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00:00The following is a conversation with Brian Miorescu, author of The Immortality Key,

00:05The Secret History of the Religion with No Name, a book that reconstructs the forgotten history of

00:10psychedelics in the development of Western civilization. To support this podcast,

00:16please check out our sponsors, Insight Tracker, GiveWell, NI, Indeed, and Masterclass. Their links

00:24are in the description. This is the Lex Friedman Podcast, and here's my conversation with Brian

00:31Miorescu. Who or what do you think God is? How has our conception, maybe put another way,

00:39of God changed throughout history? We're starting with an easy one, Lex.

00:43Yep. So, what is God? Well, God is a thought. God is an idea, but its reference is to that which is

00:55beyond thinking, beyond our ability to even conceive, beyond the categories of being and

01:02nonbeing. So, how do we talk about that? To talk about it is almost to get it wrong, right? So,

01:07Joe Campbell famously said that any God that is not transparent to transcendence is like an

01:14idolatry because it's just a mental construct, and it can't possibly speak to the incomprehensible.

01:20So, we use poetic language. We say the being of beings, the infinite life energy of the universe,

01:28the mystery of transcendence, boundless life, unqualified isness, but it doesn't quite get to

01:35the point. I think that if there's any great insight from mysticism, it's that you and I

01:41participate with God in a very real way, Lex Friedman, here in Austin, Texas, that in the here

01:48and now to touch that eternal principle, another way to refer to God, to touch that eternal principle

01:54within ourselves is to participate with divinity in some way. So, not an external force, but

02:02that divine sense within. So, there's some aspect in which God is a part of us. So, one, it's the

02:07thing we can't describe. It represents all of the mystery around us. It's outside our ability to

02:13comprehend, and at the same time, it's somehow the thing that's inside of us also. The ultimate

02:19paradox. Mechthild of Magdeburg, 13th century German mystic, maybe the first German mystic,

02:25says that the day of her spiritual awakening was the day that she saw and knew that she saw God

02:32in all things and all things in God. And so, we can say this, by the way, without apology or

02:37lightweight theology or vapid speculation or even heresy. We can talk about this,

02:45including within the Abrahamic faiths. The mystical core of these faiths all talk about

02:49the encounter of divinity within. That's what I explore in the immortality key, this notion of

02:56techniques, archaic techniques in some cases, of ecstasy, that allow that experience of the

03:02eternal principle to actually rise up in our consciousness when we're still here as flesh and

03:07blood beings. There's some sense in which our conception of God, though, is conjured up by

03:15our own mind. And so, aren't we creating God? Aren't we the gods that are creating the idea of

03:26God? When we talk about God, aren't we playing with ideas that are created by our mind and

03:36thereby we are the creator, not God? This is a very kind of cyclical question, but in some sense,

03:46I mean that if God is the thing that represents the mystery all around us, contrast that with

03:55our conception of God, the way we talk about him, is more a creation of our minds. It's not the

04:01mystery. It's our struggle to comprehend the mystery. And therefore, we're creating the God

04:07in terms of the God that we're talking about in this conversation or in general, if that makes any

04:12sense. It makes no sense whatsoever. Great. This is wonderful. But this is the eternal mystery.

04:21This is why it's so difficult to talk about, and yet it could be the very center of our beings.

04:27The Upanishads speak about us as the creators, about us as gods. It's a very different creation

04:33myth, but the God of the Upanishads in this great verse talks about pouring themselves into

04:41creation. Indeed, I have become this creation, says God. And there's a great line, verily he or

04:48she who knows this becomes in this creation a creator. So, yeah, I mean, just our ability to

04:56engage in mentation, our ability to think about this stuff is partly our divine nature. This is

05:02what the humanists were talking about in the Renaissance, by the way. And that it's not so much

05:08learning, putting dots together, having arguments with each other over learned books. It's a

05:15process of unlearning, is what some of the mystical traditions talk about. Unlearning all these

05:21thoughts, emotions, traumas, and experiences that have gone into the false construction of our false

05:27self, that behind all these layers, like peeling back the onion, is a part of us that once you can

05:34identify that, begins to look a little bit different. In other words, it's one thing to

05:40foster a relationship with God. It's a very different thing to identify as God. And I mean

05:47that quite literally, without being heretical. You can find this in the mystery traditions.

05:52Can you expand on this? You mean a human being can embody God?

06:00That is textbook incarnational theology that you can find in any Christian mysticism.

06:07But you can find it in the mystical tradition of Islam and Judaism as well. So, Rumi, for example,

06:14the great Sufi mystic talks about, if you could get rid of yourself, just get rid of yourself just

06:22once, the secret of secrets would open to you. That the face of the unknown would appear on the

06:28perception of your consciousness. Rabbi Lawrence Kushner, a modern day Christian,

06:33of your consciousness. Rabbi Lawrence Kushner, a modern day contemporary mystic,

06:38talks about, because this stuff does continue, there's a continuity to it.

06:42The poetry here is incredible.

06:44So, well, listen to Rabbi Kushner. He says that the emptying of selfhood

06:50allows the soul to attach to true reality. And in Kabbalism, the true reality is what's called

06:56the divine nothingness, ayin. And so, I like the adage that atheists and mystics both essentially

07:03believe in nothing, except that the mystics spell it with a capital N, the divine nothing.

07:10And then I'll give you Meister Eckhart, another medieval Christian mystic. He says that

07:16if you could not yourself, the same concept, if you could not yourself for just an instant,

07:22indeed, I say less than an instant, you would possess all. So, again, you're seeing the same

07:27thing in Sufism, Kabbalism, Christian mysticism. The way to identify with the divine is to peel

07:33back these layers and attempt to discover pure awareness.

07:38If we look at the universe from a physics perspective, or, you know, I'm a computer

07:41science person, so if the universe is a computer, there's some sense that God, the creator of the

07:53universe, or just the computer itself, doesn't know what the heck is going to happen. He just

07:58kind of creates some basic rules and runs the thing. So, there is some element in which you

08:05can conceive of humans or conscious beings or intelligent beings as a tool that the creator

08:13uses to understand himself. Do you think that's a perspective that we could or is useful to take on

08:24God that is basically the universe created humans to understand itself? He doesn't actually know

08:33the full thing. He needs the human brains to figure out the puzzle. So, that's in contrasting

08:39to the unlearning to getting out of the way that we've talked about. It's more like, no,

08:43we need the humans to figure out this puzzle. Well, we have no answers to this, which is why

08:48philosophers still have jobs, if they have jobs at all. But, I mean, so the physicists take a look

08:53at this. Have you seen the article that came out, I think it was this month, in the Journal of

08:58Cosmology and Astroparticle Physics, Robert Lanza, the biocentrism theory, the idea that the universe

09:04comes into being through our observation, right, the whole, the God equation. So, not just in

09:10quantum mechanics, but in general relativity, the idea that we make the universe moment by moment,

09:15which is kind of mind blowing, gets into ideas of simulation. Okay, so that's how the physicists,

09:21at least some of them might look at it. You could also look back to the medieval Christian mystics,

09:26Meister Eckhart, once again, says that the eye with which I see God is the same eye that sees me,

09:34right? So, one sight, one knowledge, one love, another mind blowing concept. But this is why

09:42the arts and poetry and music are so important, because although I love astroparticle physics,

09:47it's another to kind of hear this, the same message across time.

09:51Yeah, the simulation thing. I was actually looking this morning at video games, just the statistics

09:58on video games. And I saw that the two top video games in terms of hours played is Fortnite and

10:05World of Warcraft. And I saw that it's 140 billion hours, billion hours have been played of those

10:13games. That's a lot of video games. Yeah, but that's very sophisticated worlds being created,

10:22especially in the World of Warcraft. It's a massive online role playing game. So you have

10:27these characters that are together sort of creating a world, but they in themselves are also

10:33developing, they have all these items, and they're like, they're little humans. Like there's

10:37complicated societies that are formed, they have goals, they're striving and so on. And it's,

10:41we're creating a universe within our universe. And for now, it's a kind of, it's a basic sort

10:48of constraint version of our more richer earth like civilization. But it's conceivable that,

10:55you know, that we are this thing on earth is a kind of video game that somebody else is playing.

11:02It's like you can see sort of video games upon video games being created.

11:05That, and this is something I think a lot about, not from philosophical perspective, but practically,

11:12how fun does this video game have to be for us to let go of the silly pursuits in this meat space

11:19that we live in and fully just stay in wow, stay in World of Warcraft, stay in the video game for

11:27full time. So I think about that from an engineering perspective. Like is there going to be a time

11:32when this video game is actual real life for us, and then the creatures inside the video game,

11:40they'll be just borrowing our consciousness, sort of to ground themselves will refer to us as the

11:46gods. Right? Like, won't we become the gods? This conversation is not going how I expected.

11:55But I think about this a lot from, you know, because I love video games, and I wonder more

12:00and more of us, especially in COVID times, are living in the digital world. You could think about

12:06Twitter and all those kinds of things. You could think about clubhouse people using just voices to

12:10communicate with little icons, sort of in the digital space, you could see more and more will

12:15be moving in the digital space and let go of this physical space. And then the remnants of the

12:23ancients that created the video games, that nobody centuries from now will even remember,

12:29those will be the gods. And then there'll be gods upon gods being created. This is the kind of stuff

12:34I think about. But is that any at all useful to you to this thought experiment of a simulation?

12:40Basically, the fabric of our reality, how did it come to be? What is running this thing? Is that

12:46useful? Or is it ultimately the project of understanding God, of understanding myth,

12:52is the project that centers on the human, on the human mind, for you?

12:58Hmm. We seem to be at the center of this divine dance, which sounds awfully anthropocentric.

13:05But the ancients thought about this too. I mean, the concept in Sanskrit of lila, that the point

13:11behind existence is this play, right? It's ultimately playful, this divine dance. It gets

13:17awfully complicated in the Gnostic and Neoplatonic schools, these chains of being from God head down

13:25to us, right? Some invisible, right? And we're gonna get into Terence McKenna territory later

13:31on, but we can start now by talking about discarnate entities and archons and aliens

13:37and archetypes. I mean, there is a world where Terence McKenna does meet Plato and Gnosticism

13:43quite kindly, and that's in this invisible college, right? The invisible world with which we seem to

13:51have some kind of symbiosis that has a higher intent, maybe even a purpose or a plan in mind

13:58for us. So, I mean, these ideas come across when you've had a heroic dose of mushrooms.

