing yet.
AI is not aware.
AI is being built by humans.
So AI is a tool, an extremely smart tool, as long as we build it.
And as long as we use it as a tool, it remains a tool.
And I think there is a lot of brouhaha, and of course, science fiction and movies, they
don't help.
- I gotta push back a little bit.
Yes, I agree with you for the most part in terms of brouhaha and sci-fi, but there is,
like in the work of DeepMind, we can look at chess or we can look at protein folding.
So chess is a simple one to first look at.
What AlphaZero, which is their game-playing engine, was able to discover in "Ostockfish"
about chess, humbles the best human players.
Not just it's better than them.
It comes up with ideas that the humans don't understand.
And so the AI now is telling you, even though it's programmed by humans, the AI is saying,
like, "Sacrificing a pawn here is a good idea.
Sacrificing a queen or a bishop here is a good idea."
And then you start to kind of intuit as a human why, but you don't deeply understand.
And you can say that AI is not conscious, it doesn't deeply understand the way humans
do, but there's still a wisdom and a depth of knowledge in that chess-playing program
that humans don't have.
And the same with the alpha fold, with protein folding, there's a, and now they're applying
it to physics, to simulating nuclear reactions and so on.
It feels like there might be a way to understand the nature of life, that we can kind of intuit
poetically as humans, but the true understanding will come from a system that's much more computationally
sophisticated.
Again, you know, I would push back on my turn because I still think that humans give themselves
the ability to do that by building that tool.
So the idea that the tool, you know, we are getting into the Kardashev scale and the dark
forest and all these things, we can see the world this way.
At this point in time, for me, I still see a great tool.
Now whether the sci-fi scenario is going to, you know, happen, et cetera, I still think
that we are far away from this.
But if that tool is capable of giving me a new perspective, it's just that we are starting
to jump into a deeper cognition of what the universe is, whether it's through our brain
or through a different way of gathering information.
Remember, this is what we do.
Yeah, humans are able to actually build tools and then like integrate them into their way
of thinking.
Maybe another generation has to be born that is raised with those tools, but we seem to
like take for granted all the cool technologies you integrate into your way of thinking.
A lot of people that are growing up now, their mind is integrated with the internet.
You basically reconfigure the way you memorize things.
You no longer have to memorize a lot of facts because you can look them up really quickly.
And so like, so you reallocate a lot of resources for thinking versus memory of just strict
facts, that kind of stuff.
And we integrate all of that.
Yeah, and you know, there I would completely agree with you.
In fact, I wrote about this again in this new book that's coming out.
When is the book coming out?
In January.
It will be in French actually, to start with.
You wrote it in French?
Actually, I wrote it first in English.
And I translated it into French.
So the English version is already pretty much ready to go if we find a publisher in the
US.
But anyways, the point being here that I looked at this as a relationship with technology
as a complete change.
To me, this is the singularity more than anything else, which is the co-evolution of human with
technology, not anymore with their environment.
Why we are messing up the environment right now, why we don't respond to pandemic the
way we should, because we are disconnected to the environment we are taking our information
from and we were adapting from.
Right now, exactly as you said, we take the information from the web, from the phones,
etc.
We have no filter over that information.
Before you were out in the environment, the information you get is the one the planet
is sending you.
Now this information is coming from different way.
You have no way of knowing if the information is correct or not.
I got to push back on that.
No, you look at this as an ecosystem and it explains a lot of our behavior.
I like that you said teenagers.
So the technology, I think, when we move past the teenager stage, enriches our ability to
sense the earth, to understand what's going on with the environment.
It's just that we're very, so it's not that technology disconnects us from the environment.
It gives us more tools with which to understand what's going on with the environment.
That's true for the people who are building the tools and know how to use it.
Take those tools now, put them in the general public with no filter, which is happening
with social media, which is happening with a lot of things.
And you see the disaster this is creating.
It's not the disaster.
It is.
You sound like a parent talking about a teenager.
Yes.
It's the growing pains of a civilization that is becoming deeply connected.
We can communicate all across the world, even through the pandemic.
That's the good thing about technology.
This is also something I wrote.
It's not the tools we create that are bad.
It's the way we use them.
Yes.
But we're learning.
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This is the cool thing about humans.
Well, and hopefully we'll do all the learning before it's too late, because our response
to what's going on in the environment, our response to pandemics is deeply connected
to this disconnect we have with nature.
Anyways, we all agree that we are in growing pains and hopefully we can move forward because
there is a fantastic universe, something absolutely magical around us.
And I'm talking as a scientist.
I mean, there is magic, not in sense of trickery, but in sense of wonder around us.
And there are so many signs where we are getting so close to revolutions in cosmology, in astrobiology,
in astronomy, which I think to me, this is where the hope lies.
And also an awakening of understanding that we need to be in equilibrium with the planet
if we want to move forward.
Because even though we have these big dreams of going on Mars and the Moon, and listen,
I am a planetary geologist, so I am all for exploration.
Right now, the Moon or Mars is not going to save your butt, because for the logistics
will still depend very much on the Earth and for a long time.
I think this time we are living in will be remembered as a pivot in our history for a
number of reasons.
A time where there is a growing consciousness, where we are creating tools that are going
a little bit ahead of us, that we have some difficult time to catch up on, where we have
to deal with a population that's way too big for the planet we have.
We need to really learn a sense of balance and maturity as a civilization.
So how is this going to unfold?
Right now I have no clue.
I draw a lot of optimism from the similar things that happened many decades ago when
nuclear weapons were developed.
Boy, was that at the time even more terrifying.
You just now created weapons that could destroy the entirety of life on Earth.
Or not entirety, but a lot of it.
And we somehow found a balance.
And the threat constantly is out there.
And that threat has been made more visceral in recent times because of the war in Ukraine.
But we find a balance somehow.
I have a thread of optimism for human civilization that we figure it out.
We're clever teenagers, I think.
We are clever teenagers.
There is definitely a thread of optimism.
But I think it's thin.
It's thin because something that has changed as well is the mentality of humans.
Although the threat was terrifying when nuclear weapons were created, there was a sense of
limits you were willing to push in the threats.
There was a sense of decency, of moral values.
It was not perfect, but it was at least a time where people could come together from
very different perspectives and agree that something was more important than destroying
everything.
But that's so hilarious you say that.
Yes, you're talking about a small slither of humans, which is the scientists in the
Manhattan Project, perhaps.
No, absolutely not.
But that was also the time when over 100 million people were tortured or murdered in China
and in Europe.
No, no, I agree with that.
Absolutely, absolutely.
I'm not talking about scientists here.
Actually, I'm talking about politicians.
We've gone beyond that point now.
This is what I'm worried about.
I mean, torture, et cetera.
Unfortunately, well, we are apes, exactly what you said.
So I think that there is a lot to be, not to blame grandpa for that, but because we
can always get better.
Grandpa was a wild man.
But we have to improve a lot on that side before we can claim that we are a mature civilization.
When you, just because you mentioned the magic, when you look out there, perhaps this is not
a scientific question, but...
You don't have to be scientific all the time.
Yeah, well, you said magic.
So there's a magic to magic that is in part scientific and in part, I don't know, whatever
fills us with awe as humans when we look up at the stars.
Do you think the universe is full of life or not?
When you're sitting, drinking some wine, looking up at the stars and wandering as a human,
do you think we're alone or do you think life is everywhere?