14:03They also pop up in the ancient philosophical literature, this idea of archons who, you know,

14:08the puppet masters controlling us flesh and blood beings. It's all a cosmic dance, and there are no

14:16answers to this. First, who are the archons? And second, what is this world where Terence McKenna

14:20meets Plato? Do you mean in the space of ideas, or are we talking about some kind of world that

14:25connects all of consciousness throughout human history? I think through different techniques,

14:29it is, you know, I think a lot about, I think Gordon Wasson is the meeting point of the two.

14:33So, Gordon Wasson, who I do talk about in the book, was this J.P. Morgan banker turned

14:39ethnomycologist, and he's largely credited with the rediscovery of psilocybin containing mushrooms,

14:46which kind of gave rise to the pop psychedelic revolution of the 1960s. He visited Maria Sabina

14:52down in Mexico. In his wake went Bob Dylan, Led Zeppelin, the Stones, and everybody else.

14:58And the way he describes his psilocybin experience is a bit strange because he thinks of

15:03Plato, right? And he says that, you know, whereas our ordinary reality is kind of this imperfect

15:09view of things, Gordon Wasson felt that on mushrooms, he was spying the archetypes.

15:15And he talks about Plato, and he writes about the archetypes in this famous article that's

15:19released in 1957 in Life magazine. And so, a well read individual from the mid 20th century has his

15:26his premier psychedelic experience, and out comes Plato because what he was witnessing was so sharp,

15:33so brilliant, so detailed, in some sense, more real than real, this noetic sense that William

15:40James talks about, that when you confront something more real than real, these discarnate

15:45entities, these images, these visionary motifs, you're tempted to believe that you've tapped into

15:52the truest nature and the underlying structure of the cosmos. And that's difficult to escape from,

15:57whether you're Plato or Terence McKenna or Gordon Wasson caught in between.

16:02Can we talk about this being in touch with something that is more real than real?

16:07And let's just go straight there to McKenna before we return to the bigger picture.

16:11So he's talked about the, what is it, self healing machine elves?

16:16Self transforming.

16:17Self transforming machine elves during his DMT travels. And I just talked to Rick Doblin,

16:25who also had different travels to this hyperspace. But they all seem to be traveling on the same

16:32spaceship, just the different locations. And there is a sense in which they seem to be traveling

16:38through whatever, I don't know if it's through space time or something else,

16:42to meet something that is more real than real. What can you say about this DMT experience,

16:48about Terence McKenna, about the poetry he used, but maybe more specifically about

16:54this place that they seem to all travel to?

16:57So the big question is, is it real? Is it really more real than real? The ancient philosophers

17:01were asking the same question and their means of attempting to answer that was by dying.

17:06And so if you ask Plato the definition of philosophy, he will say that to practice it

17:12in the right way is to practice dying and being dead. And many people describe the psychedelic

17:19experience in sort of near death experience terms. And the encountering of all this visual

17:25imagery tends to be something that is often described as more real than real. So how does

17:30Terence talk about this? So I was just listening to the triologues, which folks should look up

17:35somewhere between 1989 and 1990. Terence sits down with his friends, Ralph Abraham and

17:42Rupert Sheldrake at Esalen. And they're trying to figure out the meaning of these

17:48discarnate entities and these nonhuman intelligences. And Terence develops a taxonomy

17:54for how to analyze this. And he says that number one, they're either semi physical,

18:01but kind of elusive. So think of the Bigfoot or the Yeti or things like this. Beings that exist

18:07somewhere between mythology and zoology, which isn't really appropriate here. So option number

18:14two, he says, is the mental. You're dropping so many good lines. It's so good. I apologize.

18:23Somewhere between mythology and zoology. This is all Terence McKenna. I take no credit for this.

18:28But you're combining, you're like, Jimi Hendrix only used the blues scale,

18:34but he still created something new in the music he played. Anyway, go ahead.

18:39We're going into Mixolydian right now. So option number two, and this is what Terence calls sort

18:48of the mentalist reductionist approach. And this is pure McKenna poetry. He says that these beings

18:55could be autonomous fragments of psychic energy that have temporarily escaped the controlling

19:02power of the ego. So in Jungian senses, these would just be pure projections, the projections

19:09of schizophrenics in some cases. So they're essentially unreal. And the third option,

19:13the most tantalizing, is that they're both nonphysical, but autonomous. In other words,

19:19they actually exist in some kind of real place, in some kind of real space, and that we can have

19:25Congress with them. There is communication. He talks about the whisperings of the demon artificers,

19:32and that it's just possible that our meetings with these beings have coaxed the human species

19:38into self expression in a very real way, that at different times in history, our relationships with

19:44these semi autonomous beings may actually guide the species. Now, this is high speculation,

19:52and Terence and Ralph and Rupert wind up talking about the early modern period and the scientific

19:59enlightenment, and that even someone like Descartes reports a dream in which he came face

20:04to face with an angel who said that the conquest of nature is to be achieved through measure and

20:11number. So even the hard minded materialist like Descartes is confronting these discarnate entities.

20:19John Dee in the 16th century, the high magician of the Elizabethan court,

20:25he reports decades worth of what we would say is extraterrestrial communication,

20:30or interdimensional communication. And you can find instances of this throughout history,

20:37including among the pre Socratics. And Peter Kingsley writes quite a bit about this, but I'll

20:42save that until your next question. Well, first of all, we don't seem to understand from where

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20:47intelligence came from. We don't understand from where life came from on Earth. But that we can

20:53kind of intuit because it's the space of chemistry and biology have good theories about the origins

20:57of life on Earth. But the origins of intelligent life, that is a giant mystery. And there's some

21:05sense in which, I mean, I don't know if you know the movie 2001 Space Odyssey. But it does seem

21:11that there's like important throughout human history, throughout life on Earth, there's

21:17important phase shifts of it feels like something happened, where there's big leaps. It could be

21:26something coincidental, like fire and learning how to cook meat and all those kinds of things.

21:31But it feels like there could be other things. And I think that's at the core of your work is

21:36exploring what those things could be. Is there, is it possible? Talked about Joe Rogan off line.

21:44Is it entirely possible? Is it possible that psychedelics have in fact contributed of being

21:52an important source of those phase shift throughout human history of the intellect, basically steering

21:59the intellectual development and growth of human civilization. It's a hypothesis worth

22:06investigating. How about that? Beautiful. And maybe not psychedelics in and of themselves,

22:11but I think our whole conversation is kind of wrapped up in these non ordinary states of

22:17awareness. We start by talking about God, which is something unordinary and expansive. And I think

22:23that as you trace the intervention of divinity, if that's the case, throughout human history,

22:31you have to bump up against the irrational. And Mursi Eliade, the great scholar of religions and

22:38fellow Romanian said that the history of religions essentially constitutes the point of intersection

22:44between metaphysics and biology. So that we are biological beings who do interact with our planet,

22:51with the natural kingdom. And you would think that as, you know, early archaic ecologists,

22:57we would have figured out what plants work, which fungi don't and developed maybe language around

23:04that. And so this is another one of McKenna's speculative, but very interesting hypotheses,

23:11the stone and ape theory. Is it possible that psychedelics were involved in one of the several

23:17leaps forward? You mentioned the word leap. Jared Diamond talks about the great leap forward 60,000

23:23years ago. The species had been around for a couple hundred thousand years. All of a sudden,

23:28the cave painting appears. All of a sudden there's a phase shift. Did something like that happen

23:34millions of years ago? And I love the way Paul Stamets talks about this. It would be the ingestion

23:39of perhaps psilocybin containing fungi millions and millions of times over millions and millions

23:47of years. So it's not just a one time event that cascades, but it's the accumulation

23:52of psychedelic experience. It's really difficult to test that hypothesis. But I've been talking

23:59with a paleoanthropologist in South Africa, my friend Lee Berger, about ways that we might test

24:06for this. And so Lee, amongst many things, is this national geographic explorer. He's the

24:12paleoanthropologist's paleoanthropologist at the University of Witwatersrand. He's famous,

24:18amongst other things, for the discovery of previously undiscovered hominids like Homo

24:22naledi. And there's an interesting point. So naledi is this archaic hominid, morphologically

24:33archaic, but it dates to about 300,000 years ago, which is very strange. What's even more

24:39strange about Homo naledi at the Rising Star cave system there in South Africa is that Lee

24:44believes he's discovered the first bipedal ape deliberately disposing of its dead.

24:51So there is a recognition of self mortality and the practicing of rituals around death. We're

24:58talking about burials. And if you have burials, says Lee, in an archaic hominid 300,000 years ago,

25:05maybe you have language. And I mentioned that because Terence McKenna was obsessed

25:10with language in the stoned ape theory, that the ingestion of psilocybin in addition to enhancing

25:16visual acuity, perhaps facilitating sexual arousal, leads to proto language.

25:23Now, isn't it interesting, this could be entirely a coincidence, that the largest sound inventory

25:30of any language is the Khoisan of Botswana and Namibia. They have something like 164 consonants

25:37and 44 vowels. English, by comparison, has about 45. So I don't know what to make of this, but what

25:43you find in that part of the world is very, very complex language. Language that could be an

25:50inheritance, language that could be incredibly archaic, together with this recognition of self

25:56mortality. And when I talk to Lee Berger, we say, when you're looking at universals like that,

26:01language around all human populations, the recognition of self mortality, the contemplation

26:07of death, just maybe you have pharmacology. And so maybe we can go out and test for this

26:13using gas chromatography, mass spectrometry, proteomics, technology that doesn't even exist,

26:18but maybe we can actually test the stoned ape theory to figure out once and for all,

26:23if there's any merit there. Can you just linger a little bit on the pharmacology tools?

26:27Like how would it be possible to say something about what was being ingested so, so long ago?

26:34That's what I asked Dr. Berger. So Lee has discovered in the dental calculus of archaic

26:43hominids. Dental calculus. I like this. Evidence of their diet. And you might not believe how old

26:50this was, but in sedeba, Australopithecus sedeba, they found evidence of sedeba's diet going back

26:57two million years. So through things like phytoliths, which are essentially fossilized

27:04plant tissue, they found evidence that sedeba was eating bark and leaves and grasses and fruits and

27:12palm. So no psychedelics to speak of, but it just goes to show that through things like dental

27:18microwear analysis and other techniques that we're still developing, we can actually figure out what

27:23the diet was at the time. I'll fast forward to 50,000 years ago. There was another study out of

27:29El Cidrón Cave in 2012, which found that Neanderthals, again, preceding our species

27:3450,000 years ago, were ingesting yarrow and chamomile, which had been identified as medicinal.

27:41So again, not psychedelic or psychoactive, but we kind of have the beginnings of the technology,

27:47and that was nine years ago, to begin figuring out the ancestral diet of these hominids.