I am going to make such an unmagical response to that.
My response is, that's the scientific response, that if we are alone, then the universe is
a statistical absurdity.
And I have no doubt in my mind, and that is an unscientific response as well, but I have
no doubt in my mind that the universe is teeming with life.
What if it keeps dying?
This is what life does, unfortunately.
So that extinction, as a process, as a part of the process of life, extinction seems to
be a fundamental, both negative and positive component.
So what if all the complex life out there just keeps dying and not making way for...
Like we're actually a statistical anomaly in us being able to survive that L in the
Drake equation, being able to survive long enough to form complex organisms of the kind
like mammals are, things with brains, things that are able to...
L is not about that.
L is about how long a civilization is capable of being detectable, which means that rich
technologies and being detectable.
Okay, so there's a more nuanced things to L, because you can have intelligent civilizations
that are not very detectable.
Yeah, we had civilization for thousands of years.
We started to be detectable 150 years ago.
So it's about technology, technology that we can actually capture from space.
You become visible to your neighbors, and this is all about the Fermi paradox, right?
It takes time, obviously, if we're taking again ourselves as a model, but this is the
only one we have, to get to the point where we become detectable.
But look at the age of the universe.
Even if life as we understand it, not saying even as we know it, but as we can understand
it, started 10 billion years ago, and it takes 4 billion years to get to the point where
it becomes detectable.
That means that the first planet where those civilizations started off, starting to be
detectable when we were still cyanobacteria in pond.
So they were, you know, throwing messages that were passing above our heads at that
point.
And those civilizations, when you look at them now, close to 10 billion years after
the start, so their sun would be dead.
In the best case scenario, they move somewhere else.
And what that means is that civilizations are going to rise, die, or move and transform
themselves.
We can see ourselves changing.
We know that humans are still changing as a species.
The human being in a thousand or even 500 years from now might not be looking a lot
like we are doing right now.
Who knows where we will be.
We might be migrating into our planetary system.
We might be migrating somewhere else.
Well, you said migrating, but it seems when you look at life, it doesn't necessarily
migrate, it expands.
So it's not "or" place A or place B, it's place A and place B.
It could be.
We are talking about the human civilization here.
So there are different factors.
If you are a cyanobacteria or any type of, even a mammal, that doesn't have the technology
to escape the planet we were born on, then it's plan A, it's right there.
Whatever happens to your planet, you are tied to it, you cannot escape it.
For humans, it's a little different.
It's A and B, or whatever we can.
So we have to expect that a number of the extraterrestrial civilizations that might
be technologically advanced, a number of them will have disappeared just because they
were on the course of their evolution, or because their sun ran out of fuel and they
didn't have a way to escape, or they were wiped out by any kind of event.
And then there will be those that survive.
Everything I've seen from life, it seems obvious that there's life everywhere out
there.
In fact, maybe I don't understand the jump from bacteria enough, but it seems obvious
that there's intelligent civilizations out there.
Now I don't know how to define intelligence, but there's beautiful complexity.
Like when you look at a, I've looked at enough cellular automata, which is a very
primitive mathematical construction, that when you run, complexity emerges.
I've looked at that enough to know that it just seems like there's complexity everywhere
out there.
So that's why I'm deeply puzzled by the Fermi paradox.
It makes no sense to me.
I mean, they have trivial answers to it.
Why haven't aliens at scale not shown up?
I think the two possible options for me is either we're too dumb to see it.
They're already here.
They've been talking to us through processes we just don't understand.
Like what we experience as life here on Earth is actually there everywhere.
Aliens could be consciousness.
That when we feel love for one another, that could be aliens.
When we, I don't know, or feel fear or whatever, that could be aliens.
I have to agree with you.
None of this is scientifically provable.
Right now we talked a little bit already about that.
But I would say that I do not adhere to the Fermi paradox because it's very anthropomorphic.
It's an interesting exercise, let's put it that way.
But it's a typical example of seeing the universe through our own eyes.
And this is where the limitation is.
Understanding what's going on with complexity, as you said, and looking at the biophysical
model and theories for the nature of life.
I would agree that probably this extraterrestrial message is all around us.
We're not yet capable of picking it up.
But I think, unfortunately, even though that makes me sad, the way to pick it up is by
studying life here on Earth, doing some of the science you're doing, better understand
the nature of life until you realize, holy crap, the thing I was looking for all along
has been here all along.
Right?
- Well, you know, a good example of that, and it doesn't need to be an extraterrestrial
civilization, look at something that I really, you know, whether or not it's real, I don't
care because in terms of intellectual exercise, I think it's fantastic.
Look at the shadow biosphere.
The idea that life didn't appear only once on Earth, but there were many different pathways
of it.
And today we know and we study the tree of life that led to us, from Luca to us.
And the shadow biosphere is telling us that there is, or there are, other pathways that
came up at the time where life originated, but they are so different that we cannot recognize
them as being living.
And we cannot pick them up in our test because our tests are being built to recognize life
as we know it.
And for me, again, I don't know if this theory will be verified or it would be discredited,
but what I like about it is that it forces me to think on how do I look for life?
I don't know.
So that starts here on our planet, not even with little green men.
It starts with very simple life that can be so different that it might be just right in
front of our nose and we don't see it.
- So that probably starts with the scientific humility of realizing that we might be too
biased in our understanding of what is the phenomena we're trying to study.
- Yeah, I don't like the term bias because it involves some moral connotation.
- Sure.
- But I understand the bias in terms of scientific pathway, intellectual framework, definitely.
- What do you think about the UFO sightings?
So the widespread experiences that people have in seeing different phenomena that are
mysterious, that people project ideas about whether it's aliens or not, but they can't
explain it and there's pictures and data and then the government is involved in releasing
footage and all that kind of stuff.
And that seems to captivate the public.
- It always does.
- It's imagination.
- It always does.
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I mean, you know, there are a number of things that captivate people, especially children,
actually, dinosaurs and aliens.
- You're still a child.
- Yeah, we are all still child at heart.
So about UFOs, I am a scientist and I'm a citizen.
So I'm going to tell you a couple of things.
I don't mind talking about that at all because I think as a scientist, this is extremely
interesting because the thing I don't know, I want to learn about it.
This is more knowledge.
So we all know the statistics about UFOs.
95% of them are just natural phenomenon or things that are being misinterpreted.
We know that.
Then you have the 2% that might be secret programs by whatever government, it's out
there.
Another percent say is about natural phenomenon that we don't know about yet and we cannot
explain.
And then there is this tiny percentage that don't fall into all these categories of thing.
And I think that the report about the UAPs falls into the same kind of scheme, except
that now they have at least some patterns of speed of other things that were in the
report.
Today, we don't know if these sightings are part of military program or actual UFOs.
I always run into that question because of course, as the director of the Carl Sagan
Center at the Study Institute, I received a number of emails about the subject.
People are confused about what the Study Institute is.
We are not studying UFOs.
We are studying, we are actually looking for messages.
The way I put it, you know, usually is that we are studying extraterrestrial in their
natural habitat.
And the UFO people are trying to understand whether they invaded our aerial space.
So this is two very different things.
And unfortunately, over the years, I actually respect very much people who are trying to
go to the bottom of what UFO are following some very scientific ways of doing this.
There are very, very credible agencies doing this.
Unfortunately, there is a folklore around UFOs.
And this has been a huge disservice to the scientific community.