27:53Presumably there could be a way to figure out, it's not just diet, but which have psychoactive

27:59elements to them. So whether you're chewing it, whether you're smoking it, whether, I mean, I don't

28:03know, licking it. I don't know if there's any kind of ways through the dental calculus to figure out

28:09what exact substances were being consumed. Is it possible to figure out whether psychedelic

28:15substances are being consumed by looking at human behavior, like you said, organized burials

28:22or cave paintings? No, but so that's a little bit of a stretch to say, like, where did this

28:28leap come from? But it's not. It's not. So just last fall, as a matter of fact, so that notion

28:34has been out there for a while, the idea that hallucinogens and the ritual consumption of

28:38hallucinogens were somehow related to the great leap forward, were somehow related to the initial

28:43cave painting. Graham Hancock wrote a beautiful book about this called Supernatural, which in

28:48many ways like sent me down this rabbit hole back in 2007. But even at the time when he was writing

28:53that and the year subsequent, it was still kind of seen as a kooky idea. Last fall, interestingly

29:01enough, the first archeochemical data for the ritual consumption of psychedelics associated with

29:08cave art was finally published. It's not that ancient. It's only about 400 or 500 years ago,

29:13but it came from the Pinwheel Cave, a Chumash site in California. And what they found were

29:19datura quids, like these chewed up, you mentioned, how did they ingest it? These chewed up quids,

29:24like these bunches of datura, which contain these very powerful tropane alkaloids and what was

29:31believed to be some kind of Chumash initiation site. So we can say that there is initial

29:37archeochemical data for the consumption of psychedelics and cave art. And so where else

29:42might we find this? Are there a lot of archeochemists in the world? Is this fascinating? Is through

29:50chemistry, through biology, through physics, whatever, like all the disciplines, perhaps one

29:56day computer science, we apply those tools to study not the data of today, but the data of the past.

30:04But are we talking about dozens here? Like how hard is this problem relative to how many people

30:09are taking it on just as a side little tangent? We're probably talking more dozens than hundreds.

30:16I spent many years trying to track down an archeochemist who would talk to me. There were

30:21a couple, Pat McGovern at the University of Pennsylvania, and then my friend Andrew Ko at MIT,

30:27which you might know something about. Andrew really, you know, on his own time, on his own

30:33dime, has been gathering the data for this organic residue analysis. He has what's called the Open

30:41Archem Project, which is this online open source repository for this data. But there's never been

30:46a center for this. No university has stood up a dedicated center, a team really, which is what you

30:52need of archeochemists looking at this stuff. But I mean, even despite that, there have been some

30:57remarkable discoveries over the past 10, 20 years. It's still a discipline very much in

31:02its infancy. Maybe it's becoming a toddler. But as the technology gets better and cheaper, I hope

31:09you'll see more and more archeochemists joining the fight.

31:12Yeah. And Andrew is fascinating. His work is fascinating. But also, just because of your work,

31:18I came across and exchanged a few emails with Patrick McGovern, who's basically, what would

31:24you call him? So, he has a center, I guess, that does biomolecular archeology at UPenn.

31:30And he's the author of a bunch of books, one of which is Ancient Brews. So, he's a scholar of beer

31:36and wine and like ancient alcohol, which is fascinating. They influence, even just alcohol,

31:42but he has like alcohol with hallucinogenic properties as well. But as a Russian, it's

31:50fascinating to think about the influence of alcohol on the development of human civilization

31:58throughout its history. Is there something you can comment on alcohol or in general,

32:07Patrick's work that was informative to you, inspiring, or kind of added to your conception

32:13of human history?

32:15His work was some of the first hard scientific data that I saw for the ritual consumption

32:20of these intoxicants. I don't think he's ever found the hard and fast data for psychedelics.

32:27But what he turned me on to was this idea that alcohol or beer and wine specifically

32:33could have been used as vehicles for the administration of psychedelics. That's where

32:37it all started for me. Just the notion that ancient beer and ancient wine is very, very

32:43different from what we drink today, that typically they were cocktails. They were often fortified

32:48and mixed with different fruits, berries, herbs, plants, maybe even fungi over time,

32:55because this was all in the absence of distilled liquor. There is no hard alcohol, even in

33:00Russia, before maybe the 12th century it was in Europe, maybe a bit earlier. But the concept

33:08of distillation just didn't exist. And so, to pack a punch, rather than just drink a

33:15kind of watered down Budweiser, these people were interested in fortifying these beverages

33:20with whatever they could find in nature. And Pat, to his credit, found some of the initial

33:25data for these, you could say, spiked wines and spiked beers. Not with anything overtly

33:31psychedelic, but just the fact that in the 16th century BC, at grave circle A in Mycenae,

33:38there's this Minoan ritual cocktail of beer mixed with wine, mixed with mead, is very

33:43interesting. It's even more interesting that you find that across the Aegean, in Gordium,

33:48at King Midas's tomb, right? The same kind of ritual cocktail, which Pat and Sam at the

33:54Dogfish Head Brewery resurrected as the Midas touch. So, I mean, the notion that we can

33:59go back, find this data, resurrect it, in some cases, 2800 years later, I found pretty

34:05exciting 10 years ago. Yeah, bring it back for research. But that's fascinating that

34:11people are playing with these ideas. And we'll return to, we'll return to our

34:16ideas of psychedelic infused wine, which is pretty fascinating. But can we step back and

34:22just kind of look at your work with the book Immortality Key? What is the story that you

34:27tell in this book? I knew we'd get there eventually, Lex. It's a nonlinear path. Somehow

34:35we were talking about simulation and the universe is a computer that's creating video games

34:40and WoW and Fortnite. But we got there and we'll return, always, to the insane philosophical.

34:48But your book Immortality Key, what's the story that you tell in this book? Which part

34:53of human history are you studying? Right. So that's the way to phrase it. So it's, you

34:57know, it's my 12 year search for the hard scientific data for the ritual use of psychedelics

35:04in classical antiquity. So we're talking about amongst the ancient Greeks and Romans.

35:09And the paleo Christians. So the generations that would give birth to the largest religion

35:15the world's ever known. Christianity today was two and a half billion people. The big

35:20question for me is, you know, were psychedelics actually involved? There was a lot written

35:23about this in the sixties, John Marco Allegro. The book that I follow was published in 1978

35:29before I was born. The Road to Eleusis by Gordon Wasson, who we talked about already,

35:35Albert Hofmann, who famously discovers LSD or synthesizes it from ergot, and Carl Ruck,

35:41who is still a professor of classics at Boston University, the only surviving member of that

35:48renegade trio and now 85 years old. So this all predates us. But what was lacking in the 60s,

35:5570s, 80s, 90s, I think was some of this technology and the hard scientific data.

36:01Now, for years and years, I went out to the archaeobotanists and the archaeochemists around

36:05the world and I asked a very basic question. Is there any evidence for psychedelics in classical

36:11antiquity? And the answer would almost invariably come back no. I'm talking to, in addition to Pat,

36:17he put me in touch with Hans Peter Sticke in Germany, Tania Valamotti in Greece,

36:22Assunta Florenzano in Italy. I went all over the place asking one question and getting the same

36:26answer back time and again. And so the book is essentially my search for that data and

36:32the eventual uncovering of two what I think are key pieces of data. One data point shows the ritual

36:41use of a psychedelic beer in classical antiquity in Iberia, what today is Spain. And the other

36:48shows what looks like a kind of psychedelic wine just outside Pompeii from the first century AD,

36:55at the right place at the right time when the earliest Christians were showing up in Italy.

37:01Again, these are early steps in the search for evidence in the space. But

37:07speaking of early Christians, what role do you think psychedelic infused wine could have played

37:15in the life of Jesus Christ? I've been saying recently that, and I hope this doesn't sound

37:28obscurantist, but I think it's impossible to understand Jesus and the birth of Christianity

37:36in the absence of ancient Greek. And I'll give you a very specific example of why I think that's the

37:40case. You can read the entire New Testament in ancient Greek and not once will you ever find

37:49a reference to alcohol because there was no word in ancient Greek for alcohol. The way the word

37:55sounds alcohol, it's Semitic, it comes from the Arabic. Kehela means to enliven or refresh. It

38:01probably comes from kohl, K O H L, sort of these powdered metallics that were used in alchemical

38:07experiments and cosmetics. So again, that's much later in time when we're using alchemy,

38:13distillation, et cetera. In the first century AD, the power of wine wasn't necessarily tied to

38:21alcohol, fermented grapes, the way we think about wine today. So Pat McGovern found some of that

38:26early organic data for wine being mixed with beer and with mead. But if you look at the literature

38:34from the first century AD, Dioscorides, for example, he writes this massive treatise at the

38:39exact same time the gospels are being written. And Dioscorides in just one of his books talks about

38:4556 detailed recipes for spiking wine with all kinds of things like salvia and hellebore and

38:53frankincense and myrrh, these spice perfumes, but also more dangerous things like henbane

38:58and mandrake, which he says in Greek can be fatal with just one cupful. And in book 474 of his

39:05Materia Medica, he talks about black nightshade producing fantasias u aedais, not unpleasant

39:14visions, what today we would say is psychedelic. So just looking at the literature and the kind of

39:20literature that even most classicists, I didn't really learn it in undergrad, I came across

39:25Dioscorides later, but just a basic look at the literature supports what McGovern has been testing,

39:32which is the fact that wine was routinely mixed with different compounds. It's fascinating,

39:38by the way, that language affects our conception of the tools we use to understand the world. So

39:44like you can see wine, you can see psychedelics, if they're not called drugs, you can maybe reframe

39:57how you see them in terms of their role in us thinking about the world, understanding the

40:02world. That's really interesting that language has that power, but what language was used to

40:06understand wine at the time? So we're talking about a Greek speaking world, right? So Jesus

40:11is born and does his public ministry in the Holy Land, but think about the early church,

40:16think about where the church takes root. Paul, the greatest evangelist of the time, writes basically

40:22half the New Testament, he's writing letters in Greek to Greek speakers in places like Corinth

40:28in Greece, or Philippi, a defunct city just north of the island of Thassos, or he's writing to folks

40:35in what today is Turkey, the Colossians, the Galatians, he writes letters to the Romans.

40:40These are Greek speakers in these pockets, these Hellenic pockets all around the ancient

40:46Mediterranean. And for them, again, ignore Dioscorides, ignore Pat McGovern's work,

40:51to them to think about wine was to think about a mixed potion. And so the word oinos in ancient

40:58Greek does show up in the New Testament, but there was another word to describe wine,

41:02and it exists for like a thousand years before, during, and after the life of Jesus. The word

41:08used for wine is pharmakon, which obviously gives us the word pharmacy, it means drug.