And this is why you have been having that much pushback for a long time by the scientific
community because no congressman in the world wants to tell their taxpayer that they are
supporting something that looking for flying saucers.
And you know, when you see what's happening, it's terrifying.
And I am actually concerned, you know, about that relationship that people do between folklore
and real search for extraterrestrial intelligence.
In fact, it's been so bad that until today, there is no government agency that is actually
funding the SETI search.
It is a private funded endeavor.
What NASA funds right now, which is a progress, is a search for techno signature, which means
that when you are looking at the atmosphere of a planet, you look for some disequilibrium
that could tell you that something is there.
But it's not going to fund an institute or whatnot that is looking for messages or other
things like that.
Is that just have to do with a taboo associated with the folklore?
Yes.
And I think there was a pushback from the political arena decades ago about that at
the time where all the flying saucer were coming out.
And then the SETI Institute got it started.
But now there is more of a willingness to look at the UAP UFO phenomenon from a scientific
standpoint.
So much so that the government is actually seeking some help from a scientific institution.
And there are programs to start looking into those phenomenon.
And as a scientist, I am interested.
What I'm not interested in, again, Carl Sagan comes back here.
I don't want to believe.
I want to know.
And so to know, you have to have a real experiment, you have to have observation, and you have
things that are done the right way.
I don't want to have somebody that starts with "what if" as a question and then turns
this "what if" into the only argument and the only conclusion there is.
You understand what I'm saying?
But still, I think it's valuable to appreciate the mystery and not deny the mystery.
So...
No, the mystery is there.
But what I don't want is people taking advantage of the public and making money out of folklore.
Well, let me flip that.
I understand.
But so there is a folklore in like the stuff I do, AI and robotics, for example.
There's a clear fear terminator in movies and all those kind of stuff.
You could say that I'm very concerned about this miscalibrated understanding of the public,
of what robots' role are in society.
Or you could see it as a, let's use a metaphor of a wave.
You can say this giant wave that we'll call folklore is a really bad idea.
We need to avoid it.
We need to hide.
We need to build dams.
Or you can be a surfer and ride the wave as a scientist.
To me, the fact that people are wondering about the mystery of UFOs, it means they're
wondering.
No, they are.
But the thing, I will stop surfing that wave when it comes back to bite an entire scientific
discipline.
When it hurts the science, sure.
For now, the past 60 years, we were not able to raise money from the government, no grants.
It's a discipline that has no postdoc or very little postdoc, just because there is a fear
of that folklore on the political arena.
People don't want to be associated with that because they confuse the two.
So I stop there.
And as the director of the Carl Sagan Center, I am just very happy to see now that there
is a course correction in the government seeking scientific investigators for this kind of
issues.
And hopefully that will right the ship there.
I love it.
I love to see it.
But I want, and I love our little disagreements.
I'm doing so obviously respectfully and with love, and it makes for a fun conversation.
But I think, you know, just like with surfing a wave, there's some level of, the more you
resist it, the worse it is.
So I--
- We didn't resist it.
- Yes, it--
- It didn't come from us and we pay the price.
- I just think that the role of a scientist in part in the 21st century, and we talked
about social media, is to direct this sense of wonder that people have into a direction
of the rigors of science.
- I think we do that pretty well.
- I would disagree.
- I don't think so.
- I would say he does much better, but there's other places in science where--
- The search for life is fairly, it's a fairly easy place to, you know, draw the wonder of
people.
- Yes, 100%.
- Because it's a profound question that pretty much everybody has.
- But I think, I just want to highlight the fact that I think a lot of scientists, my
colleagues, friends, think that all you need to do is science.
All you need to do is the scientific process, the peer review process, the data and so on.
But I think communication is actually a fundamental part of the process.
Because it has to do with funding, but it also has to do with like, we're a bunch of
humans trying to ask big questions, trying to figure this whole puzzle out.
- I totally agree.
We do have more public presentation at the Institute than peer reviewed articles.
And believe me, we have lots of peer reviewed articles.
So our scientists are out there and they are sharing the wonder of discoveries.
And it's so easy these days.
I mean, there is not one day, tell me about writing a book right now about the search
for life in the universe.
I mean, it's almost every single day I had to correct something in the chapters I was
writing.
- So SETI in terms of both signatures and signals is a pretty active field.
- So it's getting better right now.
It's getting better.
But remember that the SETI Institute is not only about the search for extraterrestrial
intelligence.
It's the historical root of the Institute, but it's about 10% of what we do.
In fact, we are searching for life in the universe from the origins of life to extraterrestrial
intelligence.
So 90% of everything else is exoplanet.
For instance, we have a good chunk of the Kepler team that is actually with the SETI
Institute and they are working with tests right now.
Some already have some time on the GEMS web.
We have astrobiologists, we have astronomers.
- And those are looking for data, for signals, for planets out there outside of our solar
system.
- Yeah, go to analog places to try and understand the type of life that survive in planetary
type environments.
I mean, people are always surprised when I tell them, you know, whatever flies in the
solar system, has flown or will be flying, we are involved.
So this is not something that pops in everybody's mind when they are thinking about the SETI
Institute because we started off as the search for extraterrestrial intelligence, but the
Institute has really bloomed into the search for life along the Drake equation, all the
terms of the Drake equation.
- Just to clarify, 'cause by the way, you're saying a bunch of terms sometimes, it's good
to return to the basics.
When you're saying whatever's flown, SETI is a part of the things that are flown.
So we, 'cause we're using we elusive sometimes, we say we humans and sometimes we SETI.
So the SETI is really broadly involved.
A lot of the fingertips reaching out there towards the stars.
- Think about Mars involved in landing site selection, in instrument that are actually
on board, some of the mission in science teams, for instance, Cassini, New Horizons, also
missions that will be coming.
It's the search for life, we do this all across the Drake equation.
So SETI is part of it and it's our route and it's expanding a little bit right now.
We hope it will continue to expand.
So this is a good time for the Institute.
And it also, in my mind, was the very first astrobiology Institute because we have this
multi-disciplinary approach where I can bring many of the scientists from different domains
and disciplines to think about a question.
And as you know, discoveries happen at the nexus of disciplines.
And it's really a privilege when you are in an Institute like that.
- You've dived in volcanic lakes at high altitudes to study the creatures within.
Can you tell me the technical, the fun, the human story of that effort?
- The image that is associated with a scientist is the person with the white coat in the lab.
In fact, a number of us at the Institute are athletes doing extremes, what would be considered
extreme stuff.
And I mean, it's fun, it's a little dangerous too, but it's to get data and more knowledge.
So there are so many stories.
I don't even know where--
- When was the first time you did a dangerous thing with a volcano?
- So the first one associated to the search for life, understanding, was in 2002 where
I started climbing those high volcanoes in the Andes that are 20,000 footers.
The view out there is just beautiful.
- You got, you're so hilarious at spending almost no time on some epic things.
I love this, okay.
How tall are these volcanoes?
What are you doing with a volcano?
What's required to prepare for that?
What does a mission like that look like?
I mean, that is true that this is science embodied.
It's like athletics and it's science and you're studying the extreme conditions of life on
Earth, extreme beauty of life on Earth in those conditions.
So what are we talking about with this volcano?
How big is it?
- So remember when we were talking about how do I understand how I search for life on Mars?
This is how it started for me.
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And then I looked at environment, in my head started going through the environments on
Earth, that would be good analysis.
And then you only have a few in the Andes in that case are some of the best in the world
just because of the aridity of the place.
And the higher you go, the least atmosphere you have, the more UV radiation you have.
And the Andes are volcanic, hydrothermal, plus you have the climate change that's coming,
you have evaporation.
It's a picture of Mars 3.5 billion years ago.
And so now you are actually entering a time machine, basically.
So remember I'm a diver and the first time I got in 2002 to the places we wanted to explore,
all of a sudden I was standing at 14,000 foot looking at 20,000 feet and saying, "Okay,
well I need to get up there."
- Are you scared?
- No.
No, because we are prepared.
And the only thing I didn't know is if I was going to be able to make it to the top, because
now you're dealing with high altitude.
You can deal with high altitude sickness, you can deal with a number of things.
And for God's sake, these are volcanoes and they are dormant, they are not extinct.
That can bite us a couple of times.
- What was your preparation for that kind of thing?
I mean, this is...
- There is a lot of, you know, hiking and trekking at high altitude around here, but
not so high because we don't have anything closer to those elevations around here in
the US.
But in volcanic environment, climbing volcanoes here, we have plenty of those.
Diving as well.
I am a free diver, so this is where it's going to be hilarious because I started with a complete
irrational fear of pressurized vessels that comes from an incident in my childhood.
And so I became a free diver to avoid having to carry oxygen tanks on my back.
- Free diving is diving without...
- Without anything, just your lungs, right?
- That started from childhood.
- Yeah, no, it was to the point where when I saw a pressurized vessel, like a methane
tank or anything, I would be, you know, going around and put a lot of distance between me
and that tank.
So I was not going to carry any oxygen tank.
And the first time I actually dived at the summit of that lake was free diving.
People look at me like I'm nuts.
Well, maybe I am a little bit.
- People that work with you as well?
I mean, that kind of seems kind of nuts.
- No, we knew...
- It's a risk.
- Actually, it's a lot of less of a risk than getting with conventional air.
And I can explain that.
But ultimately, what decided me to certify SCUBA and go over my fear was that as a scientist,
I needed more time at the bottom of the lake to sample, you know, rationally, take my time
to think.
And I can stay quite long enough as a free diver underwater.
But the last thing you want to do at 20,000 feet is to come up at the surface with empty
lungs, because there is not much you can breathe out there to replenish your oxygen.
So definitely your time underwater is cut short just for safety.
And I realized that it was not a good trade-off for me at some point.
So I certified SCUBA.
And after three years of exploring that lake free diving, we finally came up with a full
SCUBA diving expedition.
But we were diving with rebreathers, which means that we dived with pure oxygen.
So rebreathers give you a bag with stuff that looks like cat litters in it, which is basically
to absorb the CO2 that you are expelling when you're breathing.
And they're recycling oxygen this way.
So basically you are rebreathing your own respiration.
Wow.
Yeah.
How long can you do that?
So what's interesting about that technology?
So it's very interesting, because then that completely avoids the potential issues you
may have with the binds.
When you are diving, the risk of bubbles trapped in your lungs because of different pressures
and different gases.
So there's a complexity to the flow of oxygen underwater.
When you are breathing regular air, when you are SCUBA diving here, you know that you have
to do some different...
When you're coming back, when you're diving deep and you have conventional air, then you
need to stop so that you can equalize the gases in your lungs.
If you come back too fast, then you can have air bubbles stuck, and then you can raise
the binds, which you can risk to be paralyzed.
You can raise a number of nasty issues.
And we wanted absolutely to avoid that.
So diving with pure oxygen avoids this completely.
And it has another benefit at high altitude is that, well, the greater risk when you're
at high altitude is altitude sickness.
What is altitude sickness?
It's just you not having enough oxygen in your blood.
So this was a good benefit.
It was a good trade-off.
We were lucky enough to be also trained by the military.
So we came up with not the civilian rebreather, which is the big thing on the back that you
carry on your back.
We actually were given Navy SEALs commando rebreathers.
You worked with Navy SEALs for this?
The director of military operations.
Yes, we were trained like astronauts for three months.
I spent more time, I had a joke that if somebody wanted to reach me, they better put a phone
line at the bottom of the swimming pool because this is where I was.
So we trained and we trained, and our manual about the safety was about that thick.
So it was a real operation.
That was three years into it because when you are free diving in the years prior, there
is no risk.
You don't have any other gas in your lung than what you are breathing.
The only risk is come short of air and then you're in trouble, which happened to me one
time seriously.
Tell me about that time.
I got to ask you about free diving before we return to the rebreathers.
Well all these lakes I had altitude, they are cold.
They are the minimum temperature that you can have on bodies of water, clear bodies
of water, which is four degrees C. It's very, very cold.
And so you cannot just dive with a wetsuit.
So the idea was to take a dry suit.
And I learned how to free dive with a dry suit, which is really the worst thing you
can do.
What's a wetsuit?
What's a dry suit?
So a wetsuit is usually what you use in the ocean when it's not too cold.
You can use also a dry suit.
But the wetsuit basically is going to keep you warm because water is getting into the
suit and at the contact of your skin is getting to body temperature.
And so for a while you can dive like that.
But in the ocean here, that's fine.
The dry suit is the opposite.
It's completely closed, which means that you don't have any contact with the water
outside and you keep your warmth through your body temperature and even clothing that you
can put into it.
So these dry suits, they are used by divers who go really deep in very cold water and
need to stay a long time underwater.
So what's the bad part?
The bad part is that when you have those dry suits, you have a lot of air that can be trapped
in it.
Usually we do what we call burping the suit.
It's not a very pleasant expression, but you get in the water and as soon as you get
in the water, you can see the air pockets all over the place, right?
So you burp the suit, you open the valve and the air comes out.
Once you have done that, then you look with your lead belt and you know when you're ready
to go down.
And so what happened that day is that I actually did burp the suit, but didn't realize I burped
it completely.
And so I went down and immediately I felt an air pocket going to my legs.
So basically air was trapped in the suit and went on my legs as I was diving like that.
And so I didn't pay too much attention to that.
Because you're diving down?
Yeah, I was diving down.
And so I didn't pay too much attention about that as I was busy.
Just an awkward position.
But then I wanted to turn and go up.
Well no can do.
I was just like a buoy.
And I was like that.
So the first time I say, "Okay."
I tried a second time and a third time.
And by the fourth time, I kind of realized I was in trouble.
And the fifth time I say, "Okay, now you better give it your best try.
Otherwise it's going to be big trouble."
So this is free diving?
I was free diving.
And then you can't.
And I cannot turn around.
What were you feeling?
I mean, is there a panic or not?
No.
There is no panic because you can't.
You cannot afford to be panicking.
In fact, you are always thinking because there is training.
This is the best part about training.
Your training allows you that space to keep you cool and composed, which you need to be
in that kind of situation.
And so finally, after the fifth time, I was able to rectify the position and get myself
up.
But when I got up, my lungs were empty.
I had been in the water for quite some time.
And I knew what was going to happen.
So I decided to just be the plank, not move and don't do anything.
Just open my mouth and try to suck oxygen.
But obviously oxygen at 6,000 meters, 20,000 feet, there is not that much.
It's about a little, it's 48% of what you breathe at sea level.
So although it was noon at that time, the sky stayed pretty dark and starry for about
a minute or two.
So just stars everywhere?
Oh my God, yes.
The funny thing was...