41:14So in Greek, a Greek speaker would actually use the word drug to refer to wine. Ruth Skodel,

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41:20the classicist, talks about this as a ritualistic formula. They understood wine as this compound

41:27beverage, a drug against grief, a medicinal elixir that could either harm or heal, or just maybe a

41:35sacrament to put you in touch with wine gods old and new. Clearly, religion and myth, but religion

41:45very much so has sort of a, much like dreams, has like an imagery component. Like you're kind of

41:55going outside the visual constraints of physical space where you kind of have very specific

42:04conceptions of what things look like, and you kind of use your imagination to stretch beyond

42:11the world as we know it. Things that are trying to get in touch with things that are more real

42:16than real. What role do these tools, do these pharmakons have in trying to stimulate the imagery

42:26of religion? Do you have a sense that they have a critical role here, or is it just a bunch of

42:32different factors that are utilized, a bunch of different tools that are utilized to construct

42:36this imagery? Or is this not even, or is imagery the wrong terminology? Is it more like space of

42:41ideas that's core to religion? No, I think the wine is absolutely essential. And so, if it's

42:48impossible to understand paleo Christianity in the absence of ancient Greek, I think it's equally

42:53difficult in the absence of the sacred pharmacopeia or wine itself, right? Just think about wine

43:00at the time. I think that the ancient Greek audience would have heard that in a very different

43:05way from us. And so, they're referring to it maybe as a pharmakon, but the followers of Dionysus,

43:11which precedes Jesus. And in some cases, the story of Jesus is kind of a recapitulation of the

43:18mysteries of Dionysus. But when you think about Dionysus, maybe from your high school mythology,

43:23you think about him as the god of theater, or the god of wine, which is typically what it is,

43:28or the god of ecstasy. Again, Dionysus is not the god of alcohol. There's no concept of fermented

43:38grapes. The power of Dionysus and the ability to commune with Dionysus through his blood.

43:43And before Christianity, the blood of Dionysus is equated to his wine. The sacramental drinking of

43:49the wine was interpreted, and classicists write about this, including Walter Burkert. It was

43:55it was interpreted as consuming the god himself in order to become one with the god. This is where we

44:00get the idea of enthusiasm, because the language matters. Enthusiasm to be filled with the spirit

44:06of the god, so that you became identified with Dionysus and acquired his divine powers.

44:11Now, how does that happen? Again, he's not the god of alcohol. He is the god of wine,

44:16but he's really the god of madness, and delirium, and frenzy. And his principal followers are women.

44:22They're called the minads. And the way they get in touch with him is through the consumption

44:27of this sacramental wine. Even at the theater of Dionysus, separate from his outdoor churches,

44:34there was a wine served there called drima. And this is the wine that gives birth to Hollywood.

44:40I mean, the ancient Hollywood was there at the theater of Dionysus. This is where

44:44comedy, and tragedy, and poetry, and music come from. But rather than a hot dog and a beer,

44:48what they drink at the theater of Dionysus was this wine called drima, which means

44:53pounded or rubbed. And Professor Ruck talks about maybe it was the drugs

44:58that were rubbed into this theatrical beverage to help the play come alive.

45:04So madness is seen as a positive thing, as like a creative journey. It's not, what is it,

45:13the unlearning, getting out of the way kind of thing. Is that how it's seen? Or is it more like

45:20entertaining escape from life that is suffering? I gotta inject a little modern Dostoevsky into the old.

45:31Existential despair. Maybe it's a bit of that. We can't say that there wasn't

45:39recreational drinking happening. The Greeks also had the symposium. And they also were just

45:46getting hammered in some cases. But when it comes to the rites of Dionysus, what you see there is

45:54the creation of these states of awareness in which, again, you identify with the God to become

46:00the God. There's theophagy. There's the consumption of divinity in order to become divinity. Right

46:06back to how we started the conversation, right? So if we stop conceiving of God as something

46:12exterior to us, but that the mystery of being itself is the mystery of your being and the

46:18mystery of my being, that the way to encounter that is through the sacramental theology, that

46:24you drink the actual blood of this Greek God to become that God. And there was a place for this

46:31in ancient Greek society. So drinking the wine and drinking the blood of Dionysus, do you think Jesus

46:38is an actual physical person that existed in history? Or is he an idea

46:47that came to life through the consumption of wine and those kinds of rituals?

46:54So this is where I face my excommunication, depending how I answer this.

46:57I mean, you're playing with fire and wine.

47:03A good combination, by the way.

47:08So I shy away from that controversy in the book. I'm perfectly willing to accept Jesus

47:14as a historical personage. We have the multiplicity of sources, although it's a

47:19generation after his death. But we have the Eucharist being described in the four gospels.

47:25We have it being described by Paul in 1 Corinthians. But when you read John,

47:31it does read a bit differently than the other gospels. And in my book, I rely a lot on the

47:35scholarship of Dennis McDonald, who writes a fabulous book called The Dionysian Gospel.

47:40And this is, again, why the Greek matters, because once you start to analyze the Greek of John's

47:45gospel, it seems to be a presentation of Jesus very much in the guise of Dionysus. The most

47:51obvious example is the wedding at Cana, right? That only occurs in John's gospel, the famous

47:57transformation of water into wine. Now, again, to any Greek speaker of the first century,

48:02they would have known about the Greek district of Elis on the Peloponnese. And in Elis,

48:07around the epiphany, every January, the priests of Dionysus would deposit these water basins,

48:14empty basins in the temple of Dionysus. They'd return the next morning and find them magically

48:19filled with wine. Now, on the island of Andros, it's even more interesting. Around the same

48:25epiphany date, the God's gift day, Dies Theodosia, the wine would emanate from the temple and run

48:31like a river for a week. And you can Google the Bacchanal of the Andrians, a wonderful painting

48:37by Titian, which hangs in the Prado, and you'll see a river of wine behind these people having

48:42a great time. This exists for centuries and centuries before the wedding at Cana and before

48:47Jesus begins his public ministry with what these scholars call the signature miracle of Dionysus.

48:55It would not have been lost on the Greek audience that something very specific is being communicated

49:00here. What's being communicated? That you just might find in early Christianity what you hold

49:07strong to in these mysteries of Dionysus that you may have inherited from your parents, your

49:11grandparents, your great grandparents for centuries. There was a perfectly good religion.

49:16There were perfectly good mystery cults in the ancient Greek and Roman worlds.

49:20And here comes this new, untested, illegal cult, illegal, of a dozen or so illiterate

49:27day laborers that go on to convert the empire in a few hundred years. The answer to that

49:33extraordinary growth is not psychedelics, but I do think it's visionary experiences,

49:38and I do think it's this continuity from the pagan world into early Christianity.

49:42So what part, you mentioned this idea that's really interesting with, I think you said Paul

49:47Stamets, of I guess millions of people over millions of years kind of consuming, really

49:56practicing a ritual or a habit of some sort. This idea of rituals is kind of interesting.

50:02Again, you mentioned cult. What's the role of ritual consumption of some of these substances

50:08or just ritual practice of anything in the intellectual growth of particular groups of

50:15people or societies? So again, I would say it is the centerpiece of ancient life, not just the

50:22mysteries of Dionysus, which we've only talked a bit about, but the mysteries of Eleusis were

50:27probably the most famous and longest lasting of these Greek mystery rites. And I mean, just to

50:32put it in simple terms, the best definition for a mystery religion, as the name implies,

50:37is something secret, right? Muo from the Greek means to shut the eyes or to shut the mouth,

50:42to keep quiet about this stuff. We're always teasing details from the archaeological and the

50:49literary record, and we're kind of just grabbing at these secrets. But Eleusis, which survives for

50:56like 2,000 years into the Christian period from about 1500 BC to the fourth century AD,

51:02it's kind of this centerpiece of Greek life. Cicero, the great Roman statesman, calls what was

51:08happening at Eleusis the most exceptional and divine thing that Athens ever produced. So not

51:15democracy, the arts and sciences, or philosophy, but the vision that was encountered at Eleusis,

51:21perhaps through the ritual consumption of a potent psychedelic over hundreds and hundreds of years,

51:27hundreds and hundreds of years, thousands and thousands, if not millions of initiates, pilgrims,

51:32who would walk from Athens to Eleusis to encounter this vision. It seems to have been

51:39not just an important part of Greek life, but the thing that made life livable,

51:43such that as these mysteries are about to be exterminated by the newly Christianized

51:49Roman Empire, there's this passage in the ancient literature that talks about these,

51:53you know, in the absence of these mysteries, life becomes unlivable. Abiotos.

51:58Is there ways you can, I mean, you write about the mysteries of Eleusis, and is there ways you

52:03can convert that into words? Why those are so important to them, more important than any other

52:11invention to them? Why is it such a source of meaning to life? So from what we can reconstruct,

52:19they would make that pilgrimage 13 miles northwest of Athens to confront their mortality. Remember,

52:25we were talking about Homo Naledi, and in South Africa, this recognition of self mortality,

52:31the deliberate disposal of the dead. Plato talks about the real practice of philosophy being the

52:38death and dying process. So in some senses, you went to Eleusis to die and to experience a death

52:45before your death. We talked about this with Terence McKenna as well, on this, how the

52:50psychedelic state seems to share something in common with the near death or out of body experiences

52:55or these ecstatic experiences, whether through wine or beer or otherwise, you went to Eleusis

53:01to die. And it was said that only those who had witnessed this vision, whatever vision was to be

53:07witnessed in Demeter Sanctuary, it essentially vouchsafed you the afterlife, that only those who

53:14went there became immortal. And Cicero says that at that point, you essentially live with more joy

53:21and die with a better hope. Can I ask you a question about this human contention with death,

53:27this confrontation of death that seems to be at the core of things? I don't know how deep to the

53:34core, but it seems to be a central element of the human condition. What do you think about Ernest

53:41Becker and those guys that put death at the, what is it, the warm of the core, which as the main

53:51thing, the main, like this confrontation of our own mortality, first of all, being understanding

53:58that we're mortal and then confronting the terror of it, the fear of it as the creative, like trying

54:06to escape the fear of death as the creative force of human society. It's like the reason we do

54:13anything is because we're just running away from our death, scared. Do you find some of that to be

54:21true, first of all, as somebody who looks in the mirror, looks at yourself and your own as a human

54:27being, two, just looking at society today, and three, at this whole big spread of human history