And that's the first time you experienced that kind of, I mean, can you possibly train
for that?
Like, can you also pass out?
Oh, you could.
I mean, the fact that I was already seeing dark was a real sign that my brain was starved
of oxygen.
And I had one of my friends or colleagues on the shore just telling me, because I'd
been under for a little while and say, "Is everything okay?"
And I remember trying to say something and I was just like...
That's I think the best lie I ever, ever...
I get the thumb down.
You were lying to the friend and maybe to yourself?
No, because I knew I was going to be okay, but it took me to be still for a few minutes.
Well, can you talk about free diving?
I mean, what's the technical skill involved here?
It just seems exceptionally difficult.
Like for most people that swim, you go underwater.
It's hard.
So what's the skill there?
I think you probably can get good or better at free diving by training.
So you have different techniques.
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You can train in swimming pool and you can say...
Frankly for me, I go at the bottom of the swimming pool and I sit there.
And then you have relaxation techniques.
Some people meditate.
I can't.
I am not a good person that can meditate.
Or if I do, I don't know about it.
But my way of doing things and taking my mind off the situation I'm in is by singing in
my head.
I love music or hearing music.
And in fact, knowing the kind of song I'm singing, I know about the length of time that
I'm staying underwater as well.
So this is my own way.
People have different ways.
What kind of music are we talking about?
All sorts of music.
It can be classical, it can be pop music, you know, just songs.
When you really know that you are relaxed and something I experienced actually at 20,000
feet, which was the greatest experience of my life in those terms, is when you forget
that you have water around you.
At that point, you cannot tell whether you are the water or water is you.
There is actually no separation anymore.
And I felt that when I was training in the swimming pool.
I never could have imagined that I would feel that way once on top of that volcano.
And it happened.
And it was absolutely amazing.
It was, you know, we were talking about how life consciousness permeates the universe.
At that point in time, on that volcano, that day, it took me by surprise.
I was not expecting it.
Everything around me, the lake was arctic blue with all the ray of the suns.
You could tell them apart, every single one of them.
I was surrounded by golden darts.
And it was the most incredible experience.
And I don't know if it's that kind of environment that led me to just, you know, go into whatever
state of meditation or whatnot.
But all of a sudden, there was no separation anymore between me, the water, the volcano.
And if I came with questions, they didn't matter anymore.
Because for that fraction of a second, it seemed that I had all the answers in the universe.
Was it the connectedness with everything?
You can call it that way.
I still don't know what it means, you know, literally.
But it is that moment where you feel that it doesn't matter.
It really doesn't matter anymore.
It was absolute peace, absolute understanding.
And it was incredible.
It was an absolute awareness.
- Could you describe it as beautiful?
- That could go beyond that.
I think that there is clearly in my mind today, no words that can express how perfect this
was.
- Does that start to speak to why you love diving?
Or is there something special about that place, diving at such elevations and volcanoes?
- You know, I started diving pretty much, this is the first thing I did when I was near
water.
In fact, there is a very fun little incident with my parents, me being on the shore of
a lake on vacation.
I was three years old, maybe.
And I had these little lifesavers, you know, on my arms.
And my parents were not watching.
And in my little brain, I still can remember today, saying, "Well, nothing bad can happen
to me.
I cannot drown if I go underwater."
See that's the logic of a three-year-old.
- Yes.
It kind of works.
I mean, that's pretty brilliant.
- So I removed the lifesavers that I had, and I just went in the water.
My mom said before she could do anything, I was under.
And it was like a natural thing.
And for me, I felt immediately at home.
And you know, as little as I was, completely.
And it goes beyond that.
You know, this sense of connectiveness or oneness or whatever, I always felt good underwater.
So it doesn't matter really if it's 20,000 feet.
The thing that matters at that point is that you need to get there.
So you need to get with all the gears, with your hiking, trekking equipment, high mountaineering
gears.
And when you get on top of that, you have to remove all that and don a suit.
- Is there something you can speak to the challenging aspects of that process?
Or is it just like this rigorous process that's well-designed, you have to go through, and
you don't think one step at a time?
- This is where most of the risk is, because you can be well-prepared, but for one reason
or another, you get sick, you know?
And you can get sick not only because of high altitude sickness.
It can be a number of things.
Or you can be tired, or you can catch a cold.
And then of course you have the mountain itself.
We had a magnitude 7.8 earthquake hitting one day when we were 50 meters away from the
summit.
- You can't obviously plan for that.
- No, you can't.
And that's the acts of God.
You know, working with NASA, although I am the director of the SETI Institute, my grants
are coming from NASA, so I'm a NASA contractor.
And every time we go to those environments, we have to go through the rigorous process
of training with NASA and checking all the boxes for safety.
So they are training and training and training us.
And I have to thank them, because a lot of those trainings are the things that are in
your brain when these kind of things happen.
You know how to react, and you are not freaking out.
But in all of the things they are training us for, you have the green risk, the yellow
risk, and the red risk.
So the green risks are basically the don't be stupid, and don't do the kind of thing
you wouldn't be doing at home, like jumping on rocks that are not stable.
You can tweak your ankle, you know?
And then you have other risks, like high altitude sickness.
How you prepare for that, how you recognize that.
These are the yellow risks.
And then the red risks.
The red risks are what they call the acts of gods, the kind of thing that they can happen,
you know there is nothing you can do about it, and you accept that when you do that.
So those are volcanic eruptions, when you're in this kind of environment, earthquakes,
and everything that, and avalanches, for instance.
So you're on this giant mountain, and it's shaking.
No, it's not shaking.
That's the interesting part of it.
There was a whole background of things that happened that day when we started off.
But we got to 50 meters from the summit, and I have part of my logistics team that is at
the foot of the mountain.
And being so close to the summit, we have to go under an overhang of lava.
So it's just like we are just under this big vault of lava, and it's actually beautiful.
If you want something beautiful, it's the Altiplano seen from 20,000 feet.
It's just absolutely stunning.
What's the colors?
What are we looking at?
The colors are that of early Earth, which means primordial Earth.
It's ochres, yellows, oranges, browns, with a dark blue sky.
And so you are just, you know, it's a time machine.
You're just out there, and you're climbing 42 degree slopes.
So all of a sudden, I'm right next behind the guide, and the guide has been with us,
his family, you know, we've been together for 10 years.
And he's starting to do that.
I don't discuss.
When Macario does that, you know, I listen, and I ask the team to do the same thing, where
maybe half a dozen.
And then I want to talk to him and say, "What's going on?"
He's on the radio.
And then he gives me the radio.
I'm talking to my logistics chief officer, who was at the bottom, and he said, "We're
having a tremendous earthquake."
He was saying that the, actually the ground was waving.
It was so bad.
And he was freaking out because he said, "Everything is avalanching, and I'm very puzzled because
we are in a very dangerous part of the volcano.
Nothing's happening."
I turn around, and then this is when I realized there is dust absolutely everywhere.
Everything that I saw two minutes before, it's gone, just disappearing into a wall of
dust.
But nothing's happening where we are.
And our friends down, they were freaking out because they were seeing everything avalanching,
and especially the other side of the mountain we were on was avalanching.
So they have no visuals.
They have no visual.
They thought that we are caught in the avalanching.
So I said, "No."
But some, so at that point, I said-
So they thought you were screwed.
Yeah.
So I said, "Okay, so if this is what's happening, then I'm taking everybody to the summit because
we have a very large crater that will take care of avalanching.
We'll be safe.
And I'm waiting for the aftershock because this is what you do, you know, when you have
earthquakes."
So here we go, taking everybody in the crater.
And now you have half a dozen scientists in the crater with the crater lake, and this
is why we came for.
So we just had a 7.8 earthquake.
And what do you think they do?
Well, of course, they do the science they came to do.
So the only thing is that I couldn't because my radio was only working when I was on the
rim of the crater.
But I had a little assistant with me, a young Bolivian teenager.
He had been shadowing me for three weeks, so he knew exactly what to do.
And he said, "Natalie, no problem.
Give me your bag.
I'll do the sampling for you."
So I was monitoring the situation.
And I wasn't at that point.
And there was another moment.
My friend downstairs, I could, you know...
At the foot.
At the foot, yeah.
We've known each other.
As I said, we're family.
This team is family.
We've known each other.
I am the godmother of kids, so we are close.
And I could feel for the first time in my life that he actually was scared.
And he was calling me every 30 seconds, telling me stuff.
I said, "You have to stop this now.
Just call me to give me information that is useful for me to make decisions."
And so I said, "Okay, what's going on?"
All right.
He tells me, you know, there is still avalanching, etc.
And then a few minutes later, he calls me, he says, "I think that Lascar is erupting.
So now I have to tell you, we are on a volcano.
The next volcano, we share a slope with it.
It's a little lower, but that's the most temperamental volcano of the entire chain.
And this one has a history of eruption."
And then my friend is telling me that the volcano seems to be starting to erupt.
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If that volcano goes up, we have nowhere to go.
That got my attention.
So if you say scared, I would say that I got the realization that what that meant.
I went cold for like a fraction of a second, but that meant that just my adrenaline started
to kick in.
And it was a very, very strange experience because now you have tunnel vision.
It's about survival.
And I say, "Okay, now you are going to tell me what I need to know.
Tell me, what do you see?"
He say, "I see smoke."
I say, "What kind of smoke?"
He say, "It's white."
I say, "No big deal.
That's water vapor."
"Okay, where is it going?"
"It's going to Argentina."
That was the opposite direction of where we are.
I said, "Okay, I'm staying where I am because right now there is no danger."
And there was still the issue of the aftershock.
I didn't want to have the team caught in the gully, in the central gully of the volcano
with an avalanche coming at us.
So we stayed there.
And he called me after that and say, "Well, it's still going to Argentina."
"Fine, okay."
And then a little later he calls me and say, "Natalie, things are changing here."
I say, "Okay, what's going on?"
I say, "Well, the cloud is a little yellow."
And I was thinking to myself, "Shit."
What does it mean when it's yellow?
Sulfur.
And when you have sulfur mixed with the water vapor or the water in your lungs, this turns
into sulfuric acid.
Then you're really screwed.
And I say, "Okay, where is the cloud going?"
He said, "The wing is shifting.
It's coming your direction."
So yeah, that was a day like that, you know.
And I am talking to him on the radio and I'm turning around.
And as I turn around, I see the cloud starting to pop on the opposite side of the rim.
So at that time, we had no choice anymore because now you have to figure out what's
going to kill you first.
And so there was the risk or the potential of an avalanche.
But at least you can see the rocks.
The gas is going to kill you before you can see it.
So I called everybody back.
We gather our stuff.
I didn't give too much detail, but I say, "It's time to go downhill and fast."
So which we did.
We stopped only when we were at mid-camp.
And then at that point, we saw the cloud just completely covering the summit where we were.
So we did well to bail out.
But that was 500 meters higher than we were.
So we are safe.
I was just making sure that it would not go down the slope where we were.
We are safe.
We did and just rested for a little while.
And after that, we descended.
And it was all on adrenaline.
I can tell you what, I had two of my crew with headaches.
Part of one of them was because of the altitude.
We climbed very fast.
The other one was because of the cloud.
She was the closest to the cloud when it happened.
So we descended fast.
Wow, that was close.
That was close.
And it's interesting how the human body and mind works because I know that from the moment
my friend told me that the volcano seemed to be erupting, I was going on adrenaline.
But when we got close to them and I saw him, we were getting close to the cars, I saw him
coming towards me.
And the slope, all of a sudden, all the adrenaline went away.
I was a mess.
I had to find the first rock and sit down.
It was gone.
I mean-- Fascinating.
So you just basically physically and mentally collapsed once you saw--
There was nothing left of me.
I got in the car and I felt in the car as we were heading back towards our camp, I could
have passed out.
I really fought back and I'm not the kind of passing out really, you know, easy.
But there was nothing left.
I had no energy, no nothing.
It's fabulous how you react and how this is embedded in your brain from eons of evolution,
of reaction to a dangerous situation, basically.
The drive to survive.
Yeah, something like that.
You just told us one heck of a story.
And as you said, such story comes along with many of the diving expeditions that you do.
But on the science side, what is that world that simulates, that travels back in time
into the Martian landscape?
What does the science reveal?
So the science reveals that life is resilient.
When I started that project, I told my husband, I said, "This is going to be very fast.
We are going in such nasty environment that we're not going to find anything.
And we'll be back home fairly soon."
So 20 years later, we are still studying those environments.
That was a gut feeling like nothing, not much can possibly survive in those conditions.
The UV environment is so nasty, but there you find the same microorganism that made
the very first fossils on earth 3.5 billion years ago.
And they keep surviving.
They developed an adaptation, Swiss army knife, if you prefer.
And so you learn about that.
You learn about what they are, how they adapt through times and through environmental changes,
which is really important.
What are their signatures?
We learn to recognize them.
We learn what kind of instrument we need, what kind of signature, whether it's chemical
or morphological or whatnot.
So basically we learn how to explore.
But I would say that to me, and this is a realization, interestingly enough, that came
three years into the project, I really woke up literally one morning saying, "We've
been coming here for three years now, trying to understand how to search for life on Mars.
But what this place is showing us is what's happening right here, right now on our own
planet."
And by exploring those extreme environments, we are also reaching to places not too many
people go.
And so we are learning more about our own biospheres and the diversity of our own life
here on Earth.
So these are the two main thing that I would say.
- What kind of life survives up there?
- On top of those volcanoes, it's about bacteria, mostly.
- Is there something specific about that bacteria that's able to be so rugged?
- Yes.
They have adapted to very high UV radiation, and it's not only because they are at high
altitude, it's because early Earth didn't have an ozone layer.
So when the ancestors of those bacteria originated, they had to survive a world where you had
lots of short UV coming down at the surface, and also lots of hydrothermal environment,
volcanoes and hot water, lots of salt.
And you see all this toolbox still embedded in those microorganisms today, four billion
years later.
It's just amazing.
And depending on the environment, they are going to switch some of these defenses adaptation
on or off.
The UV situation there is so nasty that here you have bacteria like that.
I know bacteria, you find them everywhere.
That's really something you find all over the place.
But if you find them here in California, they will turn their protection against UV during
the day in summer, and they will switch it off at the end of the day.
There in the Andes, it's so nasty that that thing stays on all the time.
But if you take samples and bring them back here and start to culture them, like we did
on top of a building, leaving them, you will see the second generation of this organism,
they are starting to switch on and off again.
So they're extremely adaptable, extremely rugged, and that's why they are still here.
And probably that's why we're here, because life finds ways.
Is there some degree to which the harshness of the conditions enables the flourishing
of life versus shuts it down?