54:34and all the cool stuff we've created, including the mysteries of Eleusis? I wonder what life would

54:39look like in the absence of the fear of our mortality. I wonder how we'd interact with one

54:46another if there was relatively little or no fear of death. I really do when it comes to Becker's

54:52work and others. If the ancients were known for anything, it was running to death. It was the

54:58opposite. In fact, dying before dying, which is the immortality key, by the way, it's not

55:02psychedelics. When I refer to this key, I'm referring to this notion that's preserved in

55:07Greek, anpethanis, prinpethanis, denthapethanis, otanpethanis. If you die before you die, you won't

55:15die when you die. For some reason, the ancients prized that experience. And we talked about the

55:22mystics of Sufism and Kabbalism and Christian mysticism, where you have this same self nodding,

55:29this death before death, the divine nothingness, right? For some reason, the mystic saints,

55:34visionaries, and ancient philosophers, they ran to death. And the one message I wanted to try and

55:40communicate with this book is how they viewed life, that it can only be fully experienced,

55:46fully embodied in the wake of a really intense, perhaps terrifying, but utterly transformational

55:55encounter with death. So running to death, not running away from death. You talk about Aldous

56:02Huxley and mind changers. So if we look at the history where the ancients were running to death

56:13and maybe using some performance enhancing permacons to run more effectively towards death,

56:23and now we're using tools of modern society, whether they're psychological, sociological,

56:31or in case pharmaceutical to run away from this conception. So what do you see as a hopeful future

56:39for human civilization? If all of these kinds of societies are ice cream flavors,

56:48how do you create the perfect ice cream flavor? What is the future of religious experience,

56:53of psychedelic experience, of intellectual journeys, of facing death, running away from death?

57:00What do you hope that looks like and what kind of ideas should we look to?

57:05My next book will be entitled Performance Enhancing Pharmacon. You get full copyright.

57:11Yeah, I like it. But that's a historical view. What in that book would you suggest

57:22in one of the last chapters about the future of this process?

57:27Well, Huxley has to stop you. He stopped me in my tracks, Aldous Huxley. So in 1958,

57:34he pens this op ed of sorts, and it reads incredibly prescient because I really do think

57:43in many ways as the fog of the war drug is ending and finally lifting that we've kind of come full

57:51circle back to the late 1950s, which might sound strange. It'll make more sense when you hear what

57:57Huxley said about psychedelics. And so he was looking forward to a revival of religion, which

58:02is why I subtitled the book, The Religion with No Name. And to him, to Huxley, this revival wouldn't

58:12come about through televangelistic mass meetings or photogenic clergymen, as he says, but he points

58:18to the biochemical discoveries such as we have today that would allow for large numbers of men

58:25and women to achieve a radical self transcendence and a deeper understanding of the nature of things.

58:31In other words, that this revival of religion, he says, would be a revolution. Alan Watts comes

58:36along and says that there's nothing more dangerous to authority than a popular outbreak of mysticism.

58:44But I think this is what Huxley was pointing to. And he talks about religion in these terms about

58:50being less about symbols and returning to a sense of experience and intuition. And Huxley says that

58:57he envisions a religion which gives rise to everyday mysticism. And he talks about something

59:04that would undergird everyday rationality, everyday tasks and duties, and everyday human

59:11relationships. In other words, religion has to mean something. And these altered states of

59:17awareness that we seem to be able to produce quite easily inside the lab at Hopkins, NYU,

59:23and elsewhere with psilocybin. I think this is kind of part of Huxley's prediction about a time

59:31when we would have legal access, safe access, efficacious access to this material that would

59:37allow for insight in an afternoon. And what do you do when millions of people can become mystics in

59:44an afternoon? So psychedelics, psilocybin might be sort of the practical way of having these kinds of

59:55maybe could be termed religious experiences. And then many people partaking in those experiences

60:01and then like evolving this collective intelligence thing we've got going on,

60:06that's sort of the practice of religion that we should be striving for as opposed to kind of

60:10operating in the space of ideas, actually practicing it. You mentioned, and that's the

60:19religion with no name, the use of these tools. Is there a simple way to summarize religion for our

60:27previous discussion about God, basically discovering the God inside? What if I give you a very

60:33complicated definition of religion and then we talk about a more simplified? Let's do it. So

60:39the most complicated we can get on this is the anthropologist Clifford Geertz. But I think it's

60:44worth defining our terms when we're talking about God and religion. So religion religio from the

60:49Latin means to bind back. So to bind us back to some meaningful tradition, to bind us back to the

60:55source. Here's a mouthful from Clifford Geertz. Religion, he defines as a set of symbols which

61:03acts to establish powerful, pervasive, and long lasting moods and motivations by formulating

61:09conceptions of a general order of existence and clothing those conceptions in such an aura of

61:14factuality that those moods and motivations seem uniquely realistic, which is complex. What does

61:23that mean? That religion has to make you feel something, these moods and motivations. But it

61:29can't just do that in the way that sex does that for us or sports or ultimate fighting or the World

61:35Cup or going to a concert. So we get all that emotion in these experiences like that. But that

61:41emotion has to be concomitant to a deep existential insight that answers this question for you in the

61:47morning. I know why I'm here. I know why humans are here. I think I know what the meaning of life

61:53is. That's what religion is. And if you find that meaning in science, then that's your religion and

61:59that's fine. But we need to be more honest about that. If your epistemological model is weighing

62:05facts and figures and you think that's why you're here on this planet and you find deep meaning,

62:10that's okay. Religion is the thing that makes you feel, right? It has the aura of factuality. It

62:15just makes you feel like you know the point behind existence. In other words, I think it can be

62:22in other words, I think it comes down to experience. Like Joe Campbell was talking about,

62:25like Aldous Huxley mentions about experience and intuition. I think this is how we connect to God.

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62:32Make you feel like you understand the world. I mean, so that's kind of bigger than science.

62:38That includes science, but it's bigger. Do you think, what is real? Like do you think there's

62:47an absolute reality that we're kind of striving towards understanding or is it all just conjured

62:53up in our minds? And that's the whole kind of point. We together create these realities and

63:00play with them and dance to somehow derive meaning from those realities. And it's ultimately not like

63:08like very deeply integrated into what's like into atoms of space time. Another easy question, Lex.

63:20Well, I mean, you have to kind of, when you're thinking about

63:25emotion and making it concrete into something that feels real, you have to start asking,

63:32like, what is real? It's something that Ben Shapiro has this saying of facts don't care

63:40about your feelings. I was always uncomfortable with this. I mean, he's just being spiffy or

63:46whatever, but I was always uncomfortable with somehow first that the hubris of thinking that

63:53humans can have, like arrive at absolute truth, which is what I assume he means by facts,

64:03like things that are uncontrovertible. And then somehow deriding feelings, like feelings are not

64:09important. To me, like the whole thing is reality. The facts don't even, like facts is reality,

64:18feelings are reality, like the entirety of human experience is reality. All these

64:24consciousnesses somehow interacting together, making up random crap and together agreeing

64:29they're all going to wear the same colors, rooting for one football team or the other football team

64:34or countries, all those things, that's real because we've agreed that it's real.

64:40And in the same way, it gives us meaning in that same way religion is a set of ideas that

64:45gives us meaning, but real, it's really difficult for me as a scientist that finds comfort in the

64:58physical understanding of the universe of physics. I love physics. I love computer science.

65:05It makes me feel like everything is perfectly understandable. And then I look at humans,

65:11humans, they're totally not understandable. It's like a giant mess, but that's part of the beauty.

65:17Like what is love? Like what the hell is love? It's certainly not like a weird hack to convince me

65:26to procreate because it feels something bigger than that. So like taking a purely evolutionary

65:32biologist perspective, it's missing the, it's not missing, it's only capturing a part of the picture.

65:37And so it just keeps making me ask, what is real? Because as a human, it's very human centric.

65:44It does certainly feel like a part, a big part of what is real is all the fake stuff my mind makes up.

65:57I mean, okay, I guess, is there something you could say

66:01from our discussions about the tools of psychedelics, about our discussion about

66:06religion, of what is real, of what is reality?

66:11These are largely unanswerable questions.

66:15But we should nevertheless strive to answer them. That's the whole point of the human experience.

66:19And I think science is one way and religion is another. And I think there's actually a sphere

66:24where they intersect, you know, there's a way for religion to be a big part of the world.

66:30Religion to be observable, testable, repeatable, falsifiable. When I look at the ancient mysteries,

66:35that's what I find. I find people exploring alternate states of consciousness and arriving

66:41at conclusions based on that exploration and deriving deep meaning from that, which yes,

66:46are feelings and emotions and very hard to quantify. But nonetheless, these are the things

66:51that govern our lives. I mean, I don't know a parent who isn't motivated by the love of their

66:56children. Everything I do at 40 years old now is pretty much inspired by my love for my two

67:03daughters. And I can't prove to you that I love them. I can say it, I can show you behavior,

67:08but it's very hard for me to weigh and measure that. So not everything is so reducible to this

67:15quantifiable reality. And yet, I also love science. And I love the historical process of weighing this

67:23data. I love the chemistry. I love the biology. And for me, I think this was the message of the

67:29ancient Greeks. And I think this is the world in which paleo Christianity was born. I think there

67:34is this meeting ground between science and religion, which allow for the, if not the discovery,

67:43then at least the near identification of the ultimate reality, which is another way to describe

67:50God, right? This being of being is the transcendent mystery. So speaking of God,

67:56you mentioned to me offline, you're wearing the most sophisticated clothing choice of the elite

68:03intellectuals. Like you mentioned, Sam Harris was wearing a hoodie. This is the Sam Harris hoodie.

68:08He's starting a trend. He's starting a trend. This is a new religion, you could even say. It's

68:14a ritual. It's a ritual practice of intellectuals of searching for meaning. So there's quite a

68:22fascinating debate. So he was for a time still known as one of the sort of new age atheists.

68:30So he was kind of trying to explore the role of religion in society and the role of science.

68:35And then on the other side, another kind of powerhouse intellectual is Jordan Peterson,

68:40who in sometimes, for my taste, a bit too poetic of ways is exploring the ideas of religion.

68:49And they had these interesting debates that I think will continue about the role of religion

68:54in society. For Jordan, there's all these flaws with religion, but there is a lot of value to be

69:05discovered amidst the rituals, the traditions, the practice, the way we conceive of each other

69:12because of the ideas that religion propagates. And then for Sam, it says that everything about

69:20religion basically gets in the way of us fully realizing our human potential, which is deeply

69:29scientific and rational and sort of like we're surrounded by mystery. Calling that mystery God

69:39is getting in the way of us understanding that mystery. What do you think about this debate

69:45about the role of religion in society?

69:48We should continue having this debate. I talked to Jordan a couple of weeks ago, as a matter of fact.

69:52Excellent. On his podcast? Public? Excellent.

69:55Yes. It'll be out soon. And so, he and I...

70:00How did that go, by the way?

70:02It was incredible. Carl Ruck, the professor, joined us, as a matter of fact, for one of his

70:06rare public appearances. We went deep. And Jordan is very well read, obviously, on the psychedelic

70:13literature. He had just had Roland Griffiths from Hopkins on the podcast. And it's one of

70:18Roland's figures that Jordan and I, again, just like the language of Aldous Huxley, it's hard to

70:23move past the following statistic. Over the past 20 years of the modern study of psilocybin, Roland

70:30will tell you that about three in four of their volunteers walk away from their single dose of

70:36psilocybin, high dose, saying it was among the most meaningful experiences of their entire lives,

70:43if not the most meaningful. And Jordan says, what do you do with that? How do we synthesize that?

70:55Here we are quantifying the qualifiable, the unqualifiable. And yet, these compounds have

71:02dramatic effects on people's lives, and they walk away feeling like they're more loving,

71:08more compassionate. The science of all talks about the welling up of cooperation and resource sharing

71:16and kindness and all these strange things from this single chemical intervention, which seems to

71:22reduce us to automata, as if enlightenment can be flipped on like a switch. And yet, there it is,

71:28there's the data. And I don't see how you walk away from that. I mean, I completely understand

71:33Sam's position. But I think there's a reading of religion, particularly the mystical core

71:40of the big faiths, and especially these ancient mystery cults, which do speak, again, to those

71:45moods and motivations, creating this aura of factuality that these volunteers never walk away

71:52from, permanently transformed, just like the ancient mysteries. And part of that is perhaps

71:57language, that we need to continue to evolve language in how we conceive of these processes.

72:06Maybe religion has a bunch of baggage associated with it that is good to let go of,

72:14or perhaps not. I don't know. This is connected to our previous part of our conversation is the

72:20importance of language in this whole thing. Well, that's how I start my book with one of

72:23these volunteers from the NYU psilocybin experiments, this woman, Dina Dina Baser,

72:27who's an atheist. And she still describes herself as an atheist. And yet, as one of these three and

72:34four people who walked away from this experiment transformed, she says that her experience of

72:39psilocybin was like being bathed in God's love from an atheist. And I asked her why she uses

72:45the word God, why not the love of the cosmos or the universe or mother nature? And she says,

72:51well, frankly, we don't know about any of this stuff and that God makes sense to me. She's still

72:56an atheist, but it's the way she describes that as kind of like the way your mother's love must

73:03have felt when you were a baby. Yeah. There's a kind of, I like the way Einstein uses God. God

73:08doesn't play dice. There's a poetry. There's a humility that you don't know what the hell is

73:13going on. There's a humor to it. I'm a huge fan, especially like more and more of just kind of

73:19having a big old laugh at the absurdity of this world and this life as represented nicely by memes

73:27on Twitter kind of thing. I mean, there's a sense in which we want to be playing with these words

73:34and not take them so seriously and being a little bit lighthearted and explore. Let me ask you about,

73:41because you mentioned NYU, what I find fascinating is how much amazing research, speaking of science,

73:50right? Studying the effects of psilocybin, studying the effects of various psychedelics, MDMA,

73:58on the human mind right now for helping people. But I'm hoping there'll be studies soon at Hopkins

74:05and elsewhere that allow people that are kind of more quote unquote creatives or regular people

74:12that don't have a particular demon they're trying to work through, a problem they're trying to work

74:18through, but more like to see what can I find if I utilize psychedelics to explore? Is there something

74:25you could say that is exciting to you, that's promising about the future? What currently is

74:31going on but also the future of psychedelics research at Hopkins and elsewhere? The healthy normals.

74:38I was looking for the right words because healthy doesn't feel like a good term and

74:43normal doesn't feel like a good term because we're all pretty messed up and we're all weird.

74:47Well, those with ontological angst in that case. Maybe there'll be a future DSM qualification.

74:54There's no doubt that things like psilocybin, MDMA are useful for things like anxiety,

75:00depression, end of life distress, PTSD, alcoholism, you name it. And it's largely because of the

75:06clinical research that MDMA and psilocybin will probably be legal in some FDA regulated way in

75:13the next five years. But again, I start the first page of my book with this question, why do

75:19psychedelics work across all these different conditions? And the best that I could find is

75:25is the meaning, right? Tony Bosse at NYU talks about psilocybin, for example, as meaning making

75:32medicine, which is interesting because it puts it somewhere between a therapeutic and again,

75:38this ontological instigator. What is it about psychedelics that creates these mystical

75:45experiences or mystical like experiences? You can call them emotional breakthroughs,

75:50you can call them moments of awe. I do think we get locked up in the language and we're

75:54somewhere between science and religion here, including legally. So the FDA is one route to

76:00this. What excites me about psychedelics is the first amendment. What is this going to mean for

76:04religion? The freedom of religion being the first thing that's mentioned in the first amendment

76:09before freedom of speech, freedom of assembly. If America is known for anything, it's a refuge

76:15for religious pioneers. And so we already have the native American church, Brazilian spawn churches

76:21that are using psychedelics. But what would happen if Judaism or Christianity or Islam were to begin

76:28incorporating the very ritual, very sacred and discreet use of psychedelics as part of their

76:35liturgy? So not replacing the Sunday Eucharist in the case of Christianity, but part of the extra

76:42credit dimension of the faith. And then we can, through practice, figure out how essential it is.

76:49It could be a minor thing. It could be a major thing. That's another thing I wanted to kind of

76:53ask you is, I recently, despite the fact that I'm eating a huge amount of meat, I'm getting fat.

76:58I'm loving it. This is actually, as of two days ago, I started this long road to training for David

77:07Goggins, to training back, to getting back to competing in jiu jitsu. So the fun is over. But

77:13I also partook in fasting and there was a very strong, there's an almost like a hallucinogenic

77:21aspect of fasting, because it was, especially because it was a 72 hour fast versus a more common

77:27fast that I do, which is 24 hours. And a bunch of people talk about throughout history about the

77:34value of fasting in having these kind of visual, these kind of intellectual experiences. Also,

77:42there's meditation, Sam Harris with the hoodie. Do you have a sense that those other rituals of

77:51fasting, of meditation, and maybe other things could be as essential or more essential to the

77:59religious experience as psychedelics? Yes, if not, and this is going to sound weird, but maybe not

78:05if more so. I look at psychedelics as a catalyst for spiritual investigation, not as the superficial

78:13means to an end. I think their value is in kind of serving as a Google Maps for the Kingdom of Heaven.

78:21All right, I like this. Well, so Ram Dass's teacher said that when he was offered psychedelics that

78:31it'll get you in the room with Jesus, but it won't keep you there. And I think that's all well and

78:37good, but what if you don't know where the house is in the first place? What if you've never had

78:41a mystical experience? What if religion is anathema to you? What if you hate God? What if all

78:47these words mean nothing to you? And they probably do for many, many people, and it's perfectly

78:51understandable. I think that we've lost the coordinates to these irrational states, again,

78:57that were prized throughout antiquity and that continue to be prized by the mystical communities,

79:03even in big organized religion, it just doesn't filter out that much. And so psychedelics, in my

79:08mind, help orient our minds, bodies, and souls towards the irrational, right? We talked about

79:16McKenna's invisible world that seems to have this symbiosis with our own and perhaps has this higher

79:23intent for us. You could very well just, you know, take catalog of your dreams, right? And that would

79:30do it too. But psychedelics seem to be particularly fast acting, particularly potent, and very

79:37reliable, especially in the clinical studies. And so I looked at them as biochemical discoveries,

79:42like Huxley did. Maybe it's once in your life or infrequently, right? But maybe that's the beginning

79:49of a genuine introspection and a life well examined, as the ancients always instructed us.

79:55Yeah, it does seem like in the research, the effectiveness of psychedelics always comes with

80:00the integration, where you use it, just like you said, as a catalyst for thinking through stuff.

80:07It's not going to be, I don't even know if Google Maps, maybe Google Maps is the right analogy,

80:15but it doesn't do the driving for you. You still have to do the driving. It just kind of gives you

80:22the directions. So after you come down from the trip, or whatever, you still have to drive.

80:29There's other tools that are kind of interesting. We've been talking about this at the psychological

80:34level, but there's also a neuroscience perspective of it. If you kind of like go past the skull into

80:39the brain with the neurons firing, there's ideas of brain computer interfaces,

80:43there's ideas of brain computer interfaces. First of all, there's a whole field of neuroscience

80:48that's kind of zooming in and studying the firing of the brain, the firing of the neurons in the

80:52brain, of how from those neurons emerges all the things that we think that makes us human. That's a

81:00fascinating exploration of the human mind. That's of course where the psychedelics have the chemical,

81:06the biochemical effects on those neurons. There's ideas of brain computer interfaces,

81:13which if you look at, especially what Neuralink is doing with this long term vision,

81:18with Elon Musk and Neuralink, they hope to expand, he calls it a wizard hat.

81:32This is back to the humor on the internet thing. The wizard hat that expands the

81:38capabilities, the capacity of the human mind. Do you think there's something there or

81:47is the human mind so infinitely complex that we're quite a long way away from

81:55expanding the capabilities of the human mind through technology versus something like psychedelics?

82:02I wonder how Terence McKenna would answer that question. He looked to shamans as kind of the

82:10scientists, the high magicians of the high archaic past and the far flung future.

82:17You know more about AI than I do, so I'm not going to discount it. But

82:21I do think that AI paired with the sacred recovery, the archaeology of consciousness

82:31and these states, these archaic techniques of ecstasy that were practiced across time. I think

82:37that's a winning combination. Part of what I do in the book is just I try and lay out the set

82:44and setting. That's often talked about with psychedelics. So maybe psychedelics in the

82:48right AI environment is going to work. I think it'd probably work a lot better with that myth

82:53and ritual incorporated. So the reason Eleusis worked for 2000 years and let's assume the

83:00psychedelic hypothesis has some merit to it. But I think the reason it worked is because you were

83:05born into a mythology. You were born into a story about Demeter and Persephone and you waited your

83:11entire life to meet them in the flesh. So you weren't just preparing for a few months. It was

83:17a lifetime of expectation, anticipation, ritual preparation. In fact, some of the early church

83:24fathers made fun of the Greeks for essentially just piquing people's curiosity and revving up

83:30the anticipation, which has something to do with the outcome, by the way. But in other words,

83:34I think we need to create a new mythology around this. I don't think you pop into a laboratory.