Well, it will shut down those that cannot survive.
Obviously, this is a statement that's kept in obvious right there, but it's also the
survival of the fittest.
And this is what evolution is, right?
So they are here because they were the most adaptable.
And so evolution is going to show the path of the fittest.
The one that cannot resist, they might have a good time for a little while, but then...
We've seen this at much different scale and with complex life.
Not so long ago, a hundred thousand years ago, Neanderthal was side by side by Homo
sapiens, but Neanderthal was completely adapted to a cold earth, to a glacial earth of the
end of the Pleistocene.
And when conditions change, it couldn't last.
You think, I mean, there's still some mysteries around that, right?
Like exactly what were the harshness of the conditions?
I still really suspicious.
What did Homo sapiens do?
No, no, no, no.
I really want to know.
No, no.
Some shady stuff that happened.
Shady stuff happened.
They met, they bred together, they fought against each other.
What humans do.
You had to expect that.
But the thing is that Neanderthal was completely adapted for a very long time to live at the
edge of those glaciers.
We're probably in a weakened situation when Homo sapiens came and started to spread.
So basically this is what life does.
It adapts and if it cannot adapt anymore, it disappears and something else takes over.
You hold the women's world record for diving at altitudes, both scuba and free diving.
So I have to ask, can you describe the details of those records?
I never looked for those.
I'm not after records at all.
In fact, I didn't know I had broken those records when that happened.
We did that as part of our expedition, our scientific expedition.
So it's basically sport in the name of science versus...
No, it's science in the name of science.
And it's just a very physical thing that you have to do.
So we trained ourselves like athletes.
Yeah.
To get the job done.
To get the job done.
You're holding your breath underwater for a very long time, like with free diving.
What are we talking about?
Do you think in terms of time?
Is there like layers where you know through training you're in a good place?
Like I'm sure you take time off and you get rusty.
Right?
Yes.
And I have not been diving in a while, so probably I need to go back to the drawing
board at the bottom of the swimming pool.
But having training from the past, I think, you know, it will pick up much more faster
then.
Basically, I would never at those altitude, I would never go over three minutes.
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That would be suicidal.
So the altitude is much tougher than the pool back at ground level.
It is, but it's not...
Oh, it's because when you come up and you have to get the oxygen.
That's not the going in the water.
When I'm underwater, I'm fine.
And if I wanted, I could stay longer, but you wouldn't be very wise.
You've written about the history of life on Mars.
Like you said, you're kind of exploring that by looking at the lakes here.
Do you think there's been life on Mars?
Do you think there is life on Mars?
Right.
So when you're looking at the environment of Mars early on, it's fairly similar to that
of early Earth.
Never was exactly the same because Mars was always farther from the sun than the Earth.
Right?
So it's always a little cooler, but you have to imagine maybe the Arctic during the summer.
That would be early Mars with a lot going on for it in terms of environment.
Very favorable to even life as we know it.
So we don't know how fast life happened on Earth.
There are signs right now showing that it might have actually originated only 200 million
years after the crust cooled down.
Wow.
Yeah.
This still has to be verified, but that's the closest.
And these are indirect evidence like carbon left by the activity of life, not life itself.
And there is a twist in the story for Mars is that it seems that Mars came together as
a planet faster than the Earth and had water earlier than the Earth.
So it may be that Mars was habitable and might have seen the beginning of life earlier than
the Earth.
So all of this is speculation.
Obviously we haven't found any evidence or solid evidence yet.
I would say unambiguous evidence, but unambiguous evidence of life is going to be something
interesting to prove because we don't know what life is, remember.
So I always joke that the only way we would know that there is life on Mars if there was
a rabbit jumping in front of the rover, but we might be gathering, we have what we call
a ladder of life detection, which is that you have a series of rungs that you need to
go through that actually are not proving you that you discovered life, but are making the
possibility that what you discovered was made only by the environment more and more improbable.
So we are trying to prove the contrary, right?
So this is what we have right now.
And as far as I'm concerned, considering all the unknowns we have, I think there was as
much chance that life originated on Mars than it did on Earth.
And if it was at the surface, then it got in trouble after 500 million years because
of the disappearance of the magnetosphere, the loss of the magnetosphere and the atmosphere.
But as we know, life doesn't only stay in one place.
As soon as it's out there, it's going to adapt, it's going to give itself more chance to survive.
And that to me means that if life appeared, I would say it's still there and probably
on the ground where it can be in an environment that's more stable.
So I don't know how stability is good or not, it might not be so good, but they might be
in a different type of metabolism through dormancy, waiting for different climate cycles.
And there is the fact that Mars changes a lot faster than the Earth and climate changes
are a lot stronger in magnitude.
So there might be a place on Mars, we know that there is a place on Mars deeper in the
subsurface where temperature and pressure are good for liquid water to stay there.
So these would be good places for a stable habitat over time, no matter what happens
at the surface.
But if life is also caught between that deep zone and the surface, there is an active layer,
there is a lot of ice in the subsurface of Mars.
And when the climate changes, when the obliquity goes beyond 30 degrees, then at that point,
you will have some activation of that zone.
You have thawing of the ice, so all this region is reactivated and maybe that's a way where
you have pathways for life to move from the deep zone to closer to the surface.
This is why I am one of those scientists who thinks that life might not be so far from
the surface than we think.
So we don't have to dig very far to find it.
We probably won't.
And the reason I'm--
That would be so amazing.
I am thinking of that just because of this experience as well of extreme environments.
You know, you have to sit and look and listen, basically.
The story of my life, if I want to understand where microbes are located on Mars, I have
to become the microbe, right?
This is the thought experiment.
And if I want to understand where ET is, then I have to become ET.
So it's a big stretch.
But in extreme environment, you sit in the desert for a while and you just, you know,
try to understand where the wind's coming from, where the humidity, when it's showing
up, and then you start to understand the patterns of those things.
What are the useful signals that you need for survival?
You need to know where water is, where the source of energy is going to be drawn from.
You need to find shelters.
And shelters don't mean that, for instance, you can have a water column of a lake or a
river or whatnot, or the ocean.
It can be also a very thin layer of dust.
Or it can be a translucent rock.
And you see what we call endoliths.
These are the same cyanobacteria, but a different version of them.
They live inside the rocks, inside those crystals, because they have the best of life.
They are into translucent crystals so that they receive the light from the sun.
They can do the photosynthesis.
But there is enough of that crystal so that the nasty UV is being stopped.
And they are in their little house.
And when you are looking at temperature within those rocks, they tend to make it toastier
than the outside temperature.
So there is a lot of things going on.
So what I'm saying for Mars is that, yeah, right now you don't have an atmosphere very
much.
160 times thinner than the Earth.
6 millibars is really not much, but it's there.
But you still have a lot of short UV, like the nasty ones, UVA, UVB, UVC, that can really
mess up your DNA and destroy it beyond repair.
But as soon as you have a little alcove into a rock or a cliff, I'd be looking at those
places.
But you have to understand Mars, or any other planet for that matter, at the level that
matters for the microbe.
And so then you need--
Be one with the microbe.
Be one with the microbes, which means that we have lots of orbital data, which is good
to understand habitability at the planet level or at the regional level.
But we have very little data right now that is very useful to understand habitability
at the scale that matters for the microbes at this point in time.
So we need to do a better job with that.
My idea is to have arrays of environmental stations that could have a lot of benefits.