83:39I don't think you pop into a retreat center from one day to the next. I think that in my own case,

83:45I think that in my own case, I feel like I've been preparing 12 years for psychedelics and I'm still

83:50preparing, including in today's conversation. I'm learning new things and I'm willing to explore it

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83:57together with the computer interface. But I do think ritual is a gigantic part of this. And even

84:04McKenna would say that. I'll paraphrase him by saying that if you'd met someone who didn't know

84:11where they were between the years 1995 and 2005, you would describe them as a fairly damaged person.

84:18And yet who among us knows what was happening in Western civilization between 900 and 1300,

84:23let alone 2,500 years ago. So this is in many ways the prophet of the psychedelic renaissance saying

84:28that history has lessons. And I don't think they're superficial lessons. I think it cuts to

84:34the very core of how and why Western civilization came to be born. Yeah, but that history can be

84:42loaded into AI systems. And I do love the idea of whether it's to bring computer interfaces or without

84:52intrusive, sort of without direct reading of the neurons and more sort of interactive experience

84:57with the robot that you can have an AI system that steers your psychedelic experience.

85:03That helps you sort of, when you take a heroic dose of psilocybin, for example,

85:11helps steer you, steer your mind, say just the right things. I mean, you could say that kind

85:16of thing with, it's a totally open problem, I would say. You talk about set and setting.

85:25This is the interesting thing about Johns Hopkins is you create a comfortable environment,

85:31a safe environment for allowing, then if you take a heroic, like a large dose of psilocybin,

85:38that you could trust that everything would be safe and you can really allow the exploration

85:43of your mind. But then you don't know from a psychotherapy perspective of like during that trip,

85:50what a human should say to steer that trip. Like that's a totally open set of problems.

85:55And in some sense, probably throughout history, those rituals, you figured out what are the

86:00right things to say to each other, how to collaborate. And maybe if you can turn that

86:05into an optimization problem, AI could figure that out much, much quicker.

86:11I'm with you. So, Eleusis was known for three things, the legomena, the dromena,

86:15the decnumena, the things said, the things done, the things shown. If you can pack that

86:21all into your AI interface, I'm in, Lex Friedman. I'm going to write a proposal and then try to

86:26get it through the IRB at MIT. I mean, there is a certain sense in which I definitely wanted

86:34to explore psychedelics, I mean, in my personal life, but also more rigorously as a scientist

86:42and to push that forward and especially in the AI space. And it is difficult how to do that dance

86:52when there's gray areas of legality and all those kinds of things. And we're dancing around them.

86:58And some of that is language and some of that is what we socially conceive of as drugs or not.

87:05And you're right that perhaps we can reframe it as religious experiences, all those kinds of things.

87:11I mean, it's fascinating because it feels like there's a bunch of tools before us that were

87:16used by the ancients that we're not utilizing for exploring the human mind, that we very well could

87:23be in a rigorous scientific way, in a safe way. And that's fascinating. There's this interesting

87:29period in the 20th century of LSD use that many of the people doing research on psychedelics now

87:40kind of have their roots in that history. I mentioned that Dr. Rick Doblin, he is one of those people.

87:48And there's this interesting story of a bunch of creatives that used LSD or other drugs to help them.

87:56What do you make of the idea of somebody like Ken Kesey who wrote One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest

88:00in part under the influence of LSD? What do you make of the use of psychedelics to

88:13maximize the creative potential of the human mind? Is this a crutch or is this actually

88:22an effective tool that we should explore? One person's crutch might be another's

88:31bungee cord. It depends on that mind. Think about Paul McCartney. I mean,

88:40we might not have some of the better Beatles music in the absence of LSD.

88:44And what did Sir Paul say in 1967 when he was asked about his use of LSD? He said that he

88:50recognized the dangers inherent in it, but that he did it with a very specific, very deliberate

88:57purpose in mind. He wanted to find the answer to what life is all about. And I'm not sure what Sir

89:03Paul is doing this week, but he's probably not doing LSD. Speaking back to my theory about these

89:10substances being catalyzers of spiritual introspection, it came along at a time in

89:16their life when I think they were ripe for it, especially George Harrison. I highly recommend

89:22the Martin Scorsese documentary about George Harrison. For them, I think it was exactly

89:30the way we ought to investigate it, which is, well, mind expanders. This is what psychedelics

89:36do, right? That which makes manifest the contents of the mind. In the absence of an experience like

89:42that, and it can be in a three day fast, it can be laying down in a cave, it can be in ritual

89:48chanting, it can be in a sun dance, but in the absence of that kind of experience at the right

89:52time in your life, it may otherwise be very difficult to find entrance to that kingdom of

89:58heaven, which I do think is here and now, getting right back to the very beginning. If we are

90:03actually to participate in that eternal principle, how and when? What do you think Nietzsche meant

90:10when he said that God is dead? So, there's a sense that religion is fading from society,

90:17and there's a cranky German that kind of wrote about it. What do you think he meant?

90:23He was a cranky German who knew a lot about Dionysus, by the way, which is why I like him.

90:30So, certainly there's some truth to the mortality of God. I think Gallup put out a study only a

90:38couple of months ago where church membership is now officially in the minority in the United States

90:43at 47%, according to the most recent poll. That number was closer to 70% only 20 years ago.

90:49Wow.

90:50So, we're living through something, and we're living through the unchurching

90:54of America, and it's the rise of the spiritual but not religious,

90:59the inheritor of all traditions but the slave to none. There's a rise in the unaffiliated,

91:03the nones. I think it was like one third of millennials. It's probably much higher now

91:08that don't affiliate with any religion. So, in that sense, God is absolutely dead,

91:14but maybe not the God that we were trying to define at the very beginning. So, Nietzsche

91:19also looked forward to the Übermensch, which would be a fully realized human being that,

91:24despite the death of God, did not fall into nihilism and amorality, existential despair,

91:32all that great German stuff. And there are some commentators who talk about this eternal

91:38recurrence that just maybe by incorporating some of these techniques, not necessarily doctrine and

91:44dogma, but I would say the techniques of antiquity. And again, Nietzsche writes a lot about the

91:49rationality of Dionysus having its place in society. If anything, these biochemical discoveries,

91:56I think, point us back. They point us back to Dionysus and their responsible incorporation of

92:02the irrational into our otherwise society of rational people and our kazoo history.

92:11I have a sense that there will be kind of, just kind of as you've implied, that there will be

92:19maybe the God of old is dying and there'll be a rebirth of different kind of God and it'll just

92:24keep happening throughout history. I do think there will be a time where AI will be the gods

92:29we look to, the other, the super intelligent, those kinds of things. There's a little bit of an

92:36inkling of religious longing for meaning in the way people conceive of aliens currently.

92:46I mean, I talked to a bunch of people about UFOs, the EPs and aliens. And so to me,

92:51it's very interesting for perhaps different reasons, because I'm just, I look up to the stars

92:56and it's incredibly humbling to me to think that there's trillions of intelligent alien civilizations

93:02out there, which to me seems likely, or perhaps not intelligent, perhaps just alien life. And

93:09actually, also that we don't even understand what it means to be intelligent, or do we understand

93:14what it means to be alive? The time scale, the spatial scale, which patterns of atoms can form

93:23in a way that you can call life, it just could be way weirder than we can imagine. And certainly

93:31way different than human life. Anyway, that to me is humbling. And so it's almost like the

93:38simulation, conceiving of the world as simulation, thinking of aliens to me is a useful thought experiment

93:44of like, what would aliens look like if they visited? How would we know? How would we communicate

93:50with them? How would we send signals to them? If they're already here and we don't see them,

93:58how's that possible? That seems to me actually likely that we would just be too self centered

94:03and too dumb to see them if they're already here. Anyway, so that's kind of the almost the

94:11pragmatic, the engineering, the physics sense of aliens. But there's also kind of a longing

94:18to connect with other intelligent beings out there, both the fear and the excitement of that,

94:24that has kind of a religious aspect to it that I find fascinating. And in the right context,

94:30when you remove the skepticism of government from that, it's actually a hopeful longing.

94:36Do you see this kind of interest in aliens as at all connected to your study of religion?

94:44So you're the first person to ask me about aliens in eight months. So it looks like I'm going on the

94:48record. Let's go. I'll drop some J. Allen Hynek on you. So Hynek involved in Project Blue Book

94:59famously says in 1966, when the long awaited solution to the UFO problem comes, and we're

95:06assuming that UFOs have something to do with aliens, but when the long awaited solution comes,

95:12I believe it will prove to be not merely the next small step in the march of science,

95:17but a mighty and unexpected quantum leap. In other words, I do not think that we're dealing with

95:24flesh and blood beings in nuts and bolts crafts. I think it's way, way more complicated than that.

95:30And if anything, it takes me back to the ancient world. It takes me back to this invisible college

95:36of beings of apparent higher intent. It takes me to the geniuses and the muses. So the first

95:42document in Western civilization, Homer's epics, they begin by invoking an alien. They invoke a

95:49muse. Tell me O muse about the man. So Homer isn't inventing poetry. He's channeling poetry, epic

96:01poetry from an alien intelligence. Maybe that intelligence has felt a little unrecognized in

96:09recent years. Trying to show up in human recognizable forms. The muse is trying to give

96:16a little hints of its existence. Yeah. I mean, I have a, I've been saying, I honestly sort of,

96:22I don't believe this, but I think about this, whether alien, like muse is a great example,

96:30whether aliens could be thoughts. Ideas we have are the aliens or consciousness itself

96:39is the methods by which aliens communicate with us. Like I find this very kind of liberating to

96:47expand our conception of what intelligent beings are. You would like Julian Jaynes. Julian Jaynes

96:54writes a great book, the origins of consciousness and the breakdown of the bicameral mind. It's this

97:00theory that the ancient Greek mind was very different from ours. And that when they heard

97:06the muses, they heard, or the gods and goddesses for that matter, they would hear them as voices

97:10in the head and hear it as an internal God figure offering commands, which they couldn't ignore. So

97:18were they walking schizophrenics? It might be one way to talk about it before the breakdown of the

97:22bicameral mind, but it's a provocative theory, largely untestable. But when you're reading

97:28ancient Greek and Latin for that matter, you can't read it very long without bumping up against these

97:33discarnate entities. They're everywhere. And they survived. They persist across time, which is even

97:40stranger, not just in the form of all the things my daughters like, like fairies and gnomes and

97:45elves. And McKenna loves this, the sylphs and the boulder grinders and the sprites and the gins and

97:52elementals, every society has them. It seems to be fairly universal. And they largely exist in

97:58folklore, mythology. This is what Jacques Vallée writes about so wonderfully. We've kind of been

98:04sneaking around it, but let me ask you from everything we've been talking about, how do you

98:11think about consciousness? Is it a fun little trick that the human mind does or is it somehow

98:19fundamental to this whole thing? So this three pound lump of jelly inside our craniums,

98:27that can contemplate the vastness of interstellar space, it can contemplate the meaning of infinity,

98:34and it can contemplate itself contemplating on the meaning of infinity, that peculiar self

98:40recursive quality that we call self awareness. So this is the hard problem, right? This is the

98:47unknowable, the unknown at least. I don't know. I have no good answer for that.

98:53Did you think it's somehow deeply fundamental to the human experience or is it just a trick? So

98:58you have like, I mean, Sam Harris has really been making me think about this. So, you know,

99:05calling free will an illusion. The interesting thing about Sam is it's not just a philosophical

99:13it's not just a philosophical little chat with him about free will. He really says he experiences

99:23the lack of free will. Like he's able to, you know, large parts of the day to feel like he

99:29has no free will. In that same way, now he thinks that consciousness is not an illusion. It is,

99:40you know, it's a real thing. But at the same, I'm more almost like, I'm almost more of like

99:46consciousness seems to be a little bit of an illusion in the sense that like, it feels like

99:51maybe this is a robotics AI perspective, but it feels like in that same way that Sam steps outside

99:57of feeling like he has an agency, feeling like he has a free will, I feel like we should be able to

100:04step outside of having a consciousness. So that, from my perspective, maybe that's a hopeful

100:12perspective for trying to engineer consciousness. But do you think consciousness is like at the core

100:17of this? Or is it just like language? Or almost like a thing we build on top of much deeper human,

100:28the things that makes us human? I don't know. I am attracted to Lanz's notion of biocentrism.

100:33I mean, it's difficult to walk away from the double slit experiment, not wondering

100:38why we seem capable of collapsing that quantum wave function. It's very, very weird, giving rise

100:45to even weirder ideas about superposition and spooky action at a distance and things that MIT

100:51guys know a lot better than me. But it seems to me fundamental. I mean, maybe consciousness is

100:56the fundamental thing. I mean, weirdly, some of these ancient incubatory practices, I talked about

101:02Peter Kingsley before. So he's not a proponent of ancient psychedelic use, but is a proponent of

101:08these ancient rites of incubation that were practiced by Pythagoras, Parmenides, Empedocles,

101:14other Presocratics. And so what were they doing? They were trying to get in touch with consciousness.

101:18They were entering into suspended states of animation in these cave like settings. Pythagoras

101:25had built one in his basement and would lie down motionless, apparently, for long periods of time.

101:30And what I think they were trying to do was tap into and trying to answer this question in their

101:36own, you could call it a scientific way, actually, less religion than science. And what they would

101:42discover or try to discover was a state of awareness that is somehow beyond life and death,

101:47beyond waking and dreaming, where you can be aware of the senses, but also in touch with another

101:53reality at the exact same time, what Kingsley calls sensation. That, I think, is definitely

102:00worth exploring. Well, and the way I hope to explore is by trying to build it. Everybody uses

102:08the tools they have. Well, no, I do also hope psychedelics can help. So how do you build that?

102:13I'm curious. That's a whole other discussion. There's a lot of things I could say here, but

102:19let me put simply is I believe that you can go a long way towards building consciousness

102:32by trying to fake consciousness. So fake it till you make it. As an engineering approach,

102:40I think will work for consciousness. You seem satisfied with that.

102:46I'm satisfied with that because I know how deeply unsatisfied others are, but just wait.

102:55So, I mean, I don't know what to. So the topic of consciousness is mostly handled by

103:04philosophers currently. And that's great. And their philosophers are wonderful and good at

103:12what they do. I'm not a philosopher. I'm an engineer. And I think the approach there is

103:18quite different. I think falling in love is different than trying to have a podcast conversation

103:29about what is love. I think the engineering effort is just fundamentally different than

103:38the philosophical effort. And I have a sense that consciousness can be engineered even before it is

103:45understood by the philosophers. So I think there's a bunch of things like that in this world that

103:50could be engineered before they're understood. I think the intelligence is one such thing.

103:55I think we'll be able to engineer super intelligent beings before we're able to understand

104:01the human mind. There's a lot of intuition to unpack there of why that is. But

104:12as it stands, that's perhaps my engineering optimism and engineering ethic under which I operate.

104:21Consciousness is easy to build, hard to understand.

104:23Okay. Are there books or movies in your life long ago or recently that had a big impact on you?

104:37Immortality Key is exceptionally well researched. The amount of books you read is I cannot even

104:44imagine. So is there something in your travels through the land of language that stuck with

104:53you that was especially impactful? I mentioned a couple of them. So I knew nothing about

104:59psychedelics before 2007. And it was in hearing about some of the first psilocybin experiments

105:06at Hopkins. And then shortly thereafter, I went down this rabbit hole. And so the first set of

105:11recommendations all kind of fit in that time period of my life, 2007, 2008. It started with

105:17Jeremy Narby, The Cosmic Serpent, DNA and the Origins of Knowledge. It was a total impulse buy

105:25at the Barnes and Noble on Sixth Avenue in New York and wound up introducing me to Supernatural

105:31by Graham Hancock. That convinced me that there was a long story to psychedelics that

105:40he tried to prove in that book and that we're still trying to prove. I mentioned

105:44the connection between ritual psychedelics and cave art. This is the neuropsychological model

105:51that was first proposed by David Lewis Williams at the University of Waterstrand, the same university

105:57where Lee Berger is, by the way, in South Africa. So these ideas are old. But what Graham did in

106:02that book is just it's well worth your time. It's well worth a few reads actually. Because it was

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106:08after that that I discovered Breaking Open the Head by Daniel Pinchback and a lot of other books

106:15that just kind of blew my mind. What is Breaking Open the Head about? So it's Daniel's romp through

106:23contemporary shamanism. And it's his very well told experiences with everything from psilocybin

106:30to iboga being initiated by the Buites. And it was the first time I'd read any firsthand accounts,

106:38aside from Jeremy Narby, any firsthand accounts by a New Yorker, by the way, about the potential

106:45for these compounds that I'd been ignoring for far too long, obviously. And so that's when I

106:51started revisiting the Road to Eleusis and looking through the anthropological literature, reading

106:57everything Gordon Wasson had ever written, that Carl Ruck had written. And it sent me down a

107:02pretty weird rabbit hole until I found Peter Kingsley, which is my second recommendation.

107:06So Peter, again, he's not a fan of the psychedelic hypothesis. But what he does is I think expose

107:14the value of the irrational to the ancient Greeks, especially the pre Socratic. Here we are talking

107:20about AI and God and these entangled philosophical questions. The best I can read Kingsley is that

107:30Western civilization is a product of a gift from the goddess Persephone. And this is not a hippie.

107:36This is a pretty gold standard classicist who went on to write a couple of books. One is In

107:43the Dark Places of Wisdom, and the other is Reality. What better way to title your book?

107:48Where he talks about these ancient techniques for exploring the irrational. The same thing Carl Ruck

107:54was talking about. After compiling all this data in the Road to Eleusis, Ruck says that the biggest

107:59challenge is trying to convince his colleagues in the late 1970s that the ancient Greeks,

108:05and indeed some of the most famous and intelligent among them, could enter so fully into irrationality.

108:12Same thing Nietzsche is talking about in his exploration of Dionysus. And so I think

108:16Kingsley just stands apart as one of those books, Reality, that my life was never quite the same

108:24after reading that. We talked about the three pound

108:31jelly that is able to conceive of the entirety of the fabric of reality in the universe

108:40and everything, and also of its own mortality. What do you think is the meaning of it all?

108:50What's the meaning of life? Is a three pound jelly able to answer that one?

108:59No, but I can plagiarize Joseph Campbell, which is good enough. Joe Campbell says that I don't

109:06think what we're looking for is a meaning of life. I think what we're looking for is an experience

109:12of being alive so that the experiences we have on the purely physical plane will have resonances

109:19within that are those of our innermost being and reality. You talked about the true reality,

109:23absolute truth. These are all constructs. And I think they're constructs that are made day by day

109:31and acquire this aura of factuality, remembering Clifford Geertz's definition of religion. We're

109:37all just faking it until we make it. And I think a lot of that has to do with moods and motivations

109:42and feelings and emotions, which is not to discredit facts and figures. But I think that

109:48meaning, meaning making is a very subjective process that is not only difficult to talk about,

109:56but difficult to quantify. And experience is a primary in that versus, so like the actual

110:02subjective experience is primary to the meaning making process versus like some kind of rigorous

110:09analysis of like having an algorithm that runs and computes and then finally spits out 42.

110:18Well, this is how families are created. Tell me more about this. Well, my wife and I fell in love

110:24and made babies. We didn't type up an Excel sheet and figure out the best way to go about this.

110:29That's what I've been doing all these years. That's why I'm single.

110:36Too many Excel sheets. Well, we say falling in love, right? We say fall in love. What does that

110:41mean to fall in love? You are surrendering to an intelligence that is beyond us. You could say a

110:50Godlike intelligence. Richard Rohr, the Franciscan friar I mentioned, in the Universal Christ,

110:54he writes a lot about how the divine for you is often encountered in the other. In fact,

111:02how could it be otherwise? This is bedrock sacramental theology that you find the God in

111:07the things in your life as well you should. That's the proving ground for identifying as God rather

111:14than creating a relationship with God. And so I think that these irrational states play a big role

111:19in that. Irrational. Well, I don't think there's a better way to end it than on the topic of love.

111:24Brian, thank you so much for a brilliant exposition of history and the poetry.

111:32I really appreciate you talking with me today. I love you, Lex. I love you too, Brian.

111:39Thanks for listening to this conversation with Brian Muirrescu. And thank you to Inside Tracker,

111:44GiveWell, Ni, Indeed, and Masterclass. Check them out in the description to support this podcast.

111:52And now, let me leave you with some words from Terrence McKenna about psychedelics.

111:57Part of what psychedelics do is they decondition you from cultural values. This is what makes it

112:04such a political hot potato. Since all culture is a kind of con game, the most dangerous candy

112:09you can hand out is one which causes people to start questioning the rules of the game.

112:14Thank you for listening, and hope to see you next time.

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