One would be to give us that vision for the microbes.
That would be good for us through biology.
And second--
A collection of stations on Mars.
On Mars, yeah.
That give us a good map of the planet.
High resolution.
We can do that regionally.
And on top of that, so that's good for us through biology, for the search for life on
Mars.
That's good about how to learn where microbes could be that can be a problem for contamination
both ways.
So that's good for planetary protection.
And since those stations would have communication capabilities on them, that's excellent for
human exploration because not only you have weather stations all over the place that can
tell your astronauts, you know, learn the pattern when it's a good time to go out or
not go out, and also help them communicate when they go and do sorties.
So there are a number of things we can do that can tell you lots of information.
Let's rewind the clock a little bit.
You grew up in Paris.
I was just there.
Helen McDonald in her New York Times amazing profile piece of you writes that your teenage
years were troubled.
So how did the challenging early years make the human being the scientist that you are
today?
Everything.
I think that this is what's taking me on top of those big mountains.
And the irony is for me to be looking for the origin and nature of life because I was
so close to losing it.
But to me that was a great lesson learned.
And that helped me see through the beauty of life.
Going on the other side of that, it became really what made me and helped me go through
absolutely everything and anything in life.
Climb mountains and tell me there is something I want to know.
And I am going to give it my best and I won't give up and I won't give in.
And this is a message that I carried all my life and I'm so very grateful that I did because
all the things that I would have missed if I hadn't done that.
You know, this is something that I wrote in my first book and part of it is the reason
why I wrote it.
Just because I felt that there were messages in my path.
Oftentimes teenagers are troubled.
It can be one way or another.
Or if it's not a troubled teenage, you have times in your life where you doubt, where
you know, you're just waving your arm and say, "What's the purpose?
What's the reason why I carry on?"
And when I see all the things that I'm doing, the dream that I was able to fulfill, what
a waste it would have been, you know?
So there was a point in your life where you thought about suicide?
Oh yeah, yeah.
I did more than thinking about it, but I was a lucky one.
For some reason I'm still here.
I still don't know why, but I'm still here.
And the lesson for me was that never ever again, because you have to give tomorrow a
chance.
You never can think about tomorrow in the terms of the present.
You never know what can happen.
You know what is going to happen if you go through what you want to do.
Tomorrow's never happening, you know?
And I had the other lesson came a few years later, where actually somebody was drowning
and I went after that person.
I almost died that day too, not that I wanted to, but it's just because the condition were
very, very difficult.
That person died from there, although we took him out of the water.
But I had a lot of difficulty coming out.
I came out, but then I thought a lot about that guy.
He was in his 30s.
And it was like a sort of a echo from a few years before telling me that person would
never have a tomorrow.
That person would never be able to fulfill his dream or even have dreams of any kind.
And I was here and I was going to give myself the best chance to fulfill all the dreams
I wanted to and go after all the questions I wanted to.
And this is what kept me going now, you know?
So the advice there is even if you don't see a why, an answer to the why question, why
live today?
Give tomorrow a chance, always.
Do you think about your death today?
Do you think about your mortality?
Not really.
You've been so close with it so many times.
Yeah, that's part of life.
And you know what, if something happens to me while I'm doing the stuff I love, what
a way of going.
This will happen wherever it catches me.
I don't know.
I don't care.
It will be what it will be.
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And I had the best of all masters for that.
I had my husband.
My husband and I were 44 years apart in age.
And it was just a pure love story.
And he never looked at his age, never thought about himself or defined himself by his age.
In fact, he reinvented life for himself at an age where everybody retires.
We met when he was 66.
And that was a blessing and a curse, but a blessing most of it, because we took every
single day as if it was the last.
So we enjoyed life.
And right now, it's not so much.
I have to really think of him.
He just passed away this August, last August.
And for me, it's more like I have to draw from his example, on him always telling me,
look forward, trust life, be happy, live.
Every day, every single day, I have to remind several times a day of this.
It's not easy.
But he had the recipe.
He never thought about death, because when you start thinking too much about death, that
prevents you from living.
Do you miss him?
Oh, gosh, we were so close.
I think we were, it's more like one spirit in two bodies.
We were that close.
So missing him doesn't even cut it.
I mean, it's the toughest mountain I ever climbed.
What's the role of love in the human condition?
I think, I hope, that this is the force that drives the universe.
Although we might be experiencing the other side of it, maybe just to learn how important
love is.
That might be it.
For me, my experience with my husband, where I never had to wake up every single morning
ever wondering if I was loved, I had to look in his eyes and him looking back at me to
know it.
So when you get to that point where you don't question it anymore, I would hope for humanity
to reach that point where you can feel the same love for the person that is unknown in
the street, that you feel for the people you love.
I think that at that point we are going to be reaching the maturity of that civilization
we are hoping for.
And seeing the universe through love, that doesn't run spacecrafts, of course, but putting
love into our intent of going into and settling into another planet instead of, "Oh my God,
we need to escape because we are freaking messing up with our own planet."
I think that this is the answer to so many things.
Is there a part of you that maybe just a little bit wants to step foot on Mars, like you personally?
Oh yeah, of course.
I'm curious.
I'm a scientist and I've been working on Mars.
I was actually privileged to be working on Gusev Crater and deciding for the landing
site of the Spirit rover, which means that I worked on that landing site for 15 years
and I got to see it from the ground.
That's the closest to being there and exploring.
Of course, that's not physically being present there.
If you were giving me the opportunity, of course I would go, but I know one thing, I
would want to come back.
So given the option of dying on Mars or dying on Earth, you'd visit Mars, but you would
like to spend your last days here.
Yeah, because of a number of things.
I think that first, we're not ready to set on Mars, regardless of what being said.
It will happen.
It will happen and because we are explorers, humans, you know, they're explorers.
So this will happen and it's a good thing.
Depending on how we go about this, it can be a very good thing.
You know, with time, as much as I've been exploring, continue to explore the big questions
of origin and nature of life or exploring of a planet, the love, you were talking about
love, the love for my own planet has grown deeper and my concern about it has grown deeper.
So the data that I'm collecting to learn about other planets, I'm also using it to understand
better our home planet and trying to make it a little better for the next generation.
So if you were talking about love, this is love that would drive me back here.
Yeah, this planet, it's just sometimes I just pause and I'm in awe at the incredible thing
we have here and just I have deep gratitude for all the life forms here, the beautiful
complexity.
Of course, there's darkness behind it, all the death, all the extinction that led up
to us two descendants of apes sitting here today.
I feel that's a responsibility.
We're the fittest that survived.
You're right, as the dominant species, at least, technologically, et cetera, maybe not
the wisest one, but the dominant species, we have a responsibility towards the entire
biosphere because the decisions we're making now not only affect us, they're affecting
the entire biosphere.
And right now, the choices we are making are leading to the disappearance of 150 species
every single day.
All the big mammals on this earth today are on the brink of extinction.
We are within the sixth greatest extinction.
It's unfolding before our eyes.
And I would strongly suggest that we use our smart to help a little bit this situation.
And we can do this.
I think we can do this.
We just need to redirect our energy.
- In the name of love.
This was an incredible conversation.
I'm really honored that you sit with me.
I've been a fan of your work for a long time now, so this is really awesome.
Thank you so much for talking to me.
- You're very welcome.
Thanks.
- Thanks for listening to this conversation with Nathalie Cabral.
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